Breakingthewall

Learn and understand is nothing. You already know and understand everything, since you are the infinite. The you who wants to know more and understand deeper is an illusion. Everything that self can know or understand is nothing because understanding is finite. There is no infinite understanding, there is being, which is the same as understanding but without structure. understanding without structure is being. Understanding with structure is a finite structured mind, so it cannot encompass anything, it is false, a pale image.

For me, spirituality is total openness to existence. It is something absolutely necessary, it is like being trapped between four walls and needing to get out. Trying to improve your life via spirituality is going to work great If you do in the right direction. If you use spirituality as evasión, you are going to receive a slap in your face. Exactly, Life must be balanced to the millimeter, but in a balance that no one but you can intuit. Using spirituality as an escape is nonsense as you said. escape from what? Life is going to catch you, always. The material issue is interesting. You have to be daring here, normally life shows you the paths to follow. you have to push hard where you can see the gap

none. It's the evolutionary step for me. no choice. This thing we are involved in, let's call it the cosmic cycle, moves by inspiration. Follow your inspiration and that's it. there are no cons because there is no alternative

Yes, that is business. but you have to be tough not to sink. Life is competition and adaptation

no, it's a cosmic battle between non-dual rats and alien rats. Let's see if the alien rats have something real to put on the table, we don't want them to become extinct and forgotten, much better if they became an evolutionary step

Not easy, in the market place is always war, some win and others lose, some are slaves, others free, and we all worship one god: money. You can have a clear vision, but if you are at the bottom of the pyramid, you will be someone's slave. In the market place in the end you have to have ambition, cunning, and future projection.

Why? simple, because only pure actual direct experience is something, everything else is ideas that mean absolutely nothing. My goal is to completely leave the structure of the mind, and the phrase: reality is love, or: I am God creating reality, are a structure, an obstacle to eliminate. total infinity is now, this. You just have to remove the dividing lines, the structures that compartmentalize and define it, and that keep you locked in. If we do not completely empty your logical mind of content and ambition to understand, we will always be trapped in the prison of the mind, even if it is a more beautiful and comfortable prison.

It's infinity perfection be a pedophile crack addict? yes or no? I mean, what you said doesn't mean nothing. I am talking about drop the self, realize the nature of existence. If you prefer be a philosopher, or anything, it's perfect too. But here, as a human, an enigma is proposed. If you want to solve it, shortcuts are not going to work

Yes and have you noticed how many people watched a video and then they thought they realized the same things that they listened in the video? They are more enlightened than Buda. Well, it's normal because Buddha didn't watch videos, poor guy.

What is god? How did you realized that? How many times? Who realizes? You or god? Is there any difference between you and god?

many, because nothing is better than the real opening. You have to work to be able to do, but once you do once it's not so difficult to do it again. You need courage, release any grip, drop yourself in the infinity without reservation. I try to focus on this moment. 2, or maximum 3, puffs of weed help me. This moment is existence, I feel this moment, outside of the content, the now. It opens, in front of me is infinity. I am standing in reality, before me a bottomless abyss opens. Only I exist, and I'm in the infinite now. The final step remains. letting go of control, the ambition to understand, to see. let go the self. your being opens, like a plant. The resistance has ceased, there is nothing to understand because being now is the only possible understanding. Reality is limitless breadth, there is no structure. Reality is fluid, liquid. There is no loneliness because loneliness is a structure,it's solid and nothing is solid. resistance has completely ceased. You open your arms, the ecstasy is total because there is no resistance. There is nothing to know or understand. This is reality, it flows, it is deep and it lives. It fills you up totally. It's simply be open to the now. Here, this now seems limited, but it isn't. Here now it's the infinity, just learn how to open yourself to it

Same than here, where many say that the absolute solipsism is the final step because it feels like it when you arrive there, but it isn't.

Wrong, if you don't really let go of the self, it will only be an idea that comforts you. "You" recognize the self? Who? The self . The act of letting the self, so yourself, fall into emptiness is an act of surrender and courage. You have to do it now, in the eternal now, when you realize the absolute emptiness of the now and your absolute loneliness, that only you exist, drop the only thing that remains, the self, you. It is not something explainable or understandable. then reality manifests itself. It is absolute freedom, you have passed the door without a door as they say. Have you done this before? It is not a matter of laughter or joking, nor of being clever or wise, it is an act of total surrender. Let go all the greed. Without the self, there is no center, there is no solitude, there is no structure of any kind. It is the infinite that opens completely, it is the total reality. If you do, tangible reality will disappear, like a hologram or a mirage. Inside you there will be no structure left. Your joy will be total, without a molecule of doubt. It is total infinity, limitless amplitude. It is what you are, and only one expression can come close: hallelujah. The prodigal son spent a lifetime wandering lost in the desert, and just now, he has returned. Easy, just enlightenment. Btw, psychedelic could help you to soften the structures, like a solvent, but the act of drop the self in the void happens when you are sober, or almost sober. It's something you have to do, and not even vaping 30 mg of 5meo will do it for you.

The problem is that for that news to be true you have to drop the self. When Leo says that you can understand a lot, this is right, but the one who can understand is the self, and only to a certain point. Reality already understands everything, obviously, a fly larva has more understanding than any self, since to be a fly larva it has to understand reality completely. No self can create a fly larva from nothing, and the larva does, therefore its understanding is infinite and the self's is a joke. Seeing the limitation of the self, one can let it fall into the void without problem, it is nothing. but here is the doubt. Can understanding exist without ego, in non-self states, which is then translated into the conceptual? Or is this a useless exercise since the self does not need to know anything, since it is nothing, and reality already knows everything?

You can repeat that as many times as you want and no one will listen to you because everyone prefers to remain attached to the self and enlarge it by turning it into a god. Nobody wants to let the self fall and if you tell them too much they will become violent. The self will become violent, because you are threatening it. That is what I mean. Absolute solipsism is neither false nor true, it is a realization of the self. like all other realizations. absolute love, what is it? Why give that name to reality? Should reality be framed within the word love? who does this? everything is done by the self. The self is an illusion, it is impossible to see it from the self. There is no solipsism because there is no self that is alone, there is infinite reality, it is completely impersonal. You cannot understand this because the one who understands it is the self, as @Water by the River says, it is the door without a door, so by understanding solipsism and absolute love, you are making the door stronger, wider, impossible to break. Now the door is God, and you don't want to break it, you just want to make it heavier. This is greed, and the result is imbalance. True realization, letting go of the self, is total joy. Understanding what the self is requires having let it fall into the void several times. It is an act of generosity. This understanding is total freedom

An ant understands everything because otherwise it couldn't be an ant. only that it lacks a conceptual mind, it is directly, but to be it has to be an extremely complex organized pattern of reality. This is the true understanding, to be.

What is? Do you go beyond of the conceptual mind? How? Do you access mystical states on a regular basis? How?

Interesting, seeing as deep as possible is what I want.

They are structures. all structures are just mental constructions. They are the way we compartmentalize reality. It is a function of our mind to manage the environment. Without that function we would still exist, as you said. that function is the self. to drop the self is to leave the structures completely, as if they did not exist. everything spills and mixes, there is no solidity or definition in anything. nothing can be named, defined, grasped. that is the reality of existence, fluid.

@Leo Gura In your experiences, is there a total openness? let's say spotless mystical ecstasy, perfection. If so, they are legitimate. You don't use to talk about your experiences , just about your conclusions.

just completely dropping the self. eliminate the center that perceives, which is the recipient of the experience, this is the door without a door. the door is you. When they say: I am God imagining this, I think that they have not passed that door. or when they say: you are alone. These two statements are made by the self. If the self were gone, these two statements are meaningless.

Indeed. The real thing is totally out of the mental construction. If there is mental construction, this is not true perception.

There is a barrier here that is extremely difficult to pass. you can reach expanded states where there are no limits. Then you realize the total emptiness of the now, and that only you exist. I think many talk about this when they talk about solipsism and God. But there is another step to take, the most difficult. you have to let yourself fall into the void. the self must disappear. When this happens, reality is revealed, and you can't think about it. perhaps few have realized this?

could not be said to what extent reality can understand itself. Everyone here talks about whether it is possible or not as if they knew it without a doubt. It's a lot of fun when your understanding of reality is minimal. My understanding of reality is minimal, I simply manage to access expanded states of consciousness and my mind to be a limitless space. This has cost me three years of serious work, full-time self-inquiry, meditation every day, very common psychedelics, constant focus, and I have achieved the minimum: free my mind from the finite, from the linear history that passes, and be here, now , Unlimited. This makes me realize a reality: my understanding is minimal. I'm still on the surface. and those who write here are even more on the surface and believe that they have reached the bottom I mean, I ve said that there is an end, the realization of infinity. That the important realization, it's what you are, the essence, but there is much more. Realize now that you are in an experience. This is a big deal, something is happening, the reality is in action. And you are. This moment is something very deep, to dive in it requires to see that is possible to dive in it Do you want to feel the vertigo? Realize that now, just now, you are the reality. There is nothing more, just here and now. This is the entire reality. Seems limited but it isn't. Here and now is the infinity. When you realize, you will feel vertigo before the abyss of infinity.

He sounds much better since he changed his photo. He removed his face and removed his ego. now he sounds straight to the point