Breakingthewall

I have read almost nothing about Buddhism or spirituality in general, only daily meditation and psychedelics quite often with the serious intention of opening up reality.

Those two statements are solipsism, and I think that they are two ideas that have no relation to awakening, and that are also not true. I am God imagining reality: This means that I am something: God. and that I am is performing an action, which is projecting mental images, a dream, and this dream is the result of the action. So if I stop dreaming, reality would disappear, but I, God, would remain. So I God would be reality? And what is that god exactly? I tell you what it is: it is the ego. The second statement: there is nothing outside your direct experience, implies that reality is limited to your current experience. not only impossible to know but irrelevant. Awakening is not knowing those things, but opening yourself to what reality is. The configuration of reality creates the self, the center, container of experience, which you confuse with a god who creates something. Reality is unlimited and therefore there is no real center, there is no i that can claim to be god. The only illusion there is the sensation of a self. To truly open yourself to the now you must let the self fall into nothingness, that is, dissolve the illusion of a center, and to do so, among other things, abandon the need to understand. To know that there are no others or that you are God is to understand, it is self. If you drop the serf, reality is revealed as unfathomable depth, living existence without limit. This existence is not one, it is not two, it is the infinite without center. absolute horror for the ego, which is why it is difficult to do it. reality is one, it is a realization that only the self can make, and therefore it is not real. Reality is truly indefinable, completely. Any definition is within existence, and therefore is limited, useless and false. The only awakening is the opening now to total existence. Doing this for more than a few moments is difficult, it is like putting two magnets with the same pole together, they tend to move apart, to become two again. It is a very subtle art. The opening I had two days ago for example was complete, but it is not something that can be defined, nor really remembered, since it is a memory that is not that. Any memory needs structure, and awakening is without structure. The ego does not like this, and tries strategies, such as solipsism, I am God, this is exactly like that, I am dreaming, etc. All that means nothing, grips for the mind

I would say that world leaders have realized that they can do whatever they want and in a few months everything will be forgotten and public opinion will be focused on aliens or anything else. Israel will achieve its objective of devastating Gaza and expelling the Palestinians, the hatred of the Arab world towards Israel will not increase since it is currently maximum. The investigation into security flaws will be confusing and the conclusions will be discussed for a month or two, and then forgotten, and the objectives will have been met

Don't get upset with razard, he just needs to feel superior than you, like a wise teacher who teach a stupid kid 😅. He knows the whole non-duality thing by memory, and he regurgitates it here like a professor, everything absolutely rigid, and if you deviate from the dogma he yells at you.

the true awakening is letting the self fall. There is no longer you, there is only the infinite vastness of existence. It is not something imaginable. The dream is just the self, the feeling of a center. Infinity has not center

I hope your religion make you very happy, and you make others happy by preaching and teaching it. But don't think you understand what I say. You think I contradict your dogma and that's why you react violently, and you're wrong, I'm not attacking your religion, I'm talking about something else, about real awakening. You are very sure of your ideas because you have seen many spirituality videos and you have your mental map well defined, but what it is about is not about that, it is about going beyond the structured mind. When you get that, things are not as clear and defined as you need them to be. . You need to hold on to words like love, god, dream, and you think you have discovered what reality is. Billions of religious people before you have done the same, and all of them, like you, were deceived, inflated like turkeys with their second-hand "truth."

Solipsism is over all irrelevant. What do you care if there are others or not? It's just an idea. You may have the idea that yes or no, but awakening is not an idea.

Good insight. You could say that consciousness and existence are the same. but for me the word consciousness is incomplete, existence is better, because consciousness seems to be just the fact of being aware of something, as if there were something and outside of that something you are conscious, and it is as you said before, being conciousness of something is to be that

That's true, of maybe not so many. Everything will be investigated very deeply. It really is uncertain. It seems certain that it is a conspiracy because it seems impossible that they are so ineffective, but on the other hand, if it were prepared it would end up being known. But nowadays it seems that people forget quickly, recently they said that they were going to reveal the thing about the extraterrestrials, and no one talks about it anymore, the thing about Ukraine is lie after lie and nobody cares, and this, we will see. It will be interesting to see how this is treated, how it is investigated, if it has any importance once everything is over.

Although no one thought it, the moment they break the fence all the alarms sound, all the cameras show what is happening, there are helicopters, the kibbutz are told to leave. It is Israel, the country with the best security in the world

It is impossible for this to be negligence, it is a maximum security border, there are surely military personnel on permanent guard. In the end everything will be investigated and revealed, although lately it seems that people forget everything. For example, it was said that videos of horrible torture were going to be made public, but the only thing that has been made public are videos of executions. It is already known that there were executions, but from the beginning there was an emphasis on torture, which has generated a lot of hatred. It was said that they were going to be shown and it has not been done.

So when they broke the fence and hundreds of armed men entered, they didn't see it? They have the latest surveillance technology, the steel dome, satellites, thousands of cameras. There were people who recorded the paragliders with their phones. There were people who called emergency services saying that they were being attacked by terrorists and they did not receive help until 13 hours later. all this is impossible

They do not risk their lives, they are suicidal. It is a metal fence, how it is possible that it is not monitored, with alarms, cameras, various levels of security, motion detectors, the latest technology? They haven't done anything subtle, they have broken it with a bulldozer. If it really was a security failure, Israel is run by mentally retarded people

It is materially impossible. It is a guarded border, a conflict zone in a threatened country surrounded by enemies. It is very easy to detect the breach of the fence, there are cameras and alarms everywhere, soldiers on guard 24 hours a day, it is completely impossible for what has happened to happen without being detected.

Yes, and also a Jewish holiday, a perfect day, and after being warned, and receiving US aid of tens of billions in surveillance and weapons systems. think that within 10 minutes of breaking the fence there would be 4 latest generation helicopters unleashing hell, we are talking about the most equipped army in the world.

I think it is possible to hijack a plane and crash it into the towers but it is impossible to break the Gaza fence with a bulldozer, have an armed group enter Israel and spend 12 hours killing civilians

I know the history, I see the politicians who are elected, I see the facts, and I really see it as normal that there is hatred towards the Arabs, it is normal after so many years of conflict. I see it as completely impossible that, having the most sophisticated surveillance systems, the attack would not be detected. I suppose they would even know the names of those involved before breaking the fence through facial recognition. They would know exactly the number of weapons they were carrying. I think they thought it was time to get serious, and I guess the US would have thought it was a good time to get serious with Iran. But of course, maybe none of this is true, it's just an opinion.

Israel responds to international public opinion. Israel wants to expel the Arabs, it is normal after 100 years of war. It's not that Israel are evil psychopaths, it's that so many years of war and murders generate that. two groups that hate and kill each other daily living together for 100 years is unsustainable. Without public opinion, the strongest would expel the weakest unceremoniously, this means killing children, the elderly, becoming a demon. In Israel the extreme right governs because they are legally elected again and again. So you can intuit what is the real desire of the population

For me it's more than an anecdote, I once did 5meo and all the time leo saying this and that, and remembering conversations from this forum, and I realized that all of that is an obstacle when doing psychedelics, totally toxic. That's why now before doing it I try to have as empty a mind as possible.

Sure, If Israel exposes its soldiers it is stupid, and is the opposite . The moment there begin to be casualties, it will devastate the city, leaving it as a site for new construction where not even a rat can survive, pushing the population towards the south. They will say that there was no other option, which is true, and Gaza is over.

Israel is one of the countries that spends the most on defense in the world, and part of that spending is on surveillance systems, the most sophisticated and effective in the world. To think that some guys broke the fence with an bulldozer and no alarm bells is completely absurd. This action has been allowed in order to begin the expulsion of the Palestinians from Israel. Only one conclusion is logical: Gaza will be completely destroyed and the survivors will be relocated to refugee camps, waiting to find some solution, that is their relocation to other countries in exchange for financial aid, and the Palestinians in west bank will know that this will be their fate at the slightest incident.

It is normal for Leo to appear on trips because our mind associates Leo with 5 meo. For me, any thought and memory that occurs on a 5-meo trip is an obstacle that prevents total opening. The best strategy I have found to avoid this is to meditate before for at least half an hour, or enough to lower the frequency of thinking as much as possible. All those thoughts about Leo or whatever are strategies of the self to maintain itself as a center of perception. In an authentic dissolution of the self there is no Leo, no god, no cosmos, there is naked reality. Every time I have achieved total opening to the infinity alive it has been achieving total emptiness, the dissolution of any structure. It is extremely intimidating since the self needs structures. Infinite reality is nothing, it is a bottomless pit, absolutely empty, and at the same time full of life, of existence. It is beyond the mind and you have to leave the mind behind. Every time I have come to this I have been laughing for 10 minutes non-stop, since it is the source of total joy. It is inexplicable and cannot be remembered, since remembering is something that happens within that, it is pure reality, total awakening.

I mean that the one who could have another life is the self. The self is created by the configuration of reality, in which there exists what is outside the self and what belongs to the self, which is the body. If the body disappears, the self disappears, and whoever can have future or past lives and moves in a timeline is the self, without self there is the unlimited vastness of existence, without center. This infinite vastness is not someone who can have another experience after this, since there is no after, it is another dimension. I really don't understand how it works, but if I accept my insights with psychedelics as valid, I would say that it works like this: infinite reality manifests itself in infinite cycles of simultaneous existence, which arise spontaneously as a consequence of the absence of limits, these infinite cycles are ordered and overlap perfectly, the creation and destruction of the infinite cosmos is like one breath of reality, within infinite breaths. The length of your life spans the entirety of a cycle, the same as the length of anything else, like a galaxy or a universe, since times are relative. When the cycle of your life is extinguished, the cosmos will be extinguished, and another infinite breath will begin, with different shapes and colors. The point is that the self, the sensation of being someone or something that perceives things and is the center of existence, is impermanent, it disappears with the disappearance of experience, the infinite remains without form and without center, and this has no other life later, but it is everything, but at the same time it is nothing, it is not someone specific, it is simply the absence of limits, that really is you if you remove the self, the sensation of a center who perceives and thinks. but all this is a story seen briefly and perhaps the reality is completely different

Everything. The idea of entering with infantry to kill Hamas militants is impossible. Thousands of Israeli soldiers would die, it would be a Stalingrad-type hell in miniature, and Gaza would have to be completely destroyed. Hamas would use the population as a shield, and genocide would be inevitable. For Hamas it's perfect, everyone goes to paradise, but the cost for Israel will be enormous, especially considering that this is a consequence of Israel's security failure. Gaza is supposed to be closed because there are terrorists. You can't close it so negligently, you already know they hate you, Israel killed 300, of them 65 children, in the 2018 protests. What did you expect?

A state where there is only infinite depth and the depth smiles at you, and you realize that you are the smile and it is not a smile, it is pure joy without limit, it is infinite reality, and it is too good to be true because it is bottomless glory Quite addictive, indeed.