Breakingthewall

An insight I had is that all reality is inside me, but then I realized that it is me who is inside reality, and then I realized that what I really am is reality, and there is no inside or outside. Then the waitress came to bring me a coffee and I realized that all reality is inside her.

Sure, and then everything is mess and problems

Women need to feel that the guy next to them is a man. that implies real self-confidence. It is something impossible to fake, if you don't have it, you don't have it, and that's it. If your confidence has cracks, it shows, and man-woman communication does not flow, there is no chemistry, there is a friend zone.

The hard part is realizing what the fluid of reality is, and it's the same whether you win the lottery or the Hutus cut off your penis and make you eat it. Let's say that on the surface there is a clear difference between good and bad, but underneath this, the reality is always the same, and that is what you are.

Saying that reality is an illusion implies that I am real, I am dreaming reality, which is unreal, a dream. I think it is a profoundly wrong conception. I am the reality, the flow. There is no difference between me and reality, I am not dreaming, I am not a creator, no one is, but reality itself, what I am, is intelligence and is organized cyclically, inevitably, in cycles within cycles that tend to unity, to begin again the total cycle of the cosmos, of unimaginable dimension, over and over again. Reality does not need a creator, since it cannot be created, but it is inevitably given the absence of limits. For me, only I exist since I will never, in eternity, leave my unlimited now, but infinite nows in other dimensions are separated from me, converging towards one, since they really are the same. It is the nature of infinity, difficult to understand but perhaps understandable, which is a single being in eternal rotation, alive and of infinite complexity, unimaginable beauty, but which cannot escape its infinite nature.

That is why animals cannot leave their experience, they are the experience, they do not have a self, it is the self that separates itself from the experience and enters an intermediate and strange state that is human life, and has the possibility of going through the experience and open to the source.

For me this guy is at a level that few humans have achieved. you have to see him, what is inside is transmitted, the divinity flows in him

Animals do not enter into mystical ecstasy by merging with the living infinity. Animals look outwards and can never look inwards and open themselves to infinity. Psychedelics are the key for people like us, without them, the barriers are practically insurmountable, with some exceptions.

No, that is not enlightenment, you confuse enlightenment with mindfulness. For enlightenment to exist, ego must first exist. The ego becomes aware of itself, then, in some cases, it turns its gaze inward, breaks all barriers and opens to the source of existence, to the living infinity. It is an evolutionary step. Animals have no ego, they are direct, unfiltered experience, but limited to the surface. As a human you can also live like this, a guy from a tribe from a hundred thousand years ago lived that way and was not enlightened.

Rats have no idea about themselves and are not enlightened, their minds are limited, completely focused on interacting with their environment, focused outward. enlightenment is focusing the mind inward and opening yourself to the source, it is not something as simple as what you are proposing

I believe that the fact of living implies fear, it is innate, any living being fears stopping living. That's why 4-year-olds are not enlightened. They are pure and are not tied to the mind, they live directly, but they are full of fear and that limits them. In my opinion, going to the root of fear and dissolving it is extremely difficult, that is what we are trying to do here, and one of the problems is that this fear is hidden, it is not evident.

@Osaid I don't mean fear if you find a hungry tiger in your room, but psychological fear. The mental patterns that make up the human psyche are based on fear, to a greater or lesser extent. If you sit down to meditate and achieve total openness, it means that the psyche has moved away, there is no structure, you are a window to the absolute. It is easy to see to what extent these structures are solid using psychedelics, since they modify the energetic patterns that form you and cause the barriers to manifest and sometimes dissolve.

When I made the thread about Ram Dass it was not to glorify his figure, but to try to illustrate the difference between conceptual knowledge achieved through insights and a true openness to pure reality. imo enlightenment is opening, and for opening to occur, the ego must move away, since it is the door that closes, that veils perception with its structures. If the structure dissolves, the pure light of existence shines, and that is seen in this guy. What he says is irrelevant, what he is is the key

I appreciate that someone serious agrees with my views. Do you think this is the total depth of perception? This would mean that you are now without obstacles and without fear, totally open, reality itself. In my case, I think there are still barriers to break down.

@Osaid As I understand it, for you enlightenment is a shift from the intellectual to the direct, without filtering through the mind. This is of course a necessary step, you have to realize what the conceptual mind is and stop being hooked on it, but once you are established in the direct, that is where the real begins. What you are has many layers, not intellectual but energetic. Enlightenment is going through all the layers, opening yourself completely, without center and without resistance. very few have done this, certainly not me. only at certain times using drugs, and only partially, but enough to understand what the panorama is, what I am and what my objective is. Drugs break the energetic barriers that make you up, and they do not do it automatically, you must tend towards that result, be willing for it to happen. Then you realize how enormously difficult it is to get to that point, how you get blocked and why. This is where the constant work begins, which is something global, internal and external, to equalize yourself.

matrix is the social matrix, the layer of the mind created by language and interaction, a living being fed by all the individual minds that exchange information with each other and store it in memory. the software that creates time, the understanding of reality and all mental structures. It is very difficult to leave the matrix and open yourself to existence without structure, because the matrix software is always active and never leaves empty spaces. This software makes us move, search, create, fight, learn, investigate. and it also makes us look for enlightenment, for which the software must be turned off. It is the door without a door, since whoever wants to go through the door is the door itself. a mess that requires a lot of restructuring to start to be a little clear

Russia has invaded Ukraine because it is an enemy on its borders that was creating a huge military force with the help of the US, which fueled a nationalism with Nazi tendencies where hatred of Russia was promoted, which threatened to recover Crimea and which was going to enter NATO and access to nuclear weapons. Have you seen the documentary Ukraine in Flames, by Oliver Stone? it's interesting

@OBEler I will . Another question: why the Nazis though that was necessary to exterminate the Jews?

Why would Russia want to invade Germany? What sources claim that this was planned?

5 meo dmt vaped has been the tool that I have used at the beginning, to provoke opening in a violent way, since otherwise given my energetic configuration, it was impossible, too much density. maybe once a week for a year, with the goal of breaking the resistance. then lsd and weed in low doses and hours of meditation and contemplation. More than contemplation is realizing yourself now, opening yourself to this moment, looking at existence in the face without a filter. If the dose is high it is a psychedelic trip, it is different, but if it is low it helps you see yourself and existence without a filter and enter a state of flow, and in some moments reality opens up, limits disappear and what you are manifests. My plans when the weather is getting warmer is going to retirements in nature some days with lsd and try real openess many hours , let's see what is possible. It's the more beautiful thing possible, nothing can be compared, so it's easy to be motivated when you get some real opening, even very short one

Within us is the source, the infinite alive. awakening is opening yourself to that and being that. It is something that the wise men of all ages have known. It is the absolute and cannot be thought. You can open yourself to the absolute, and after a while, close yourself to it, then you forget it because it is unthinkable, impossible to remember. but you know that's what you were looking for, what you are. You were lost and you finally returned home, now you are away again, but you begin to make the necessary adjustments in your interface, the energetic pattern that you are, so that a new opening is easier, less violent. Each opening makes you lighter, although there are still large amounts of shit in you, this is the way to cleanse yourself.

As I see it, there is only one thing as absolute, which we can call existence, because absolute means without opposite, without differentiation. In the moment that there is any differentiation it's not absolute anymore. What we are supposed to try with spiritual work is to open ourselves as much as possible to it. This cannot be named but many call it love, since the word love, in our human life, designates the highest reality, the purest feeling. Human love is always veiled, but it is openness to the absolute, to pure existence. It is the feeling that occurs in the absence of fear, and only occurs when the person is capable of a certain degree of openness. I think that almost all of us here have gone through times of minimal openness, which have made our lives miserable and pushed us towards spirituality. What we seek is to open ourselves to the absolute, to our true nature. This nature could be called love because it is the same substance as for example the love towards your mother when you are a child, purity, joy, connection, creation, but I would say that it is much more. Calling it love falls short, it is everything, total existence, unthinkable. I get brief openings and spaced out over time, it is not easy, there are many obstacles and you have to be quite perceptive to be able to open up, but that is our work, of the people who have fallen into misery and have rebelled against it. Then nothing is enough, except everything. I would say that the goal in this life is to replace the psyche with openness. This opening is a window through which the absolute appears and flows. giving up the psyche is difficult, but really, it's just a burden

Sounds great. true spiritual vocation without evading human challenges.

If you want to open yourself to infinity, or life, or reality, that is, to have an expanded experience, without the normal contraction of the human mind, you have to realize yourself now, completely, and then realize death, your end like this structure, and fully accept that end now, without any restriction. You must say with total truthfulness, it doesn't matter to me whether I am alive or dead, whether it is death now, now. then the mind expands. For me, some drugs are necessary and doing it for more than a few seconds is impossible for now. It's an exercise, like walking a tightrope, at first you poop your pants in 1 second, then you hold on for 2, etc. The objective is to spend hours in a state of total openness, without any mental grip.

What we call love is simply reality without barriers. It's life, simply. What happens is that there are countless barriers that make life, or existence, perceived in a veiled way. For example, if you are chased by 4 mad dogs, your perception will be very blurred, and the experience will have a, let's say, acidic taste. What veils reality and makes it opaque is fear, and fear is necessary for you to escape from rabid dogs and not stop to hug them while they tear the flesh off your face. This can be extrapolated to everything, a plant growing is love, or life, or existence. Reality is a living creative flow that flows given the absence of limits. If you temporarily eliminate your fear, you will be that flow, and this is what we call love, since it is the same vibration that occurs between two people who feel one, without barriers.