Breakingthewall

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  1. Perhaps it is possible to understand the structure of reality, if you are able to maintain infinite states for a long time. I suppose there are people who can spend days in mystical states, who have no fear of anything, no attachment, who are completely open to existence, without holding anything back. I'd like to be like that, free, but I'm far of that, I don't know if it's possible, but there is not other possible way.
  2. What I am seeing is that the mind is fundamental. the mind must understand, otherwise it will always be trapped. The mind must know how to open itself, and in order to do so it must understand itself, and what the mind really is is your life structure. Completely abandon your structure to be able to open up now, is the goal. In the opening is everything you want, here and now is the glory of pure existence, what we are, but the mind is full of human genetic programming extremely difficult to ignore. The karma. No meditative discipline is going to free us from karma, you have to dance with it, and for that you need a sharp mind
  3. For me, meditating is changing the focus. What is normal is an inside-out approach, of receiving an experience from outside. the meditative approach is from inside to inside. Only you exist, everything is you since this, what happens, the life that is flowing, is you. then it is easy to stop thinking because what you think is useless, it is just a thought that arises in the flow, it means nothing. I think it's better to be in this state all time, as deep as its possible. strangely it seems that the bottom of reality is beauty and plenitude
  4. yes, or cutting off supplies in Ukraine to starve millions. or Pol Pot, who killed half of his country, or the Turks, who decided that the Armenians should disappear, or any leader from the Middle Ages who was a little more evil than average and had fun torturing people. The human being has always been something terrible, a creator of horror, seems something necessary for the evolution, but seems (maybe a naive thought) that the evolution now goes in a different way and the violence is obsolete
  5. True, Hitler seems to us to be the worst demon in history, but there has always been violence and genocide to the highest degree.
  6. The empires arises, it doesn't happen because someone says: let's do an empire. Nazism was something like saying: we don't like that the English are the empire, and that their friends the Americans start pushing, we want to be us! And furthermore, we are going to take away the Russian subhumans' lands. It was not a good idea, all at once, without waiting to win a war to start another, thinking that the Aryans were invincible, when 20 years before they were crushed. Seem that they have a psychotic outbreak, and the Japanese another even more horrible outbreak, Gods chosen people torturing everyone in a sadistic way. a very strange mental illness, I don't know if this has happened more times in history, I guess so
  7. It seems that he has smoked 5 mg or less. with that small lighter, and i don't see a big cloud of smoke. If he had vaped 20 mg, he would fall on his back. First, who is that guy? a guy who smokes a lot of weed and is out there doing nothing. Who says he is a yogi or something similar? Second, who is going to be crazy enough to give him a full dose without preparation? Do you want him to die and go to an Indian prison? I don't think so.
  8. What you say is obvious, in your experience you are alone. If a tooth hurts, it only hurts you, the others are part of the things that appear in your experience. This seems like a discovery. well....but this means absolutely nothing, since the one who is alone is the self, the center of the experience, and this self is not real. It is a creation, a consequence of perception, of movement. Spirituality means going beyond the self, where there is no center, perception or experience. where nothing is the same as everything, and where there is no loneliness, since there are no limits. The unlimited is not alone, because being infinite is everything. It is not one, it is not two. If you think it is one, it is a limited vision.
  9. It is difficult to define fascism, it is not something homogeneous, like communism
  10. Germany has a great military tradition in which those values you mention were respected. The soldiers and their commanders were not Nazis, they were professional soldiers, the SS Nazis had a different behavior. The core values of Nazis and fascism in general are simple: I am better than others. That's why they look for an inner enemy, label others as subhuman and all that.
  11. I am not talking about a logical deduction resulting from the observation of the cosmos. Logically you can also think the opposite, I'm talking about being able to go beyond the mind, immerse yourself in the current moment, in reality, in yourself if you prefer, and feel and realize the flow of existence. This is spirituality and it can go very deep. Later logical constructions are inevitable, but you should not get attached to them, they are superficial, like everything mental. The fun is when you can break the surface at will and immerse yourself in the flow of reality without interpreting and without evading. Most people live in evasion, some feel the need to stop and see if they normally live in interpretation, and others can leave that behind and live in the flow, but there are degrees here too. The thing is to increase the depth, get used to true life without a filter, leave behind any need for evasion, interpretation, rumination, any fear, and delve as far as possible into the mysticism of the now. That's where the beauty is. There is also beauty in love and work, but without depth in the end everything becomes unreal and twisted.
  12. Your perspective is interesting, I also think that the Nazis in their own way were seekers of the truth. For them the truth of life is war and the prevalence of the strong over the weak, and compassion is perversion. For them, Christian morality is deeply perverted, the only morality of life is: survive or die. but they were wrong, they miscalculated their actions, they did not take karma into account and their imbalance was their destruction. It is true that others, like Jenjis, have applied extreme cruelty as a tool of power, but they lived in a world where that was what the flow of existence demanded, whereas the Nazis went out of the flow driven by their delusions of grandeur. and they ended up in shit and creating an example of what humanity should avoid. surely his contribution to human unity and equality has been one of the greatest in history
  13. Yeah, you are right, they saw that nature is the law of the strongest and that the weak must die, in nature there is no mercy, there is only one rule: survive. but they were idiots, they did not realize that nature, reality, follows a course, an evolutionary process, and they went against that process. humans were not in that reality that the Nazis though, and they were inevitably crushed. Humans were moving naturally towards the path of union, they thought that all that was unnatural and that the natural thing was to return to the primitive state. stupid because if reality was one way, this was natural
  14. Saying that Leo is in my mind is the same as saying that it is real, everything is. reality is made of reality. Nothing is unreal, everything exists, that is inevitable, there being no limits. understanding how this is structured, I don't think it's possible in the current configuration, being what I am now, but who knows
  15. Mussolini was a complete idiot, mentally retarded with the maturity of a 12-year-old child, but not a Nazi I think. The very mentally deficient imbecile intended to make Italy, a country without military tradition, without real union as a nation, a Mediterranean empire like the Turkish, confronting the british empire, because the ancient Rome was an empire. It's like if now the Mongols decide to try to be an empire because of Jenjis Kahn. He was a crazy clown, a joke. About the Nazism, actually all conquering peoples have been racist, the English were without a doubt. but they considered the other races human. inferior but human, not animals. They could not be treated like cattle, Christianity, Islam, and Buddhism prohibit it. but not fascism. Even the Romans, that they had no problem establishing maximum punishments, they were not complete racists, they made deals with other empires, they admitted foreign soldiers, etc. The madness of the Japanese and the Nazis was another level
  16. If you want, but reality is, and it happens. If your perception has some depth, you will quickly realize that absolutely everything is deliberate. Every little detail of this is a perfect flow. This is not an idea taken from a book or a logical deduction, it is something you see by observing reality, but to do so you must be able to observe reality without structure. penetrate into it and merge into it, be the reality. then you start to intuit. None of this is stories, it is direct vision. Límited to a certain point, but real. The interesting thing is to try to see deeper, but first you have to learn to see beyond the mind
  17. Nobody knows what the structure of reality is like. The understanding they have is like when the Greek philosophers were trying to conceptualize the universe: incomplete intuitions. Leo himself has said that after his last awakening he realized that things are much more complex than it seemed. After this, silence, so what Leo thinks now about what reality is, only he knows
  18. Thanks, glad to realize that we see in the same direction in some aspects.
  19. Yeah, or maybe Buddha had a perception and an opening a thousand times deeper. how to know? The expression of what someone perceives and someone's experience is limited, communication only reaches those who share the same experience and opening, if not, your interpretation will never be accurate, so in the end, the only depth that exists is yours.
  20. Yes, that's the Netanyahu s plan, He squeezes little by little, until the thing bursts and this allows him to move forward with his plans, which are to expel the Palestinians. Ethnic cleansing, without any doubt. Are they reasons for that? Could be, it's a matter of opinion, but the fact is the fact
  21. I think what we are doing is aligning our ego with the higher reality. The moment you clearly see the deliberateness of the experience, you willingly submit to it. There is always resistance, but when your will is openness and alignment, it seems that things begin to synchronize to flow in that direction.
  22. The way you express it is interesting, I see that it is in that direction where my experience derives, to the complete cessation of anxiety, complete acceptance, and this includes the complicated social issue, the relationship with others that bounces around in our psyche. . For example, 3 days ago I had a very strange experience that made me see a lot. I was in a bar having a coffee at noon, and there were 3 guys drinking beer and 3 tables away, I casually looked towards them, and one of them told me in an extremely aggressive tone: what are you staring at? I told him, me? What? , yes, you, what do you look at? and the words came out of me automatically after a life of conditioning: your retarded face. Then the guys got up and the person who spoke to me grabbed a bottle. For a moment I felt fear, the sensation of going backwards, of being passive. Immediately try to project forward, but carefully, the situation could be really dangerous, I didn't see how kind of people they was, no time to analize, I felt alarm, trapped. One of the guys was conciliatory, he imposed peace, he restrained the guy with the bottle, who was shouting insults at me. Then I grabbed my jacket and left. The experience was very strange, I saw the synchronicity, it was something that had to show me something. This whole experience triggered something in me that I could call awakening, because the fact of feeling humiliation for the fact of feel fear. That fear wanted to slave me, I saw the need to fight to death. The day before I had finished watching the documentary World War II from the Front, and all this made me open to the human dynamics of fear, domination, power. the relationship with my father, everyone's relationship with their parents, human resistance, the power, and I saw clearly some lies that are in me and o was blind to them. I saw the fear that is still in me and I savored it. being human is a great challenge.
  23. Enlightened is not the word for me, enlightened would be Jesus, who would die on the cross voluntarily understanding perfection and having God in his heart and being one with god. This means that there is no resistance in him, he is one with reality, he flows with it and does not try to change it. I want to change reality, I want to feel deeper the flow of life, the living reality that I am. I feel it 1000% deeper than 2 years ago,i have the constant sensation of the deep of the now, and I perceive this experience as a totally deliberate path. It is a gradual change, millimeter by millimeter, that brings you closer to home, to yourself, but there are always layers of falsehood, of fear, inherited, created by your experience, by the fact of being human, that cloud the depth of the now. Anyone who thinks they have it all , reached the bottom, in my opinion, delusional. few have faced human horror, violence and abuse accepting and understanding, the layers of human karma are deep, total openness, extremely difficult, a truly serious matter, cosmic, divine.
  24. Solipsism is a false realization because it is limited. The first time I had that realization it was horrible. I thought that reality was an eternal prison where I was locked up with no escape, alone, imagining reality to escape that cosmic horror beyond any hell or torture. I am surprised to have endured an experience like this without losing mental stability. my goal since then was to return there again and again. It's like if a bully intimidates you, you have to come back again and again until he doesn't intimidate you or you will never be free. then once infinity opened. You are not alone, you are not what you think, you are not you, you is a limited appearance, what you are is unlimited, full of life, incredibly perfect, beyond any wild dream of freedom. It is exactly what you always wanted, totality, perfection, freedom. Your joy will be total, perfect, without the slightest stain, because there are no limits
  25. Reality seems Existence here and now exist. There is no doubt about that. What will happen when the body dies? That's the question Reality seems cyclical and everything has meaning and is interconnected. Reality is evolution, when this cycle comes to an end, another will begin, i guess that each time a little higher, until reaching a total level. and then I suppose that all reality will disaggregate completely again, in its most elemental, and start again, eternally. That seems a bit tiring, with no escape, but maybe it works different, who knows