Breakingthewall

A healthy self is one who knows how to see through the deceptions of human life and understands the love that he lacks and that he needs to give as a human, and is completely honest with himself, does not engage in unhealthy narcissistic self-deception, and is able to delve deeper into it's heart.

I have also had mushroom trips in which I perceived the entire manifestation of existence, the form, as a condemnation. but this is because your mind is still superimposing meaning and value on everything. If you go a little deeper and completely free yourself from valuation, you will see reality as an incredibly beautiful dance, like an intricate plant that grows and creates living and wonderful shapes, and the joy that will fill you will be completely perfect, without a molecule of doubt or sadness. Total pure joy. That is the absence of limits, so if what you have seen is sadness, it means that there were limits left to break.

@Davino The reality is this now, it always is. In this a chain of events seems to occur, but there is always awareness of existence. If there ceases to be consciousness, there ceases to be reality, therefore that period of time is non-existent, it is a time jump. Time is a construction of the cosmos and is plastic. You can jump a few hours into the future if you inject propofol, but whether it is the future is just a mental idea, from your mind that measures time. If you didn't measure it, there would simply have been a continuity in the consciousness of existing with a sudden change in the scenery.

I think it's obvious, In infinity infinite cyclic forms arise. all of them are total infinity, and all of them exist right now. I am a form and also, beyond the form, the total infinity. This means that all reality is within me, but also outside in the sense that as a form I have limits. If the form disappears, the limits too, then I will be all forms and all existence indifferently. but here is something impossible to understand: I already am that now. The other forms are also infinite, they are other manifestations of the infinite, which can be divided infinitely and remain the same infinite. That nothing exists outside of my direct experience is true and false. true because here and now, in this moment, which is total reality, everything is. false because as a limited form I can't see it. It's out of my perception. But I can realize at any moment that there and now is infinity, everything is here, complete existence. btw, this does not contradict Leo's solipsism, I think he knows this, you can listen to his poem, very good btw, to know how he sees reality. All that solipsism is a provocative way of expressing the usual

I would say that reality is emergent due to the absence of limits, and that intelligent and magical conscious reality occurs spontaneously in a way that so far no one has understood, I would say that happens because the infinite organizes itself in the most efficient way spontaneously, if the word "organize" can be applied to the infinite, and this is the intelligence. The story of: I am God creating reality to play hide and seek with myself, seems false to me. That's not the thing, God is not someone, and he is not creating reality, reality creates itself and cannot not be. The infinite intelligence that the cosmos is, is a consequence of the infinite, is a natural phenomenon, not someone bored playing games. The simplistic explanations that you are God doing things are tempting because the logical mind understands them easily, but that does not make them true.

Nobody is keeping you in that state, the issue is focus. If you are focused on experience, on survival, your focus will be closed. What closes are barriers and the barriers are made of fear, in all its manifestations. If you break barriers your focus will be more open. If there is no barrier, your focus will be infinite, or in other words, there will be no focus.

I answered you, from direct experience. Funny that you consider that I said come from spiritual dogma. What kind of answer fits for you? Any that comes from anyone with the name in red?

I always thought it was extremely boring. When I heard: you can go in peace, I answered: hallelujah. Forcing a 10-year-old to listen to this incomprehensible shit every Sunday is perfect for making him an atheist 😂

Just two psychedelic trips right? But thinking that meditation is useless is strange if you have realized what you are, because even you are in a meditative state all time, to sit and do formal meditation makes you going deeper into yourself

It's strange that Leo says that. If you have realized the reality of now, the depth of what you are, the life and glory that this moment is, you will know that meditating is opening yourself to it, separating yourself from maya, from the mental, and opening yourself to the real, to the alive depth . you would want to do it. In fact, doing psychedelics is really a meditative exercise, and you will want to meditate also without psychedelics, going deeper and deeper into yourself, realizing the beauty.

If reality and time are imaginary, free will is the freedom within the imaginary, but since there is nothing else, calling it imaginary is the same as real, and free will is the same, it is the freedom to create the dream and the limited freedom within the dream. The serious question is: is reality really a dream of God? Does God have free will to stop dreaming? Because the thing is that if God is dreaming now, he is always dreaming. If he stopped dreaming, he was never dreaming. That is, if a dream exists, this dream is infinite, just like existence. And if the dream is infinite, it means that God cannot stop dreaming. And if God cannot stop dreaming, it means that God is not dreaming, God is the dream, and it does not have free will because that is what he has to be, without possible choice: infinite.

because exactly this is necessary to fit the infinite mosaic of the cosmos. It is like a perfect and infinite clock in which everything fits. The most awake state is being completely infinite without any definition. that is your original state, what you really are. absolute freedom and absolute glory. There is nothing beyond, it is the total perfection of bottomless existence. You can do it at any time, it is what you are, but the inertia of the cosmos will always catch you again as long as there is a cosmos, although if there is a cosmos now, it means that there will always be a cosmos and there always was. reality is inevitably infinite, inevitably manifest and inevitably cyclical

It is logical reasoning. According to actualized's view of reality, you are god. You are limited and hidden from yourself to play this game, but you are still you, there is no other behind the scenes directing you like a puppet, so this reality is the only reality, and you are the only god that exists, so You are totally free, within the limits you have imposed on yourself. So I, as God, can choose right now whether to throw myself out of the window or not. There is no one controlling it or no one who has written it beforehand, because I am God, and my will is law, within the limits, which are also my will. So according to actualized philosophy, there must be free will if we want to be coherent with the rest of our vision of reality.

https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Datura Sounds very bad

Realizing that you are God means that you are creating reality with your Will and your intelligence. This could be a misunderstanding, it could not be like that at all, it could be many things.

It's just religion Yes, you are right, a gut feeling means nothing. I would say that even a full realization on psychedelics can be completely misleading, but that's just an opinion. I don't think that you are adopting the Leo's dogma as your realization, you are honest to yourself, but not everyone is Leo has said that he has realized those things but he can change or qualify it. Well, we will see what the believers say when Leo says that things were not like that, he has already hinted at it with the alien consciousness thing, he said that the god that was shown to us humans was only because we could not bear it anymore, but that things are very different. For example, the dogma of solipsism can be modified. All these problems happen if the truth-bearing messiah is alive, he can change the dogma, and believers could look like fools.

It surprises me that people are so sure that they are god creating reality, when authentic mystics like Ramakrishna or Buddha were not sure of that. Ok, Leo says that he is more awake than Buddha after 10 years of intensive psychedelics. you can believe it or not. but that everyone now says that they too is very ridiculous, makes this forum a ridiculous and sectarian place. If someone has the audacity to question any of those dogmas, someone is going to come and yell at them to wake up and all that shit, when guys who have been meditating for 30 years 6 hours a day have not reached those realizations. this forum is very stupid

I once had the intuition while on psychedelics that some guys I had a business deal with were wonderful, noble and honest, and that I was very lucky to have found them. In the end they were absolutely liars, scammers, one of them with a conviction for organized crime. They dedicated to expelling poor families from their lands to buy them well below their price. They did this thanks to family contacts in the police. When the psychedelics thing happened, I was about to send them a message saying how noble and honest they seemed to me, fortunately I didn't😅. It was a good lesson that says: don't trust that nonsense, you are drugged, your mind does not process the mundane correctly. focus on no mind

He took the title from a poem of William Blake, in 1790. "If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narrow chinks of his cavern"

That is another thought at the end. is to replace: I am a biological entity with I am imagining biology. Both are mental constructions. It is the problem of Leo's spirituality, which replaces one mental grip with another. Perhaps it is necessary at the beginning, since few people are prepared to be without grip, in a mental void, and this is a first step, but if you stay here, it will be of no use to you. There is only one objective, total openess. Adopting Leo's philosophy will not make anyone achieve that openness, but will create religious people. Once you have made your mind more flexible by changing paradigms, abandon all paradigms.

Yes, people think: I have realized that thoughts are not reality and I live in the present moment, then I am enlightened. That would be the state a child or a dog is in. It is a more fluid state, more real, but it is still trapped in the self. This is inevitable, any being perceives itself as a center, as an experiencer. Letting go of the self is very difficult, the way to do it, according to what I have seen is, usually help with some low dose of psychedelic, but not always necessary, then truly wanting to merge with the now. then you observe for a long time in total silence, you focus on that feeling of center, on the self that is always there, then sometimes, in a moment, the understanding occurs, you see it. and the self opens, it dissapear. reality manifests itself, the total joy of life, the bottomless pit of existence. you flow in total freedom, and understanding is total because that flow is to understand. That is, there is nothing more to know or understand, it is pure existence, what you are. glory, happiness and laughter. but....this is very difficult to maintain, the self is a solid construction, it immediately start to return. When it returns you realize that its matter is the same pure existence, the same happiness, or love or whatever we call it, but it creates a solid structure, a capsule, and encloses reality. After this comes conceptualization, talking about infinity, the creative source, etc., but all this comes from the mental. It is only useful to achieve new openings

Yeah, it's pure life, be naked in the existence. The real thing. Let's see where are we going to arrive, impossible to know. There is no map for this

I find all that harakiri stuff fascinating. Those guys were brave, there's no doubt. Not only did they have to commit suicide, they also had to stab a sword into their guts. a way to demonstrate that willpower defeats the survival instinct

For me it is always the same intention, I want to open the now, let go of the self and let the absolute total infinity manifest. It is a difficult game, since the self wants to let go of the self. I get it with a little LSD, a little weed, 5meo, and lately, twice while sober. It is the unimaginable, the total glory that reality is. once it closes, you can't even think about it, only remember that there was that opening, but not reproduce it, since you are back in the limited frequency. The objective is that openness, that is spirituality. To achieve this in a stable way, beyond a few seconds, I would say that a very deep understanding of what being human is is necessary. It's an interesting game .

When I wrote that, I haven't realized what is the self. The first time I dropped the self completely was in July of this year if I remember correctly. Since then that has been my goal in spirituality. I read what I wrote half a year ago and I see the lack of understanding of what the self is and how it frames reality. It is essential to be able to dissolve it completely to begin to understand, and even so, any understanding must be taken with a grain of salt. but there is one authentic and undoubtable thing: the opening to total infinity in absence of the self. This is what spirituality is about, the rest are just ideas that arise later