Breakingthewall

interesting ideas but still stuck in the mental. The interesting thing is to break the structures and go out into the open, become unlimited, perceive the dance of reality, what we really are. basically, dropping the self and opening yourself to infinity

With a little contemplation I see clearly that reality takes increasingly complex forms, evolving, and its way of evolving is war against itself. I see that as a human I have a mission to fulfill, some steps to take. Everything that I perceive as bad or painful is so because in this way the evolutionary movement is created. nothing is bad per se, it seems bad to you. Your narcissistic parents are as bad as a squid floating in the ocean, but the reality construct that you are feels some things are bad. You must make a move, harmonize your equation, fulfill your mission, open yourself to the reality that you are, and then you will see perfection in everything that exists, the supreme creative art, and you will appreciate the bad as much than the good.

It is a complicated matter, since we are not one being, we are like two. A bird does not need to meditate because it is a complete being, completely connected with itself and its environment, but a human is two things, one the individual, the other the mind, the ego connected through language to the collective ego. a hive entity that acts in huge groups, the ultimate survival tool. This makes all humans alienated, in need of mental food from outside, addicted to mental content and lost in the temporal sequence that they constantly create. That is why meditation is essential

Tolle does a great work, instills in you an interesting idea about how the mind creates the appearance of an experience that takes place in time, about how the present moment is the absolute, but nothing more. He tells you: one day I wanted to commit suicide and the next day I was free of my ego. Oh, okay. That is of no use, he cannot teach you how to get out of the trap of the mind because he did not get out of the trap of his own free will, it was something spontaneous. The only advice he could give you to reach that point is: immerse yourself in a state of anxiety so horrible that you want to die, and then maybe your mind will free itself or you will commit suicide. that is of no use. Ok, now you know that the present moment is the absolute. That is important, but you have to find the way to break the illusion of temporality and be the absolute present, open yourself to the total existence of the now.

These kind of statements are arbitrary and completely meaningless. It's like if I was 16 years old, smoking weed with my friends in the park, I recorded my philosophical conversations, published them and then you believed them.

sounds like a real awakening. You just have to get used to it and open yourself to the experience more and more deeply. Seems that real spirituality is easy for you, your barriers are soft, just loose the fear and go to the bottom

How do you know that?

In this forum people think that awakening is realizing how things are, like you are God, you are creating reality, others are not real, why you create reality, those things. All of that in my opinion is crazy, awakening is opening yourself to what you really are, to the substance of reality, the unlimited alive. open your mind to yourself, and to do this you have to dissolve all mental structures, free your mind, empty it, lose fear. Very few here does that, but rather they want to fill it with other, different and better ideas. This happens because they are followers of Leo Gura, who makes videos explaining what reality is like. people watch them and believe their content and think they are enlightened, like a religion. It is impossible to get them out of their belief, they do not meditate, and sometimes they do psychedelics and say: I did 5meo dmt and I realized that I am God creating reality and I am imagining Leo to help me wake up (without the slightest suspect about if they are coping the awakening in the videos). It would be funny if it weren't disturbing. This is not a forum for awakening, in the sense that few things that are said here are useful, but it is necessary to communicate and it is difficult to find people interested in spirituality.

There is not arrogance, I'm not talking to you to show you that I'm smarter than you, just that I clearly see your mistake. If you don't want to listen, it's up to you, but since you seem serious about trying to go deeper, I'll tell you. Anyway, maybe it's not a mistake. If your path is now to make a differentiation between the mundane and the spiritual, that is your path. I hope you manage to open yourself 100% to the glory of existence, that's what this is about.

It is inevitable to want to understand, and non-conceptual understanding is possible, but I believe that we must forget conceptual understanding because it is misleading, it creates structures, we must be able to forget the need to understand and just open up, and sometimes non-conceptual understanding occurs. It is important to understand the structures, how we create the mental bubble, but the understanding of reality, why this experience is like that, if others exist and how, etc., well, better be skeptical, it is unnecessary to understand that, the important is the opening

The mental path to be able to open the alive abyss in your mind with relative ease is more or less long. I would say 2 or 3 years with a constant intention, focused, eventually doing psychedelics a little intensively. It all depends on the purity of your approach to truth. It is something that practically no one achieves, the majority are deceived, mentally stagnant, like the guy above who recommends books to you, to increase your mental structure, change it for another. What you have to do is empty it, break the structures, open yourself completely to yourself, to the existence that is now. Forget stories and books, this is about facts, not readings.

This path is largely about looking at yourself, seeing the reality of what it means to be human. Being human is a difficult challenge and the paths of deception and fear are inevitable. If you can be a mirror of truth in your kids, you will be doing them the best service, pushing them in the direction of truth. They are also on a path, far beyond the mundane. But I wouldn't talk about spirituality with them. In fact, I don't talk about this with anyone, not even with close people that I travel with or see every day, for that I use this forum.

If I where you, I would forget the need to understand. Understanding is something that sometimes arrives, in moments of dissolution, at certain levels, but when someone says that they understand exactly what reality is like and describe it in a structured way, I would say that they are completely deceiving themselves. Reality is life, it is depth, we must put aside the conceptual mind and open ourselves to it. The only answer I have found for why things are the way they are is because they are necessary for the movement of infinite reality. Is it possible to fully encompass and understand this infinite reality? I do not think so. But who knows where opening oneself to total infinity can lead. We have to lose fear, let go of all mental baggage and open ourself to the infinite constantly, flow with life, open our eyes, this is life flowing, spilling out. perceive the flow and be the flow. It is a perfect dance, capture its nuances, accept its challenges, and each time be more open and see deeper. Apart from the increasingly fluid state of non-conceptual understanding of reality that occurs by being in direct contact with reality since you are reality, moments of total dissolution with drugs occur. For example, bufo as you said, 5meo DMT . it is a useful drug to force the breaking of mental barriers. My way of using it has been above all to take low doses to see the barriers, understand the structure of the psychological construction and be able to open it. It is like a bubble of mental flow supported by psychological structures. It is very interesting to see them from the front. I have also used it in high doses. When the moment come, you have to do, but if you do before, wouldn't be useful. You ve to follow your intuition. Here the goal is total awakening. It is opening yourself to the indescribable, to the total living depth that you really are. When you are you will say: hallelujah. you will be total. Your heart and mind will open, and the full glory of existence will manifest. It is the only way out for those like us. We must do it, or we will always go around and around. You could say that the prodigal son was wandering in the desert for a long time, he has finally returned home. but this is not the end, it's just the beginning

Man, You are completely deceived, your attitude is strength, straight lines, barriers. Those books are nothing, the mind must be empty, it must be an abyss without any barrier. then you will see that the exterior is the interior. There is nothing external, everything is one. you must dance, that is awakening. open your eyes and be the infinite now. You are life, the unlimited depth alive, and everything that appears is so too. How deep you can see is synchronous with how fluidly you navigate your experience.

I don't perceive it that way, in fact I think it would be something limiting. I see that awakening deeply to the nature of reality in moments of solitude and meditation must be combined with the most perfect synchrony possible in mundane reality, in relationships with others and external reality, since this reality is internal too, everything is. the clock must function precisely, dance in this movement that is occurring, synchronize with the external and be one

You don't understand anything, Leo has been subtly hinting at it for a long time, alien consciousness, you know... it couldn't be more obvious, he is the alien! and actualized is the way to contact humans, but he doesnt know how to say it after pretending to be a human for so long, it's like admitting to your girlfriend that you chat on tinder, it's very embarrassing

because God is not guy who is bored and does things, he is the living unlimited void taking ever more complex forms, evolving, creating with the limitless intelligence available in unlimited existence. If for that evolution you have to be a deformed dwarf sold by his family to a circus where you will be tortured in public for the amusement of an audience of psychopaths, that is what you will be. Every minimal movement of reality is in the direction of more perfect complexity. everything must fit, harmonize. The cosmos is a living organism of unimaginable size in which everything fits perfectly. cycles within cycles within cycles, all in one immense infinite cycle. Every creation and destruction of the cosmos is a breath of God, who breathes infinitely, and the infinite cosmos is created, evolves and reaches something we cannot imagine, perhaps a unification in which reality becomes fully aware of itself, and then another different cycle begins.

Trust is letting go of control and opening to the now, to reality. eliminate contraction and open this moment, become the bottomless abyss of existence. contraction are mental walls made of control. You can dissolve them at any time, you just have to say mentally, in a completely honest way: I surrender, I let go of control, I trust reality, I don't care what happens to me (this is to drop the self). then reality opens up. It usually takes some psychedelic to really say this, and at the moment (which usually comes quickly) when you start fearing again and needing to control again, reality closes, the contraction returns.

Typical hypocrisy of religious people. It could also be the letter of a Christian fanatic. Then they search his hard drive and find surprising things. Good that type of people afraid of their imaginary god have less and less influence in the world.

I think that people who have stepped out of the mental stream and have looked inward, and have opened themselves completely to life, have done so consciously and know where they are. In fact, I don't know if those people exist or are they an archetype. I don't know any, just here people of that forum who are working in it

Being human is a hard game, but humans mix in the collective mind and that keeps us floating in a mental limbo and we don't realize it, it's like an anesthesia. Its incredible how they can live like that, in that state of unconsciousness and not have high-level background anxiety, but there are many people who seem truly happy, enjoying life, with their partner, their family, busy with their life. They don't perceive the alienation, the fear, the death behind a thin layer of experience. They are sleep but having good dreams. Some have a nightmare and look for escape in vice, others live in the middle, trying for a good dream and escaping from the nightmare, but almost no one turns inward, to look and really wonder what is this .

Yes, It is essential to the spiritual path to open yourself to the destiny of this experience. Out of anxiety about the future, whatever comes is what has to come. the past must be forgotten. what happened was necessary to shape this experience as it is now. There is no other experience, it is this one and it as it is . Whatever happens, there is no resentment or concern, they are ties, it is necessary to let go of them. This is very difficult, several orders of magnitude more difficult than an infinity opening with psychedelics. This opening is essential to occur, several times, but its purpose is to lead you to total openness, to live without chains. I fall into rumination frequently, I know that they are chains that keep me tied. I manage to let go of everything at times and look into the face of infinity. It's wonderful, it's freedom, adventure, beauty and glory, but then the chains hook my mind again. I understand that they do it because my character, the frequency at which I vibrate, is greedy and reactive. this frequency must change to adapt to freedom.

ego is relativity. As we are social beings that use language and mental representations, concepts, our ego is complex and has of many layers, but ultimately any being that must interact with something external to it to survive as an entity has an ego.

It's not a lie, it's a good way to expose yourself. If you are smart you will not inflate your ego by doing amateur fights, even professional ones. In the case that something so ridiculous happens to you, you can think, for example, that there have always been men willing to fight in terrible battles, to give their lives for a cause, to endure the worst tortures. Inflating your ego for anything is absolutely stupid and you already know it, it may happen for a few days or maybe months but if you fight against it you can be humble while doing difficult things. It is very positive spiritually to get out of your comfort zone, to expose yourself. It makes you more open, less fearful, and these are necessary qualities for spirituality

The space between thoughts is the abyss of existence. At first it seems impossible that there is anything in the mind that is not thought and meditating is torture, but little by little you get there, and psychedelics also help. Little by little you get used to the silent mind, first for a few seconds it is dizzying, after several openings to the infinite abyss that is inside you, it begins to be more normal, and it is something you want, you want to look into the void, and it it's possible, become the void. One day you discover that it was always obvious, although for some reason you did not perceive it, that the infinite void is alive. All the immensity without limit is life, you expand in it and you fill yourself with it, it is the love that you were missing. then you realize how hard human existence is, always searching for love, for life, sapping life in human society, fighting for crumbs rounded by the grayness , always dissatisfied and alone. It is much harder than you had perceived, it is a war and in the depths of every moment there is always an anxious energy, in every second it is there, always, since you stopped being a child. then you open yourself to the living infinity and you are finally free. but then you return to your normal frequency and the suffering vibrates again, very strongly at times, although you have received inspiration to make the necessary adjustments.