Breakingthewall

solipsism is a mental structure. Imagine that you are a fetus, without sensory information and without structure. would you be alone? would there be others? It's alone something? what would be the difference? Imagine being burned alive by being roasted on a grill over low heat. it is real? imaginary? what is the difference? reality is, regardless of the mental structure you want to create to define it. The point is that if you want to be one with your true nature, where being is equivalent to understanding everything, you have to let the structures fall, they are all limiting. Maybe it seems uninteresting, it even causes rejection in the mind, but it's not so difficult if you realize that any mental structure is just a mental structure, built inside the reality, so it can't contains the reality.

It is completely essential in human life to open yourself to true love with other humans, turn away from egoic nonsense and give your best, but you must love yourself as unconditionally as possible, otherwise what you will give to others will be just pieces of you That is why you must dig deep within yourself and see all the violence that exists in you towards yourself, which is human violence, feel it and know it, accept it and soften it, so that the love you share is as complete as possible

Sometimes I walk down the street and it seems to me that I am going through a soup of reality, I realize that I am at home, reality is my home, it is what I am, I will always be here, now is always, I am that, then laughter arises. then after some minutes I go into separation mode and start thinking things, and reality get like compressed, tense

@Phoenix Garfield well, I think you're right and that you have to realize when you've been a miserable and lowly piece of shit, give yourself some mental whipping, be amazed at your level of idiocy and feel without a doubt that now your inclination is to act with total rectitude, to erase all the falsehood of you and move towards the pure truth. and then remove the emotional burden and forget it. not because hell awaits you in another life, but because it is in this one where you turn to hell or paradise, according to your choice.

Nah, if I committed sins it was due to lack of conscience, if there was a lack of conscience it was because of the sea of human stupidity in which I was born, like everyone else.

when you have realization of solitude it is still limited. When there are no limits, there can be no loneliness because there is no center that feels alone, you are no longer there, you as the center must fall, this is the difficult part of the game. The self is a greedy son of a bitch and does whatever it takes to not let go of what he has, control.

Yes but the awareness of this present moment can be limited to the surface, deeper and less limited, even deeper and less limited, until it becomes unlimited. It's always the same present moment, but the amplitude and depth of perception changes. completely breaking the limitation is scary, because the limitation is what creates the individual and he wants to continue being an individual. spirituality is educating yourself for total openness to the unlimited.

@Keryo Koffa You are a very serious psychonaut,.doing a lot of trips. I would recommend you vape 5meo dmt. It is not insight that is sought but openness, a complete rupture of the pattern of existence that you are, over and over again. without mercy, like a blacksmith in the forge. What is sought is to leave the mind completely, to open oneself to pure existence, to the real.

Very well said. The most obvious consequence of opening is that your vibration changes completely, you are to forward, your vibration is alive, your vision clear, your confidence high. You are dancing. This does not guarantee that there will be no blows. Life is essentially joy, although joy must emerge from shit. When the blows come it won't be pleasant but we will have to dance with them. existence is a long road. rather infinite, and it must be done without fear. Living with fear is the hell.

There is no deception or a playful god who hides to be found again, what there is are levels of depth of consciousness. If your consciousness is focused on survival, you will not see deeper, but if you understand how to go deeper then we can start with it. The first thing is to forget the word God, and any other word, and begin to perceive the flow of reality now. Being in a state of openness as much as possible, and forgetting all the spiritual stories we have heard, are 99% useless . This is existence in motion, delving into it is part of the work, and another part is advancing as a human. one is inward and the other forward, both must be done, some reads could be useful but the reality is movement , an action

In my experience, when everything disappears and only limitless existence remains, zero possibility of attachment because there is zero definition, it is total freedom. The only thing that exists and what I am is a bottomless hole, then it happens that I laugh with pure joy, purer than when I was a child, it is liberation, nothing can be better, it is incredible that something is so good. The problem is that you cannot capture it, nor remember it, nor understand it. All of that would be putting limits on the unlimited.

True, i think they can only be useful if your intention is to dissolve in the ocean. the only truth is your true nature, and it is formless. Psychedelics can facilitate the energetic shift necessary for this to occur. This does not mean that i can access that opening now, it is something that happens at times, but the fact that it happens causes you to gradually modify your energetic configuration to allow the greatest possible opening. I think it's simple: if there is any content or structure, it's delusion. Nothing can be known because known means nothing. This is something my mind continually rebels against, and tries to understand, and believes it does. The difficult thing is for the mind to see that what it structures and defines does not mean anything, since it is in a limited dimension. can't grasp reality Yes, a memory, You remember that you had an opening, you became infinite, but now it is not like that, so trying to remember it is nonsense, except to motivate you to get another. you can only try another opening, as many as possible, a daily one, even for a few seconds, is enough. If human reality absorbs you again and you stop taking your time to open yourself to the now, the experience begins to become limited, miserable. Openness is life, beauty and freedom, you want more of that, its normal.

You should speak with more humility since you don't know what you are talking about. first break your mind completely with psychedelics, and then you can preach that kind of thing. For example, there was one occasion when I wanted to delve deeper into the opening to the void. It is something really intimidating, since it is not you seeing the void, but you are the void, there is only emptiness and there is no you. I get this by vaping 20mg of 5meo. So I did it 12 days in a row, one of them 3 times in one day, another 4, one of them at 4 in the morning when I woke up in the middle of the night, and another of them lsd and 5meo, then the void opened, and everything became obvious. the limitless existence that lives, the ocean of existence, the final realization. There is nothing more than this, and it is not something you can see, but something you can become, and for this the human must completely move away

My greatest insight is to take a drug and the thin layer of reality dissolves and beneath it there is absolutely nothing, absolute emptiness that opens without limit, then change the angle of perception and realize that that emptiness is alive. It is life that flows. This is very difficult to understand and when I think about it I start to create mental structures of how and why this is like this, but they don't mean anything, only the openness to that matters.

Let's see if I can do a short explanation with everything. According to Leo, the reality is. This seems pretty obvious to anyone I guess. This reality that is, we call God, instead of reality, since it is, let's say, the cause of reality. It is an unlimited mind that imagines reality. This mind occurs given the impossibility of there being limits, and for the same reason this mind is one, since to be more than one there must be limits. This mind imagines this reality as a challenge, it hides from itself, like a game, because it has nothing else to do, and in this way it does what it loves, since it is love and it loves to be. and this mind is alone, you are alone, because you are that mind, and the people you see on the street are a hallucination, they do not really exist, only you exist. I think this is a more or less summary of Leo's conception of reality. I'm wrong?

Yes of course, they know that in the mornings my coffee is with 5 meo, if not the day is too gray and limited

An insight I had is that all reality is inside me, but then I realized that it is me who is inside reality, and then I realized that what I really am is reality, and there is no inside or outside. Then the waitress came to bring me a coffee and I realized that all reality is inside her.

Sure, and then everything is mess and problems

Women need to feel that the guy next to them is a man. that implies real self-confidence. It is something impossible to fake, if you don't have it, you don't have it, and that's it. If your confidence has cracks, it shows, and man-woman communication does not flow, there is no chemistry, there is a friend zone.

The hard part is realizing what the fluid of reality is, and it's the same whether you win the lottery or the Hutus cut off your penis and make you eat it. Let's say that on the surface there is a clear difference between good and bad, but underneath this, the reality is always the same, and that is what you are.

Saying that reality is an illusion implies that I am real, I am dreaming reality, which is unreal, a dream. I think it is a profoundly wrong conception. I am the reality, the flow. There is no difference between me and reality, I am not dreaming, I am not a creator, no one is, but reality itself, what I am, is intelligence and is organized cyclically, inevitably, in cycles within cycles that tend to unity, to begin again the total cycle of the cosmos, of unimaginable dimension, over and over again. Reality does not need a creator, since it cannot be created, but it is inevitably given the absence of limits. For me, only I exist since I will never, in eternity, leave my unlimited now, but infinite nows in other dimensions are separated from me, converging towards one, since they really are the same. It is the nature of infinity, difficult to understand but perhaps understandable, which is a single being in eternal rotation, alive and of infinite complexity, unimaginable beauty, but which cannot escape its infinite nature.

That is why animals cannot leave their experience, they are the experience, they do not have a self, it is the self that separates itself from the experience and enters an intermediate and strange state that is human life, and has the possibility of going through the experience and open to the source.

For me this guy is at a level that few humans have achieved. you have to see him, what is inside is transmitted, the divinity flows in him

Animals do not enter into mystical ecstasy by merging with the living infinity. Animals look outwards and can never look inwards and open themselves to infinity. Psychedelics are the key for people like us, without them, the barriers are practically insurmountable, with some exceptions.

No, that is not enlightenment, you confuse enlightenment with mindfulness. For enlightenment to exist, ego must first exist. The ego becomes aware of itself, then, in some cases, it turns its gaze inward, breaks all barriers and opens to the source of existence, to the living infinity. It is an evolutionary step. Animals have no ego, they are direct, unfiltered experience, but limited to the surface. As a human you can also live like this, a guy from a tribe from a hundred thousand years ago lived that way and was not enlightened.