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My experience is that nothingness seems unlimited but it is really limited, since it is just nothing, where is something? It is beyond nothing, it is something impossible to think that happens and when it does you realize that reality has opened up. That's when total joy happens, when you realize what you are, limitless, everything.

reality has to be multiverse. A universe would be limited, reality is not. Infinity is unimaginable to the mind, once on a psychedelic trip I became fully aware of the infinity of reality. It seemed something absolutely obvious, within everything there is everything, over and over again infinitely. It doesn't matter one universe or another, they are all different and equal, it is total freedom. I began to laugh and feel a happiness that was exploding, reality is total, absolutely infinite, and that is me, I am that. Hallelujah is the word. nothing can be better because it is everything. your home is infinity, that is our substance. If you were aware of what that entails, you would go down the street dancing and shouting with joy, but reality is obscured and you can only grasp the fragment of reality that you are now. How does reality work? It is impossible to understand it, because understanding is finite. It's crazy, like having a limiter in our mind

but above you said that it was infinite love. Did unlimited nothingness open? that is enlightenment

Yes, Tyson, who who seemed retarded but was intelligent and profound, after suffering a lot he realized that the path of fattening the ego is stupid, he did therapy, catharsis, mushrooms, 5meo, and now he seems like a nice guy and not bitter . Look him as a boxer, anyone who goes in a ring with him must be brave

Boxing is extremely stupid but I can't avoid to like some aspects What do you mean? you were alone, but were you? Could you recognize yourself as the center of the experience, or was there a complete dissolution and there was nothing?

That guy on the movie,Tommy Morrison, was a good boxer, an interesting history, quite tragic at the end

@James123 yes, mistake in the user

The matter of Adam and Eve is very interesting, it means that humans leave the Garden of Eden, the perfect purity of wild life, by eating from the tree of wisdom, by acquiring the mind that knows. This separates us from true life and places us in a kind of purgatory. The issue of Cain and Abel is the same, humans are brothers but envy always arises, and from it war and murder. It doesn't matter if we have a good life, we compare and hate. job says: blessed are those who suffer because they will see god. True suffering puts humans in such a situation that forces them to search within themselves, go deeper, and open themselves to divinity. For me the Jesus tale sais: Humans are doomed to war and hell in life, it is inevitable, but a messiah will arrive to save humanity with his martyrdom and begin a time of brotherhood and love. For me this means that a moment of extreme suffering will come, perhaps the Second World War, the Holocaust (Jews, seems a joke but...), or perhaps it is yet to come but I would say that it has already arrived, in which humans will see that envy, hatred, predation, exploitation, they are stupid, it is beating yourself, and they realize that the only way is brotherhood and love.

@halfknots so , how was the trip? 10 gr is very serious. Alone , babysitter? Any bad moments?

Like 3 years ago. how to forget it? It was completely horrible😅 . I had to go to a bar and drink 4 beers to stop having the infinite void in my mind, the horror of being nothing. Now that seems like infinite beauty to me. I remember you said: well, now you know that you are nothing. and I thought, shut up son of a bitch, I'm getting sick. It took me 6 months to be able to do it again, it took a lot of courage, it was horrible again, so I did it several times the same day, many times, until the void without limit was normal, then the void showed itself as alive, then like total infinity, everything. total freedom, total joy.

agree that a mystical opening is crucial, but I believe that a human aspect is also important, what you have called fixing. Life presents us with challenges, and if we evade them, despising them as something egoic and we turn to spirituality as an evasion, it does not work. There are natural mystical people, like Ramana Maharshi for example, who do not have those challenges, they haven't thorns, they do not need to feel accepted, it does not hurt them to feel rejected, their human karma is resolved. Others of us have a mission to fulfill, each one knows what theirs is, what fears to face, what attachments to dissolve. Many people are overwhelmed and look for evasion, and spirituality is an evasion many times.

The suffering happens and That's it. If you can be human without mental suffering, great, it is what we are all trying to do, flow, let go of fear, open ourselves to living existence. but thinking that it is something that depends just on a decision in a moment is a mistake. There is a work to do, a frequency to equalize.

If you turn off the mind, alive existence remains. You can call it god if you want, but it's not someone, it's just unlimited.

Let's see, right now there is an experience happening in which you are you, right? Do you think it's possible that in the eternity of existence it only happened that a guy that is you is writing on the forum? Surely there have been more experiences, right? infinite? And where are those experiences now? in the past? So infinity is temporally limited? It wouldn't be infinite. Let's say that inside you, right now, the whole infinity is, and that means that everything that appears in your experience is infinite too, and inside it, the whole infinity is, etc. Infinity is infinite, in any direction, if not it would be limited. It's unimaginable.

There is no god who does things, it's just your ego amplified on a psychedelic trip, you don't have enough detachment for a real mystical opening. The only god there is is the unfathomable reality and it is not someone.

Time to read some spirituality , I just bought spiritually incorrect enlightenment, the only one I have found in my language

A lot of suffering, life is hard , But on his scale, it is most likely that there will be much more time of happiness than of suffering.

Suffering is the whip that tells me where to move, what I must equalize, where there is disharmony to harmonize. It is the voice of God that tells me what steps to follow. it's stupid not to pay attention

A cat lying on a sofa has approximately zero suffering. Why would God suffer more?

Reason number one for the success of the actualized philosophy: evasion

Suffering is the consequence of the deformation to which we subject ourselves as humans to create a higher organism, the collective human ego, which acts as a gigantic being of enormous power, capable of conquering the universe.

we aren't free, we are prisoners of mental conditioning created in thousands of generations, of tons of transmitted software necessary to make the individual a cog in the human social machinery. This alienates and suffocates life. Freeing ourself is what spiritual work is all about, and it's not something simple, like tolle, now you're alive! only now it exists! Yes, sure, and then I get depressed because I carry depression inside, inherited. This is a path for the smart, an enigma full of traps. Let's not fool ourselves

All that knowledge means nothing on a spiritual or existential level; on the contrary, it is an obstacle. true knowledge is what you are. An animal knows more than a scholar, he knows what his vital impulse is, that is what he is, he understands death and life. everything else is filler

Good trip friend

The reality is that humanity is full of negativity and suffering. It seems that this is the tool of the cosmos to evolve. If you want to understand what God is, observe reality, since God is the reality.