Breakingthewall

@khalifa What 5meo does is break your energetic pattern and reconfigure it. If you resist it, blockages will remain. Your problems are not related to the chemistry of the substance, that dissapears of the body in some minutes, but to your energetic configuration. For me the solution would be to go to the end, but it doesn't seem like you really want that, so I don't know what to tell you.

I imagine people on this forum telling their friends: you are not human, you are god imagining this reality to play. Fuck. "being human sucks, now I'm god and being human seems stupid to me" while you're in your first world room smoking weed. Right after saying this two guys in uniform should burst into your room, anesthetize you, and you would wake up in the trenches of the First World War. There is only this, now. There is no escape, any escape returns you to the starting point. The game must be played , it's deep and beautiful.

Why did you have the idea to do psychedelics in the first place? You were probably deceived into being God and that all, your problems were going to be solved, etc. evasion. Well, this is not the objective, the objective is to break the limits that trap you, to free your mind. This is very difficult for people and what they do is break their current limits to replace them with broader ones, God or whatever, but this is of no use, they are still limits, only supposedly broader. What is really sought is the total rupture, the flow with total freedom. For this, having several breakthroughs with 5meo helps. If your goal is something else, you could go crazy.

I didn't do 5meo because actualized, I joined actualized after 5 meo . One day I did mushrooms and I saw that that was what I had to do, break the structures of my mind, I started reading about it, then I made salvia, then 5meo, I saw that that 5meo was what I had to do, and I did it until i broke the last structure

Reality is not mind, it is flow. The mind is part of the flow, awakening is not about to understand what reality is, since this is impossible, due to the fact that understanding is within reality. awakening is opening.

Good point. The rat must be in the maze with fire behind it. Your energetic situation has to be so shitty and unpleasant that it pushes you forward, if you have vital momentum, and if not, it sinks you into depression and death.

There is not creation, just existence.

I think we have to focus on achieving openness. To do this you have to let go of everything, the mind must be able to free itself from its burden. This is not easy, the mind has structures of fear that close it, how to understand and face them requires insight and will. Each mind is a different enigma, but all those that drift towards spirituality theoretically seek the same goal: liberation from chains.

@khalifa If it weren't for the fact that I think it's bad for health, I would do 5 meo every day. Do not vape 20mg every day, but moderate doses yes, I think it is extremely beneficial for energetic cleansing, it is a sensation of opening and dissolution of the body and the current energy configuration, which seems like a healthy reset and that always brings clear insights If 5meo is coming to you, maybe the best option is to get open to it. In fact, thinking about it, I would say that 5meo has completely changed my life. It has helped break a shitty wall that kept me prisoner, and it has opened an unlimited hole through which I feel the flow of life. The difference is total

If you mean brainwashing someone into believing the vision of solipsism, I have never tried that. Maybe one day I will, and then I will laugh evilly while petting a cat.

Good fragment . We as humans we are divided. On the one hand, we are, as you have said, like plants, we grow as material beings to perfection, but we live within a living organism in evolution that is the human social matrix, we are also that living being. Being able to equalize this matrix with our inner natural flow only has one word: art. Nobody can teach it, Evolution of the circumstance is constant, alive and fast, if you want to dance with existence, you must open yourself to living intelligence and trust it.

We are selfish because it's more efficient to be selfish, it's a evolutive tool to evolve It would happen in the moment that being selfless is more efficient than selfish. This moment is arriving slowly due many factors, like technology. genetically and technologically modified humans, enhanced intelligences and bodies where there is no room for comparison, so no room for ego. explorers of the cosmos, artists, mystics. Would be a good idea to save some millions, because maybe in some decades would be very useful, for example to be immortal

It refers to a worldview produced by taking psychedelics, which says that you are god and the creator of reality, and you are dreaming reality for fun, pleasure, love, whatever. Everything in reality is false, an illusion, only you are real. This vision is very similar to a psychotic outbreak, and there are many people who find it fascinating to believe it and try to see reality in this way, so they teach each other that only they exist and others do not. It's very fun, especially seeing the plot twists they give if you question them, because of course, it's very strange to talk to people who don't exist to convince them that only they exist.

If you smoke compulsively is a shit, if you use for meditation is great

@Yimpa Anyway, Tyson was small as a boxer, just a bully. If you want to see the real fight, where men give everything, watch Ali, Marvin hagler, sugar ray Leonard, Pacquiao ,Frazier, for example

nothingness is the final frontier. When nothingness opens, you realize that the infinite void is alive, all of it, in its infinity. It can't be any other way because it's unlimited, then you realize what you are. This is the opening we seek, there is no more enlightenment than that. Everything else are just minor realizations

My experience is that nothingness seems unlimited but it is really limited, since it is just nothing, where is something? It is beyond nothing, it is something impossible to think that happens and when it does you realize that reality has opened up. That's when total joy happens, when you realize what you are, limitless, everything.

reality has to be multiverse. A universe would be limited, reality is not. Infinity is unimaginable to the mind, once on a psychedelic trip I became fully aware of the infinity of reality. It seemed something absolutely obvious, within everything there is everything, over and over again infinitely. It doesn't matter one universe or another, they are all different and equal, it is total freedom. I began to laugh and feel a happiness that was exploding, reality is total, absolutely infinite, and that is me, I am that. Hallelujah is the word. nothing can be better because it is everything. your home is infinity, that is our substance. If you were aware of what that entails, you would go down the street dancing and shouting with joy, but reality is obscured and you can only grasp the fragment of reality that you are now. How does reality work? It is impossible to understand it, because understanding is finite. It's crazy, like having a limiter in our mind

but above you said that it was infinite love. Did unlimited nothingness open? that is enlightenment

Yes, Tyson, who who seemed retarded but was intelligent and profound, after suffering a lot he realized that the path of fattening the ego is stupid, he did therapy, catharsis, mushrooms, 5meo, and now he seems like a nice guy and not bitter . Look him as a boxer, anyone who goes in a ring with him must be brave

Boxing is extremely stupid but I can't avoid to like some aspects What do you mean? you were alone, but were you? Could you recognize yourself as the center of the experience, or was there a complete dissolution and there was nothing?

That guy on the movie,Tommy Morrison, was a good boxer, an interesting history, quite tragic at the end

@James123 yes, mistake in the user

The matter of Adam and Eve is very interesting, it means that humans leave the Garden of Eden, the perfect purity of wild life, by eating from the tree of wisdom, by acquiring the mind that knows. This separates us from true life and places us in a kind of purgatory. The issue of Cain and Abel is the same, humans are brothers but envy always arises, and from it war and murder. It doesn't matter if we have a good life, we compare and hate. job says: blessed are those who suffer because they will see god. True suffering puts humans in such a situation that forces them to search within themselves, go deeper, and open themselves to divinity. For me the Jesus tale sais: Humans are doomed to war and hell in life, it is inevitable, but a messiah will arrive to save humanity with his martyrdom and begin a time of brotherhood and love. For me this means that a moment of extreme suffering will come, perhaps the Second World War, the Holocaust (Jews, seems a joke but...), or perhaps it is yet to come but I would say that it has already arrived, in which humans will see that envy, hatred, predation, exploitation, they are stupid, it is beating yourself, and they realize that the only way is brotherhood and love.

@halfknots so , how was the trip? 10 gr is very serious. Alone , babysitter? Any bad moments?