Breakingthewall

as you said there is no separation, only seems so, but that appearance is like real. It's like I'm fragmented to going deeper into myself. The flow of reality, seems inevitable, not a will just inevitable flow

Im everywhere and the body is in me, but there is a body, a karma and all that, then will be another.

Being born into a family in which there was a total absence of fear and absolute acceptance of reality, life and death, and without any ideas of superiority or inferiority, but with total rejection to the submission of the mind. something extremely rare in humanity today. It would save me all this annoying karma cleaning work, even it's interesting in its own way, but man, what a people is around, more than people looks those jails in zoo where all the monkeys are yelling . Forgetting the monkeys is very important for starting any spiritual work

I use psychedelics to break a barrier that I perceive in myself, and not always they work. It's like something energetic that blocks, limits. If you sit down to meditate, what happens? I at least perceive a limit, even if thoughts stop, reality is encapsulated. Sometimes with psychedelics the capsule breaks and the mind expands without limit. It is something addictive, because when this happens, even for a moment, everything is clear and the mind is recontextualized. But then, in two days, the old energy patterns return, and the desire to break the capsule again increases, so I meditate for hours, etc., but in the end, psychedelics again.

Well I mean aggressive as attitude that pushes. can be channeled in different ways

A combination of external and internal equalization, until reaching the greatest possible equanimity, the least narcissism, the least fear, being able to stop the desire temporarily in meditation, and little by little the mind begins to understand itself, seeing how it blocks. Ultimately there is a kind of default structural lock that seems very difficult to break. I personally use psychedelics quite a bit. I've always been compulsive in dangerous activities, so it's pretty inevitable. I suppose it is unnecessary in cases of more equanimous, orderly, balanced people, but anyway difficult. The door is very solid

being absolutely aggressive towards the default functioning of his own mind, his genetic and karmic configuration, which leads him to operate in a loop, like everyone else, to promote coordinated action and contribute to the hive. instead it constantly attacks this emanation of mental flow to modify it, flatten it, and ultimately dissolve it.

Let's see, you, as an individual, on a materialistic level, are creating your entire reality with your brain. Billions of neuronal interconnections create an energetic network that translates as reality, and this reality has genetic foundations based on evolution, in the fight for survival that comes from bacteria. No mind means stopping this reality, turning off this reality and letting absolute emptiness be, where there is no individual, neither exterior nor interior, nor anything. There is no creation of forms by the mind, therefore there are no limits. The difficulty in doing this is genetic and karmic, your survival instinct screams at you: don't stop creating the world, if you stop you will die. you have to educate yourself little by little. Some of us are lazy and use psychedelic to help, but the point is always meditation.

No mind refers to being without mind for a while, in a meditative state of total openness, where all the so-called karmic layers of fear, attachment, desire, need for understanding, stop and disappear. for a while, and in that time your being expands in the absolute limitless void and is recognized as what it is. Then you can think again, go to the supermarket, etc.

Life is aggressiveness, without aggressiveness there is extinction. The ego works instinctively, and channels its aggressiveness according to its level of evolution, red, blue stages and all that. The ego that seeks self-transcendence and enlightenment is aggressive in a certain way. more sophisticated and efficient than the ego that drinks a bottle of gin a day and beats its wife

There is no evil, but levels of energy density. A lot of density implies opacity, animality, fear. All of this translates into aggressive behavior. life is extremely aggressive

Well, ego is perfection too, like everything else. In fact, the ego is an evolutionary energetic pattern of enormous power, a brilliant configuration that gives rise to the collective matrix that makes humanity act as a single individual.

Reality flows on itself creating infinite forms, the substance of reality is what you are. what are you? Nothing can describe it, it is something that manifests itself when you are clear of identification. love and all that are misleading concepts, like any other concept. What you are is just the reality.

because the infinite is infinitely interconnected and in perfect balance, and for this the frog must eat that fly. Both the frog and the fly are infinite, within them is the infinite, and at the same time they are gears of the infinite that move exactly. The cosmos rolls on itself infinitely and I am now typing on a phone to balance its perfect movement and push its development, the same as everything that happens and develops.

To live in survival level is to be a gear slave of the tribe. It makes sense and is necessary in certain contexts and ceases to be so in others. When it is not, all that survival energy turns against the individual and produces what we call psychological suffering, which is the engine of transcendence if the individual has the necessary instinct and the conditions are favorable. If it does not have it, it will stuck , which is something absolutely normal in any movement of any living species.

If absolutely nothing defined remains, and the existence expands unlimited, it's always the same, can't be different undefined, because would be defined. If something is absolutely undefined is exactly that any other undefinded, in fact it's the same. if there is the slightest difference, means that was defined.

Reality is absolute beauty because it is absolute perfection. Nothing that is not perfect can exist, since everything is infinitely interconnected, and has infinite depth. Under the thin layer of like/dislike that the animal survival instinct imposes, perfection is hidden.

What spirituality calls transcending the mind is not being like a baby or a cat, it is breaking the energy barrier of the psyche and opening oneself to the eternal. A dog does not do this, nor does a baby, since by default this barrier exists from birth. It is one thing to spend all day ruminating about the past and the future with worry and anxiety vs mindfulness, mind in the present, and another thing is to transcend the human mind, traverse space/time, aka enlightenment. A baby or a cat does not have unlimited perception, any living organism is limited by itself. The breaking of the energetic barrier, of the bubble of perception, is something that an adult human can do deliberately, and it is what is called enlightenment, which is perceiving as the eternity, your true nature

You are wrong, you can't get out of your mind and be the absolute . The mind is structure, you can dissolve the structure completely, until nothing remains, the same than before you born, be the eternity. Its not a chimera, it's real.

They are within Consciousness, by virtue of being accessible But who's to say? You'd have to become them to figure that out 😁 They are just form. and since the form is infinite, it is the same to know only a little as to know a lot. The important thing is understanding what is form and what is totality, then give to the form it's place.

It seems pretty obvious that there are other experiences. If there is a concrete experience, there are infinite concrete experiences. If, instead of being concrete, the experience were indefinite, there would only be that experience, since another indefinite experience would be exactly equal, indefinite, and therefore the same, but when it is defined, by definition there are infinitely defined experiences, and all of them add up to one indefinite experience

There is an absolutely fascinating exploration that goes the opposite way to the realization of your total nature, which is to go deeper into the structure of this experience, into the creative power and living movement. It is more than it seems, it is infinitely deep, one layer after another of unfathomable complexity, of intricate life that unfolds in infinite dimensions. but this is simply the form. but the form is not flat, it is of infinite depth, absolute beauty, total perfection. But just form

Do mystics really understand something, or do they invent everything? What is the cosmos, what is its purpose, why things are the way they are, where they are going, why, what will be the next step, the next dimension, perhaps it is simply unimaginable, a reality absolutely outside the structures that we can manage, maybe our mind is the mind of an insect

I think that it is something very simple and very clear. Let's see, the absolute really is everything, right? hence we call it absolute, but it seems relative. What we try in spirituality is simply to see. The problem we have is that we are trapped in a relative appearance, in the form. the form is the absolute, but it seems relative, and it seems so very profoundly. There are many layers of fear and attachment that come from animal instinct, from struggle and terror to death, that keep our perception firmly trapped. The goal is to get your head out of the mud and see with absolute clarity what you are. because here, and now, you are. and what you are is reality itself, existence. at this very moment, existence is. but it is covered in a multicolored tapestry of movement that makes only that movement perceptible, nothing more. You have to stop the movement, open the tapestry. not to change the tapestry for another more divine one, but to open it, let it fall, and open our eyes to the unfathomable abyss of existence now. There is a problem with this, a problem of courage and honesty. It is terrifying to let the tapestry fall and you, in the absolute solitude of total existence, see yourself. there are no balls, seriously. then you cling to multiple stories, god, dimensions, etc. No. The point here is absolute emptiness, the absolute absence of everything. Do you understand the depth of attachment you have to "something"? It's huge. Well, what you have to do is let go of it, and open your eyes and your heart completely to total emptiness. and in this act, absolute glory is manifested. do you understand it? No, because it is incomprehensible. It is above understanding, understanding is a toy of the absolute, it means absolutely nothing, you must let it go. That greedy understanding that wants to put reality in its pocket is an illusion. When you jump headlong into the void, understanding must be left behind.

The goal is achieve the total openess being sober, but little by little. For now drugs are needed. But drugs are not a guarantee. I need a whole day meditating, then do 5 meo many times and only sometimes the thing happens. I assure you that it is not a psychedelic state of consciousness, nor a hallucination, nor a facet of the infinite. It is the total opening of the now. the dissolution of the barrier of the psyche that creates forms and the total opening to the formless, where you recognize yourself as the unfathomable. There is nothing more than this, it is the end of the road. any more is less