Breakingthewall

Yes I confused the names, thanks for the recommendation Why it's how it is? evolution I'd say

More than a change it is the dissolution of limitations. The human mind is a limiter that only lets through what makes the individual an individual. If there were no limitation, there would be no individual, no time, no experience. What we call enlightenment is the dissolution of limitations to a certain extent and at certain moments

Interesting, I have never read Ram Dass, I am going to look for one of his books. Regarding what it will be...it is not known, the collective ego evolves at extreme speed, nothing living has ever evolved in this way because everything was tied to matter, but the ego is free. It is true that the human setup is what it is and has an evolutionary function, but if the time comes when this configuration is no longer useful, it will change.

Some children are very bright and true, and the pure joy of existence flows through them. This is being like enlightened in some way. Afterwards, over the years it is inevitable that they become filled with fear, since that is the nature of life. Then they must make a conscious effort and go through that fear, opening up completely, being sovereign of themselves, fully aware of their existence, without the dependence of the child and with the will of the adult. then they will be able to go deeper and this would be what is called enlightened, at least to a certain extent, because no one knows how far this goes.

Yes, but has it ever been different? It seems that humans have the potential to leave the matrix, but by default their place is inside. Today and thousands of years ago as well, humans function as a beehive, and for this to be the case, the forces that push us must be irresistible. That birth that Ram Dass talks about would be the third. The second, with sexual maturity, is what opens us to the collective ego, where fitting in is prioritized. most stay there. Some are natural geniuses, like Socrates, Ibn Arabi and others, and they spontaneously emerge from the matrix and open to the spirit. Others ,probably us, find fitting in unbearable and nonsense and look for alternative exits, like the rat in the maze.

Human suffering is enormous and it is mental suffering. Any living being moves to avoid suffering, hunger is suffering so it constantly looks for food, if it cannot find it it suffers. Fear is also suffering, if it is persecuted it suffers, and pain is also suffering, the cold, also the need procreation and not finding . but if all that is ok, the animal does not suffer anything. so that? He is not expected to do anything other than those things, if they are covered, he lies there and is absolutely happy. but humans do not have that condition. only children have it, and not all or always, but the natural state of a child is usually happiness. This is because he is not yet a complete human, he is in a phase in which he is immersed in reality, not separated, not disconnected. It is largely an animal. Then adulthood comes and things change completely. You stop being a complete individual and become a part that must fit together, a servant of the ghostly entity that is the collective ego. then the impulses, the barriers, the repressions, the obligations, make us insane. We are mere supports for the functioning of the collective ego, and as individuals we have no importance. We belong to a culture, and we contribute our processing power to that culture, to that collective ego, and we contribute to the advancement of the being of monstrous dimensions and incredible power that is humanity. Equalizing all the forces that converge in us is more than an art, it is divine inspiration. and it will only happen if reality wants it to happen, if reality needs your suffering, you will suffer. In the end, everything is a matter of evolution

That's what we do, or all humans should do. Always try to open yourself more, more depth, more real. stagnation does not exist in the reality, there is always movement, so if you do not move forward, you will move backwards

It is something, let's say addictive, because the state of openness is of great beauty and total happiness, but it is very difficult to maintain it, the mind is always lurking to set limits and close the door. psychedelics help, but they are enough in low doses. 5meo, lsd, dmt sometimes, mushrooms, lately THC is enough. Also meditation every day. Every time you achieve that opening for a few seconds, your settings change. subtle but real changes

could be. When we spoke last time, when we had a shitty argument, I was at the point where my mind couldn't stop trying to solve the riddle. That is not the way, the way is to realize that the need to understand is fear, and open yourself to the bottomless abyss. But perhaps, if a constant and stable openness is achieved, a deep non-conceptual understanding of the structure of reality can occur. I don't know to what extent, what I see is that If I don't let go of the need to understand with the logical mind, I'm trapped

I'm not saying that that's not true, maybe it is, and the structure of reality is something extremely complex and twisted and we can't even intuit it. maybe our entire universe is a cog in the mind of an unimaginable being, and that kind of thing. how far can we see? It doesn't matter, because with our finite mind we can only see up to a certain point, and beyond it there is more, there is always more because there is no limit. but everything, the alien, the multiverses, the infinite gods, are the same substance, the absolute total infinity, so there can only be one awakening, and it is the final awakening: becoming infinite. It's not that difficult, you just have to completely let go of the self. with psychedelics it is more or less common. Letting go of the self means, among other things, giving up the need to understand, because you cannot understand the infinite, you can only be it. It is an interesting puzzle, once you have it, you can do it, but not so easy, sometimes, certain moments. once every 3 days would be fine imo. It is being at home, complete, total, perfect. Then you can think that the others do not exist, or if they do exist, whatever you prefer. imo it's better not to think about that, or if I think, doing knowing that doesn't matter.

It really doesn't matter. The one who knows these things is the self and they are of no use to it. It is an interesting curiosity, nothing more, but in infinity everything is infinite, and that's it. awakening is becoming infinite, and realizing what you are. It is not something that can be structured or reasoned with, you can only be it now, and to do this you have to break the structures. to think that free will does not exist, or that if it exists, they are structures. There's nothing wrong with them, they're interesting. I would like to take lsd and realize that I am a particle in an alien mind from another multiverse within infinite multiverses and things like that, but knowing that that is not awakening. There is only one awakening, opening yourself to the infinite, your true nature, now.

Thinking that something is tangible or not is something the self thinks. awakening is dissolving the self, not a new perspective. perspectives are just perspectives, awakening is the real, and the real is not in the dual frequency of: I am god and I play games. those are ideas of the self. They are not false, they are ideas of the self. awakening is opening yourself to the source, to the living infinite, to God. From awakening the timeline, the experience, can be perceived as a dream, but this does not mean anything, the self is always there in part, even in awakening state, what is, is, and that's it, you don't have to ruminate about it, you have to be.

Enlightenment is not understanding something, it is the complete breaking of limits and it is something that happens and lasts for a short time, minutes, I suppose in some cases hours. In that state there is no self, but pure reality manifests without the dual filter. Those who say that this is a fantasy are because they have never accessed these states. All that of: you are a god who has to deceive yourself to have an experience, is a deduction made by the self, which contrasts some things with others. It is something unreal and meaningless. Opening your mind, your heart and your entire being, letting the self fall, stopping being you and being the unfathomable is enlightenment. For me the goal is to open myself to this state as often as possible, since it is absolute freedom, total life and wonder, nothing better can exist, everything else are shadows

🤔I don't believe that story, I mean, I would say that things are not like that. But of course, maybe you are right, you never know. I'd say you are not god who deceives himself into feeling love, since there is no option. reality cannot not be, not manifest. There is no god creating a video game, there is infinite reality being in its infinite cycle from separation to unity. You are the whole and everything you see is also the whole. You are not alone because what has no limit cannot be alone, it is not one, it is not a self, it is the abyss that exists, incomprehensible and unfathomable, that rotates in its infinite cycles. You do not limit yourself like a game, but reality operates like this, it disintegrates and then tends to unity.

Full time? because I have moments of total openness, but then it passes and I realize one thing: everything I think about reality afterwards, in a closed dual state, is deceptive. It is better not to think about it, but to look for the opening

Hate sometimes is necessary. Hate makes you distance yourself from certain things, not allowing yourself to fall into supposedly normal dynamics but that you do not want to tolerate.in your relationship with yourself and in your relationship with is external, that at the end are one. You cannot give an inch, you have to be hard, otherwise you will be a slave. of your attachments, of your fear, of other people,

If you want to stop being a victim, it is not enough to decide it, you have to fight for it, and it's usually difficult. Claiming your sovereignty completely requires overcoming many obstacles. Maybe you could do in a instant, just deciding it , but what I saw it that you ve to fight every inche

the world is a projection of your psyche, and your psyche is a projection of the world. What appears in your experience is alive, because everything is life. Beautiful quote, the mystery of the self, the entity that seems to be the receiving center of experience, what is it? do we have a choice, will? It seems that it is separate but at the same time it is one with reality. difficult to understand

Not so easy. Your karma is not going to be cleared by a simple choice, it is a long road. Outside is inside, inside is outside. Everything must be equalized

If you come from the dark side of life, you can only forgive when your enemies have been crushed. That's how things are, looking for shortcuts is falsehood, weakness . It's not going to work. And your first enemy is the fear, very difficult to overcome. A bit of rage could be very useful

You seem authentic, not common to find people who really want to open themselves to reality, not to inflate their ego or to avoid problems but to truly want it. If I think about what this story has been like for me, about the confusion I had, the wall that was in front of my face, I would say that the most important thing to get through it is the will. but the motivation must be pure, without ego

great post, just now I was thinking about that, about how life tunes in. It seems that if you give reality the best of you, in a completely straight way , without reservations, without any lies, any evasion , reality smiles at you.

@SQAAD I recommend you the book "Tempests of Steel" by Junger, who later won the Nobel Prize in Literature for his carrier. He wrote it when he was 25 years old, his experience in the First World War, he was wounded 9 times, one of them a bullet pierced his skull. The guy was happy in the war, he was in the battle of the Somme, which is surely the ultimate in human horror. His perspective is very interesting, he saw poetry in everywhere. Btw, junger, in his old age, used many psychedelics. He died at 103 or something like that.

In infinity there is no relativity, there is no big or small, there is only infinity. a subatomic particle is infinite, and so is a galaxy cluster. The entire universe is as infinite as a rat, since both contain the entirety of existence.

Great post. I'm glad to read something so intelligent, straight to the point, practical. They put you deep into the rat maze and you found inspiration to move forward.