Breakingthewall

If you want, but reality is, and it happens. If your perception has some depth, you will quickly realize that absolutely everything is deliberate. Every little detail of this is a perfect flow. This is not an idea taken from a book or a logical deduction, it is something you see by observing reality, but to do so you must be able to observe reality without structure. penetrate into it and merge into it, be the reality. then you start to intuit. None of this is stories, it is direct vision. Límited to a certain point, but real. The interesting thing is to try to see deeper, but first you have to learn to see beyond the mind

Nobody knows what the structure of reality is like. The understanding they have is like when the Greek philosophers were trying to conceptualize the universe: incomplete intuitions. Leo himself has said that after his last awakening he realized that things are much more complex than it seemed. After this, silence, so what Leo thinks now about what reality is, only he knows

Thanks, glad to realize that we see in the same direction in some aspects.

Yeah, or maybe Buddha had a perception and an opening a thousand times deeper. how to know? The expression of what someone perceives and someone's experience is limited, communication only reaches those who share the same experience and opening, if not, your interpretation will never be accurate, so in the end, the only depth that exists is yours.

Yes, that's the Netanyahu s plan, He squeezes little by little, until the thing bursts and this allows him to move forward with his plans, which are to expel the Palestinians. Ethnic cleansing, without any doubt. Are they reasons for that? Could be, it's a matter of opinion, but the fact is the fact

I think what we are doing is aligning our ego with the higher reality. The moment you clearly see the deliberateness of the experience, you willingly submit to it. There is always resistance, but when your will is openness and alignment, it seems that things begin to synchronize to flow in that direction.

The way you express it is interesting, I see that it is in that direction where my experience derives, to the complete cessation of anxiety, complete acceptance, and this includes the complicated social issue, the relationship with others that bounces around in our psyche. . For example, 3 days ago I had a very strange experience that made me see a lot. I was in a bar having a coffee at noon, and there were 3 guys drinking beer and 3 tables away, I casually looked towards them, and one of them told me in an extremely aggressive tone: what are you staring at? I told him, me? What? , yes, you, what do you look at? and the words came out of me automatically after a life of conditioning: your retarded face. Then the guys got up and the person who spoke to me grabbed a bottle. For a moment I felt fear, the sensation of going backwards, of being passive. Immediately try to project forward, but carefully, the situation could be really dangerous, I didn't see how kind of people they was, no time to analize, I felt alarm, trapped. One of the guys was conciliatory, he imposed peace, he restrained the guy with the bottle, who was shouting insults at me. Then I grabbed my jacket and left. The experience was very strange, I saw the synchronicity, it was something that had to show me something. This whole experience triggered something in me that I could call awakening, because the fact of feeling humiliation for the fact of feel fear. That fear wanted to slave me, I saw the need to fight to death. The day before I had finished watching the documentary World War II from the Front, and all this made me open to the human dynamics of fear, domination, power. the relationship with my father, everyone's relationship with their parents, human resistance, the power, and I saw clearly some lies that are in me and o was blind to them. I saw the fear that is still in me and I savored it. being human is a great challenge.

Enlightened is not the word for me, enlightened would be Jesus, who would die on the cross voluntarily understanding perfection and having God in his heart and being one with god. This means that there is no resistance in him, he is one with reality, he flows with it and does not try to change it. I want to change reality, I want to feel deeper the flow of life, the living reality that I am. I feel it 1000% deeper than 2 years ago,i have the constant sensation of the deep of the now, and I perceive this experience as a totally deliberate path. It is a gradual change, millimeter by millimeter, that brings you closer to home, to yourself, but there are always layers of falsehood, of fear, inherited, created by your experience, by the fact of being human, that cloud the depth of the now. Anyone who thinks they have it all , reached the bottom, in my opinion, delusional. few have faced human horror, violence and abuse accepting and understanding, the layers of human karma are deep, total openness, extremely difficult, a truly serious matter, cosmic, divine.

Solipsism is a false realization because it is limited. The first time I had that realization it was horrible. I thought that reality was an eternal prison where I was locked up with no escape, alone, imagining reality to escape that cosmic horror beyond any hell or torture. I am surprised to have endured an experience like this without losing mental stability. my goal since then was to return there again and again. It's like if a bully intimidates you, you have to come back again and again until he doesn't intimidate you or you will never be free. then once infinity opened. You are not alone, you are not what you think, you are not you, you is a limited appearance, what you are is unlimited, full of life, incredibly perfect, beyond any wild dream of freedom. It is exactly what you always wanted, totality, perfection, freedom. Your joy will be total, perfect, without the slightest stain, because there are no limits

Reality seems Existence here and now exist. There is no doubt about that. What will happen when the body dies? That's the question Reality seems cyclical and everything has meaning and is interconnected. Reality is evolution, when this cycle comes to an end, another will begin, i guess that each time a little higher, until reaching a total level. and then I suppose that all reality will disaggregate completely again, in its most elemental, and start again, eternally. That seems a bit tiring, with no escape, but maybe it works different, who knows

Fascism is the biggest shit of humanity. It is the ideology that affirms that there are superior humans and subhumans who can be treated like animals. Any fascist deserves to die, they are son of a bitch who spreads evil, demons. Germany is deeply ashamed of having been fascist, it is a terrible shame, like having been a pedophile rapist torturer of children. It is very sad what Germany did, horrible. the same as Japan. They behaved like psychopathic demons, and the allies were very generous with them, even the Russians were generous in their savagery, since the aggression they received would deserve exterminating revenge, and that was not the case.

I think that this is not so, the main quality of the infinite is that it is alive, this means that everything is alive, we are immersed in life, the objects are alive, everything is living infinite depth, and in everything there is the totality of existence. You are the whole but you are divided, the thoughts in your mind are infinite, everything is synchronized, and it is much more than it seems. The solipsistic vision that you are now the only thing that exists does not make sense, because it is limited, and reality has no limits.

Nazism is a reaction to a situation of total humiliation. The Germans lose the First World War in a humiliating way, their soldiers begin to desert, everything falls apart and they must accept conditions of total humiliation, which makes them second-class humans compared to their adversaries, it is like a guy that is abused at school for years, and one day he shows up with a gun. Hitler fought in the trenches, like many others, in a situation of total horror, and after this 20 years of humiliation where Germany became a servant of the French. The result of this is Nazism and the total evil of the invasion of Russia, the treatment of the Jews, the executions of civilians for any reason, etc. an explosion of collective rage and madness, Nazism was only its manifestation, the bottom line was humiliation

This documentary is interesting, It is from 2016 and predicts quite well what happened, Biden's involvement and gives an interesting description of Ukrainian nationalism. Includes an extensive interview with Putin and Lukashenko.

Well, who knows. The question is whether a deep understanding of what reality is is possible, or it is impossible and our only spiritual ambition is to reach a state of enlightenment where we see divinity in everything, where we realize the deepest essence of reality. possible without understanding anything of its structure. For me, option two is fine, but perhaps we can also understand very deeply how and why this experience is what it is, what the dynamics of existence are. reincarnations, etc. Just because you and I haven't reached that level of understanding doesn't mean it's impossible. In fact, I believe it is possible because what is obvious is that this is the unlimited, and being unlimited, the possible understanding must also be unlimited, or at least not limited to the flat superficial human experience limited by the ego

I try. If we are not completely honest with ourselves, we will always be trapped, so as a matter of practicality we must abandon any trace of narcissism and falsehood. I'm not saying that I have achieved it, this is more difficult than it seems, but the intention is that

It happened to me that I had a relapse into the circular patterns of self-torture and I got lost in my mind, the solution was the same as always: meditation. For me it is essential, otherwise human shit becomes very real and there is no way out. If you meditate enough, it detaches itself from you and you realize its unreality. They are all imaginary projections, and at their base is the falsehood that almost all humans incorporate as the basis of our psyche.

Yes but attention to what? I see that there is a first step which is to change the mental energy flow from circular to amplitude. Circular I mean that it flows around itself, self-referential, it creates shapes and these shapes bounce off positive or negative energy and in that bounce they create the self. With meditation you change this flow to broad, there is no rebound, there is no self-referential thought and the self is diluted, then the depth manifests. This, now, is the abyss of reality. Let's say this is awakening in the first degree, but after this, with the help of psychedelics, you can have very deep insights about what this is. The problem is doing psychedelics and getting into circular thinking and confusing it with real insight. I suppose that this same exploration could be done without psychedelics, perhaps it would be better and cleaner. Since both possibilities are viable, I do not rule out either

Its when when you can separate yourself from the block of energetic structures that is the ego when psychedelics start to be interesting and allow you to go deeper. I'm in that, sometimes I can detach the ego totally, others it traps me. If I don't do meditation every day, i get trapped

I think the same, the guy is too smart to believe that nonsense, therefore he deliberately lies. reason? increase subscribers. Then i can't help but think about what else he lies. What more dishonest things does he do? Is there some truth or just lies? That the problem when you spread some lies, that you lose your credibility

sometimes I see that I am looking for the mystical opening to escape the pain that my human life has brought me. If works but they are fleeting awakenings that end. It's okay to have awakenings to the divine achieved with chemistry, but the real work is to truly accept the human with all its shit and love it. equalize the human by completely removing the valuation, the differentiation that the ego makes, and thus making it divine, without evasion, reaching perfection, since this, whatever it is, is perfect, but if, for example, you are a convicted child rapist In a Russian prison, it is difficult to see perfection. But the reality is that if you can't see perfection in that, you can't see it in anything. difficult, right?

Agree. Forced meditation can be useful in some moments.

It depends on how you translate the word love in your mind. What I have seen in states of openness is the glory of existence, the wild and unstoppable impulse to be, which translates into the explosion of what exists. It is like a stream of life, pure joy that is pure intelligence. but love...let's see, love for me is more about wanting someone's good, wanting that thing to be close to you, if you love something or someone you don't torture them horribly, loving clearly implies bias, and existence lacks bias, it just wants being, it doesn't care about pain and death. It is love in the sense that it loves to be, but I see that more as joy or glory. I don't see the battle of Somme or chemical warfare as love, it lacks bias, although this could be qualified

The point is not to stop thinking. go on a vipassana retreat and castrate the mind with a chastity belt. That is violence and serves no purpose, to produce spiritual people dressed in linen saying namaste and giving a lot of grief and sadness. The issue is the depth of your perception. We are like a pond of unlimited depth, on the surface is the programmed thinking inherited from the collective ego, robotic thinking. You have to transcend this and go to the foundations of what you are, go through the pain of being human and continue deeper, leaving the human being human but going beyond it. It is a path of openness and depth, not of repression and discipline.

Exactly, very good explanation. awakening is opening yourself to the source, the flow of living existence. It's what you are, beauty and wonder, but that doesn't mean you understand a lot. you can have insights, and a general clarity, but you can open yourself to the source of living existence at times, and at other times be closed off ruminating on depressing shit, that depressing shit is still in you, although sometimes it is erased by real pure existence. There is a pulse between the human and the divine. Your will makes you orient yourself towards one side or the other. The human if it is not aligned with the divine is always negative. falsehood, competition, rage, greed. You can also be awake to your true nature at times and at other times fall into fear. You have to have the courage to truly look death and illness in the face. That is, assume what life can send to you, and to your partner or people close you. Karma does not end, you are not awake and suddenly you are Buddha, not even close. You don't have temperance and detachment. For that you have to go through a lot and nowadays it is difficult, we live encapsulated, we never really open ourselves to life, everything is organized, secured. In short, you can have many moments of wonderful awakening, but life will still be a mess. But I think that if you have real awakening moments, your live is going to move in the right direction.