Breakingthewall

It would be interesting to know about those things. psychedelics give clarity and depth, that is their function, that is what they are used for, to unblock, break, see. What could someone who lives in a state of permanent openness to what it really is, if they take a psychedelic. do those people exist? that is the question. Maybe this guy that you mention? Polish name

Life doesn't care if you suffer. You are a soldier genetically programmed to advance. You also have software that prevents you from committing suicide. This is not kindergarten, this is war, and in case of war it is best to relax and enjoy the battle. It is a great show, intricate, full of brilliant intelligence, delving into it is of great beauty, but no one escapes its hardness.

Very interesting, I will. Lately my tendency is towards daily meditation without exception. I'm curious about something. If you are completely settled in stage 5 as you mentioned, and you take LSD, what kind of effects are obtained?

I thought that very often

Not for me. For me the thing is: at a given moment reality is an unlimited well, there is no one, it is not thinkable, it is total freedom, the reaction is laughter. There is not a single molecule of imperfection or sadness. At the same time, the mind is active in the background and thinks: obviously, it is impossible for me to fall back into a limited state. The energetic flow of reality is perceived, it is the infinite being now, there is nothing more to know or analyze about this. At a certain point, the mind starts trying to capture the scene again, for example thinking about other people, etc., and everything closes. once closed it is closed, and opening it again requires serious effort, meditation, anesthetizing the mind with drugs, etc. I managed to open let's say 25 times in my life, first just 3 seconds I brutal , but the mind is terrified, you have to be without any grip, lately, for example last week I managed whole 10 minutes, but then it's always closed

Yes but this is still structured knowledge. The way I see it is that the first thing you have to achieve easily is to get out of the mind, that is, from the meaning, the projection to the future and the past. Expand yourself in the now and be able to erase the timeline that gives meaning. Without time there is no meaning, and you could say that time and meaning are imaginary, they are mental constructions with a purpose, to function as a human. Once you can get out of that and get into the empty present completely, you can go deeper into it. It still remains limited. It is unlimited in the longitudinal sense, it does not pass, it is always now, changing but now. but it is limited in the deep sense, you are a bubble of reality, you can be stuck in the now but the bubble limits the depth. This can be expanded, it can be opened to what this experience is, how it is flowing and what its let's say matter is, seeing fluid intelligence. and something else. What I have come to sense is an immeasurable immensity, a perfect synchrony that is manifested and can be seen. not to understand conceptually but to see how you see a sunrise, to perceive what it is at a deep level.

Sure, that's our normal perception, then is structured by the mind to make a map of what existence is in the level that we can see. But the thing is that is possible to see deeper, open the doors of our perception. It's not just realizing that we are the unlimited, but realizing how the unlimited organized and synchronized itself. Many mystics of all times ve talked about reincarnation, their sight is long but sure still limited. Real mysticism is possible, deep perception too. I'm not talking about the....I don't know how to call, of watching some videos and then repit that im god imagining the reality, but about real opening. At least I will try to go to the deeper that is possible. The key is to understand how to start, breaking our limitations. I know that it's impossible to see infinitely, just to realize that the cosmos is infinite, but deeper you see, better, more beauty inside you

What I wanted to say is whether it is possible and real to penetrate deeply into the nature of what arises and realize in part the structure and nature of the cosmos. the cosmos, what arises, is inevitable and absolute, or so I think. It is not a dream that appears on a screen, it is something more. I explained here more or less

Words are tools that form images and structures in the mind. The ultimate reality we are talking about is without structure, but if you are really open to it, you can talk about it, for example: reality is complete absence of limits, this is neither empty nor full, it is simply the absence of limits. If you open yourself to the absence of limits and you are that, you realize, without a doubt, that everything is in that absence of limits. nothing is missing, it is complete, it is total existence. Its force is absolute, inexhaustible, it is enlightenment because it is the light of existence, it is the total glory that exists. call this "nothing"...well, it doesn't fit

Exactly, be enlightened doesn't mean that you know anything. If fact I'd say that "know" must be removed. Same than understand. Is to open now to what is, and realize that it's what you are. Simply that. then you can remove the circumstance from what you are, all the meaning, and discard it as a mental illusion, and be left with the bottomless present that is. totally empty of any content, without meaning, sense, purpose, cause, finality. It's only now, bottomless. but there is also something else. There is a strange, powerful, living revelation. If you penetrate into the bottomless now and open yourself to it, the force of what lives opens in you, it is like a source of unlimited energy, of creation. intelligence of a power that blinds, that destroys your mind and disintegrates all your structures to manifest its magnitude and its absolute reality. It is the cosmos that lives, monstrously alive. Is that an illusion? I don't think so, seems absolutely real, is the infinite manifestation, as absolute than the empty being. what do you think? Deceived?

It cannot be put into words because it makes no sense. why call something nothing? Illusion may be, in the sense that the meaning we give to reality is somehow illusory, it is software and the real is, let's say, hardware. but both software and hardware are something, not nothing. It is a matter of language, nothing means that there is nothing, no dreams, no thoughts, no existence.

A dream is something

So if there is something temporary, why you call it nothing? If now something temporary is, always something temporary is going to be, and always was. You could call it nothing, but nothing is nothing, not something. It has zero sense

That's what we have to reach like a normal thing in every day meditation. I use some thc to soften. Then sometimes the thing goes deeper, it's nothing that you could think or explain, it's like if under the surface a supernova is burning, that is hidden inside you. In a moment, without any signal, the veil dissapears, and you see. It burns the self, it gets volatilized. Waves of energy pass through you and you realize that you are those waves. It is the force of life in its purest form that is seen through the layer of appearance, then you realize the unfathomable immensity of what the cosmos is. This is not enlightenment, it is awakening to what lives, to the cosmos. It's brutal. Enlightenment is something else for me, it is that in you the unlimited living void opens up, the nothingness that is everything. you merge with it and you are it, it is not thinkable. There is no more beyond this, it is the end of the game. The two openings are the two faces of reality. one is definitive, the other is unlimited exploration, a flower that opens and reveals its interior, blinding beauty. This is the interesting game, total emptiness is total freedom, but that's it. You have to be able to open yourself to it to open the cosmos. I want to see with LSD in the desert when it's hot, see without limit

So then the ego is the real thing and the perceptions are unreal? But if seems real, where is the difference with real?

I don't think so. There are degrees of penetration into what reality is. The interesting thing about this game we are trying to play comes when you are able to completely empty your mind of concept and meaning and start to really see. Reality, or you if you prefer, is like a lake. There is the mental layer, which you mention, the labels, this is the thin superficial layer. Once you dissolve it you can dive into yourself, that is, into reality. This is not a mental story but something real. Beneath the mental is the flow of reality, the infinite interconnections of life, the absolute power that makes up this bubble of experience, which can expand enormously, to unimaginable levels. To think that we already have it is total ignorance, when we haven't even looked a little

So, if your mind is empty like a baby, and they throw a glass of sulfuric acid in your face, that is enlightenment too, or is it only enlightenment if the glass thing doesn't happen? Another question: if according to you life is just a thought, where is the difference between thought and real?

So enlightenment is to have the idea that nothing exist.

Everything that exists is perfection, nothing that is not perfection can exist. imperfection, good and evil, are views through the lens of the ego, an evolutionary tool. A Nazi extermination camp is just as bad or good as a pond where bacteria multiply and phagocytize each other. It is movement of existence. To see perfection and glory you have to completely leave the human, and this is not easy at all, since we are humans.

well friends, it is a pleasure to finally find people at my level, as we all know, the cycle of reincarnations...-eh wait, there is no cycle, didn't you realize that? all cycles are illusory, and...-no no friends, it's not exactly like that, love is what...-look friend, maybe in your town people see you as a kind of wise man, but It seems to me that you have not understood anything. As I said, reincarnations...-did I tell you that I have siddhis? This is my siddhi, my cane in your old snob face....etc

It exists as a form now, at least it seems that and for me it's the same that if it really exist. The thing is that it is not so difficult to know what happens after death if you identify with your essence, what lives. What lives is oceanic, unlimited, it has no beginning or end, it only has one quality that is all qualities: it exists. We are all parts and whole of that ocean and when we disappear as parts the ocean will continue. The thing is simple: transcend the form, settle into existence, and that's it, you are immortal. that is to drop the self.

It is impossible to think about death because the one who thinks it is what is defined and structured, what is going to disappear, so he can only think of other defined and structured possibilities in which he remains. Let's see, what we are under the structure is existence right? So it would be correct to say that what happens after my death is that your life continues to exist, and that of millions of rats, bacteria, hydrogen molecules and all that. but it's impersonal, you won't be there. That's really ego death, drop the self, that that no one does because they prefer fantasies

I have also had the realization of being the eternal and limitless being, which has always been, but what I have seen is that there is no choice, not even the idea of choice. the cosmos unfolds to infinity, everything is. From the point of view of existence, being tortured by burying yourself in an anthill to be eaten alive for a week is wonderful. Everything is magic, wonder and perfection, but there is no god who makes the decision to be that, but reality unfolds and synchronizes with itself, it is something inevitable. but who knows, Maybe I'm wrong. It's dumb to be sure, probably it's possible to see much deeper, and I'm keeping doing, impossible to stop, just because it's extremely beautiful. What I want is to be able to dissolve the surface easy, without 5meo, and do it regularly, nothing could be compared in beauty

Life is indestructible, it springs from the limitless void and returns to it again in endless cycles. These are the rules of the game, everything is cyclical, since everything is in motion, nothing can be permanent since everything is an expression of existence. Life is fearless, merciless and pure power. If you accept your own impermanence, you accept the impermanence of everything else.

Concepts have their place. I understand what you are saying, that there are no categories in reality, everything is real. and the next thing from this is to also remove the real label and make the void. The mind is afraid of being Without categorizing and giving meaning. Categorizing and giving meaning is dreaming, stopping doing so is awakening. Of course right now I am categorizing and giving meaning, but not with the goal of describing reality but with the goal of stopping giving meaning. This is emptying the mind of structures, which is awakening, settling into existence. This is not enlightenment, but a state of purity like when you were 8 years old, but from here you can access the mystical with control over the fear of the adult and the capacity for total surrender impossible in the child.