Breakingthewall

Sure. The question would be: what resistance is? Something, let's say, wrong, that shouldn't exist? A mistake of the creation? Something that I, the ego, should correct in order to have a better experience? Let's say sometimes yes, sometimes no. Some healthy suffering is necessary, whatever Nietzsche says

Permanently? Well, l know you will say yes, that suffering can be completely transcended and the mind be permanently free of obstacles. But let's see, we are human, our programming is there. If you lock yourself in a dark room for 2 months, what about? zero suffering? Beautiful song btw

Sounds quite hellish. It would seem that reality has certain problems learning to use the human interface, and the balance is precarious

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He has the impulse of understanding. The question would be: is he getting deeper in understanding? because for example, there are people, like sadhguru that you use to mention, who say that they have a fairly deep understanding of the nature of the cosmos, of its structure, and could be so. Leo talks about understanding consciousness. what does that mean? consciousness is reality, and reality exists, that is all the understanding you are going to get, since it is an absolute understanding: I am. That's it, goal, there is nothing more to know about it. existence exists and I am that. congratulations. So what else to understand? the order of the cosmos, the nature of suffering, the cycles of creation and death, the infinite dimensions of being, the cause of this structure. Have anyone here deep understanding about that? Would be great

each person is totally different from another. There is no single formula. you should follow your intuition whether doing psychedelics or anything else. At a given moment you reach a point where your desire for openness and rupture is complete, so psychedelics are very useful, but meditation without them could also be useful, or contemplation. What you mention about small doses being equally effective as heroic doses is, in my opinion, a sign of openness. resistance patterns are softening and ger dissolve with any push

The ego that one tries to transcend is the pattern of existence that perceives itself as limited, a space-time line that is happening with certain characteristics, to replace it with a complete openness to the now, in which reality perceives itself as depth in movement, immutable in essence, perceiving it's true nature, the alive flow that arises from the absence of limits, the existence. Can this be achieved with psychedelics? yes, and in any other way.

I understand what you're saying from an individual perspective, but I think we have to look at it by taking a step back. The volume of suffering that humanity has generated for itself to evolve from the animal integrated in nature to civilization and what this entails is of a brutal, unimaginable dimension. a crucible of hellfire created to shape a structure that existence desires. forget the ideals of kindness and love and observe the naked reality, its brutality and absolute lack of mercy. Reality doesn't care about the suffering, it cares about the result. and the reality is you. Let's say that the substance of reality is absolute happiness, but its creation mechanism uses suffering without restriction because for reality it is simply a means to deepen in itself. Then suffering should be perceived as what it is and accept it as a part of the game, and see it's beauty.

Yes, ok, it's an extreme example but in another hand those small details like suffering because you are ugly and girls reject you, or because your parents hate each other, or because your neighbor's car is better than yours, is, as you say, lack of conscience. but suffering because your family is sold to the brothel and all that.... is also. exactly the same, but in another level. It's just programming. A crocodile does not suffer if its family is sold to the zoo, it suffers if you set it on fire for example. Well, you, as part of the human hive organism, suffer because your wife has left you for another and demands money from you. You suffer enormously, more than the crocodile dying of hunger. since the hive wants your energy, your movement, your push, so that added to other billions of pushes, it moves forward the total evolutionary organism called humanity.

Pain is a natural mechanism intended to cause suffering. The function of this suffering is to provoke a movement in the individual to avoid it and thus prolong his survival. The problem is that as a human you are not an individual, you are a hive entity, and your suffering is the suffering of the hive, and its goal is not to move you to promote your survival, but to push the hive to promote its evolution. and the software is made so that you cannot or do not want to escape from it. Even that you can't understand it, and make you think that you are acting selfish when you are just a programmed ant

Yes, well, that's ok until the Romans sell your family to a brothel and make you row with whips to death. Human experience use to do uncomfortable turns

Then that you exist is a belief? I'm perceiving existence right now, or better, existence is perceiving itself right now. That's not a belief, it's a fact

Fear is a basic, genetically encoded emotion. It is what keeps you alive, but it must be dominated for one simple reason: in the end you die. If fear dominates you, like most humans today, you are a neurotic incapable of facing reality, who sees death as something unimaginable and alien. Until modern times, humans faced death inevitably on a daily basis, war, illness, a simple childbirth, placed you on the edge of the abyss. It was not unusual for people to face death or torture with serenity. Nowadays we live in a bubble of security that is not real since death always comes, but we do not see it, we hide it. Almost no one has seen someone die, or seriously thought that they were going to die today. This is pleasant but it strengthens fear and creates neuroticism and avoidance of reality.

The problem is that later everything restarts based on the previously constructed patterns, so yes, it is a game, but if you play it wrong you are penalized by repeating the same phase, perhaps in hell, to forge that weak pattern a little and restart it into something with more evolutionary projection. In my opinion, you have to take the game seriously, because the range of hellish situations is very wide. I personally prefer to avoid them, but it's just a personal idea, in the end who knows?

The thing is extremely simple, you just have to remove the meaning of your mind. Simple but not easy . If you really remove the meaning, you are removing also the time. Your life stops to appear as a timeline and manifest as alive depth. When is say open I mean remove the meaning, that closes. That's not implies that the depth that you perceive is the maximum possible depth, just that you change your angle of perception from false to true. Then you could deepen as you can, depending of your characteristics, will, etc. at first is scary, like being without anything to grab, after you get used to it, it's just the reality.

I don't understand German 🤣 But the point is, if those hellish kindoms that you mentioned exist, you will be on them. Infinitely, in the infinite turns of the cosmos. No scape

Well, it depends. That seems like a hedonistic approach. If you take responsibility for your path you do things because you have to do them. For example, at some point you may have to offer yourself to be crucified, or participate in a medieval cavalry charge, or perhaps rip out the heart of your firstborn with an obsidian knife and eat it, because the gods demand it. Your happiness is irrelevant at any given moment, since ultimately happiness is what you are. what is relevant is the movement of the cosmos, and what it demands There is something wrong in the idea about suffering is like a mistake of nature that should to be solved. Suffering exist as anything else, because reality wants, or if you prefer, god wants. The Buddhist idea of the end of suffering seems like , let's fix the mistakes of god. Id think it's much better accept the suffering and enjoy it, because it's unavoidable, the end of suffering is a chimera

what we call evilness is what is necessary for the creation of form, and suffering is its consequence. there is no form without suffering. If your suffering and your evil disappear completely, your form disappears. When there were only single-celled organisms on Earth, some of them thought of joining together, becoming a larger organism and killing and stealing the energy of those who did not do so. the very sons of bitches. Life is war, war is evil and evil generates suffering, and suffering is the crucible from which form emerges. We love the form, it is beautiful, rich, magical, so we must also love evil and suffering since without them there is only unity.

The guy of the video don't seem he's suffering. I had to do a lot of trips with 5 meo until it wasn't horrible. Sometimes was extremely horrible btw, but you have to do again and again until you can open to it

We will never know the possibilities of reality because they are unimaginable. Realizing this is dizzying. Your human intellect is the intellect of an amoeba, it cannot approach infinity, it can only surrender to it. Perhaps in another dimension you are a fluid universe of absolute peace that rotates on itself for eons, to give an example. Total reality is infinite, but in the end it doesn't matter, because it is always you.

Any of them have it's point. 5 meo DMT is the king of psychedelics, It is the divine ray that pulverizes your mind and opens the total alive void in you, and reorders your energy flow, cleaning all your karmic garbage, breaking all your chains. then the chains return, of course, but you have already perceived their nature. The problem is that I perceive it as too aggressive, it is not something you want to do every day, I would say it would be unbalancing. Nn DMT has a weird effect to me. I vaporize it once and see fractals and stuff, then another time, and then my being opens up. It's something more or less subtle, not explosive, an effect that leaves you a little...ah, okay, and? but then it leaves you, let's say, with a hangover of several hours in which your spirit is open, the music penetrates to the deepest depths, your understanding is clear, your perception much more direct than normal. THC is mysterious. 2 or 3 deep puffs of weed and reality twists, it can have certain unpleasant moments of mental looping, and at a given moment you are staring existence in the face. here and now, the totality is, there are no mental grips, there is an abyss in front of you and you look at it, and you realize that the abyss is you. then you say: hallelujah. everything, absolutely, the total, unimaginable power. you are the absence of limits.

I see in everyday and I took some substance too bit often😅. 5 meo DMT, nn DMT, THC. I can't avoid to try to open a bit more. The issue is when the mind becomes aware of itself as a living entity and understands what life is, not as a chain of events but as a cyclical reality that always has the same substance, then it stops perceiving in a linear way and does so In a profound way, it is a change in angle of perception. That places you beyond the human cycle of birth and death that you consider your person, and you see that this cycle is something that happens within who you are, it is taking a step back, skipping death. It cannot be done from the intellect because the intellect is a creation of life, therefore it cannot contain life, but is contained in it....a mental movement twisted on itself that when it opens, opens the cosmos . The total infinity that exists and that inevitably creates forms due to the essential instability given by the fact that there can be no limits. Then, how to avoid to try to perceive deeper, more open, more clear? It's like there is a ocean and you want to dissolve in it, stop being you and be that

yeah, who settles for misery when they can open themselves to the living totality? There is nothing to lose, everything to gain. the psyche must burn and disappear to leave the unfathomable alive in its place. It is a process that should be taught to children at school 😅. but most would be so greedy that they would prefer human power. I would have been one of those too if my circumstances had been different, it's human nature. When the devil taught Jesus everything worldly, I would have said: yes! Give me everything, give me all those whores and all that fame, money and power, and that divine nonsense...please, I don't know what you're talking about, bring me some models right now, and a Ferrari

It could be said that existence exists, and non-existence does not exist, then existence is absolute because it has no opposite. about the sense of self... this is created in opposition to what the self is not, since self does not really mean consciousness of being but perception of being the receiving center of the experience, of being the one who hears, sees, suffers or feel pleasure. You could say that the self is illusory since it is created by experience. If there is no experience, there is only empty undifferentiated existence without limits or content, there is no center. but still, you are. This is transcending the illusion of the self/center and perceiving yourself as consciousness/existence.

Yeah I'm in the same point, like a pendulum that swings from one place to another, but that is increasingly centered, self-regulating every second. once you have opened the door, the entire tide of your life tends in that direction, polishing and clarifying until total and permanent opening. It seems utopian but it is something completely real, evolution of being, unavoidable