Breakingthewall

You are absolutely wrong. You are blind and seems that you are angry, bitter. Just to play, explain your words

Why to tell the people that they are wrong because you can't understand them? Don't you think that it's dumb? Just say your truth it you have any. Not the truth that you ve read, yours, first hand

My responses was from the real openess 😂. Writing 1 min after a moment of dissolution. Seems stupid? Maybe, but are real. All your writing is second hand, from the mind, just software. Why you don't try to go to the hardware?

If you have a complete openness to what reality is and it seems that you are alone or that you are creating something, that is ego. There is no more horrible realization than realizing that you are the causeless existence but realizing that you are alone. Trapped in an eternal prison with no escape. That shit leaves your body shaking and you feel sick. You also have to realize the complete absence of limits. there is no loneliness, no cause or creation, no reason, just pure existence. That's freedom. Be enlightened is something very strange, very difficult to maintain, you could be awake to some extent, but totally awake means be totally naked. It's the only possible way because everything else is false, just appearance, appearance weighs. The only way is to remove all the weight, until only emptiness remains. This does not mean that there is nothing, it means that it is indifferent, only existence exists. It has no meaning or sense. the moment you give it meaning, you have weight

when you realize that you are in the absolute unlimited void, that you are that, that you are the pure existence that exists, freedom is total, nothing binds you, you have nothing behind you, no creator, you are not creating nothing, no one creates, everything is, logic is outside of this, it is a-logical. From the total depth of the void, perfecton arises. That's all, nothing can be known. Know means nothing.

The only god that is is the absence of limits, reality simply is. It is like a nuclear reactor with infinite energy. It is something absolutely inexplicable, it cannot be thought or understood, it is magic with no other foundation than the absolute amplitude of the void.

It is impossible for there to be nothing because there are no limits. If there were nothing, that would be a limit, the limit with something, and that is absolutely impossible, there cannot be, therefore there is everything. everything means that there is existence, and that is what we are, absence of limits

All that you mention are stories, the point is that you are alive, you exist, you are. This is something that at least deserves an in-depth look. What the hell is this? First step, forget the stories they say out there, they are just words. If you really feel the need to see, to open your perception, to deepen your experience, you will have to break all the chains that tie you to the surface. fear, attachment, need to know. the self with all its evolutionary machinery. Nobody is going to give you the answers because there aren't any. An answer would be something limited and reality is not. If you want to expand your consciousness, you must do it yourself, and there are many pitfalls. Most of them fall down and refuse to get out, as if they were mules. The human mind is very complicated. If you dare with the challenge, complete it, or else it would be better not to have started

No, The experience is objectively imperfect when you are trapped by the multiple barriers of the mind. It is not something that you can decide to change at will, self-help never works,. dissatisfaction is for something, there is work to do, barriers to dynamite. There is no satisfaction in prison for those who are born to be free.

Maybe in a park close his house 😂. Be honest @Bazooka Jesus , You have not left your town in your entire life.

Sure, I have in mind that as soon as it's hot I'm going to go to the desert, 4 hours driving from my house, and spend a night on LSD in the middle of the immensity

Nobody knows what is possible . What is indisputable is that the more you open yourself to reality, the better your experience is, exponentially. It's not the same being a methamphetamine addict who watches television 16 hours than Buddha. Openness is something real, the point is to identify what hinders it, and one of the barriers is the addiction to the conceptual mind. There are other kind of energy barriers, basically fear, we have to be clever and not trust anything that is said. This is more than it seems, immeasurably more, being limited is a miserable life, anyone who has some impulse of living should free himself at any cost

Sure, but you perceive just the surface, the walls are not thin.

You can call it as you want, the thing is to be open to the depth. One thing for me is beyond doubt from what I have seen: no one has the slightest idea what reality is. It's useless to try to make concepts, no one is accurate. Let's be empty and try to see the most deep that is possible, because it's extremely beautiful and powerful

from a purely logical angle. In the eternity of existence, I only exist, and there has been and will be this experience, which consists of me going down the stairs of the Subway writing in a phone, or will there be or will there have been more experiences? obviously there will be more. and where are they? in the past, in the future, elsewhere? That is, in other temporal or spatial dimensions? If time is a creation of the mind, everything is now, therefore it exists now. where are they? I don't perceive them. This is that I, the bubble of experience that perceives, is limited and there are infinite more bubbles. But anyway, this is completely useless in spirituality, it's in the dimension of the conceptual

The thing is that the idea: I am god imagining reality is a projection of the self. What I have said before is an attempt to define reality more or less, it is something that has no meaning or importance since this definition is made by the structured mind, the self, the software that works based on concept. This is precisely what we have to let go of to achieve an opening. defining real, unreal, dream, imaginary, are just ideas of the self. Imagine that you are a lake of unfathomable depth, all that about real, imaginary, god, others, is the layer of ice on the surface. You can skate there in circles forever or break it and dive into the limitless. What you can't do is dive and at the same time continue with the surface grips, because then you will be on the surface. Diving is without grips, no structure, totally fluid.

Reality is configured in such a way that you are a bubble of limited existence with a certain structure, and certain mental patterns that are real. You can hit your finger with all your force with a hammer if you have any doubts. your bubble of existence contains the complete reality, that is, the infinite, since any part of the infinite is the complete infinite, or put another way, if the infinite is the case, nothing can be finite, only appear so. You, the self, what appears to be the center of reality, the perceiver who receives the experience, can decide to open to formless reality, and to do so, stop being the perceiving center, abandon the perceiver/perceived configuration, drop the self in the void, disappearing for a while, to a certain extent. If you do this, there are no others, since there is no perceiver/perceived, there is not separation. There is nothing but fluid reality, and in that reality is everything , but this can only be up to a point, since the structured bubble of existence that you are is real. You can soften it, make it transparent, see through it, but a small percentage of the self will always be there as long as you exist as you. So the others are real but you perceive them structured and concrete from your bubble and fluid and mixed out of your bubble. Everything is real, because it's infinity. The thing is how is if there is zero you. It's impossible to know, all that I said is structure, it's the most accurate that I could think, but it's just an scheme with the glimpses that I saw, let's see what is possible

Welcome to the psychosis of the mind. Anyone who believes these stories...be careful. things are not like that. Spirituality is deactivating the structured mind and opening yourself to immeasurable reality. this is mindless, structureless, fluid. think: my parents are imaginary, it is a structure of the mind. It is within the scope of the mental surface, the structures that the mind creates to adapt to the environment in this bubble of existence, but it is a psychotic structure. the others do not exist in any other sense, in the sense that you must forget them completely to go deeper, since they are structure. the same as everything else. They exist, as a structure. but saying that they do not exist is another structure. breaking the structure is eliminating the others, they are not even a possibility, nothing is a possibility, empty mind, zero structure, a bottomless hole. don't you see the difference? don't change one structure for another, kill the structure you crazy fucking coward😂😭, and then you will see that in the formless is everything, also the others. So the others exist, everything exist, because in infinity nothing could not exist. So in the structured level, the others are real and detached from you, and in the fluid level you and the others are mixed in the soup of reality, where everything is. Then there is not more you, no more others, just absence of limits But then the structures would return. Why? Just because they are real in this bubble/dimension/life/, it's how the reality is configured. It's not imaginary, just is how reality is, and : you are imagining the reality, is the most bullshit ever. You are a bubble of reality, if the bubble dissapears, there is no more you, you are not god, you are the reality encapsulated in a bubble, the whole reality, but that doesn't mean that nothing can exist out of your actual field of consciousness, that's the point that create the solipsism and all the confusion. No limits. Infinite bubbles, inside and outside are the same, it's impossible to understand.

For me it's simple ,It's the same, the others are there and that's it. If you need to make a map of what others are, what reality is, that it's a tricky god that's plays hide-and-seek games, or whatever, you are tied in your mind. It doesn't matter at all, they are just mental structures, and no structure can grasp the reality. Within you is what lives, total intelligence and absolute power, opening to it is mindless. With your mind you will open only partially and perhaps you will become psychotic. The thing is understanding what is the purpose of the mind and what is its limitation. Anyway, If I have to do a mental map, I would say that the others are infinite, same than everything else. The infinity splits in infinite parts, and all of them are infinite, so it's impossible to grasp it, even remotely.

@OBEler Congrats, you have a girlfriend with an unusual quality of courage and open-mindedness. Indeed, 5meo is magic for hidden trauma

I would say that you just have to let go of the mind, let the self fall, the door without a door. Once a moment occurs, you have changed your settings and can now go for longer moments. 5meo dmt was useful for me. When you achieve the openness to the unlimited, that is where the real business is and where real change begins. You move apart your psyche and its intricate paths from the equation and leave space to be filled by the real. This is power, life, beauty without stain

Yes of course , There is a level at which the mind can understand, and must do so in order to free itself, it is the level at which this bubble of existence operates, the level of the psyche, which can be quite deep, but there is a point from which the the mind stops being operational and becomes an obstacle, because what is beyond is at another frequency, or at least that's I saw for now

@Keryo Koffa I didn't tell you that to be arrogant but because I sincerely believe that nothing can be known for the mind. The one who thinks he knows is the structured mind, which after a psychedelic trip finds new structures, but I have seen that the structured mind is completely insufficient software to understand reality. It is as if the mind were in 4 dimensions and reality in 275. It is useless, the mind cannot, it must humble itself and move away. It is the heart that must understand and see. You must open yourself completely to the present moment, and by doing so you realize that reality is within, all of it. When you surrender and open yourself, it is an act of the mind and heart. The act of the mind is to move apart, that of the heart is to give itself. It's something like here you are, standing, with your mind and your heart, and right in front of you opens a monstrous hole that is death. You cannot understand this hole, so the mind turns away, and you look at it without mind. You cannot fear this hole because you cannot escape from it, so the heart surrenders and opens to it completely, whatever it is, without the slightest reservation. then you expand and you are the hole. That's it, ego death, without limit, the true reality, without filter, without mind, alive. How long can you stay like this? can you handle the depth? The deeper, the closer to the core, the more blinding, the more power. At any given moment, there is only energy, you are a flow of unlimited energy, and that energy is total Glory. but the moment you want to apply the 3D software and understand what all this is, you are out, it is not possible, it is incompatible. the flow is interrupted because the structure of the mind is a dam that compartmentalizes and encapsulates. If reality is encapsulated and parceled out, it is veiled. Encapsulating is useful for the physical, for technology, etc., but useless and limiting for the metaphysical. the mind must be completely free of structure. difficult? the same as leaving heroin for the drug addict, quite

The point is that there are no others in the sense that the self falls and what remains is the experience that occurs, the now that changes. There is only this, or rather, only this can be perceived. the self falls and dissolves into reality, and was the self who perceived others, so without self, others dissapear of the equation. but....there is an important detail here. This now, this living flow, remains limited. It is a bubble, and its walls are veiled. If the bubble becomes transparent, the life that is is glimpsed. Here the idea of others does not even exist, nor yours. It is the infinite that lives, monstrously infinite and monstrously alive. wild, unthinkable, absolutely humiliating for the mind, which is vaporized. Here is the real game. Is possible to understand this? Interesting question.

We all feel tied to the human hive, practically no one is a true loner. Being part of the hive and being tied to the mental matrix, like all humans, we see killing a human differently than killing a rat, we are aware of the implications that this will have on the matrix. That individual will leave a hole, perhaps there is something called grief, perhaps some children vibrate with something we call "sadness." If we catch a tuna in the sea we do not think about the hole it leaves, but on a cosmic level the reality is that both died when they had to die, within the perfect dance. Maybe one day a guy completely enlightened to an unimaginable level will find it wonderfully appropriate to unleash a nuclear holocaust. Do not confuse the gregarious feelings of the mammal with the will of the cosmos, it is implacable.