Breakingthewall

Real awakening is not knowing that, is open yourself to yourself. Erase the barriers and be total. Just that, nothing about others, god, reality, infinity, etc. Awakening is just to be yourself.

What if you don't think nothing about it and just open yourself totally to it?

Then try to fly, if you are in developer mode maybe you can, at least a short flight

There is no creation, reality is a bottomless well from which the vital flow emerges, and this flow is total intelligence that orders itself in increasingly complex patterns in a cyclical way. It is not that God creates reality, it is that reality is God, and you are that.

I use sometimes, 2 / 3 puffs and meditation, in the nature or in a park at night if it's possible. The reality opens up totally, more than vaping 5 meo If I smoke more , it's too narcotic. In the past gave me paranoia, but I now can abandone and stop the mind even with a big dose, at least the few times I did, 1 year ago was awful. Now it's easy, I think: stop the meaning, nothing means nothing, and finish, it's like being floating in the sea

Awakening and dreaming means nothing. You always are, it doesn't matter what you think about it. The difference is in existing in a limited or unlimited way. Having a punctual awakening is just an experience, and what you think about it afterwards are just thoughts. What I am is what exists and the breadth of it, in this moment, is total, complete. There is nothing to think or know about it, it is something that is. From this fact the idea of continuity and evolutionary cycles emerges, but it is only an idea. Reality is the bottomless well of existence that is happening at this exact moment, and the impulse to more depth, more beauty, a more complex dance full of nuances is also real, it is where the cosmos moves, then, let's move, it's unavoidable

of course young men do, the worst shit that can happen to a man is that you really like a girl, then after dating a lot and developing confidence, sex is going to happen, then you get anxious, you start to think that in your erection, and you can't do it, or you can but badly. Then you take a katana, find a beautiful tree, kneel in its shade, do the whole ceremony and do harakiri to please your ancestors. If you can avoid that shit with a piece of pill that costs €1....well, where's the doubt?

It is a matter of energy configuration. From childhood you configure a pattern based on fear and the attachment that encloses you. Fear and attachment are absolutely serious, inescapable, much stronger than you can handle. At a certain point you live in a limited structure that can be tolerable or horrible. If it's horrible enough you make the decision, conscious or unconscious, to break it. So, at some point it breaks, but it immediately comes back, since you can't handle it, it's stronger than you. Little by little, with obsessive determination, focused like a laser, you dissolve it, each time you become freer until one day you are truly free, you do not fear, you are the master. You are reality, the living cosmos, and you flow in complete freedom.

Any man who really like sex use pills sometimes. Not because you have a disfuncion, even you are 19, maybe you want a 6 hours non stop session of love sometimes. Maybe you can without, but with it's bit more, let's say fluid. But few of them are going to confess even under torture 😅. For me the thing is saying to your partner: do you want with booster or do you prefer normal? Then we could vape some 5 meo on the middle of the action too, some tantric sex when two souls are one , so why to don't use some substance? Because ego? The question would be: do you need to feel that you are attractive enough and you can lift the dick without any substance again and again, or are you looking for the top, the maximum connection, the real sexual communion? Then we do anything that does it better , nothing is forbidden

It's true that you are everything, but in that everything are the others too. Seems obvious right? Where are the other povs that you were and you will be? They are in you. But sametime, you are in them. Another possibility makes no sense I'd say

I don't mean loosing the fear and cross the street without looking, I mean fear to be. Don't are you feeling right now your fear? It's resistance. Limits that you put in your mind to feel safe inside them, but they are not going to help you in nothing, are false , just a mental jail where you live that prevents you of the real flow. You could die right now with that fear and without it, so it's useless

You experienced as an absence, that's why was bad. But absence of what? Just absence of ground, of something to grab to be balanced, but you don't need that, you have to educate yourself to be without limits. The reality is bottomless but it's full, everything is there, the total infinity, and it's exactly this, now. You can see it just opening your eyes, you just have to remove the mental barrier until no one remains. Then you will see the total glory of the reality, of what you are. Don't fear because fear is useless, the really would be same with fear or without, so better abandon any resistance and enjoy as much as you can

Exactly, you are what it is, the total existence existing, the bottomless reality and everything emerges from you. Your self esteem is absolute, because inside you is everything, the total life, the total truth. You have nothing to show and nothing to hide. You can be absolutely open, without any reservation, because everything that is in you is divine. You will treat the others with absolute straight behavior, because they are you, they are divine and magic. But don't think that they have not own existence, they have, they are you in other moment, and they are absolutely deep, without bottom.

I have been to Senegal and the Gambia, that are quite poor, I have also met people from Uganda in Europe, and I would say that in general they are happier than Europeans, the kids without doubt. The problem there is that there is no future perspective, you have to settle for what you have knowing that there is another supposedly better world, and for many that is unbearable and they become obsessed with emigrating. But life for an African in Europe is usually hard and sad.

It means breaking the barriers that form your mental structures and expanding your mind until you realize that your mind is the reality, and has no limits

Deepen Deepen Deeeeeeeeeepen to the bottom of the infinite abyss that lives

Agree, but the question would be: who is thinking? Id say, the reality is thinking, without thoughts, there is a silent reality, with thoughts, a noisy reality. Is there any essential difference? At the moment when reality recognizes itself, it realizes that whether in silence, elaborating thoughts, feeling emotions or creating forms, it is the same reality. The problem is when reality, which loses itself in concepts, does not recognize itself and remains at a level of confusion, thoughts that cause emotions, trying to get out of there. It's like a child trying to walk, at first he can't, he falls constantly, little by little he masters the technique. Thought is a new technique of reality, and its master is the work we do

listen to this story: your mind is total reality, it is a bottomless well from which living reality emerges. Its substance flows and is ordered given its intelligent nature, unlimited total intelligence that creates itself. This living substance is evolving cyclically and in this cycle it must transcend the flat limitation of the defined linear mind and open to depth, perceive itself as what it really is, and once done, create certain forms, certain relationships within its own matter, extract from the well new substance, new creation, to form the basis of a new cycle that will take place at another level.

Well, sorry if I seemed rude, don't get offended, you told me the same in other words. What I mean is that you are creating a duality between mind and reality, and there is not But yes, saying: you don't understand what reality is, is idiot. What I meant is that the conceptual mind can be equalized. The conceptual mind don't understand the reality, just describe it. The understanding happens under the conceptual mind, it's fluid, but then can be more or less mapped

You don't understand what reality is. You are the reality, and the conceptual mind is just a manifestation of reality. You are the whole reality, you are making dualities all time without being aware of that. The mind can understand itself because the mind is not the mind, is the totality of the existence. You can expand your mind without limits. Just an experiment: take 500 ug of lsd or 20 mg of 5 meo and expand your mind a bit, just to see what you are, to understand a bit what the mind is. Outside and inside are mental creations, thought and object of though are the same. The mind can flow perfectly, because the mind is the flow of reality

What is a story is what you said about that people of narrow minded who crucified jesus. You think that the mind can't understand reality right? The mind is the reality, and can understand itself quite deep, and then translate that understanding into words . You use ridicule when something does not fit with your schemes, which by the way are quite narrow and orthodox, textbook spirituality. This is what I wanted to point out to you before as something quite irritating but well, it was silly on my part. I clearly perceive your limits but if you want to live in them, you are free to do so of course

That mental suffering is just the reality

Jesus was nailed by the reality. Don't you see that all is the same thing? It's the movement of the flow. Those narrow minded people are just the reality in movement, same than you and me, and same than the Aztecs killing ten thousand of innocents for a ritual. The yin and the yang dancing together

But ultimately, you are right. Even hell eventually passes, and everything is an illusion given its impermanence. nothing matters, existence exists and that's it. but while you are in the game, even knowing that it is not real, ultimately, you have to play it as if it were. If not, the game will take care of putting a torch under your butt so that you can't help but notice its realism. or at least that's my perception

In another hand, if things are in that way, it's because they have to be in that way, don't think so? For reality is important that egos exist, if not, they wouldn't exist. Then, why to reject them? To Caesar what is of Caesar