Breakingthewall

I'm here to do a work of evolution. It's obvious. It is totally clear to me. a move must be done, there is only one path and any deviation is suffering. I simply do what needs to be done, like the rest of the cosmos, from two protons that unite to form an atom to the entire universe spinning on itself.

The tendency in spirituality is to think that this is a malfunction and that you have to live in the pure present, like a cat, since everything that is ideas, logical mind, is unreal, dead. This is Eckart Tolle's message, for example, which sounds very good. For me this is false. When you recreate moments from your past you are unconsciously searching for lines of programming that your higher self wants to modify. The problem is not getting it and getting stuck in them. If a dog is trained to be violent, it cannot, nor does it want to, nor does it consider the possibility of reversing that conditioning. A human being can have the inner wisdom to perceive that certain conditioning that has been imprinted in the energetic pattern of his psyche must be modified. how to do this? Nobody can explain it to you, they can guide you, but it's like learning to walk, you learn by walking. That's the mind in evolution. Turquoise as ultimate stage of evolution is understanding the mind as a living being, be one with it and expand it to the unlimited , then understand what reality is.

I think that obviously yes. Leo says that there are levels of consciousness and that you are god. so if you have a low level of consciousness, god does not exist and only exists when you are aware of yourself as god?

It's simple narcissism. There are people who cannot find an anchor for their latent narcissism since they do not appear well on Instagram or are rich or anything special, so they look for that outlet in which no one can refute them. The ego is weak and he feels hurt and small, and he needs his mother to tell him that he is the best, and who is better than God?

@TheGod are You aware right now of the totality of everything that has existed and will exist in infinite totality? If the answer is no, it means that things exist outside your field of consciousness.

When you know yourself your "I" ness vanishes, and you know that you and Allah are one and the same God sleeps in the rock, dream in the plant, stirs in the animal and awake in the man How can't the heart travel to god when it's chained by its desires? Ibn Arabi

Notice the fact that regardless of the content that is developing, the reality, the consciousness that enlighten this moment, is continuous. completely forget the content, and focus on the fact of consciousness. That's what you are, the content is content, what is always here is the light of existence. When you see this fact, you can realize that it has not limits.

Bufotenin is cardiotoxic. The arrhythmias produced by 5 meo are momentary. no one has died from that. the strange side effects of 5meo are always energy resistance. once you can open yourself up to it, doing 20mg is easy, not intimidating at all.

Islamic mystics are profound

Why?

I don't think so, I'd say that there are a lot of more cycles of birth and dead after this one, maybe infinite.

That happened to me many times with small dose, the heart stop beating 😅. Then I think: stop if you want, let's see what happens. Relax. Then after a 2 or 3 seconds starts again. Some weird rythms and then perfect again. Just a bit of arrhythmia

@Paradoxed I haven't read everything because I'm sleepy, but from what I've read, I'm sure what's happening to you. I have had that experience many times, the opening to absolute emptiness. What happens is that you are unconsciously terrified. Your psyche has had a horrible experience, of absolute desolation, of primordial futility of existence, and has half forgotten it. There is only one way, return. It's terrifying 😅😅😅. I remember one day I had 3 absolutely terrifying empty experiences, after I woke up at 4 in the morning and did it again, and then the next day another 3, the first two horrible, the 3 just after the second, I loaded a dose very strong and at a given moment, the void opens. This is a permanent energetic change, the breaking of a karmic, cosmic barrier. At any given moment, you are the entirety of existence. The prodigal son is back. Hallelujah. Then you forget, but it's a hole in you that can be opened more and more easily to see yourself.

Reality isn't neutral. from nothing to a universe of unimaginable dimensions in harmony and perfection, from the basic structures of matter and space-time, to the forms that life creates, means unlimited power. Reality is the emptiness within you, and that emptiness is total intelligence and total creation. It is something absolutely real. The fact that there are no limits, that this moment is unfathomable, is the cause of the totality that exists. That is what we are, it is something heavenly, it is not neutral, it is the total glory that it is, the absolute power, the vibration that we call love that expands infinitely, for the simple fact that it is unfathomable. You can open yourself to it at any time, as it is always the essence of reality, what reality is.

Life is not neutral at all, if it were, nothing never would happened. Life is pure push of existence

Seems that in deep, the structure of reality is absolute perfection, but it's hidden .

Seem the same, it's a way to say that there is just existence, but existence could be beautiful or a shit. That's objetive reality. Existence trends to harmony and perfection, but sometimes there is chaos.

Just to speculate, imagine that there are infinite dimensions. They are all of them the total infinite flowing, and they are all coordinated with each other. It seems that the right measure of yin in yang and yang in yin is needed for everything to run perfectly. Infinite intelligence coordinates itself perfectly because it is the only way it can do so, and the result is exactly this now. Who knows how are the others infinite dimensions? I guess that perfectly balanced, like everything else

Maybe from another perspective evil is not so big business, like some gasoline for the movement. Just a push, that now seems very dramatic, but from a cosmic perspective is just something else

To think or not to think means nothing. There are vibrations that occur, movements of existence, of consciousness. you are one with existence, you are that, and existence can vibrate infernal, or celestial. You can be an eagle in the mountains flying over the earth in perfect harmony and plenitude, or a guy full of tubes in a hospital with a whirlwind in your mind and pain in your body that doesn't stop for years.

There is not you, but what do you prefer, heaven or hell?

What op tries to say it that here is a lot of mental structure and little real fluidity of consciousness, that people assume truths dogmatically and believe them. Btw, I bet that @MarioGabrielJ is high now 🤣

Life is war . Nobody is selfless, almost everything that lives, kills. That's how the game is designed. Then, it's normal the volume of shit that humans create. Humans are the ultimate predators, created to dominate nature, for total evolution. Our basis is the fight to death between the species that come from millions of years.

Sure, logically all reality is the same substance, but nobody understands how reality is organized. It seems like there are infinite holons perfectly synchronized .This is impossible to understand, no matter how much you penetrate into reality. infinity is incomprehensible. You can open yourself to what your substance is, be what you are in essence, what anything is, and then it seems that everything is evolving, you are evolving. so that? nobody knows, nobody understands anything

but there is an inescapable reality. Beyond the form, you are the reality. total existence. and you can penetrate and open this moment, with an empty mind and an open heart. this exact moment is infinity. It is impossible for it to be any other way, it is absolutely obvious About god and that, sure it's possible to have a perspective of openess and real understanding, but who has it here? Or in the world. Ralston, frank yang? I don't think so. Very few, maybe no one. I just read a guy very interesting: jurgen ziewe