Breakingthewall

It's easy, just let it all go until there is absolutely nothing left. You don't have to do it in real, just learn to achieve a mental state where you let go everything for a moment

cheers from the heart of love and beauty.

but then this shit appears and you say: hallelujah? Hallelujah for your mother son of a bitch, I want to scape. That's why the ego is strong

Reality is not a dream, it is unlimited potential being developed. For something to exist, the possibility simply has to exist, and possibility means that reality must be completely synchronized for that possibility to occur.

In infinite being you will find your mother, your friends, your identity, all your mothers, all your identities, all mixed in the no form. Absolute being is everything, and when you realize it you will see that nothing lacks. You mentioned Christianity, they say: the prodigal son is back, let's party.

You always say that there is no self but your line of though is attached to the self. The self is an structure of reality that is happening in the experience, an by its nature it is veiling the true nature of the reality. It's much more simple than what you are saying. Do this mental exercise: Imagine you're a bird singing on a sunny day. Imagine it for real. You have no awareness of yourself as a bird; you know absolutely nothing; just a song that flows. There is only that, absolutely nothing else. That song is the totality of existence; it is absolute being, flowing without limits. Now imagine you're a scientist obsessed with quantum physics, in the midst of a difficult divorce, who also hates his narcissistic mother. That is the totality of reality, flowing exactly like the bird's song. The only difference is that in this structure, there's a split in which reality divides in two, and in this split, the self appears. It's an energetic and conceptual bubble that becomes aware of itself, seeing itself as separate from the rest of experience when it isn't, it appears to be so because of how experience is structured. This separation creates permanent, inevitable dissatisfaction. It doesn't matter if it were an experience without problems; if it's separate, it's dissatisfaction. So that bubble seeks to escape from that trap and the only way is to break the bubble and open up completely and be one with the flow, so even if it is in the middle of shit, it is simply the absolute being manifesting, just like the song of the bird, and from its fluid of shit it will say: hallelujah. Because the form doesn't matter, the substance matters, and the substance is always the absolute being saying: hallelujah.

Knowing is part of the experience, its meaningless. It's the same being Einstein than an ant in essence, in fact being a complex experience full of layers is more dense and make it be isolated of the real nature of being.

Of course, experience sensations

Just the experience is happening, the no experience is not happening. Imagine being frozen and waking up in a million years. What happened in that time? Nothing and everything. Reality is infinite, it's impossible to be finite. This means there are infinite lines of experience, and they're all continuous. Even if their structure changes completely, it's absolutely impossible for the experience to stop, because your experience is total existence, and so are the others. I don't see any other possibility. Let's see. I just speak from the logic that is born from the realization of the unlimited. It's because anything else seems impossible because nothing can be limited, limits are apparent not real. If infinite is the case , everything is infinite, and it's impossible that infinite is not the case

What I mean is that the experience never stops because if it stops it's never, the experience is absolute because has not opposite. The experience is the reality, it's the infinite being in one of its infinite manifestations, but seems limited because we are trapped in the limitations that this structure of experience has by default. What we are is the experience, and in the experience the subject is constructed. In some cases the experience has the push to break that limitations. Seems like an evolutive movement that happens when some structures reach some point. You could say that the absence of experience is another aspect of the infinite being, could be true in theory but the experience cancel the no experience, movement cancel stillness

It's much easier, you could be anesthetized with propofol and your mental processes will stop completely, with which you will jump in time to where those processes restart, so the off lapse simply will not have happened, because happening implies movement

The point is that someone recognizing that something is happening is something that is happening. That's why it's all so complicated. One thing is self and another infinite being without limits. Infinite being is not a perceiver, it the reality, and ultimately you are that, but the actual configuration of the reality create a perceptor that is separated of the perception. That separation happens due the possibility that the external really can kills you. "You" are the structure of reality that is vibrating in that frequency now, there are infinite structures, because the reality is limitless, and they organize in infinite synchronicities, but all are just manifestations of the infinite being. Infinite being is just absence of limits, that it's not something but as nothing limits it, It is, because not being is not a possibility, would be limited, and you are that. Shocking right? Seems impossible but it's inevitable and absolutely obvious.

The self is formed by the concrete configuration of this dimension of reality , but it is not a requirement for experience to exist. Imagine you have brain surgery and become retarded, and your memory is zero and your intellectual capacity is zero, but you continue receiving sensory information. Reality is colors, changes of state, physical sensations, in a continuous present moment. Even if your memory of what happened one second ago disappears, the ripple is occurring. In the pure present, there is movement, sensation. You know nothing, not even that you are alive, nor what absolutely anything means, only sensations, forms, movement. That is experience, that is reality, only in a simpler state, but it's quality is the same than our experience, only that our experience has another level of complexity

I remember when I was a baby more or less, 1,5 years. And I can reach states without self, it's not so difficult, it's when the duality perceptor/perception collapses and only the reality is. You could do with psychedelics or sober, that's the key to change the vibration and open the limits. Then you understand what the self is. It's not false or illusion, it's a configuration of the reality, a kind of structure that really is taking now

When you were 1 year old was an experience and you hadn't sense of self, there is only experience. Same if you were an ant. There is experience, but not sense of self. The sense of self exist because the experience creates it. It's the consequence not the cause

So the question would be: What is reality? Reality is the absence of limits, which results in synchronous movements or changes of state to the infinite potential, aka absolute being. The fact that perception takes one vibration as a model to construct another vibration or manifestation of reality is the intertwining of infinite changes of state in infinite layers absolutely synchronized with each other. What we call enlightenment is completely opening the focus that is closed in concrete movement and capturing the nature or essence of reality that is absence of limits. Capturing means being; there is no subject who captures, but a reality that opens. The infinite being is exactly the same: closed as open, but closed, it is limited, enclosed. Opening is liberation; it's like a natural process that occurs when the vibration reaches a certain frequency. You don't realize you are enlightened; you are enlightenment. Then you return to closed density. The change in frequency is evolutionary, a gradual process, like an ascending graph with a constant high and low undulation.

The real question would be: what is perception? Perception implies a subject who perceives and an object that changes, but perception is really movement itself, that is, perception is reality. Perception is only the apparently dual structure of reality now, in which there is a subject who receives information, but that subject only exists if that information exists; without it, it disappears. Therefore, the subject is the object. The fact that there are two apparent layers of reality, that which is perceived and the perception, means nothing since there are infinite layers of reality, and all of them are reality. So, the question: what is experience? The answer would be: the reality. And here someone could say: reality is a dream and you are god dreaming the reality. Wrong. Reality is reality and you are that, there is not difference, not dreamer and dream, reality is, you are. That's it.

It's impossible because without movement there is no "happening", no time. But stillness is impossible because now it's movement, then it's stillness, then it's movement again. So where is the stillness? Nowhere , never happened, because it's nothing. The movement is absolute because it's contrary, the stillness, is nothing. It's an absence not something with a reality. Absence is always covered by presence, because there are not limits, so at the end the movement will happen, and "at the end" is always. Maybe someone could say: "in deep meditation i reach the stillness" . Sure, when infinite movements are happening in you, infinite quantum vibrations synchronized at infinite power, and the guy believes that by not thinking for a while he has reached "stillness"

Experience is the perception of the change

I understand you, I use LSD often in small doses , I feel it with just 2,5 ug

@samijiben What you describe is that the LSD state is more useful, convenient, pleasurable, and functional for you to navigate in social settings like parties, since it gives you a more psychopathic, less empathetic, more brilliant, faster, and more domineering quality. But you know what? Life isn't a party. In fact, parties are events for the mentally retarded who need to polish their pathetic egos 😅🤣 Edid: let's change retarded by immature , and pathetic egos by "egos"

I think people back then were extremely ignorant, racist , close minded, much more so than now. For example, sodomy and fellatio if I'm not wrong were decriminalized in the US in 2003.

I don't think we're crazier than we were before, but rather that we were blinder. Those in power issued a narrative, and we believed it. Everything was very simple. On one side were the champions of goodness, and on the other, the dark kingdoms of Mordor, who were also weak and poor. The reality was constant wars, colonialism, plundering of resources, and immense poverty. But nobody cared. Screw those dark ones and their dictators. The problem was that rising birth rates made it necessary to open the borders, and things got much more complicated. Furthermore, social media began to spread alternative narratives, and things got even more complicated. Finally, the balance of power began to shift eastward, so no one knows exactly what they should think until some radical narrative appears, and weak minds believe they've found solid ground to stand on, as they always have without having a clue about anything. Besides, the Americans, the great empire, are no longer the great empire, they are no longer the strongest. Everyone acts as if they were, and they puff out their chests like school bullies who don't dare to fight. No one wants to show them the reality as long as everything is balanced, but at any moment this can change, and the balance will definitely pivot in another direction, and doing this without turbulence would be a miracle.

The only way to lose your fear of death is to have a moment of enlightenment from time to time. Then you see that all your human density is more of a nuisance than anything else, and that you are the unfathomable. That is your home, your reality, the reality. This is the only way to make something disappear that you carry with you every second of your life: dissatisfaction. There is no other way; nothing will free you from that burden, not even for a tenth of a second. You think so, but no. It's always there; it's the barrier that encloses you and keeps you trapped. Don't you smell it in yourself? And in others? That agitation, that constant search for the next thing that never arrives because then it's another next thing

LSD doesn't just have a psychedelic effect; it's also a stimulant. So, the effect you notice that makes you more socially fluid is like taking cocaine. It gives you a push to be more expansive.