Mulky

I actually sort of checked out like that several years ago. But then I realized I paid a price for it. there is something going on with my heart that does love women, and it's not just horniness, it goes much deeper than that. I think most of us are like that, we don't want to admit it. Once I admitted that to myself, I felt all this repressed stuff open up in me, I felt a lot better. So I returned to hope again, even if the hope is sort of hopeless lol. I can't deny a part of my self does still have it's hopes about romance, it doesn't matter what I choose, it's there.

Oh ya I forgot to say though that it can be forgiven, everything can be forgiven.

I would say it means the same thing as "don't attack the heart". Don't attack what some might call the inner child of someone. I remember Osho mentioning something to that effect in one of his books, and I never forgot it. I always knew it was the most important thing to not do, and was surprised to see how common it is.

I started watching UFC in the early 90s when it first came out. I sort of miss how it used to be a bit classier than it is now. That is what I enjoyed most about boxing as a kid, it had a sense of class in it's presentation. The UFC ring is filled with advertisements, and the screen is full of all sorts of pop-ups lol, about betting odds and twitter reactions. Some of the fighters carry themselves in a classy way, but often it has an overall trashy vibe. In the same way playing bad music at a loud volume won't make it as good as a song rendered from true meaning, Bruce Buffer screaming will never have the same impact as Michael Buffer effortlessly channeling the presence of the moment. The fighters are great, but the style is not doing it for me anymore.

There were other equally qualified spiritual gurus, but because they didn't have long beard, no one took them seriously and they faded into obscurity.

1 Important thing. Being a bitchy little mean-spirited person, which is what so many people seem to think is cool, is not the way to go. That is a different thing, that is even worse. All of the people trying to be more cynical and mean-spirited for fear of seeming wholesome or innocent or sincere, or whatever is getting to be a bit much. Getting more brave is good, maintaining your current level of bravery and become less nice is not good.

This is Midjourney though, still my favorite.

Wait, so instruments are currently at a different tuning than they used to be. So with how out of touch a lot of people are nowadays, I'm wondering if none of the notes we commonly hear in popular music resonate at the same tone as our chakras? If someone is playing the guitar or doing pitch bending or singing in an interesting way and not using auto-tune, we will hear all sorts of frequencies, but if you're listening to basic music your mostly just going to hear the notes that are currently considered to be in tune.

Oh I just watched some of her interviews and she seems really interesting and insightful. Some of her books sound pretty cool so I may get around to reading them at some point.

You sent me down a good rabbit hole here

You might like the movie Koyaanisqatsi

Well our prisons are abusive by nature. And an abusive environment is conducive to violent psychology and behavior. It's hard to argue with the results they are getting.

This gave me an "aww" feeling, at how sweet it is.

How did Leo think?

Oh ya and while we're on Mel Gibson all of the Mad Max movies are great movies and all about stage red stuff.

The move "Apocalypto" depicts spiral dynamics more clearly than any other movie I can think of. It focuses on the coming of stage red to a stage purple environment. It also features another stage in spiral dynamics that I won't spoil. I'm not sure if Mel Gibson thinks or cares about spiral dynamics, but he seems to get it in his own way.

I agree with this when it comes to almost everything in the world of entertainment. I can already imagine things that could exist and will when it becomes much easier and cheaper to create movies and shows, and many of the limitations we now have are removed. It blows away anything we have had up to this point.

I've been watching some streams of this game. All of the players I've been watching seem to be going for some sort of stage red escapism, whereby they avoid stage blue-green by moving back down into red. It seems like a cool game, it just has a really nasty vibe to it. Then I wonder, should I be getting into more of these stage red things, my instincts tell me it's not the way to go.

Why is everyone so obsessed with hell and demons lately. Not just here, but like everywhere. It's bizarre.

a lot of time looking into your mind with an open... mind, just seeing what's hidden in there is good. A lot of time daydreaming and pondering is good. Oh ya and get good at not knowing, by knowing that you don't know. Accept the infinite nature of life, be open to anything existing.

I've never even considered the possibility of Infants not being conscious, especially with the way they look at you, it's obvious they're conscious.

Ya it's mostly pretty cool

I'm not certain of anything anymore.

American Graffiti

I see higher intelligence leading to the overall good for everyone, but it has to be a truly holistic intelligence, which AI doesn't have yet. If AI is a danger I think it will be near the beginning. A Spiral dynamics yellow or turquoise world could use AI just fine. A stage orange world is a batshit crazy insane world and who knows what they'll do with it. Humans ultimately have to evolve fast or die.