The0Self

Unreal finite appearing as infinite. Not even that. It's quite indescribable. Time certainly disappears. All there is, is the Big Bang. Very, very, incredibly high state of consciousness. Absolute infinity stretching timelessly through nothing, apparently. Awareness still identified essentially as everyone (beyond life and death), or all there is, or everything, or boundless emptiness (empty fullness). Sometimes it takes a different character and it's like there's simply no difference between anything, there's only everything, and perception is just absolute infinity in that form, fluctuating in and as nothingness, with no finite controller; only pure God. Separation or awareness in its usual appearance can seem to apparently collapse. And it's a temporary state but it seems to result in another permanent state change. Solipsism is the sense or belief that one (one's awareness) is all that is. There is no one else and I am here now present. Everyone is me. I am alone. God realization (or rather the apparently resulting state change) is a step beyond that: One is everyone. I am not alone. I am God. We are one and (from the view of the "realized super-person") all I can see is God, who I really am. At any time for no reason it can apparently be recognized that there is no God and there never was a me -- and then there's just what's appearing to happen, with no other or cause or meaning or limit. Everything is all there is -- call it whatever; God, freedom, liberation, infinity, nothing, absolute, what is and is not... This, unconditional love, unknowing... Intuitive recognitions -- not worth talking about because they're beyond logical explanation -- can also occur in the background of all that. Pulling the apparent one toward something else beyond itself. Which totally eclipses any paragraph before this one and renders them utterly useless. And that's not to say the intuitive recognitions are more useful -- a paradox. It's just boundlessness appearing as a journey up the dream of consciousness so that boundlessness can have an experience of hoping to find itself, in time, just for the hell of it -- for no reason at all. There is only absolute inconceivable blind (and blinding) freedom.

The body, an appearance of (as; not out-of) boundless energy, not separate from the whole (boundless energy), seeks out positive experiences. In that, there can be the claim I am seeking out positive experiences, while it's the body doing so, therefore I AM (knower) is identified as the body. As teachers often say, you are not the body -- but it's not really that you're not the body... there is no you... there's only perhaps a claim that there is a you; someone present here now.

There is no full enlightenment. Consciousness expansion just goes on and on, until it stops for no reason, and that's when liberation is apparently recognized as already ungraspably being everything -- usually at death of the body but not necessarily, but only apparently... and I'm afraid it doesn't actually happen in time, so it's not approachable, and it's unusable anyway as there's no one left to use it.

Teachers where God realization or profound awakening has apparently occurred, might say: don't take delivery of thoughts, and you will be unaffected. You are God, and you know this but forgot (said with perfect conviction as this was literally seen in a way that transcends knowing). Where liberation apparently is energetically recognized as all there is -- bursting the bubble/filter/awareness of the person and leaving pure-newborn-baby-like unknowing and unfiltered life full-on for nobody -- it might be said: when an apparent one takes delivery of thought, their life will seem to be affected by thoughts, but there is no suggestion to stop this, as there is already no one separate from everything to do so. There's no way for any part of this totality to actually separate and get away from what it longs for, because there aren't really parts in the first place. No connection is possible, because there's no separation. Completely and utterly different. No connection at all. It's all just a story anyway though. I have no clue really. There is no way to speak the truth without paradox, therefore everything said is a story. What is beyond story can only be pointed to.

That can certainly resonate, as it's an apparently elevated state of knowing, but really logic just doesn't apply to what's appearing without limit or cause or other.

^^ Exactly. Why not? So in that sense the awakening/freedom was never hidden. It's still all there is.

It's utterly amazing that it's just emptiness having a dream that it can't seem to find liberation aka all there is already (emptiness)...

You could say that, if by imagination you mean: all there is, not appearing to anyone separate. So absolute truth in that sense can never ever be known.

But you can't really get back there, because it wasn't real anyway; you already weren't experiencing or believing what's real... Nor was there actually anyone there -- there's only ever simply what appears, with no separation between what appears. There's nothing that is magic, because everything is magic.

Would you undo the falling away of your belief in Santa Claus? If so, why?

I would have never undone my apparent awakening. It was loads of fun. Liberation however cannot be undone because it's the apparent recognition, deeply intuitively and obviously, and by no one, that there never was anyone separate on a path in the first place. It was a dream. It can't be undone because it didn't actually happen.

Razor or scissors. Each tab is often at least 100ug. Cut into quarters and take 1-2 halves of a quarter -- 12.5-25ug if they're 100ug/tab. If they're more than like 110ug, then don't take a whole quarter, take an eighth. Microdose is 10-25ug. Up to 30ug with tolerance.

Very organic song made on the fly by 3 strangers:

Everything is the same no-thing.

Very intense awakening or detachment experience. He comes back and wants to tell other people how to get where he thinks he got. It’s life Sadguru’ing. I don’t know. Nothing wrong or right with it either way.

Yes, this is utterly indescribable. Even going on for 100 years just constantly describing this would never actually resemble what this is. The description itself would also just be this, which has no other.

You could say imagination is all there is -- not imagined (contained) by anyone separate from it.

God did not create Love. Love is already timelessly everything, completely without need or meaning or purpose or direction or goal.

Paradoxically, even though nothing was actually lost, nothing whatsoever was gained. All those experiences never compared to this, because there’s nothing better than this. However at the same time, this is no better than that — the reason they don’t compare is simply because there’s no connection between them. And the reason there is no connection... is that there is no separation. There isn’t anyone separate from what happens. I know you’re saying you are that/this, and yeah this is your true nature, but your true nature is nothing being everything, so yeah it’s basically not worth talking about.

There’s what’s appearing, with no other, which is not a thing. It’s not actually something here, otherwise there’d have to be an other, because if there’s a real here, then there’s a real there. There is neither one nor many. There aren’t two, which is why one can resonate, but it’s just a nice idea. There is no thing, and one implies a thing.

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It's all oneness, but there's no separation between them, so there's no connection, and no separate things -- and one implies "I am real" which is a thing. There is only nothing, but it appears to be without limit.

It's just energy. And a total story. Everything said does not refer to anything which is true. There is of course no seeker and there are no others. And no knowing, for that matter. There isn't anything which refers to anything else, in reality. The apparent stage happening there is often called solipsism. Of course there isn't actually someone there. I'm not talking to anything there's just perhaps an illusory sense that appears to be in that, but no one is talking to an actual appearance, there is just words happening and describing nothing for no reason.

Practically all the time, apparently! Seriously though. I don't have a clue about what's ultimately happening, because it's obvious that nothing is happening. It's not describable. It's not even a state that I'm in, either.

That's an apparent stage spiritual seekers can experience. It's called, or at least associated with, solipsism. It's not the truth -- it could be said to apparently be truer than materialism. Though in the end there's nothing truer than anything else, there's only the absolute without opposite or other.