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some sell our souls others of us have them sold on the open market and have no choice in what they fetch and the rules then imposed on us do we enter our life path with eyes wide open or are we mindlessly doing the 9 to 5 grind to keep the wolf from the door sw for the most part is done with the express purpose of making a fast boatload of money to rest one's laurel's on and enjoy the good life thereafter it is conscious exploitation rather than the unconscious kind others avail of such a path is hard to feel distraught over let alone atone for ... one is convinced that no one suffered and this is a valid expression of one's inalienable freedom nothing is impossible however

female conditioning runs way deeper in the collective and in the individual hard to be a woman, even to leave the house each day tons of expectation's heaped on one's shoulders this is on the average of course and transcendable of course

problem is same for the purchasers and the providers namely addiction to easy sex and easy money once you get this mentality, you cannot easily dislodge this people are just a means to an end you have voluntarily indentured yourself and cannot have a normal relationship where it doesn't equate to exchanging money for sex and sex for money purchasers and providers are henceforth damaged goods and will typically lie to keep this from prospective partners can be done but that takes mammoth work to heal from yet one day this has to be confronted since looks will fade and money burns quickly

coconut water mixed with lemonade is a low-cost beverage staple of mine, can be a 2:1 ratio or even 4:1

crazy huh what works for me is to give it some warm up statements and tell it just answer true or false this primes the pump and gets it thinking the way you want so you can get it to do some heavy lifting

thanks for this great discussion for me, enlightenment is recalibrating the lens of perception from the puny myopic to the prodigious macroscopic

you have to coax it along ... its like a kindergartener

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self referential thoughts morph the absolute into the relative

wow this knocked my socks off, 24k gold here folks

truth = relative + absolute knowing = dual knowing + direct knowing direct is without mind dual is subject object at any time one can do either direct happens first, without prompting then dual is superimposing on the direct which is absolute

awakening is letting existence speak its message via me ego is me revising existence's message and claiming mine is best instinct vs. intellect and scripted vs. spontaneous and thought vs, truth

world is right i am wrong, this is the spiritual life, if i am in discord with you real simple i need work everything exquisitely and intimately designed for my edification triggers trauma treachery merely teacher transformer truth

there is bored there is excited there is fulfilled, this is it this is shit this is lit respectively duality or unity is in your hands

if i'm in an illusion, what else could effort be better, is there anything in an illusion that's NOT an illusion hmm and where is the magician who conjured this illusion and how do i get hold of it

we want and pray life stay the same when change is the only constant same is safe, different is apparently work and nobody wants work to kill fear, give it all up tonight and start life over tomorrow forget mindful embrace mindless

love you razard86 ♥

indeed and her name is mum

sit down and define the rules and the consequences, no need for loyalty, just follow the agreed on rules

there is faith and there is self discovery there is nothing else self discovery is time consuming so we use faith as a short cut all of childhood is faith, if you self discover you went beyond the requisites so faith is only meaningful beginning adulthood since in that case you exercised choice

i came to do one thing then what matters life? do what you came for then ask the question

my agenda is to be a beacon of truth furthermore i don't speak truth to others only myself it may seem i am answering your concerns in fact i am cementing my truth in my mind from this perspective i am attached to nothing connected to everything no one is more valued by me than another i like you whether you're an ex nba center playboy or a brutal dictator of a communist regime you are welcome at my table and if i have something to say i will tell you the truth no matter the cost everyone is my family though of course i have energy for only a few people per day so i will spread my seeds very mindfully

intelligences treats everything case by case ... sometimes a good murdering is needed

if you are not contemplating and getting comfortable with end of life and taking yours into your own hands you're not doing the deep work ... i leave no undertaking unfinished today and am happy to sign off... i put in a good innings, climbed the mountains that presented and didn't leave stones unturned as i have said to the near and dear ones feel free to append my words to my gravestone