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indeed but i would like the tldr version please

for me acim hitting the spot

the old me used to feel deeply saddened sullen sorrowful shattered ... seeing your shit life before my eyes not no more though, now i do something about it i forgive me for placing you in my path and giving you that shit life so i can heal all my bits i forgive you for making your life shit to this day at every turn not taking care of business i forgive me for thinking your life shit, i did this to help heal my judgmentalism, i have never walked in your shoes i forgive you for proclaiming your life shit, you acted the victim so you stayed the victim i forgive me for contributing to your shit life by being a non loving channel, bringing you grief and strife, please do forgive me i forgive you for all the squabbles all the cross words all the rifts we endured, it was your fault too and brought you to your current shit life i forgive me every time i didn't and don't see you as the divine incarnated, you are the one and i am the shit one for not wordlessly telling you this i forgive you for not beholding your majesty and living the most fantastic life every lived, it's okay i forgive you and i love you and we'll do better

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the miracle is a heart keeps beating three billion times without stopping per lifetime the fear is the next heartbeat will not and i am still digging around in the mud instead of being done tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock

understanding becomes an obsessive fascination with endless tchotchkes, trinkets, titillation it keeps you drugged problem though is, anything is possible here literally you make this dream yourself however you want to get over it whenever you are ready most will prefer to stick around since being god here with all said toys is nice

everything is a distraction by ego for ego with ego to keep ego entranced embroiled embittered ... so that it fights kicks screams foul and keeps on keeping on with it and keeps on adding fuel to it and never sees through it it's a trick a trap a trifle nothing more i matter damnit, i mind damnit

bisensual is my term of choice, am happy going deep emotionally with whoever and validate support empathise ... with their desires no matter the genitalia, i don't do the deed with such mutuals however as that is reserved for those designated goddess

sure friends with benefits is fine, there are rules to it, both know where they stand, the levels of effort commitment and love if there or not that is involved casual sex is i fuck you and we now go our own way i am advising you to give her the decency to let her know where she stands on day 1 rather than fixating on your nut needs

yet means effort means commitment means relationship means a shot at love sure the casual sex is good for me every time, she is the one who suffers when treated like a toy

women need love for sex to work, men need sex for love to work this is not all of course but you need to understand their agenda when looking for a partner no matter your gender the difference between sex and love is rules, former has none latter has some men don't need rules plus also anyone is okay for sex, yes is the default, no is special circumstances this is not all of course since men and women have more overlap than difference in this day and age

science says train (namely read and look), spirituality says trust (namely test and see)

this is what all philosophers do ... it's time to roll out my new grand vision and see how amazingly smart and deep the masses think i am ... it is self glorification rather than self realization, the first of which makes you proud and the second ordinary

a course in miracles

this above is what spiritual folks say to dismiss science the scientist says, only if i see something do i believe in its reality the spiritualist counters, you need to believe first, then reality opens up so the latter is saying spirituality is superior to science, belief is necessary in your toolkit how traditions like ACIM put it is perception can heal projection your inward beliefs are projected outwards and these form the world you see for example if you feel poor, you will see a poor world all around and if you feel rich, an abundant world greets you on your travels what you believe is what you see and in this projection you have no control or choice so what to do? as it says above fix your perception to heal your projection there isn't poverty all around, that is just what the news is filling you with, trust the nows and see with your own eyes what's around you in this way, when you have fixed your eye sight, then what you see is now what you believe you have come full circle and completed the work you came here to do by making heaven of earth which is what it was all along

i brainstormed together with chat-gpt some possible antidotes to perfectionism and came up with ... Confidence Flexibility Tolerance Realism Ease Laissez-faire (which i re-interpret as whatever happens is not just from me but for me) Peace ... some ideas worthy of a contemplation

damn straight ... all truth is subjective ... people can only take what they are ready for ... my truth can be way too destructive for many people ... people need to be wakened very carefully and sensitively your contemplation is appreciated

spot on indeed ... can somebody now make the how to RUN your entire life version for the simpletons like me

all billionaires eschew truth ... they are god of a big kingdom and live life to the max become zero airs full on grace then truth will unleash a bigger kingdom the world will only fulfil you after you realize the world cannot fulfil you it's that simple

separation is because you believe it believe the opposite and see how you fare how does belief manifest? by acting as if what you believe is true as a starter, treat me like you treat you

make perfectionism a habit but not bone crushingly so the more you do something, the less exertion it takes you have to push yourself hard because everyone else is just keeping up with the kardashians and what kind of incarnation is that! make life count, don't make life miserable

for your family you are plan a ... there isn't plan b ... swallow some humble pie and get over being all superior ... be the light in the darkness you are who you are because of what they made you and ideally that induces some thankfulness some feeling of indebtedness maturity is to be authentic no matter how stifling and cringe and disturbed people are everyone in your family, everyone in your house, everyone in your world is acting according to the level of pain they are in this includes you reflect on that

turn on water and dip head under while massaging scalp to keep the head warm take 2 steps back so no water splashes on body pick up shampoo/shower gel with left hand, pour contents onto right hand lift right hand to head and scrub back of head with content use now soapy hand to wash ones backside then rinse hand under the cold water pour more content onto right hand lift right hand to head and scrub front of head with content use now soapy hand to wash one's front privates then rinse hand under the cold water put shampoo/shower gel down 2 steps forward, poke head under water 6-10 times and each time pull head back to let soap run over entire body (no need to stand directly under the water just let soap drip all over) use left now soapy hand to wash right underarms and right side of face use right now soapy hand to wash left underarms and left side of face poke head under water 2 more times to ensure all soap is removed push arms against chest to stay warm and move under the cold stream of water and rub off all soap from the body one step back, hold onto side with left hand, lift up right foot under the cold water and rub off the soap hold onto side with right hand, lift up left foot under the cold water and rub off the soap turn off water and dry off happy solstice and happy showering everyone!

yes quite ego scales the throne of god, has the world spellbound in its conceits and is incapable of shifting one step towards forfeiting its hard won kingdom hey i am in charge here goddmanit and don't dare interfere with my and my family's impeccable reign