gettoefl

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  1. you made everyone but mistake you made is you thought you got separate from heaven and therefore what you create is nothing only heaven makes stuff not ones who think they got away walk back to heaven right now and everyone here will come to life
  2. love isn't possible here only a pale reflection though that is better than anything else by far ime
  3. women are reality, which is why you identify yourself as a man ... they are the only work required ... sitting in the woods seeking self realization is misguided repression masquerading as noble seeking
  4. to say i love you, is of course a lie ... i am clueless what love really is ... i just want stuff from you and in return i may give stuff back truth told to think i love you, without utterance of words, is the highest truth, since i have thereby committed to make joined what was seemingly split how or indeed whether you smile reveals where you are at with this principle smiling is the deepest superpower, the subtlest intercourse, the wordless embracement, the sincere heart's purity
  5. after 23 years of running my knee cartilage is much reduced and legs in poor shape, running on pavement and track was the culprit, even had i run on softer surfaces damage would be significant, body is not designed for constantly being smacked at speed, these vibrations greatly stress the body, cycling is zero impact, this is just my experience
  6. the constant pounding destroys your body specially your knees stick to cycling
  7. when in ego, motivation is for ones in-group and when in spirit motivation is for one and all if the least one i know is not taken care of i don't get to pass go and will keep returning for more here is the classroom perfectly designed to heal my fractures but if i can't bless and forgive the hardest then more work is in the cards
  8. my understanding is one person can't awaken, how you see me is the sole method of improving how you see you, you forgive me you forgive you, you love me you love you and i am speaking at the content level not the form level that is you just have to change your mind #love is linking our very energy and #fear is fail entirely at recognising (namely this is my illusion)
  9. security stability solidity satisfaction for both
  10. monogamous long-term relationships have been best for me
  11. sex can never be free or casual or inconsequential no matter how people brainwashed you to the contrary since human sex/love always entails energetic exchange in some form all give so they get (only someone enlightened realizes giving is getting and the chances of two being enlightened is slimmer than a ballerina)
  12. everyone needs their 2k or so calories or else you have no chance to make life work no to repression and no to obsession be a normal human being
  13. success has as many definitions as people and while money will be a pre-requisite for most, that kind of success is founded on quick sand
  14. there are two emptys, of thinking and of thinker, and the former leads to the latter seems you got to the former but not the latter the nihilism will then give way to fullfillment
  15. what happens on the cushion isn't your business you leave the cushion like it never happened your task is to put in your shift and leave it to the beyond per self enquiry, it is a simple thing you are reminding yourself you are not the one who is getting worked up about thoughts that isn't you, that is self enquiry and part two is abide at that source whence the real you arises from stay right there this means you choose to see the thoughts that arise through a new lens namely that of the real you if anger has arisen, that isn't you, the real you gets mad at no one since they are blameless, your anger becomes compassion that is you stay right there
  16. spiritual work is a pep talk to ready yourself to see god everywhere if not something is wrong
  17. meditation is first realizing you're not the person in the mirror and then practicing being who you are you need to formally practice this as long as it takes you are not fear anger guilt ... these are all misguided impositions you place on the world because you think you are in a war to the death you created everything you see before you for your benefit and blessing not to fight it and conquer it merge with it don't mess with it jump in and see that death, depth is the last duality meditate until you finally stop letting ego run your life you are capable of so much more
  18. only lovers awaken from good bad ugly to grace mercy peace and pass it on
  19. when you're the best, you just vomit it down on paper, you will soon be dead, your audience will pay no matter what, who cares about an audience, you are lucky to be breathing my oxygen, i am writing what cannot be written and won't ever be written, read all my stuff before you even think about reading my latest else you are too late to the party to bother
  20. theres two aspects, stopping them from acting thus and protecting yourself if they behaved badly, they deserve to pay the price so that means they should make amends to you to protect yourself, you need to weigh up if you are vulnerable from their presence and if so make sure they are barred it is even more difficult in a family because everything you do will be under great scrutiny and will have wide ranging ramifications for all forgiveness is important too; it means you are seeing they did the best they could in their circumstances and you will not hold their actions against them going forward if the person needs to be cut off, this need not be an indefinite thing
  21. i have been messing around for so long, now is time i get real, the suffering nonsense is fine for dilettantes but i am born for more
  22. no one will visit your grave a year after your death so do something that benefits you after your last breath
  23. suffering is the not accepting that you will not be satisfied here no matter what the world tells you to work hard and life will be peachy but they lied just as they were lied to we all end up on the same death bed but the question is did we acknowledge the meaninglessness and deal with it namely find out what you're doing here, what's it for
  24. there is a more recent testament, A course in miracles, and for a taster read The disappearance of the universe the bible describes the god the ego needed in order to keep us here endlessly in hell with no chance of heaven god is truth and knows nothing about falseness because all is truth, you have never left heaven but would love to forever dream otherwise however forever is impossible for the false so one day you will get the message
  25. write your own rules obligations benefits penalties ... include finances sex family employment ... both sign renew and re-write every 5 years we are not kids any more