Adamq8

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  1. And the dude doin the interview is so fucking stuck at materialism paradigm that it annoys me ?
  2. Haha almost exactly the same!?
  3. Hey guys! So the last two nights i had almost the same dream, i dreamed that i did DMT and my conciousness expanded like never before, the funny thing tho is that ive never done DMT in my life, but it is strange that i dream about it, especially two nights in a row, i guess it is time to get introduced to it now ? and to see if the dream had a good way of predicting how it really is to take it
  4. Another view of the first video, that conciousness is fundamental and not in the brain
  5. Awesome! Im really glad for you m8!
  6. Hey guys! Lately ive been feeling stuck and having not so empowering thoughts like : I am only my body and im here because of my parents and life has zero purpose we are here by a random chance and when im dead im gone forever and will never know anything else, im also just my brain and the brain is creating my reality, therefore when it is gone everything else is gone. Psychadelics is just a hallucination and you are just going around in your brain and thinking that you have met god but it is just a happy thinking thought/experience, i aint got no power, im stuck at a useless job and society is corrupt and fucked up and humans are evil. i can't fucking understand why my brain or whatever it is is keep pulling these thoughts up, even when im having a small breakthrough into my mind i get pulled back like this, feel like nothing is worth anything, and people i love will be dead and i can't ever see them again, so life is just a big nothing and pain. i don't want to feel stuck like this, feels like a dark night of the soul almost. I feel like i have zero life purpose, and spirituality and so forth is just magical thinking. im pretty stuck in the paradigm of materialism i think but it is something ive grown up with, my dad have been an atheist his entire life, and im trying to shake it but it keeps pulling me back. I still feel happy and so forth but im feeling that i can break through this but i dont know where to start.
  7. Thank you man! ive tried psychedelics 2 times before but with friends and it was fun and i actually disolved into light particles when i was trying to go to sleep at the end of the trip, but i guess i didn't integrate it at all, but now i have ordered some LSD and will do it like a spiritual trip instead of having fun with friends thing. I will let that be my purpose cause it is all that i need right now in my life. I appreciate your answer
  8. Why do you care? So you can somehow proof that psychedelics don't enlighten you or what? ? honest question.
  9. Christopher M Bach, maybe not that enlightened or maybe he is, very interesting book to read is LSD and The universal mind
  10. I can recommend that you read this book : LSD AND THE MIND OF THE UNIVERSE - Christopher M Bach
  11. Yeah i can relate! It is Hard, sometimes i can keep the "high" and feel like life is awesome and I can accomplish everything and I love all people and so forth but then something just burst the bubble and I get back to ego thinking, not totally aware of why that happens
  12. Haha yeah it is what it is, sometimes i feel like im not in the body at all just like a void of conciousness looking at a screen , it makes up all of it for some reason ?
  13. I like this! The pure awareness is nothing, it got no properties but it is still aware, so the Self is just presence, so what got the power of creation or imagination? My feeling is that pure presence just is, it is only aware and thats the real you, but im wondering where the creative power comes from?
  14. Thank you ? yeah it opens your mind but it is also kind of easy to get negative thoughts but it is the ultimate test to get good at choosing thoughts, thoughts sort of flows in and out of your "brain" all the time , thoughts is like an Infinite fractal keep going and going and going but you can change the direction of it and get a different outcome / feeling
  15. Hey guys! Well yesterday night i was doing some really deeeeeep contemplation and was high as well on cannabis and i could go really deep, my mind got traction. And the thing is when your mind get the traction it ends up deep in knowing. ( atleast for me ) The feeling like damn i already know this and it is obvious and that the knowing has always been there it just that you have not shined light on it. its right infront of you, all along it has been in front of you. It is like god is sending you messages all the time through other people and wordly events all the time just so you can go inward and come back to LOVE. cause that is all there is to it. it is like a hide and seek game, srsly it is litteraly that. thats why the realization is so good and it really is LOVE. People sometimes are searching for something that is outside them self and they get stuck in a illusion that everything is seperated and that you get to be happy when you buy that car or that house or that promotion and so forth. CAN't you see the grand illusion here? no object or feeling or whatever is better then to realize your true nature. And im just scratching the surface. You create your own reality 100 %, changing your thoughts or changing your imagination all to together will produce really different RADICAL outcomes. "Dont ye know that ye are gods" you are the creator of your own reality, that is gods gift. To get to experience everything and create whatever you like on this Earth. As above so below. Mini versions of gods Cannabis is really good for enlightenment, im not saying im full enlightened tho, but it really put alot of pieces together. OH and one thought that really hit me yesterday aswell was that, enlightenment or waking up or anything else is HIGHLY INDIVIDUAL, YOU, THE SELF is always there, but the ego illusion is taking credit for everything. Life is the greatest game ever! GOD is the original game maker and srsly a trickster What do you guys think about this?