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@actualizing25 @actualizing25 @Drake72 sorry for the multiple tags cant erase them, If you read between the lines of what leo is saying is that you won't reach enlightenment with psychedelics or meditation without putting in the effort and seeking for it, like drake said that if enlightenment is real then it will come to him just like that, and it does not really work that way, some are spiritual gifted and may reach it without effort, but you have to lay the foundation for it, it is really rare that you become enlightened without any effort what so ever. Leo you can correct me if the interpretation are wrong.

I think you can distinguish it from the intensity of the insight somehow, my deepest insights as of yet has almost hit me in my face and I got shocked, other insights can be like ahaa moments, I do feel that when a insight of truth hits you it vibrates at a much higher rate then a smaller insight.

@Drake72 i dont even know what you are asking about , enlightenment is real as well as GOD, read up on enlightenment and get a theoretical foundation and then do meditation and contemplation and psychedelics and then integrate the trip insights and just try to BE in the Present without mental masturbation and thoughts about everything, get to know how the ego works and see past it.

@333 beautiful explanation and the picture was really good ? it almost like a fail safe so you can keep on living your individual life and not being 100% concious of that you are only talking to yourself, feels like life would end if that was something you were 100 % concious of ?

Haha yeah when I became conscious of this, that all is in imagination it was a total mindfuck

Really cool video i saw it a couple of days ago! Really awesome ?

@peachboy +1

Yeah I would say that they are still experiencing beingness, feels like they would be able to self inquire pretty easily on the question " What am I"

@Bulgarianspirit can confirm this aswell, in higher states of consciousness it becomes so OBVIOUS why we believe in death, to keep the world and experience feeling real and that people and your self are real entities ? and I also got the feeling that it is better this way, GOD mode kinda breaks the game ?

Im reading it now! Interesting so far! Thanks for recommendation ?

Yeah Leo changed my life too, and ofcourse people will always critique other people out of ignorance mostly. Keep doing what you are doing Leo. You are probing deep into reality where not alot of people have traveled which is a path where ridicule and ignorance will follow you. But you are showing the path and I my self can confirm alot of what you are talking about, far from 100% awakened but ive had some deep insights and experiences. Glad I found your channel even tho it will end in the Character Adam ceasing to exist ??

I agree and it often leads to argument or i am right and you are wrong attitude which in my opinion is worthless and will not improve your life or get you results on this path. Ofcourse the awakenings go deeper and deeper and will probably be like that always but also they are somehow in the same kind of category, atleast mine has been. It is a nice forum and there are alot of good people and people giving good advice aswell but sometimes it feels good to read another persons awakening even tho it can delude you if you are not careful, like to take what people say into a belief

@electroBeam Ah i see, well i would recommend alot of meditation and letting go practice, from thoughts, and train awareness on thoughts but distance your self from it as it arises, after a while you can notice your triggers in the body and mind, what thought trigger what feeling and so forth, feels like you got tricked by a long train of thought and then you forgot and it kept building and manifesting as a physical illness but it was all in the mind, been there done that, it is easy to get carried away and then forgot it began as a thought

@electroBeam So it began with a physical illness and then it became psychological afterwards? If I understand you correctly?

1. I think it is because to keep you invested in this reality and it feels real , and somehow i think that life is suffering even tho it is the most precious thing we got as well. 2. Cause we have been raised and tricked into believing that happiness comes from outside of ourselves, material happiness or if i just get this job/insight/girl/car or whatever, and you can't be happy within you cause then you are weird ? 3. I think because we are to scared to really question and go deep into this particular dream and recognize that we are totally delusional in believing in it, but it is hard cause you can't compare it to something else, cause it is all you know. 4. Delusional is included in infinity from my point of view, it is a fail safe thing to keep you from the existential questions, you have to forget or else you can't live and care about survival of your self

@electroBeam @electroBeam hello mate!?‍♂️ if i may ask , how are you misleading people around you? The "ego" is really sneaky and like to twist around and mislead and form insights either to its "advantage" or causing a "scene" in your mind about it, and it keeps trigging itself until your feelings matches the thought, this work is hard in that way, easy to battle with yourself and doubt and stuff like that. I think it is good that you share this and know that people can help you as well as you can help people, i find your writing and posts interesting so keep going and dont believe in the storys the mind might throw at you, try to catch the thought or feeling as fast as possible and either ignore it or dissect it into nothing

@Juliano Zn Yes but also try to get really "serious" about stuff, make it a lifestyle but don't beat yourself down if you have not had any breakthroughs yet, it will come, but yes in my experience psychedelics is by far the fastest way but it is really intense aswell so it is good to lay a foundation first

@Bulgarianspirit hahah i feel ya! Wanted to find out some answers and got interested in spirituality haha little did i know what it would lead me to and what a journey, sometimes i get thoughts about that i rather not find out about all this stuff but somehow it is also amazing and it is hard to stay away from it ??

@justfortoday thanks for your input m8, it feels good to have like minded people to talk to even tho i imagine you ??

I did enjoy those books, felt kinda real and true but at the same time i might be tricking my self as well

@justfortoday But the last two times ive actually had mixed feelings/states about reality being infinite and that you will always exist cause you can't die which felt f..cked up to, so for me the memory wipe makes alot of sense, but it also feels weird to have to start over again and again

@justfortoday From my journey as well i have had insights that you can't escape reality and can not exist now when you do exist, it is memory erase between lifes , if it would not be this way, everything would be totally broken somehow

@Mvrs i like your explanation ? it is impossible we can exist but still we do, and people get so numb to life and take it completely for granted, but life does include alot of suffering as well, every possibility gotta exist just look at the impossiblility we are experiencing My insights on psychedelics have been a bit tragic as well cause you can't escape reality somehow

Im not sure im following you here, what is false???

@Mvrs yeah i also get the feeling actually, like consciousness press erase on the memory it had to live a new life again, if you could control it i guess you would have done the same, forget that you are GOD , exactly as YOU can forget that you are a human in psychedelics states, it is all about memory