Adamq8

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  1. Really good and really hits the nail on the head with this buddhism no self which is a wrong intepretation of the teaching, buddha never taught that we have no soul, anatta just means = not my soul
  2. Anyone else noticed that alot of modern buddhists is materialists and reductionistic? As well as this neo advaitan teachings makes awakening and enlightenment really one dimensional and sounds to easy. And some teachers deny GOD and awareness and conciousness as being the ultimate ground. Why is there so much contradiction in spiritual circles? How can "one" go past awareness? Why do alot of meditation teachers piss on psychedelics? Alot of them have not done them. And psychedelics clearly shows u what awakening is there is no doubt about it. It shows you pure being. How is that any different? And why can you have the realization that you are GOD and everything is imaginary but this is fabricated? Is not the no self as much a fabrication? Isnt everything a fabrication of being?
  3. Yes it is good inquiry and something im almost doing every day while at work or at the gym or anywhere
  4. Yes the neti neti method is awesome in that way, but it is not good to reduce everything down cause it is limiting in my view, and anatta is more correctly = not my soul, today modern buddhists think that anatta means that the Buddha taught that there was no soul only material body conciousness, which is not the Truth. Anatta = not my soul, guatama didnt teach no soul.
  5. And why do we piss on thoughts? Thoughts is as much a part of you as anything else, and I do feel that we are seperating thoughts from being, it is in being anything arises and it is still valid. Not two.
  6. Haha General white portion is the best snus!!?
  7. Ultimately from my own experiences i can confirm this: What we are is a dimensionless dot of awareness which contains infinity, this dot of awareness in lack of better words is even beyond nothing and something, it is prior to the concepts of nothing and something. It is not even pure nothingness. It is undefinable YET it is the truth. It contains all information and frequencys possible. On my last trip I merged with it and there was the ultimate groundless ground, the best word I can use is pure awareness. Nothing can be outside of it, thats why you cant die. Body and personality dies and memories, but this dot is the Absolute. Zero. If we can conclude that conciousness is that which imagines differences and experiences, then awareness is prior to it. Awareness is the groundless ground. But it has no qualites whatsoever. So it assumes the form of infinite Mind in which it creates forms. This is what I have confirmed, and this awareness is all ALONE and there is nothing else that exists or non exists. It is prior to being or non being, it is non existence arising as existence haha its seem impossible but .. Or we can say it is PURE EXISTENCE and it is the groundless ground, nothing behind. Cause it imagines a where and a how.
  8. Göran backlund tror jag hans namn är men är osäker om han pratar/skriver på svenska! Har för mig att det finns någon mer som pratar om det här men har glömt bort namnet. Välkommen till forumet förresten ?? Translation to english : Göran backlund i think his namn is but I am unsure if he is writing or talking in swedish! And I think that there is someone more who is into non duality who is using swedish but I have forgotten the name. And welcome to the forum ? Now my english friends you learned some swedish ?
  9. I can neither deny or confirm what youre saying, my own experiences put me totally alone, not when the ego is there but when you see through reality, " you" are alone because of oneness, there is no entitys in existence it is only one thing, tho im not saying that only my ego is here. But there is not trillions of different awarenesses, there is 1 awareness and that is ALL.
  10. @RealTruth Im sorry to hear that Leo somehow has offended you. But this is not some mere mind game or fantasy. We say ego because it is ego ? Wakey wakey. You are lost in your own mind trying to go on an crusade saving people from the cult leader Leo, cant you see the delusion your mind puts you under? Leo is a guy sharing his findings and he has really in depth videos and content thats all. If you want someone to listen to you , you might not want to go in with an offensive attitude against people here. You clearly have no idea what kind of people it is here on this forum. There is alot of wisdom in here from all kinds of people. Maybe you should try to listen as well. Mutual respect. And yes your life as a character you think you are is pure fiction and thats that. Even everything you learned about reality or the universe is pure fiction too. It is so radical the things you can verify that you wont believe it. But you are ALL ALONE. Dreaming this shit up. Life is a hallucination because there is not any substance behind anything, its Emptiness. This is extremely threatening to your life and you will never look at Life the same after this kind of insights and experience. But for you im delusional and thats fine. But be careful with your own assumptions, question everything.
  11. Haha yeah you are a mature guy. Obviously you dont understand this at all , if you are not new and you know this you have a weird way of displaying your growth. It is normal for the Ego to feel threatened dude It is normal to have doubts and get pissed off, but trying to prove someone wrong is not a sign of maturity imo. Instead you should try everything that is laid out for you in this forum and on Leos videos, try it for 1 year and verify for yourself if this is bullshit or nah. Keep an open mind and dont be quick to dismiss things you dont yet understand. We are here for you if you have any questions and so forth. It is a good community but a community requires we all work together and not going in posting troll posts with an attitude imo. Better to keep an open mind and ask if you are uncertain about a specific topic. Cheers mate.
  12. Agreed. This trolls and clowns getting in here talking about this with no clue what it means. They actually think awakening is some bullshit disorder, when in fact awakening is to see that there never ever was a person named .... and living a life. It is all a fiction albeit a persistent one ?
  13. Wake up to the fact that what he is saying is not a belief or idealogy, it is ur problem for being closed minded thinking you know stuff. Stop thinking. You hallucinate your entire reality. This is not a game or a play, this is the most radical thing you will ever know or experience.
  14. GOD is ungraspable, we can through some experiences draw some conclusions about it but it is infinite so we can never reach the end, it is so VAST. God is simultaniously YOU but you are also a creation of GOD, you are not god but at the same time YOU ARE GOD. The Absolute is unknowable because it is everything. But get this, you are co creating everything, there is only 1 awareness, cause awareness is prior to a where and a space. It loops around and it is impossible to catch the All. 1 awareness = infinite states of conciousness = infinite creations. There is layers upon layers upon non layers , even non existence is a creation. Thats the mindfuck
  15. @The Buddha @PopoyeSailor two really good explanation guys! I appreciate them alot ? GOD is that which is the case i would say , GOD is limitless and limited, but it is also limited to its imagination but gods imagination is limitless, you see the paradox ?? Imagine a super computer which holds all the information possible ever in it
  16. GOD is infinite imagination so it is not a particular thing at all, existence is so intervowen and complex that it cant be understod, it is like conciousness has infinite layers in it, creation happens in infinite dimensions everywhere, but what the true form of GOD is , is light, you never see light , you see illumination of objects and things, God is formless LIGHT, and in it there are infinite possibilitys of everything, like an usb so full of everything that it loops back around and is the creation but at the same time transcendent of IT. God is not limited to anything, God is the awareness which shines light on infinite mind and creativity and order and CHAOS. But GOD is limited to 1 thing, and that is it's oneness or that it IS, it can not not be. Thats why there is 1 ABSOLUTE Reality and our universe is a relative thing. Nothingness and everythingness is something GOD imagines. Prior to imagination there is : ___
  17. Hey guys! So yesterday i did an 300 mcg LSD trip and it was radical.. It started out just fine, my gf was my trip sitter also, i had Leos spotify list on and I ended up lying on the coach feeling blissed out to the music and just hugging my girlfriend and it felt good and it was cool lights inside my "head" And after a while i opened my eyes and my whole living room was just melting, as to be expected on LSD. So i started contemplating with this questions : Who am i? What is life? What is awareness? And the funny thing is that as I kept contemplating, my personality dissapeared more and more until I didnt know who or what I was, I became a dot of awareness shining a light on a mirror which reflects outward and projects perceptions, it is instantly and so fucking direct, It is like a vr headset, totally empty and zero distance between things, even my legs when walking isnt happening on my legs it is happening inside this dot , sensations trick you into thinking there is a body there and it looks a certain way and it feels when you walk, now those sensations got flipped inside out and it was all in my head. Nothing ever happend. And reality is so much infinite and non existent that it goes a full circle around to become pure information which just happens without a reason, it goes through different kinds of possibilitys and awareness is always there. This dot cant go anywhere, cause places and locations is something it has " created" Awareness is aware. And this is where it ended up to be a bit strange, this life is a simulation, not that it is an powerful computer running the show, no but information is simulating itself, every possibility, we are so used to how our perceptions feels and looks like but humans look like a fucking blob of a weird substance lol ? humans has always existed as a potentiality. It was numbers and information that just kept running on and awareness displays it. Like scientist says that all is information and that ur brain simulates perceptions, it was like that, yet there is no brain it is just an appearance. And the weird thing is that LSD for me don't get me to a special place or higher dimension, it just shows that my whole life is being rendered by my Self, it can as easily switch perceptions to something else, like the entire visual field is just an empty projection with zero distance at all between anything, it reflects in awareness face, empty nothing. There is no up down left right or anything, it is the same dot which has been aware for eternity, when awakening your life as human is gone, you see through the illusion, this awareness is misidentified with a person a life a job a world. Thats the only reason why life happens. Memory is bullshit and not truth, this character can die and every perception can go, but this dot is still there in non existence to lol, can you get how radical it is? Existence is not some big as universe out there somewhere, it is a vr rendering from your "head" and it can dissapear in a second. Awareness reflects itself and it displays other things, awareness is light a pure White light with zero anything but somehow it just goes imagines a life a personality a world a universe. But if we where to remove everything you have ever known even that you existed, this dot will still be there. It is prior to non existence or existence, the unmanifest godhead. And honestly to really wake up , and to have enlightenment, it will destroy everything. And it goes to far to call it even awareness, it just IS, its just Being, and not even that. No words can describe what you are but trust me that you are EVERYTHING and not even that.
  18. True that! It is the true nature, GOD, when I woke up this morning and took a walk i was so concious of the emptiness of form, there is a projection of form and colours but it is happening inside me not outside of me if that makes sense
  19. True that, it dissolves itself and whats left is :____.