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Göran backlund tror jag hans namn är men är osäker om han pratar/skriver på svenska! Har för mig att det finns någon mer som pratar om det här men har glömt bort namnet. Välkommen till forumet förresten ?? Translation to english : Göran backlund i think his namn is but I am unsure if he is writing or talking in swedish! And I think that there is someone more who is into non duality who is using swedish but I have forgotten the name. And welcome to the forum ? Now my english friends you learned some swedish ?

Yep jag är svensk

I can neither deny or confirm what youre saying, my own experiences put me totally alone, not when the ego is there but when you see through reality, " you" are alone because of oneness, there is no entitys in existence it is only one thing, tho im not saying that only my ego is here. But there is not trillions of different awarenesses, there is 1 awareness and that is ALL.

@RealTruth Im sorry to hear that Leo somehow has offended you. But this is not some mere mind game or fantasy. We say ego because it is ego ? Wakey wakey. You are lost in your own mind trying to go on an crusade saving people from the cult leader Leo, cant you see the delusion your mind puts you under? Leo is a guy sharing his findings and he has really in depth videos and content thats all. If you want someone to listen to you , you might not want to go in with an offensive attitude against people here. You clearly have no idea what kind of people it is here on this forum. There is alot of wisdom in here from all kinds of people. Maybe you should try to listen as well. Mutual respect. And yes your life as a character you think you are is pure fiction and thats that. Even everything you learned about reality or the universe is pure fiction too. It is so radical the things you can verify that you wont believe it. But you are ALL ALONE. Dreaming this shit up. Life is a hallucination because there is not any substance behind anything, its Emptiness. This is extremely threatening to your life and you will never look at Life the same after this kind of insights and experience. But for you im delusional and thats fine. But be careful with your own assumptions, question everything.

Haha yeah you are a mature guy. Obviously you dont understand this at all , if you are not new and you know this you have a weird way of displaying your growth. It is normal for the Ego to feel threatened dude It is normal to have doubts and get pissed off, but trying to prove someone wrong is not a sign of maturity imo. Instead you should try everything that is laid out for you in this forum and on Leos videos, try it for 1 year and verify for yourself if this is bullshit or nah. Keep an open mind and dont be quick to dismiss things you dont yet understand. We are here for you if you have any questions and so forth. It is a good community but a community requires we all work together and not going in posting troll posts with an attitude imo. Better to keep an open mind and ask if you are uncertain about a specific topic. Cheers mate.

Agreed. This trolls and clowns getting in here talking about this with no clue what it means. They actually think awakening is some bullshit disorder, when in fact awakening is to see that there never ever was a person named .... and living a life. It is all a fiction albeit a persistent one ?

Wake up to the fact that what he is saying is not a belief or idealogy, it is ur problem for being closed minded thinking you know stuff. Stop thinking. You hallucinate your entire reality. This is not a game or a play, this is the most radical thing you will ever know or experience.

@Someone here Beatiful brother!!✅?

GOD is ungraspable, we can through some experiences draw some conclusions about it but it is infinite so we can never reach the end, it is so VAST. God is simultaniously YOU but you are also a creation of GOD, you are not god but at the same time YOU ARE GOD. The Absolute is unknowable because it is everything. But get this, you are co creating everything, there is only 1 awareness, cause awareness is prior to a where and a space. It loops around and it is impossible to catch the All. 1 awareness = infinite states of conciousness = infinite creations. There is layers upon layers upon non layers , even non existence is a creation. Thats the mindfuck

@The Buddha @PopoyeSailor two really good explanation guys! I appreciate them alot ? GOD is that which is the case i would say , GOD is limitless and limited, but it is also limited to its imagination but gods imagination is limitless, you see the paradox ?? Imagine a super computer which holds all the information possible ever in it

GOD is infinite imagination so it is not a particular thing at all, existence is so intervowen and complex that it cant be understod, it is like conciousness has infinite layers in it, creation happens in infinite dimensions everywhere, but what the true form of GOD is , is light, you never see light , you see illumination of objects and things, God is formless LIGHT, and in it there are infinite possibilitys of everything, like an usb so full of everything that it loops back around and is the creation but at the same time transcendent of IT. God is not limited to anything, God is the awareness which shines light on infinite mind and creativity and order and CHAOS. But GOD is limited to 1 thing, and that is it's oneness or that it IS, it can not not be. Thats why there is 1 ABSOLUTE Reality and our universe is a relative thing. Nothingness and everythingness is something GOD imagines. Prior to imagination there is : ___

Hey guys! So yesterday i did an 300 mcg LSD trip and it was radical.. It started out just fine, my gf was my trip sitter also, i had Leos spotify list on and I ended up lying on the coach feeling blissed out to the music and just hugging my girlfriend and it felt good and it was cool lights inside my "head" And after a while i opened my eyes and my whole living room was just melting, as to be expected on LSD. So i started contemplating with this questions : Who am i? What is life? What is awareness? And the funny thing is that as I kept contemplating, my personality dissapeared more and more until I didnt know who or what I was, I became a dot of awareness shining a light on a mirror which reflects outward and projects perceptions, it is instantly and so fucking direct, It is like a vr headset, totally empty and zero distance between things, even my legs when walking isnt happening on my legs it is happening inside this dot , sensations trick you into thinking there is a body there and it looks a certain way and it feels when you walk, now those sensations got flipped inside out and it was all in my head. Nothing ever happend. And reality is so much infinite and non existent that it goes a full circle around to become pure information which just happens without a reason, it goes through different kinds of possibilitys and awareness is always there. This dot cant go anywhere, cause places and locations is something it has " created" Awareness is aware. And this is where it ended up to be a bit strange, this life is a simulation, not that it is an powerful computer running the show, no but information is simulating itself, every possibility, we are so used to how our perceptions feels and looks like but humans look like a fucking blob of a weird substance lol ? humans has always existed as a potentiality. It was numbers and information that just kept running on and awareness displays it. Like scientist says that all is information and that ur brain simulates perceptions, it was like that, yet there is no brain it is just an appearance. And the weird thing is that LSD for me don't get me to a special place or higher dimension, it just shows that my whole life is being rendered by my Self, it can as easily switch perceptions to something else, like the entire visual field is just an empty projection with zero distance at all between anything, it reflects in awareness face, empty nothing. There is no up down left right or anything, it is the same dot which has been aware for eternity, when awakening your life as human is gone, you see through the illusion, this awareness is misidentified with a person a life a job a world. Thats the only reason why life happens. Memory is bullshit and not truth, this character can die and every perception can go, but this dot is still there in non existence to lol, can you get how radical it is? Existence is not some big as universe out there somewhere, it is a vr rendering from your "head" and it can dissapear in a second. Awareness reflects itself and it displays other things, awareness is light a pure White light with zero anything but somehow it just goes imagines a life a personality a world a universe. But if we where to remove everything you have ever known even that you existed, this dot will still be there. It is prior to non existence or existence, the unmanifest godhead. And honestly to really wake up , and to have enlightenment, it will destroy everything. And it goes to far to call it even awareness, it just IS, its just Being, and not even that. No words can describe what you are but trust me that you are EVERYTHING and not even that.

True that! It is the true nature, GOD, when I woke up this morning and took a walk i was so concious of the emptiness of form, there is a projection of form and colours but it is happening inside me not outside of me if that makes sense

Leo has a video about him, georg cantor i think his namn is

True that, it dissolves itself and whats left is :____.

Thanks bro! Yeah true that, I guess all you can do is just BE, this trip just confused me more somehow, it gets contextualized after the trip is through and then it just an imaginary memory lol it is wierd ? reality is a strange loop

Time and space life emotions perceptions and so forth, is not REAL, and yet it is real, it is and it isn't , its so raaaadicaaaal, I cant remeber the whole trip cause the adam character was not there and his memorys is illusion, I have not been a kid or a have a life in the ultimate sense, awareness was just here displaying and thinking and identitying with a form and it lives a life, Awareness is aware.

The only word I can say is : ___________, .

There is no such thing as permanent enlightenment, more correctly it is to say that YOU ARE PERMANENT ENLIGHTENMENT, you give light to everything. It will dream and get lost and wake up and get lost and claim that it is permanent in a different state of conciousness, the only permanent is change cause what "you" are is just an dot which is shining and not even that, zero personality zero anything but yet it is alive, cause something and nothing is something you as ---- is imagining..

Like a cat unraveling a yarn but it ends up with the cat getting unravaled instead

What psychedelics can show you is that your life and everything in it is a pure fantasy and you are all alone imagining this shit up, you can NEVER escape yourself, awareness is aware of awareness, you just keep forgetting and then you wake up again, there is no universe or anything else, it is just an story, and WHAT you are , who has been sitting here for an eternity IMAGINING SHIT. Is pure nothing Awareness is YOU AND THERE IS ONLY YOU. There you have it, awakening, you are not even a blip, awareness is non existent but yet here you are, and you will always be. You are rendering the entire fucking screen, there is nothing but the screen and that is you.. this is all NOTHING and not even that, it is so much nothing that it goes on to be everything, always and forever..

The problem with this threads is that you cant disprove either your view or leos view.. If existence is infinite you can be sure there is more than ur perceptual " bubble" But you wont ever experience anything outside of ur conciousness and thats just fact. But ur conciousness puts it to far, actually i like the field analogy Leo is using, that it is a universal field of conciousness which is experiencing everything..

You are so stuck in your no self brother. This is just thoughts and you dont know shit what will happen. This no self bullshit buddhism and so forth is not the original teachings of the Buddha, this is nihilistic new age bullshit. If you really wanna go so far, you are the Absolute. But GOD is real and is the opposite from the Absolute but it is still the same thing just different versions of reality. Infinite conciousness is a thing, even if the Absolute is untouched, conciousness is isness and will always be isness, thats what god does, it is limited to ISNESS itself. Which is everything, but you still can witness it, so what you are is the Absolute. You are like an materialist which claims conciousness is an illusion. WAKE UP. Awareness IS. Always. this is from direct experience. Nothing but imagination and speculation from ur part. Reality is EVERYTHING, can you get it? Obviously you limit reality down to no self lol. Anatta in ancient pali is VIA NEGATIVA, buddha didnt teach that no self is the highest, the soul IS. NO SELF cant transcend anything. The Self is the Absolute. Pure awareness shining on its own. You think the buddha taught the cosmic oblivion lol.. The nihilistic atheistic view, that the " creation" came from non existence.. Infinite nothingness is not NON EXISTENCE. IT IS PURE AWARENESS. Not no self bullshit. no self is the psycho physical body. Form is anatta IE no self, but atman is the soul.

Ofcourse any thing is possible. Everybody pisses on thoughts, but they are still a part of reality and you can use them efficently when you need them but " put" them away at other times.

Ofcourse it is an realization, a minor one! But it was still an unraveling of reality