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After the realization of infinite imagination there is nothing but dream worlds but it feels real cause you have nothing to compare it with, but then ordinarie waking state returns and you become immersed in the dream again calling it REAL and that it is not a dream. It is so radical to see that what you thought was totally real is just imagination, since reality is = imagination then imagination becomes reality and feels real for you. It is a radical insight bro. Covid is happening inside the "dream" and is real to the dream, so when you think that your life and society is real, you will see that it has all been YOU dreaming this shit up. There is only ONE Mind..

In my case i feel that my flaws include: • I am sensitive to materialistic scientist and nihilistic paradigms, which is only a ego thing from my part, reality is totally relative and their paradigms is true for them. • doubting insights and realization's afterwards and trying to deny some of them. • feeling detached sometimes from life and people. • smoking to much weed sometimes and being lazy

There is no external world outside of conciousness. If you get what I mean. Conciousness = world Ive had a few realization where it is obvious that actually there is not two things here. It is only YOU, not the ego ofc but you as GOD is alone. But that is not really solipsism, it is oneness. But it is Hard to say that it is really a world out there if you are not looking, if we had this discussion 5 years ago i would say that ofcourse the universe and world is there and has been there always outside of conciousness, but now I am certain that conciousness is all that there is, the substratum of universe. It especially changed on my LSD trip when my girlfriend acted so different then usual only to realize that she has always been " my" imagination.. And she acted exactly as I predicted and when I moved she moved and then she became me, I could not tell the difference, it was like she was so real up to that point and then her way of acting changed as GOD woke up.to it self and she said she had been waiting for me to wake up, she is not even into spirituality! This is the most radical mindfuck EVER. After that I do doubt the validity of others, there is only 1 thing here, not two

So ive noticed that alot of people have different views on Death and ofcourse it is like that because on any topic you can have an almost infinite amount of different perspectives on 1 topic. But lets clear something up about it. If we say that death is like deep sleep, death would then mean that "you" dont wake up ever again. So it is total non existent only difference is that it is forever. Some people believe in that, it is lights out. 1 shot of life and then bye bye. And then there is the perspective after awakenings that " you" are awareness and awareness is aware always, so awareness would be aware of the death of the body and whats comes after is only limited to imagination and imagination is limitless. But if we say that yes awareness is infinite but it will still be like deep sleep forever then the question becomes, that is awareness really infinite? Is awareness and conciousness not produced by the brain? Cause deep sleep forever is not awareness. You can say it is awareness when it transitions to waking state. Is it not the truth that awareness is all states, and impermance means that every state and sensation and so forth will always change but the background is changeless? So creation happens via imagination/thoughts and so forth. Or lets suppose that death is deep sleep, but out of it, awareness spontaniously dreams a life and then gets lost in its own dream? So awareness/GOD is totally unconcious and reality is a spontenious " happening" And if we say you are not the body you are that which is aware, yeah then it are immortal and can freely imagine anything it wants after the identity of person and body and so forth is gone? And if so that death is truly permanent why can "you" wake up to your immortal nature and that YOU have always been? Not this person or body but that which is aware of everything. So nothing is aware and it can not die?

Beatiful words! Yeah we can realize that we are pure conciousness and reality is truly infinite, every possibility is happening, so it is possible that our soul travels on or you become full GOD, and how do the infinite potential collapse? Thanks to conciousness which actualizes it. So I do feel Leo is truly right when he says reality is infinite imagination, and whatever you imagine will happen after death is what will happen. Relative reality is absolutly divine in my book too. Limitless. Even quantum field theory postulate that every god damn possibility is playing out right now.

Thats exactly right, this illusory character will vanish and memorys but awareness is always aware no matter the content. Like a dream, new universe or anything. Nothing is the case but can morph to anything

Haha you are awesome!! This cleared up alot for this illusory character ? Just thoughts arising and clinging to, false identification ? Thanks bro! I just return to presence after the outpouring of thought and instantly felt peace and now what u wrote, perfection!

Is the unborn and immortal part of " us" just another word for true non existence? Non existence is just non existence, unborn, unchanging, eternal? So when body dies "you" go back, but does that really feel like truth? Just throwing it out there guys not saying this is right or wrong

Dont get me wrong i dont want to be lame or something when asking this. This is the final thing i cant shake it is just that.. I just mean that if non duality is true, how can " I " arise out of non existence.. If it is not two wouldnt non existence be the ultimate always? is non existence and existence the same thing? Ofcourse language is limited here and this maybe dont make any sense at all to me awareness IS always and forever.

Can " you" face that your enlightenment is not true and in a few years this nothing will turn into non existence forever Nothing = non existence. Pure conciousness is a fantasy and awareness to. Its the same when you say that Leo's infinite conciousness is fantasy, your nothing is a fantasy, yeah your " future" is nothingness = non existence , no more awareness being conciousness forms lights love or anything. Awareness is aware of it self which means it is always aware of something, either awareness is what we are and you cant die ever, just new dreams, OR We will die and nothing and something is gone to. Which one is it? If you are existing now you will always exist. Or the materialist is right and when the brain goes it is lights out. But if non existence was true, then you wouldnt have a dream like this, and if existence is true then you are IT now and forever and cant ever escape this. And if existence and non existence can co exist, that is a duality and then reality is not non dual? Not saying what im saying here is true or anything but this is the last " duality" to transcend. ?? Im just mental masturbating here obviously

@Nahm So death is non existence in other words lights out , we say true self just to feel better about it then, no one experiences death it just is 1 blink then _____ so actually spirituality is false. There is no GOD or true Self, it is just you got born from your parentes you are made of matter and when the brain goes awareness and conciousness is gone forever like u never existed, so spirituality is nihilism in disguise. Enjoy this life cause u aint never coming back. Thats what u are saying in my interpretation Thats why death is an illusion guys, no one will experience it.

@allislove i showed myself ?? took a part of my self which altered myself haha strangeloop

Exactly there is no seperation, creator is creation we can say ? This lsd has shown me multiple times but that I am actually outside of it all but I am it all too. If that makes sense

@Someone here question for you bro, do you feel that awareness/conciousness is a byproduct of the brain? and If so, the brain simulates GOD realization and so forth, some materialist believes that psychedelic and spiritual experiences is simulated by the brain

It sure does and I agree on that, just different " states" displaying on this pure screen, and the screen is what we are

@Nahm So death is like sleep just that it will never ever display anything again? Like the materialistic notion of lights out forever Am I interpreting it right? Never again an experience? Non existence forever, " you" have 1 shot of this " life" then bye forever. Thats what infinity means?

Im interested to hear about your 4 g trip bro ?

But I dont understand how they can think that they can avoid a concious observer, even if it is in another room it is still an observation of a concious being being concious of that room

Observation in my book is conciousness since everything is conciousness

So i figured that i would start a journal which will cover a wide range of topics and personal things in my life. I started my spiritual journey for real about 2 years ago but ive always felt the mystery of Life and Existence and was always curious since i was a kid. My mother told me that when I was a kid i was so afraid of the dark cause there was people in my bedroom staring at me, thats what I said to her and she thought that I was a physic kid. But that is ability is long gone. Ive always been extremely good with people and sensing there energy and understanding them and somehow could see connections between peoples behaviour and thoughts and upbringing. The only problem ive had is that people never really understod me, and unfortuneatly that got me into a lot of trouble to with teachers and authority. I have always been a hardcore rebell which has lead me into a lot of trouble with the law and drug addictions and bad friends. Since i was 14 i sold drugs and did drugs everyday and that went on up until i was 22 and what happend at that particular time is a topic i will cover in another post in the future. All I can say is that it was life saving for me and I went away for a while. Now im 26 , living a good life with my own bought apartment with my cat and my girlfriend I have a fulltime job and im exercising about 3-6 days a week consistently. Also doing meditation almost everyday even tho i feel that I want to be more serious about meditation cause it has really expanded my awareness alot. But it feels like I find excuses to not meditate, like I dont have time or i cant get time to be alone and so forth but this is just an excuse cause we make time if it is important. So one goal i have for this year is to meditate 30-60 min minimum everyday. One thing ive noticed since i started the spiritual path is how much unconciousness there is in the world and how it is in day to day life. I dont know anybody IRL who is interested in the deepest question we can ask ourselves. Like : What is existence? Why are we here? Who am I? What am I? And so forth. People just go on living their life not interested in this sort of stuff, im not saying that it is bad , I just feel that it is sad to see alot of people suffering thanks to the beliefs society has brainwashed them with. But now i feel like I should focus on my own journey and accept the aloneness in this journey. And accept people for where they are in their life and development. But self actualization and spiritual development is a lonely road to walk that is just the case, atleast where I live. One day i do feel that earth in general will turn to spirituality cause alot of our citizen is unfufilled and lost in their life. Spirit is what is missing in todays society even tho ive noticed alot of more popularity in spirituality the last year, I hope it will become something that is not tabu to talk about and that we become an open minded society. But I wont hold my breath for it.

Guys lets do a Facebook group ??

We can conclude that reality is both illusion and totally real and neither, you see? You can twist and turn anything however you want, BEING just is and that is what you are. But being is everything to. So relative truth is true as well. It goes full circle. Non dual. Truth is being/aware and anything arises inside IT. So everything arising is also true cause there is no seperation, this post is just mental masturbation cause reality can be anything you imagine it to be, then it is true for YOU. YOU ARE ALL OF IT AND NOTHING OF IT death = life Real = illusion Being = not being Everything = nothing One thing to conclude is just this, being IS Ultimate truth is = being is changeless and everything arising is changing, you are the changeless experiencing change cause thats all that there is to THIS

Question ur scepticism to. True awakening is just that, an awakening from a " dream" there is no doubt cause there is no one there to doubt anything, doubt arises when "you" return. According to ur logic anything might be an illusion and false which is a bit absurd imho. Investigate the assumption you have, and why question ur own awakening and authority? You are GOD so it is only you who can answer the validity of insights. Form and formlessness is one and the same. Just be and experience man and stop thinking about this thats my advice even tho it is a useless advice for the sceptic mind. How can you be sure that direct experience is illusion? It is a tricky game and I would say go with feeling and intuition. You are the whole shebang so take back your authority and create ur reality, cause that is what you are doing no matter what.

Psychedelics is liberating to the fact that you wake up to ur immortal nature as pure awareness. Psychedelics has done more for me with awakening then meditation has, meditation is equally as good but slower Psychedelics shows u ur true nature in minutes, I would go so far to say that Psychedelics can show you what u are and afterwards use meditation to make it stick, Psychedelics is YOU. So Psychedelics + meditation is the way to go ime