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Awesome one!

Nice post ? alot of extreme non dualist will just say this is an illusion and fantasy and so forth but it is not. Nice explanation m8! We can have deeper understanding of everything even tho we invent alot of it as we go. Like co creation Awareness is like a mirror which reflects its own infinite nature and it produces infinite images/experiences/"objects" since it is aware of All. Awareness is aware of awareness and folds in on it self producing subject/object, first it might only be Awareness but Awareness nature is to be aware so it ends up being aware of awareness which results in creation somehow, when Awareness becomes aware 'OF' anything. But it is both subject and object. Awareness is infinity but at the same time it is aware of infinity and it is both and neither, radical stuff. Really gets one to understand that pure non existence forever is impossible. Awareness would be aware of non existence which it can't do cause non existence does not exist lol ? Awareness transcend everything, even tho I dont want to make it the ground when in fact reality is groundless. every state of conciousness is held within " Aware Space" from deep sleep to infinite conciousness and everything in between. Infinity is found between any point even if it just is 1 cm between them. No largest or smallest unit or measurment is possible in this vast and small aware space

Awareness is everything and nothing. It only experiences it self. Infinity. Transcend real vs unreal. Just pointers

From the true self point of view this is not an issue and this is exactly want it wants. Ironically oneness wants to experience seperation. This is only from your/our limited ego point of view. Who is it that feels like this? Inspect it. It is a story you are holding as the Truth, in fact you have never ever been moved by experience or suffering, EVER. It happens in you not a happening to you. Ofcourse it feels real cause you dont have any reference point. Imagine that you have already lived countless times and dreamed forever but have you suffered for it? No. Memory is imaginary in that way. Every new "creation" is a forgetting in order to experience a point of view, but when awakening happens you realize that you are suffering and you are love and you are everything and that means freedom from it. Suffering might happen but you have a different reference point then prior to awakening. But recognize that the thoughts you have is only thoughts and ofcourse they dont feel good cause it aint true. Do you suffer from nightmares after you woke up? You realize it was just a dream, life is no different

Yes it can be in any time line in any world cause it is imagination which creates a world. Since there is no time every time or event can be imagined. Everything is an illusion only in that way that we believe in a solid and fixed reality which just is not the case at all. The void which is behind projects a world and character's and egos. The unmanifest is behind you and it has looped on it self reflecting itself causing subject/object split but it is only ONE. It is radical to realize that you are the only one in existence and will ever be. Obviously not the ego person but awareness is infinite and not two.

Since it is the same thing looking through all of our eyes and there is only the one Subject i would say that an identity/person cant possibly remember a previous life since the person in every experience is just the awareness appearing as that and forgetting its true nature since that it the only way creation can happen, a subject/object split must happend but you are the subject and the object. So ofcourse reincarnation is true in that way but in no way would an ego remember a previous life cause the ego is a function of awareness but is an illusion nevertheless. Awareness is infinite appearing as different finite things

Nicely explained!?

Haha such an awesome report! It is indeed profound? Welcome to the forum! How has the view of reality changed for you after this trip and so on??

Exactly. When the ego falls away reality shows its true nature so to speak ? The ego likes to claim the realizations and so forth but the ego is like 0.0000001% of the true nature of the psyche and not even that. GOD is outside of the ego but the ego is still within GOD.

It is perfectly normal to doubt afterwards especially if you only realized it like 1-2 times. But it is always ego which deny it or claim it as totally GOD. But at those realizations it is no ego present or maybe a tiny bit. But we got to be careful with this insight it is easy to decieve ourselves but yes our true nature is GOD / infinity. But question your fears, why do you have fear about this? Investigate it. Which is it that is afraid?

@Leo Gura Yeah makes zero sense ?

Yes but ego wants survival and wants a GOD outside of it self to keep it safe instead of accepting that the ego is a infinitismal part of the Self or ego is a utterly small part of the whole psyche.. Also it is Ego trying to oh im not god and so forth to not sound egomaniac but it is more ego to deny your true nature lol the paradox

Really awesome and YES!!! The true teachings of the Buddha was not a non self, it was that ANATA= NOT MY SOUL and that got interpreted obviously and clearly really wrong. Modern nihilistic teachings has flowered out from a fake buddhism teaching. The duality between no self and self will be transcended and you end up with the true Self!

Nice1 brother!

Just look at experience and see that dream is also Reality, maybe dreaming is all that there is to Reality in one way or another? There is no transition really from waking to sleep to dream it just flows automatically without effort. Experience is experiencing Experience ? What label we put on Reality is not that, infinite is the best word imo, but really look at how well it is functioning? What an intelligence it is that runs the show, amazing how well it works. Divine

@traveler Ofcourse in the end we can just be and thats just how it is. There is no ultimate end all be all and thats how it is. There is no point in seeking anything because you already are IT. BUT the seeking is there for a purpose and is necessary in the beginning stages, like benthino massaro usually say which i agree upon is that dont dismiss the seeking energy, in the end the seeking stops and you come home where you always been. What we will be left with is : the present moment. Isness. Can just be. And that is to fully embrace everything, be nothing. Being is the Truth.

Which is speaking from your own experiences and says nothing about another ones. Its awareness appearing as awareness, there is only ever experience experiencing, all the "non experience" you imagine is still an experience happening within experience, awareness is showing up as everything. Really look, there is only infinity happening, and within awareness time and space happens so that means that awareness is infinite and also that it is eternal. And if we look and investigate awareness we can recognize that it is both nothing and everything at the same time. You are IT. Infinite. The ultimate realization is that you are IT and not only "no self" Awareness is appearing as the person but forgets its true nature and identity's until it wakes up.

+1 exactly!!

Whatever happens you will be aware of it ?

Do share what happend on the trip if you like ?

Yes brother there is only you No self is just the "beginning" You are older then what we call this existence. There is no why how or when to this, even if you want the answer. Had the exact same realization. It is completly freaky and fucked up imo. Ofcourse ego playing a part but at that level there is no ego and there is no others. Conciousness wakes up to the fact that it fucking imagines existence/life/death/dreams. And it is alone thats oneness for you. It is so radical, there is no universe or others. It is just what you see in front of you, sure the appearances can change and you can be another ego and so forth but what you are is not subject to change. Thats why impermance is true but also it is not true. Changeless awareness just is. How can it escape itself? there is no possibility for it. It is extremely frightening to recognize that being is one and you are it. It aint all sunshine and rainbows, die into your nature only to recognize that it has ALWAYS been you, no matter what happens or what enlightened gurus tell you about enlightenment, it is you speaking to your self tricking yourself. This is neither positive or negative just is. It is so radical to see this, reality is nothing that you thought it were. Everything felt so real prior to this, but after a while you come back to dreaming again, but at the moment of awakening life is broken, dream is gone. But then it starts again, and thats how it will be forever! Forgetting and waking up forgetting and waking up

Psychedelics is a WHOLE other ball game and there is no drug that comes close to what psychedelics can show you. Even tho alot of different drugs can also show you stuff and produce different states but psychedelics is not a drug imo.

https://www.essentiafoundation.org/reading/hello-we-are-essentia-foundation/ Bernardo Kastrup is someone who will be a pioneer in the paradigm shift of science i believe. Here Mind and Conciousness is the focus and what reality really consists of. They will show and argue for the evidence of idealism and non duality. Idealism is just another word for non duality. Read the article people ?

Im sorry for your loss brother i can understand the pain ❤ im here for you If you ever feel the need to talk about that or anything else. And yes you are right, the relative is totally divine and we should enjoy otherness and create beatiful relationships ❤

Beatiful!✌ Yeah reality is so magical and fantastic, it is a big mystery we will never ever exhaust no matter how much we unravel there will always be more of everything. Just enjoy life and spread love and compassion and become GOD in human form ❤ Even tho even human is a concept but still language is language ?