LostSoul

@MisterNobody i can tell you that i am aware right now writing these words... Dont you think so?

Leo has already said It to you. Watch yourself confusing relative vs absolut truths.

@Leo Gura yes, so how come oneself know what is true? Isnt always one deceived in some way?

@Yimpa no

I just want to kill my anxiety anda depression, basically to feel what you described haha

How to prevent the mania and dark side efectos?

I feel like I have very strong burried emotions on my body, I always have been running from them but now I knocking 24 and I feel like I cannot live life like this anymore. Even talking to people produces me anxiety, especially girls, but this only happens when I relax into my body and emotions came up, so much tension, so much sadness. I was looking forward yo start to heal through psichedelics because I feel I can't other way, I always end up with distractions. Any opinions on what are the BEST psychedelics for this? Any video source that explains how yo heal through them?

Lot of thanks every answer

@t1mb0b i Will be gettin HCI soon, but 5-meo-malt. Do you have any sugestions on how to consume It?

@Ulax im not the topic startera but i relate yo what he said, and myself im not able to Connect to people in that way. What can I do?

Does anyone know the expire date of this substance? I'm very interested in taking this psychedelic but I can see its potential dangers, so I'm planning not to take it before some years of basic personal development. My plan was to get it and, if it were possible, keep it for some years. Reason for that is I'm scared it could be banned in near future.

Nice. Thanks!

where can I learn how to be calibrated socially? any source?

@Leo Gura why is the opposite direction if outside and inside is One? I cant understand this. Thanks

yesss

For those who are suffering and don't know why. Simple video but amazing wisdom. Felt like I had to share with the forum.

@Moksha what?

Im struggling very hard to connect the dots between conciousness and being human. Leo and his teachings are, obviosuly, always coming from a human perspective. Is awakening limited to humans? What is really difficult to understand to me is conecting everything Leo says without a human in the middle of everything. Like he says that every piece of reality is made by yourself to make yourself fall asleep or awaken. But what sense has these if you were a fucking ant?

@kinesin thanks¡

Sorry if I didn't explain myself correctly, Im from Spain. I meant, what is the sense of teachings like: ''reality is composed of two things: things that are for you to falling asleep and things that are for you to awaken'' ''you are creating reality every moment and the greatest thing to do in life is to awake'' ''God wants you to awaken but can't do it for you'' ...if you are not a human capable of these things. I mean what if you are an ant?

@Leo Gura can you elaborate the relative distinction between Conciousness vs Awareness (Awareness as being self aware conciousness). Related to what @Moksha said in the first page of the topic. I'm confused. Thanks

Title says it all.

@mandyjw appreciate your comment, thanks. I can relate to almost all words of @Ensho. I feel conected to you in that way. Love.

I think I understand your point guys, but I mean, for example, awareness requires to imagine a human to drive a car. Requires a chetaah to hunt an impala. It requires a develop form of life to be concious of being concius? In other words, is it a privilage to be a human being inside infinite God mind? Im very confused haha

3 years ago I had a huge awakening. I saw everything super clear. There was no suffering at all. I didn't know anything about this stuff, but before that happened I was in deep suffering and I didn't even know. I awakened because of suffering. Then "I lost" all of that which "I had gained". Now, after 3 years of suffering (hundreds of different phases I went trought), I have more understanding than I have at that time, I was so fucking clueless. I feel like I am at the edge of awakening, I notice on my chest, all over my body feels it when I am very near. But there is something that is blocking me from that: MYSELF. Wtffff myself doesn't want to awaken. It is that which has been causing me suffering this 3 years. I feel I can't do nothing because I am always preventing myself from awakening. Some thoughts on this?