levani

what is the difference and how do both feel ?

@Moksha titties (and love)

@Shmurda mad, yeah bro we pay well, in different ways to different services, can't really get into it here but the more unique the service that someone provides the more they get paid, or aka the more value they provide the more they get paid and shit @hyruga yea broo, airbnb fucked you and your whole industry (hard) @Yahya you should find likeminded people and open one of those unique stage green/yellow schools

@datamonster i remembering googling "highest paying jobs" 10ish years ago haha, daya scientist was one of them isn't data science like "different ways of thinking" ?

i'll go first i run an events company/nightclubs i started working in mayfair/london a few years back chasing models/hot girls on the street and rich looking materialistic guys and got them into fancy selective clubs and worked my way up from there i am a spoiler young adult lol and still looking for my life purpose in a way

@LastThursday i see it

tried laying down, definitely more concentration sitting upright i think

@Gesundheit but still meta and sort of a habit even though it doesn't feel meta so in other words a good habit to install if you act on it "correctly" from the beginning

i'm gonna check in once a week rather than once a day from now on anyway if this helped anyone i'm glad from the beginning or meditation to now no weird / out of the ordinary shit happened to me.

@Gesundheit bro it's SO powerful no ? i just discovered the real power if it yesterday, not the principle but some typneof realization that if you continoulsly live like that it's META AF. do you think this feeling burns out ? i don't think so @modmyth i think i'd rather die alone tbf

list them here guys, one or many, i need ideas. i can't seem to find one meaningful way, i know meaning is a personal agenda thingy but I need to start somewhere.

@Espaim haha mdma i agree that's a good ide heroin too - my tattoo artist said he'd go out on heroin (he used to be adicted to it in the 80s)

bunch of hookas and cocaine ahahahahahahahaha what an authentic guy

@fridjonk reminds of me that voldemort scene where he almost died when he was apparating with harry and shoving his face into harrys haha

@blackchair yeah bro as if it was like a button, i'm finding authenticity every day, striving towards it i guess but it's not like anone night transformation to be 100% authentic, in fact i thibk in society it's impossible

@LastThursday nice bro, simple stuff @Rilles ufff, false self ftw bruv i feel you

@Thought Art how can i learn to tell the truth ? and i'm trying to see in which way I can provide value broski in the very process now

30 min, super smooth today

very possibly yes bro, super super possible, i will try and render that so you're saying that increasing my consciousness will allow me to realize my life purpose ?

@Blackbeat yeah but i don't wanna squeeze anything out of people, never been my thing, if they wanna give they will give, i don't need to make something that's been done already innit

this seems at the top to me this too this is impossible, only people who are evolved/developed will go into this... you can't shove it down people's throats.. and i am not spiking anyone with psychedelics... i got morals innit, but perhaps before i die i'll load a plane up with some DMT and release it upon the world, mass awakening time haha this though.. is interesting... this is the closest i came to.. making yt/insta videos about my physique that you can be healthy too and me playing violin private or public whatever, record it put it on social media and make money that way but............. there is a limiting belief here that i can't identify i think it won't make enough money or something but i also know i can make it so fucking unique and cool that it does make money, shirtlessly go around and play violin for girls on the street and record it and put it on yt or something haha to me this is sort of excellence but i am one superficial fuck tbh so i don't know, i think being a shredded violinist playing for girls with my looks can be hedonistic and i don't want to live in hedonism innit, i spent the last year removing my hedonistic pleasures out of my life

i was watching frank yang like i do and he said this: "my final goal was not to just eradicate all suffering, but to have the universe fuck me whilst fucking it at the same time" what does this mean? how does one even eradicate all suffering? fucked by the universe = kundalini ? fucking the universe = ?

so you desensitise your emotions / being ? or depersonalise yourself ? yeah true yeah, i am kind of, i'm meditating a bit i feel you bros

@LastThursday really juicy stuff here very true gold. literally gold, i wish someone had the vision to explain it like that from the beginning haha @Nahm so basically everything i do has to have as much awareness as possible ?

@Raptorsin7 yeah so basically incr. consciousness, look within some vladimir guy said on this forum to do shamanic breathing, i'm gonna do it but i want someone to spot me