Ima Freeman

@zurewKennedy is focusing on controversial topics involving massive injustice and corruption. Of course he gets paradigm locked into conspiracies, because they happen. They involve mighty industries using their massive capital to fund tabbacco science and to bribe said institutions. That's a win-win situation. The agencies are stuffed with corporate money and the corporations are spared from regulation and liability. This got even worse with revolving doors - industry bureaucrats go into the regulatory agencies and change things from the inside and useful employees of the agencies get well payed positions in industry after they retire. That is one of the main problems of our times - Lobbying Now pair this with the typical human phenomenon of the inert paradigm. The medical, economic, etc. mainstream worldview is challenged, which leads the current establishment to get dogmatic and over-conservative. When it comes to certain topics, where institutions have financial entanglements or corruption happened, whose uncovering they are trying to prevent, things turn ridiculous. Damage from vaccines constituents for example, endangers the health agency (for being uncareful) and the massive profit and reputation pharma corporation - what do you think will happen if there is too little transparency ? We are living in an ever more globalized world. Conflicts of worldview and over new paradigms are carried out on an ever more globalized stage. Be careful not to use a conspiracy theorist straw man.

@sholomar Doesn't that boil down to collective ego?

But what do you think about the use of the left/right concept? As I said, I think it is overused (paradigm lock alert) and people seem to be too uneducated (which is not the models fault per se, but it's dualistic nature leads to bipartisanship)

Why is the whole pandemic just a dream, like a movie without back story, and at the same time the vaccine saved millions of lives?

What are in your opinion the most profound, consciousness-raising episodes of Actualized.org?

And mine for me

Thanks, that's a lot to chew on.

Every day I enter a infinite void. There is nothing, not even time. Then out of this nonexistence, perceptions arise. At first very subtle, then of heightened intensity. I am terrorized by the thought of the end of my life, death, but isn't it true that the sense of self, that being, seizes to exist every day. How is this any different than dying? This is the end of being. But then it arises again, but who can guarantee this?

Ok I can can comprehend that monism intellectually. Consciousness is the substance of everything. The threat deals with the unconsciousness of deep sleep though. To the questions: Who is the I that is aware of sensations, thoughts, and feelings? Consciousness itself What happens when sensations, thoughts, and feelings recede? New ones arise, or better they flow into each other like waves. Does absolute awareness suddenly stop in the absence of apparent objects? In my humble opinion yes, because it is anchored in sensations. No sensations, no consciousness, no being

So, you say awareness ultimately does not need an object, sensation, etc.? I have a sense of being, because I'm aware of sensations, thoughts, feelings. Without them nothing would exist. No awareness = no being

@ZenAlex Look into and study the hell out of detoxification.

Thanks so far.

Ok interesting, I didn't expect that. But yeah, these videos do have a big impact in how one changes his or her live.

Aware of what?

It is not in my experience that I choose.

Absolutely nothing. But in the waking state there is consciousness. There seems to be a state of conscious deep sleep called Jagrat Sushupti. Apparently one can practice to enter it.

@Schizophonia Do you know that? I have periods of alcohol cravings where I am maybe drinking on one day, but have to fight against it the rest of the week. Addiction is a coercion of the mind. Either you give in or not.

That's dependence

I have the intuition, that there is no distinction between what is called monkey mind and writing here, talking to others, contemplation and the phenomenon of language in general. The only factor that seems to seperate the above terms is the level of consciousness. THE mind is generating sentences, some hardly noticeable others very intense. So called monkey mind is very unconscious, whereas the ideas written here penetrate deeper into consciousness. First monkey mind or THE mind generates words than these words penetrate into awareness and finally they are typed here as a post, black on white. And that counts for every sentence on this forum.

Typical thoughts of an 26 year old Turn your passion into a regular practice. Take little steps and be creative.

Sometimes I'm confronted with the situations in which I have an urge to go extreme with spiritual practice. Mostly, when I'm about to do some distractions/recreations. What I mean with that is no more comfort seeking, no more gratification of the senses, no more distraction. Investment solely into consciousness. It's like a call from my conscience: "Do not waste your energy on recreations" "Focus on the essential" "Go for the highest" "The clock is ticking" I did not yet set up a definite life goal, so I do surf the internet for hours to enjoy art, or to help family members, or to go to music festivals with friends, or to drink alcohol and socialize. Stuff that's not contributing to pure consciousness/clarity/presence/.... I know that I have neurotic tendencies and that I'm willing to put myself through work in a way that is more hard than smart. Should I just overcome all past recreational habits? Should I do sadhana for most of the time?

I don't necessarily defend these conditions, but how I would define enjoyment is as an perceiving of well-being. I totally agree that the dark aspects are powerful teachers. That I have already witnessed several times.

Amen

@tuku747 How about: anxiety hurry pain fatigue fomo : : : Enjoyment needs certain conditions

@Moksha Thank you, your answer is very helpful. I heard of certain zen monks who did meditation exercises for 20 hours a day. Really putting themselves into it. Of course I cannot compare myself to a master with decades of experience. Do you know of good signs of going overboard?