Manusia

Yeah it can be. I meet lot of conscious being and sage too, already have taste of the vibration. But I think this is very different taste of being hahaha

This is what we need Leo!

Well said. This is what happened to me now.

Well said. Listen to this. Letting go is hard. But time is your friend when trying to move on.

It always fluid. The change depend on people character, states, emotional problem, etc when the time he/she input. In my observation seeing my friend use it. Friend that develop inner work can have different result each use in long different time. Friend that very cocky have same result. Another friend that have emotional problem have significant change result when use in different time (INTJ - INFJ). Myself that have PTSD and wounded metaphysical boundaries so to say.. swing more often (INTJ-T, INTJ-A, INTP-A, INFP-T). My conclusion all depends on lot of conditioning. Its flexible, but the more rigid people personality tend to be the same result. Sorry my english suck.

When AI try seeking enlightment.

Anyone here tried subliminal message? Do you have recommendation channel/ spotify/ etc for self development?

After watching Leo videos a lot. I almost never contemplating any stuff that Leo talked. And when I do my first shroom, I just verify what Leo said, boom boom boom.. lot of data downloaded and I verify lot of stuff in the psychedelic strom. After that experience I just blindly believe what Leo says, I think doing that things make me have the truth. But time by time passing I watching more of Leo videos and I realized I become too ideological, I conviced myself that I have the absolute truth. I became neurotic in my belief about actualized.org. Time pass and eventually I do contemplation work that Leo says need to be doing in the end of videos titled 'how ideology works'. Then I drive my motorcycle to go to my home town with contemplation, and I clicked.... 'I always talk to myself' wherever I go.. I always conviced myself to believe what to believe. Anddd.... whattttt It cant be real dude, In that state I consciously aware how I tell myself what to belief in ANYTHING. Its liberating me but just for a while idk. I confused with whats really real? And whats not real in everything that seems very real? Anyone have recommendation to me for what I can do for my next self inquiry? Sorry bad english.

In my experience in my success in photography competition (18), I won almost every competition I joined and before I became neurotic about success I got feeling that this is just hollow. All my trophy feel super hollow literally. Its not aligned with my highest value even I have huge passion photography so much. I just feel it didnt make me happy anymore to win any competition. And in that turning point I dont care anymore about achievement, my skill in photography doesnt really improve cz in the competition game there is 'copy paste rules' to win the game, especially in my country that photography 'need to be like this'. I have lost so much feeling in art and I cannot feel happy when taking pictures cz all I do is just repeat the same pattern, not express what I want to shoot. After that time I not doing photography that much and I leaning towards demonizing ppl that doing photography just to make them cool and famous, not for feelings. Wasting lot of my time I realize. I dunno man after watching lot of leo videos I started my photography hobby again, maybe now I leaning to some yellow value. I think buy and apply leo life purpose course can help us to integrate orange values to our life in yellow manner.

Sometimes the more abstract model is, the more deep and wide the implication.

And keep in mind, green stage development can easily seen as torquise, I find a lot of green ppl stagnant at green cognitive and call themselves 'torquise'.

Yo man I have experience same thing with you now. Im easily get bored when I have romantic partner with SD tier 1 before I understand what is SD. When I learn in actualized.org I started noticing my fetish is not SD tier 1. I learn more about self deception and so on and now I can read people behaviour, I easily get disgusted with girl ? just no for romantic partner. Now in relationship with a girl in SD green-yellowish. She is not interesting in apperance but, never bored with she, we are always self reflection and no blame. We learning together new things, forcing each other to learn new experience to expand consciousness. Im very compatible with she. I suggest you can search for people with higher chance SD yellow in some economics faculty at 'good' university in your country. Their meta thinking easily to spot.

There is high consciousness sex and opposite. High consciousness sex make you go up vibration. High consciousness sex requiting lot lot of selfless mindset in my experience. And the feeling is just so good, and once a time I have reached some non dual state after sex.