Vincent S

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  1. As the title says: "What is Submission?" Why must there be Submission to everything in reality? Why must there be something that Sacrifices itself for something else to come to take its place? How is Sumbission an Aspect of Love? Why God has Absolutely sacrificed itself for every living creature? (God giving up itself, its body, its dream. So we can experience ourselves trough God?) How is conscious form abusing Gods sacrifice of itself to keep God locked in a formed state? How Is Sumbission different to Surrender? - How to avoid the trap of becoming a doormat. - How to not feel guilty for not breaking yourself for another part of yourself/ to someone else. - How is it Love even if you are selfish and dont allow yourself to be consumed by other unconscious beings?
  2. The way I see it, there is no "end state of enlightenment" bam and you are done. Its a gradual and Infinite process of self-realization, and everytime you awaken to some aspect of yourself. One part of you will try to fall asleep, and the other part will try to stay awake. Its your experience and duty to yourself to integrate every stage and become comfortable with it. If anything, I would say that "your" life will become more meaningful, the higher/deeper/further you go. The more conscious you become, the more meaningful things will be. At the end of the day, its your expereince, if you feel scared, then be with yourself in that state, until you taken your time to accept, integrate and embrace it. Time is dualistic, but its as they say: "Time is the healer", maybe in this case, further unfoldment is the healer.
  3. Also if its an NBOMe, It would be really really bitter. Indeed, I was always so against thinking negatively about getting in in paper form. Gave my mom a few of the ones I tried, and she always tells me: I wish there would be a better and pure product than these random paper pieces, that god knows where they have been. And lucky her, got a contact with a very good source that sells very pure liquid acid. Its totally different experience, its so pure, so smooth.
  4. I know the feeling. It sucks also getting from people you dont know or trust. What country do you live in?
  5. Everything is a breadcrumb, you prepared all of it, before you made yourself forget that you are God. Everything can be used to wake yourself up, because everything is You. Literally everything is a “breadcrumb” You just choose to your liking.
  6. I dont know the science behind it. But taking 1-2 capsules of Lions Mane extract few hours before, intensifies my trips. ? Also yes, sit or lie down, contemplate and let go. Frequency music helps a lot.
  7. For me: Mushrooms opened my Heart. ? LSD alligned my Heart and my Universal Mind. ? = ? 5-MEO made me see that I am Infinite. ♾ And ultimately, everything has to be surrendered, even Consciousness, in the end. To become Infinite Nothingness, Forever…
  8. Thank you for sharing ?❤️ Had a similar breakdown in to suffering a few weeks ago. I couldn’t stop crying at the relief of knowing absolute truth about suffering and truth of my heart. I found this video, and I couldn’t stop crying at the relief I was feeling of seeing all of these children as me. And how society isn’t conscious enough to understand these individuals, yet. But seeing their parents and how much love there is, it broke my heart right open.
  9. My love is like foot steps in the snow, baby, I follow you everywhere you go, baby. The pain as light has come to wake you But you will never realize, That I inspire the dreams that guide you, baby. I follow the winds that bring the cold, baby, I light a fire in your soul, baby. The lightest touch of feathers falling, My love might be invisible But I inspire the dreams that guide you, baby, You're a half a world away But in my mind I whisper every single word you say. And before you sleep at night You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite. Your singing satellite, You say a prayer You say a prayer You're a half a world away But in my mind I whisper every single word you say. And before you sleep at night You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite. You're a half a world away, But in my mind I whisper every single word you say. And before you sleep at night, You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite...
  10. Let her go. Find who you really are.
  11. Leo Is You and Your Intuition Great read, thanks! I had a simmilar experience with weed. After using many different psychedelics, I had my first real ego death on weed. Funny enough
  12. Thank you so much for sharing this ??? It’s very interesting to read your journey. And I wish you a great journey from here ? Admire you for not denying the process, and diving deep and riding yourself of past impurities that was kept since early childhood. ? LSD is very profound in its way to show Truth. In my experience with the substance. Its the mind and remembrance of The Universe. And of course the Above and Beyonds as well as the power for Transformation. But like you said, there is a trade off. And since it reveals what is True/Truth, its must filter out All The Untruths we have dealt with, lived with, thought ourselves to be, projected on to others, suffered at the hands of and so on… What remains is Truth. But in this work, we must be willing to let go of our tools, beliefs and past identities that simply wont align with The Inherent Truth. Truth is inherent and the background to Everything. From my experience. Its important to balance Consciousness with Love, because they are the same thing, two sides of the same coin. I would advise to explore your self-love more and complement this journey with. Its true that Truth can be harsh and cruel, but at the same time it can be very liberating. Try some mescaline (San Pedro) if you haven't, or some MDMA and love yourself deeply. So you can encourage yourself to keep going towards Truth ✨
  13. "Walked when should've ran. And ran when should've walked" Paradoxical Nature of Existence... The Double bind of Duality... What can be done but to be done with what you cant do... The plastic bag IS enlightened...
  14. By it Existing, its God's way of Loving it. God is Everything, so God must Love Everything, If God doesn't Love it, it cant be Everything. Love is the Unifier of Every single finite self, part or aspect. By rape, torture, suffering, war, famine, murder existing, and God Loving it by living trough it, as it. It's Gods way of taking that finite self, part or aspect and transending it to the Infinite. If it wasnt Loving it, It would mean that It had to be stuck being Finite Forever... And yet paradoxically, its being "stuck" being Everything Forever, and Nothing Consciousness is Equal to Love, and Love is Equal to Consciousness. Consciousness is Everything, and that must mean that Everything is Love too...
  15. Thank you for the reminder <3 To be perfectly honest, I dont enjoy the low's of this work, but I am still very attached to the high's. When I ride the wave crest, I go very high, and when I ride down with the wave trough, I go very low. When Im soaring, Im recieving, and when Im plummeting, Im actually giving. But the further I go, the more I realise that the low and the high are actually becoming identical. They are the same thing, It's just my biases that get in the way sometimes... Learning to Accept and Love myself and others have helped me tremendously. Finding the balance is the key. Consciousness is Nothing without Love, and Love is Nothing without Consciousness.
  16. From my observation, being paranaoid is the cause of creating the reality you fear experiencing the most. Just leave your mind, breathe and let it go. Nothing will happen. Goverment wont be after you.