Vincent S

How can you be so sure who Leo actually is? We can all be Leo, for all you know

The objects are just what Being is using to experience Itself. To be able to experience itself. Otherwise its Infinite "No-Thing". Also the Experience is No-Thing. Look at my profile pic. Look at the center of the eye. Or even better, go stand in front of a mirror, look in to your eyes center. Stand there until you get it. Im not kidding. It will blow your mind.

What is your being? Pinpoint what exactly is your being? Your body? Your brain? Your eyes?

The Computer is seen by the No-Thing which thinks: It is a "Thing". So when you, as No-Thing-Ness, Imagine yourself to be an I: Whatever you perceive is what you are. So by virtue: You are what you see, and what you see is what you are. It doesnt need to have eyes. Your imaginated "form" has eyes, and you think "other" stuff need to have eyes to "exist" along side you. The distinctions we make, are what we see or dream in "life". So you are making a distinction that you see your computer, your computer is seperate from you = only you as the "seer" is the only thing that is or can experience itself. Now, ultimately, yes you are. But whatever you create is therefore just as real, as You. So when you look at a computer, you imagine yourself (Infinite Cloud Of No-Thing-Ness) to be a computer, "seperate" from you. Imagine being in an infinite white field. There is nothing there. Almost as being inside a cloud: Now imagine that cloud is Everything. This Infinite Cloud Of No-Thing-Ness, Imagines first that there is an "I" in it, then with Consciousness, it creates another layer, which is other stuff, things, objects, reality, life, weather, animals, computers and so on. Whatever appeared within this Infinite Cloud Of No-Thing-Ness, is precisely whatever it was from the beginning. Which is No-Thing-Ness. Just appearing as things. But all "Things" that appear inside the field, are the same, because they come from the same "source", or appear in the same field, if you may.

I havent been in such a situation before. Cant really give any advice or my two cents on that. Trusting your gut, is the best guidance for yourself, because you are being guided by your Ultimate Self. Your life and your existence is Infinite. Its an Infinite Maze that only you know how to get out of. You know, because you designed it

@Fede83 My advice is to start Loving yourself. No matter how "lonely" It can get. Do a visualization/meditation: with some nice meditation music (maybe I can find something to Link to you) In this visualization/meditation; Imagine going deep within your heart, and not only your physical heart, but to the center of your being. Enter your own Infinite Depths, and deep within, place a small Seed Of Love. Once you placed it there. For a few days in a row. Go visit it, and shower some water (Love) in to that soil (your being). Start hugging yourself before going to sleep, start kissing your hands. Give yourself the love you felt like you "never" were given. Take care of your body, give it the food it wants, they say: go grocery shopping with letting your hands decide what you actually want, not your thoughts. Give your body the rest it needs. And bit by bit, you will see your Self-Love grows in to a Tree Of Love. Your Love will bare fruit. And from there, naturally you will attract other beings to you. And that will be the icing on the cake. But then you are complete in what you are. Which is already complete. You just forgot, and you needed yourself to remind yourself of it <3

They Say: When You Are Alone, You Are Actually All-One. What Does This Mean? It Means That You Are Actually Perfectly In Harmony With Yourself In The Moment: And You Don’t Need Anything Or Anybody To Fulfill Anything For You. But We Are So Caught Up In The Mind, And So Used To Connect This Feeling With A “Bad” Thing. And We Don’t Really Stop: And Interpret It, In Its Actuality. Which Is: I Am Whole, I Am Complete, I Am Myself, I Should Cherish This Moment, And Be Intimate With My Existence, And Relationship With “The World” And The Universe. I Should Stop For A Second, And Realize That I Cannot Be Fulfilled By Another Person Or Possession Of An Object (Material). I Am Complete. I Don’t Need Anything Else: *Other Than What Is In This Moment.* I Am Not Alone, I Am All-One With Myself. The More You Train This Way Of Being And Not Thinking: The More You Will Grow. The Bigger Picture You Will Have Of Life, Reality And Existence. You Remove Distinctions And Start To See The Common Theme Of Everything. Which Is: Everything Is Love. Everything Is One. And What Are You When You Are Alone? You Are All-One: You Are All-Love…

You think these things are separate: Me, My Computer, The Seer, The Seen, The Experience, The Experienced… Its all One thing. Its a “No-Thing”, Split in seeming “Things” or “Separate” Objects/Experiences/Individuals. Creating A Dream.

Watch out so that your highest self, doesn’t create something for you to experience and make you wise enough not to push on others weak spots. Im not defending Leo here, he can do that himself. Also he probably doesn’t care. I am only reminding you, of your higher Self. Maybe I assumed what you meant. But in this context: Its easy to interpret what you said as judging and punishing.

All the time. Its you overcoming your obstacles. And how you deal with them, defines your Strengths. At least it did for me. I would recommend taking these, and writing them down. See if there is a common theme/pattern. And build a map or a big picture understanding of how they correlate to your waking day to day dream. Use them to overcome your fears, and create a better, Now.

Nice work! You got one more subscriber ????

Allowing others to control me. Not having the balls to say no to something I didnt feel like doing or being a part of.

Have You Experienced A Spiritual Ego Death? (Im Not Referring To The Typical New Age Spiritual Ego) Im Referring To The Story Of You Experiencing Duality. And Being This Entity: Thinking You Are Seperate. The One Who Sees (God) Everywhere. "The Observer" Or Call It What You May. During My Previous Deep Meditation/LSD Trip: I Reached Somewhere: Where I Saw The Game For What It Is. I Went In With The Intention Of Realizing No Self. And What I Was Shown: Absolutely Shattered Every Realization Before It. I Experienced What Having No Form Was Like. The Pain That Came With It. This Was Not Related To A Physical Body. (I Have Had Many Ego Deaths On Previous Meditation/Psychedelic Trips) This Was Something Else. It Was Some Kind Of Existential Pain Tied With This Realization, And All I Could Perceive From It, Was: There Is No Other. Everything Is Imagined. Even My self/Self) All Of It Is Imagined Before Entering That Identity. Even Taking On The Identity Of (God) Was Also An Identity/Form/Shape, That Can Be Imagined. Outside The Formed Reality. There Is An "Experiencer". But Through Creating "Imagining" A Life Of Duality. It Turns In To A Form, And Experiences "A Life" Or A "Thing" Rather Than A "No-Thing". When You Are Outside The Game. There Is Absolutely Nothing. No You To Know, Who Or What You Are. Because What You Think Of Yourself: Isn't A "Thing". Its A "No-Thing". It Is Some Kind Of Void, Unformed, That Turns In To Everything. This Void Wants To Have A Self To Experience A "Something". This Void, Choses Anyting It Likes, And Enters It. This Void Has Been Doing This Forever. This Void Is Everything You Can Think Of. So When I Saw My Mother, I Felt Like, She Is This Void: Experiencing What It Is To Be Her. And When "I" Go Outside The Formed Identity: I See That She Is The Same Void. "I" As The Void, Am Everything There Is. But The Dream/Life/Reality Of My/Your Choosing: Is Created Such: That When You Enter It, You Forget That You Are This Void: Playing A Character. And Through Emotions, Sensations, Identifications: This "Reality" Gets More Solid/Formed. Im Genuinely Interested To Hear From Those Who Have Experienced Something Similar. Because This Have Completely Turned Everything Upside Down. - Was It On A Psychedelic? During Meditation? - Was It With The Intention Of Realizing No Self? - Was It Painful? Did You Get Depressed After? - How Do You Even Integrate This? Is There Even A Point? Also: This "Experiencer" Between The Void And Identity, Is That The True Spiritual Ego? Is That An Identity? Am I Talking Smack Here? Can Anyone (I) Relate To Anything That Is Being Said Here? I Dont Know...

Good tip! Thanks! Love your comments, as always <3

Good one! Brilliant

@zenviolet Thanks for posting this. Kinda there myself. Thanks ?? ?

@TDLH Not as great as yours ??? Thank you!

All problems of the "World" are a part of the Mass-Hallucinations that we are facing. Its like a new patch for a game, or a new expansion with new features and challenges. Its a game. Once you are done playing, and want to grow up to something real. You exit the game and go out in nature and explore your true essence. Many still love the new features and challenges. And they get very serious and fall prey to the narratives. They get very attached and love to play a role - taking a side or believing they got the right perspective. Eg: Vaxxers - Antivaxxers. Extremes in both ends. All of this is still playing out an old way of thinking, a belief and biblical patterns of Good And Evil. The way forward is seeing between "Good" and "Evil". The Middle Way. Consciously choosing your path, and not needing to take any side, but your own true compass. And not to fall prey to the games. Unless you enjoy playing them. Willing to stay awake and watch how easy it is to fall in to The Illusions of the World. Now, this can hurt, this can liberate. Either way: If you are done: You are ready to tread towards Truth. The problems of the World, will solve themselves. As soon as people stop this pattern and Hysteria. Just like when you live in a crowded area, with traffic (a lot of pollution in the air) and houses around the the area are affected by it. But when you go up real early, before everyone else: Go out and take a deep breath of fresh air. Just by the traffic being dead, and no cars passing by: The air refreshes itself. Same thing with the problems of the World. Not all of them. But most.

@Bacher Absolute Beauty <3 Thanks for sharing! Never tried Ket, but now you got me interested in trying it

Some stupid thing I started with for no reason, like two months ago. Thanks for pointing it out. I have been dying to stop

@IamYou @Tim Ho ???

I Have Been Sitting Here, Imagining Something For So Long, That I Finally Believed It. And It Became My Reality. But There Is Nothing Here/There. Its Just Me. Even The Me, Is Something I Imagined. My Life, My Existence, The World I Live In, The People I Know, The Family I Have, The House I Am Living In. All Of It, Its Imagined. But This Was And Is The Only Way That I Can Be. This Is The Only Way I Can Feel And Sense. This Is The Only Way That I Can Love Myself, Experience Myself And Everything I Imagine. This Doesnt Mean That All Of The Things I Imagined: Are Bad. It Doesnt Mean That Just Because Its Imagined, That It Shouldnt Be Celebrated And Loved. Its Precisely Why I Can Be So Free And Detached, To Be Able Love What I Choose To Imagine. What Else Can I Do, Other Than To Love The Things I Imagine? Even The Me That Thinks There Is A Me To Be Imagined. To Whoever Is Imagining This Text: I Love You <3

When You Orgasm: Heavy Thoughts And Energies Gets Shaken Of From You When You Vibrate. You Are Moving The Serpent: (Just Like When You Have Kundalini Awakenings, Whether You Like It Or Not, Thats A Thing, Even Though Many Teachers Deny Such Things). What Is Good To Do: Is To Get To The Core Of What Is Causing You To Feel The Need To Release Heavy Thoughts, Energies, Identification, Heavy Emotions. Cut That Out From Your Life, And The Need Will Be Turned Down To A Balanced Level. Also, Releasing Is A Need To Be Creative As Well. If Your Not Expressing Your Creative Energy: You Will Feel The Need To Release It Somehow: And Thats Usually Done The Easiest, By Ejaculation. Try To Find Something You Like Doing, Create Something, Be Artful, Go Out For A Run, Sing, Create Music, Paint, Journal, Write Poems… Promising Yourself To Quit Fapping, Is Only Going To End Up In A Relapse, Next Time You Get Angry Or Upset Over Something. Or When You Get Bored. Or When You Feel Like You Haven't Been Productive Enough. Or When You Haven't Expressed Your Creativity For A While. Also Try To Do Some Shadow-Work And Remove Your Beliefs About Fapping Being A Bad Thing. Just Like Anything Else In Life: When We Are Programmed To Think Something Is Bad. Or We Are Not Allowed To Do It (Religion): All This Creates Is: A Rebelling Against Restrictions, Ending Up In: Us Doing That Thing We Are Not “Allowed” To Do. Also, Maybe Start Doing It Differently: Do It Without Porn. Do It Consciously. Do It Without A Mind Or Anything Else Distracting You From Being Here And Now In The Act. Try Feeling Your Orgasms More: Notice How For A Split Second: Your Ego Doesn’t Exist. There Are No Problems, You Are Safe. You Are Complete. You Are Love. And Use Your Orgasms To Remind You Of Who Truly Are. This Will Remove Your Blockages And You Will Feel A Lot Better Than Fapping To Porn And Being Distracted By Your Thoughts About Your Desires And Fantasies. The Common Theme Of Not Doing Things Consciously, Is Also Noticed When Eating: When Most Of Us Have Or Are Still Eating While Doing Something Else Like Watching TV, YouTube Or Whatever: Making Us Distracted, And Eating More Than We Need, And Not Feeling Satiated Enough. Eat, But Eat Consciously. Fap, But Fap Consciously. This Will Change Our Patterns And Behaviors. And Help Us Grow And Transform Our Lives.

Sometimes Things Happen In Your Life, To Point You To A Different Direction. To Push You To The Next Chapter. Her Entering Your Life, Was A Taste-Test Of Something Larger. A Jolt To Jumpstart Something For You. This Doesnt Only Happen With Pleasure. Sometimes It Comes In The Form Pain And Suffering. But Really, They Are All The Same: Jump-Starters. Lets Say You Are In An Infinite Dream, With Infinite Layers (That Never Ends). Waking Up And Sleeping: Are The Same As A Begining And End. Jolts Of Pain And Pleasure Occur, To Give Meaning To The Meaningless. To Give Meaninglessness To Meaning. Life Is Without Meaning. Lifes Meaning Is The Meaning You Give It. But For The Character You Are Playing Within This Dream. Things Happen, That Will Make Everything Just Freeze-Frame For You. In These Moments: You Start To Question Things. The Jumper-Cables Did Their Job. Continue With The Different Leads You Have Been Given, And The Upcoming Ones That Are Coming Your Way. Its All Nice To Listen To Others Like Me: To Talk Spiritually And Being All Philosophical. But At The End Of The Day: Whats Most Important For You, Is To Be Honest With Your Life/Dream. Because: Only You Wake Up The Way You Are Ought To Wake Up: In Your Own Unique Way.