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I ordered a Puffco Plus, mainly because it doesn’t require any vape juice to use. It has a ceramic chamber inside, where you put your DMT, pulse it a few times in to a liquid, put the top on and take 2-3 big tokes. Supposedly this would give you a breakthrough every time. Cons are that you have to clean and reload the chamber with DMT each time you would like to dive right back in. But I would take that any day of the week, than smoking some e-juice and fake cartridges. Setting the pen on first or second power level works best for DMT. Third level burns your spice.

Maybe sometimes we need to re-define our perceptions, concepts and understanding of what Hope, Love, Joy, Freedom, and Selflessness is. By consciously or unconsciously separating ourselves from previous perceptions, concepts, thoughts and understandings regarding the above mentioned characteristics of Love, we re-evaluate the previous paradigm and get deep within the programming. You could call it diving deep in the subconscious and reprogram the foundation and fundamental workings of our vessel's operating system. This opens up blockages and leaves room for You to experience yourself deeper in the "future". Problem is that under these periods, when these things happen: We feel completely lost, because we feel that we have lost our "powers", but what is happening is that everything is being rewired and our awareness is just watching the process and the "physical" body goes about doing its "thing" while this is going on. The "physical" body is fundamentally used to things that serve it and give it pleasure, security and comfort. During this time of heavy load when the "physical" body is downloading a new "update", it's under heavy pressure and the body automatically turns to feeding mode and this can result in not being able to be loving, giving or being selfless. Naturally, if we are under heavy strain, we cant be Infinitely loving. Because we are vulnerable. But with the right tools, teachings and fuel for our update, the process become easier and easier to withstand. Its not about just going totally depressed and identifying loss and weakness, but rather wanting to receive and have enough to withstand the heavy strain of integrating Infinite Wisdom, Consciousness and Understanding. The solution is to recognize it when it happens next time. But this time knowing what it actually is, and learning to Love the body and give it what It needs to undergo the heavy "update", and serving the body the highest good it needs, by not feeding on junk that previously would satisfy it. But by finding more and better "juice" to keep it powered during these periods. Also to not judge it (yourself) when its going through it. Learning what can be done "better" next time around. Watch how and why few things are being updated. How the new "program" is out-dating the old. Finding out how these new fixes are implemented to fix previous "bugs". Watch how new pathways are being made. Watch how you are starting to see new possibilities in places where you couldn't before. Watch how you can co-create and help yourself understanding why things went the way they did before. The people who have a lot of hope even if it seems to be none, are the people who have undergone this process countless of times. And they have mastered their system in being able to withstand the heavy load. And still being able to be giving and loving. The whole update itself is LOVE. Its just that the Love is just to much for the old programming/paradigm to handle. The update is what Hope is. Naturally, the further one goes on this path, the easier each "update" will become. Its just a plateau phase. And it wont last forever. I underwent and somewhat am undergoing the same thing. And I think that most people are right now. Which can also explain why everyone seem so "quiet". People are focused on their own process.

@Michael Jackson Beautiful ??❤️

Been looking around for a vape pen/vaporizer. Not sure whats best. Any tips? Which models are the best?

Dont worry. We are just passing a plateau. Focus on your Balance and remember the training

Im sorry you felt this way. At the end of the day: Do what serves you the most ???

Often times we think the problem is the people out there. But sometimes it’s actually the resistance we feel inside. That makes us be set in a specific thought-pattern, expecting a specific theme or outcome from “them”, no matter what they say. It seems that you are set in your mind that this place is toxic, and thats what you see. Even if someone agrees with you. You are convinced that its toxic. What’s true about that? Don’t get me wrong, As much as I have in this thread, called out people on the other forum, I’m still looking inwards and checking that I’m not the cause of what I “see”. Its just a tip, I have nothing against you. Im just pointing out something that is common in us all. Im not targeting you or trying to single you out.

Find a Shaman that works with medicine. He/She will definately have 5MEO, either frog or synthetic. And probably know someone else who has NN-DMT. Or darknet.

You have an inner smile and a sense of joy. Just by the sheer fact that you are You. Your heart will let you know when you are. Your mind will tell you when you are not.

Haha thanks ? ??

Thanks! Appreciate it ??

Yeah its synthesized. It's white.

This: Its all about catching Yourself in the act of constructing the dream, find your other divided aspects who are pulling the strings and creating your dreams and in this case, choosing one of your dreams and solidifying it into "Reality" and creating an identity (which is basically anchors holding you here firmly, so you have a ground to stand on) otherwise you would be dreaming Infinite dreams at the same "time" without beginning and without end. Kinda what is happening now, but since Identity is there, then its happening in slow-motion, and exploring finite pieces one at a "time". You asked for all of this. You Wanted To Know Who You Are. Your first thought: "Who am I?" created Everything. Now you are looking for yourself in this Everything. Problem is, how do you stop? And is there a stopping? Can you even stop? Its all a mystery. An Infinite maze as Leo calls it. We are all seeking for that combined Unity that asked Who it is and created all of "us", or shall I say, YOU.

There are channels dedicated to trash talk, and “call” out random crap that makes zero sense. This is what is called: Wasting your time, not doing the work, the map is not the territory, the finger pointing to the moon is not the moon. These people are stuck in ego-games, and have zero interest in waking up. Watch out for crap that is based on rumors, gossip, identity manipulation, and leechers who trash talk others to build a community of other clowns. This is clown cult fiesta 101.

Haha, thats funny. In all fairness, he is pretty chill. But some of the comments of others there, are just 100% projection and victimization based. There are a lot of people who have beef with Leo, and have been banned from this forum, so they are using that forum as a place to “release” all their shiz. Honestly a lot of it is just sad. And you can see through them so easily. A lot of hurt egos who want to fight back and keep their identities.

I don’t know if I’m allowed to say it, but seems like a lot of people left of to that other forum. And its really sad to see this split for whatever reason, which I think would inevitably happen at some point. But from my observations, other forum is just filled with a lot of people basically crying and complaining about everything Leo did or didn’t do for them. As if Leo was in it to be an authoritarian father. Just a lot of people disappointed with this and that. They even have like a 30 page topic of complaints and basically spewing and projecting everything they deny in themselves and offload it on to Leo. Do I think Leo could be more loving? Sure. Do I understand that its not easy to run everything by yourself and have the time and energy to control, help and manage everything? Of course, Leo is doing his best. Plus, as soon as Leo releases something big, all of them are going to creep back anyway. At the end of the day, this whole thing is a game. Shouldn’t be taken so seriously. All our egos mean jack shiz anyway. Only God is of True value.

Fair enough ??

On point ?? @Jahmaine Let go of these labels and strip your mind clean. And Truth will be revealed. Dont want to sound arrogant at all, but these fancy names from traditions are laced with ego games, unfortunately. Some do get out of that game, but watch out for these Buddhist traps of attainments.

@Holygrail

Of course, thats how he is keeping himself finite. To be able to “exist” “here”, you would have to be selfish, have “free will” to construct your identity, ego, reference point. This is how we “all” keep ourselves in this game. “A little salt in the stew” as Alan Watts would put it. “But don’t overdo it”

@Matthew85 It can be communicated to “an other” who have experienced it. But that would be counterproductive, because whoever you tell it to is “someone” you created to tell it to. Also, you created their experience to be able to tell it to them. And they being able to understand it ? A tip is, go deep in meditation, especially with a long lasting psychedelic like LSD, and dive in to your own coding. Everything you would like to know is coded in your “physical” being. Of course its going to be based on imagination. Because thats how you created it. Together with Infinite Intelligence.

Solipsism ate them up ?