Vincent S

I know what you mean. But, Everything in reality is a projection. If you want to give good or give someone something, they have to play the role of the receiver. If you want to receive, "they" have to play the role of the giver. Appreciating an "other", is loving that they exist so you can be giving. Appreciating an "other" is loving that they exist and are giving, so that you can be receiving. This is how we create each other to play this game. But if we are all stuck not knowing what we are playing. It goes to extremes and we want to just receive or just give. Because we are stuck in the game, rather than the play. Because you know Ultimately that its you who is causing yourself the suffering. Its all about balance (as you mentioned ) and setting boundaries when you feel like something is getting out of hand. You don't have to give until you are completely empty, and you don't have to be selfish and only be receiving; you don't have to go to extremes, as this will only tip you off your balance.

Set Healthy Boundaries. No need to stop being nice. Fill your cup and give that which is extra and is running over. But don't let "others" suck you dry, and leave you in complete and utter loss of yourself. And help in ways which show others how to fill their cups with their own ways of living, and not to steal from others. And the ones which you can't help; just trust that whatever force they have within, will lead them to where they are supposed to go... eventually You can also help others who aren't in your face begging and stealing from you. You can go buy a sandwich for a homeless person that isn't really expecting you to do such a favor. Help in ways which come spontaneously to you. Live in flow and let life live, let life give, and let life forgive.

You got that much to do, that you cant set aside a day for God to Love you? Jokes aside, yes you can take smaller DMT trips rather than taking a whole day for LSD. But to be fair, setting the intentions and preparing set & setting; you are already doing that, might as well put a side a day to ease in to it, give it your fullest attention and integrate it fully after? Also depends on what your business is, if its something you are passionate about (life purpose, or doing something you love), then the DMT trips can help you fuel and harness the inspiration you need to complement your life. If it is for a higher purpose, I guess the medicine will surely understand and help you along the way.

List of meditation + psychedelic tracks. These fit perfectly with LSD and long-lasting psychedelics <3 https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLKu8I-azvCqf3T9ySXUr-g7QwVKH4oyPp

Thank you for the in-depth explanation <3 That is probably why. I just passed out shortly after snorting it, and fell on the bed. I noticed a lot of "dripage" and a lot of saliva + drip filling my air canals, (sorry for being jucky) but I lost complete motor function, and I was drooling/swallowing loads of the drip. I took it just after I woke up and brushed my teeth. Usually psychedelics hit me harder on an empty stomach. And I snorted all of it in one go. I mean, I didn't test the batch, forgive me for being reckful, but my plug did say its really "potent" and I believed the guy. He mentioned a lot of customers saying that it was "this time it was something else" and really strong. It might have been something else. I would have to prob send it in for a test.

Everyone else is of course a projection of yourself ❤️ So If you were to fly out to Vegas and meet this Leo. What would you do with him? ? What is stopping you from redirecting that “outward gaze” and turn it “in”? ❤️

Maybe it was about to get ugly. No worries, better will come your way. Yeah if you threw it up, its going to reduce your trip effects. Usually takes like 20-40 for them to kick in, no?

When the "I" is gone, all of it is Beautiful. Rotting and turning in to food for maggots, bacteria or fungi. Or being engulfed in flames, and dancing with the flames, turning in to the flames and raw energy of fire. It's all Amazing, it's all Beautiful and it's all Imaginary, just like anything else. Go through deep meditation or deep with psychedelics and go through how it "feels" like to go through all of them. But being engulfed in flames, dancing with that energy is pretty profound.

You are so right. But Ojas is also drained/wasted through heavy labor, workouts, stress, suffering and excessive masturbation. If we live a healthy lifestyle with Balance, then a bit of LSD/Shrooms/DMT and 5, wont hurt the body that much. Another reason why it is dangerous is because people don’t do the work before and after psychedelics. No preparation in the form of removing heavy blockages, traumas, dysfunctional behaviors/patterns, and no willingness to change our routines. Much resistance in other words. And when we take psychedelics, they have to help us work on our heavy shit that we are unwilling to face regularly, and this takes its toll on the body. When there is minimal resistance, the psychedelics flow through your body like water in a fountain. Integration and being willing to change is huge as well. If we stay the same, whats the point then?

You just gotta learn to like dark bitter parts. That will Balance you. Like dark chocolate bitter taste but smooth passion afterglow. ?

I didn’t taste any bitterness. But it certainly has a distinct flavor Yeah they know how to take care of you ✨?

Nice one ??? All Is Self. Remove the inner and the outer, there is no self, there is no other. ✨

Do good breathwork before inhaling the toad venom vapor. Calm your nerves and listen closely to the facilitator, Inhale all the way and keep it in for as long as you can. Surrender and enjoy Infinity

This! ? Hold her gaze and be Intimate, stay curious and Interested. Tune in with her flow of feelings and emotions. Dance with her flow of energy. Complement her with your eyes: Eye contact for just a second is more than a thousand words and complements. With your way of communicating with her through eye contact, she will know your intentions before you have even thought about them yourself. Your genuine desire to be with her presently, not in the future or thoughts, but being here with her Now. And if a complement arises then it will come in its own accord. And you just act upon that arising sense of complementing her.

I remember watching Ketamine documentary with John Lilly, he mentioned that above 150mg to 250mg range it gets really out of whack. Do you think going higher than 150mg, might contribute extending the peak duration? I took 220mg Intranasal S-Isomer. Definitely got super extraterrestrial during the onset, And the hole was just the longest thing ever. Coming back from the trip I was so confused, because I was expecting a 45min trip, not 2-3hrs

@The0Self Just curious, how long did your K-holes last for? For me it lasted between 2-3 hours. And I had after effects for like 2hrs.

I see what you mean. from my experience with the Ketamine: after a certain dose, it becomes really alien/extraterrestrial. But it goes through phases. Total annihilation of form - Complete erasing of consciousness - reboot - new tier/dimension of consciousness. Now I did take a huge amount (for me atleast) Insufflated 220mg S-isomer K. It was absolute hell to go through. But it was by far one of the most valuable trips I have gone through. It gave such a “grounded” feeling. I felt like a new solid ground got rebuild for exploring completely new territories. But really understand what you mean. Its a bit risky, and can be taxing on your health. Had a rough time breathing through the nose for 2 weeks.

My bad then ????

I completely agree. But Trusting it will get you through it. LSD, 5, Mushrooms and DMT, all of these will “add” something to you. And its very lovely too see that you have all this power. Not in an arrogant way, but humbly seeing that you are the creator of Everything. But I doubt these will show you the profundity of letting go off your creation so completely, the way a k-hole would. And letting go so completely of Everything, will give you such a peaceful and relieved sensation. It will leave such a glow on you, such an appreciation for your own existence. I don’t doubt that I might be assuming that you haven’t reached such states. Moreover the fact that you have been doing this for much longer. But, I believe that at least Holing once, will benefit you in the long run.

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K-hole is a wonderful experience. Just completely dissolving in to the fabric of Infinity. I liked it. Just that I had to pass through hell to reach it. 5 Is just as wonderful. K showed me that I am Nothing. And 5 showed me that I am Everything.

Breathe and let go and understand/accept it when it boomerangs back. Love yourself and learn to be better next time.

Depends on who is taking them They just amplify what you already are, no?