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@levani is that Fabio at your left?

Argentina

I stopped beating me up when I have low consciousness behaviors (addictions mostly) and I feel less stressed out. I know that's not what i really want, but, in the other hand, i'm seeing what i really want coming up to the surface, slowly.

Maybe keep focusing into your honest you? You're being honest rn, keeping deepening into honesty and it brings guidance (what you really want). I hope you can find peace and clarity, as i hope it to myself. life is shitty sometimes

rt. @Shunyata, try this meditation: https://www.actualityofbeing.com/do-nothing

Idk, maybe it is how opened you are before and during the trip, and how detach from expectations you are. I wouldn't do it if i feel even a tiny piece of insecurity, like wanting to avoid the horror, because for me it leads to more paranoia and fear. For me it would take extreme confidence. I've already had a hellish experience with dmt and with mushrooms. What I plan to do is to not be dragged by negativity in the moment i put my pipe between my lips. Sure there will be adrenaline and i will feel nervous. But my overall being must be at peace. For other must be different. This is my perspective and experience

So, the thing is to navigate more in the "not knowing" and thus facilitating to not react instantaneously to things?

@hamedsf Yeah maybe. I wouldn't like to be left by my social circle. But for me it isn't the most important thing at all

The real thing is going through your vulnerabilities and emerging as a more careless/free person. That's what attracts. The rest is communication skills. At least that's what I understand about pick up

social status is boring

I want to detox/clean my body and start eating healthier. Do you recommend going straight for a fast or first enhancing my diet? I'am afraid that maybe my body is not prepared for a straight fast right now

Yes, it has more sense. Thank y'all

Very inspiring wisdom, thx

"The Decadent"

bros i need to get this machine on

Perhaps wim hof method might help: breathing and cold showers. Idk but i love the method, its very simple and has a huge impact in your nervous system (in all body chemistry really). Your body starts to feel and function much better. You should check it out

I desire that

Are you sure is purple? It sounds like green. I'm going through similar things.

What's the difference? I'm not native speaker, so i don't know those terms. I only smoked it on a crystal pipe

Please don't give up! And in my opinion, stop feeding those belief about the eyes and pinneal gland and etc... It's not helping you. I'd wait until the mind slows down a bit! Maybe do things that u like to do, like the things we call addictions Do you usually drink coffee or drinks that have caffeine? Try to stop using them as they put in a more tense state. have you considered going to a psychiatrist? maybe he/she prescribes you some medicament When u have those strong sensation in your body (of anxiety or desperation) be aware of them and watch how they slow down, or conversely, how they get stronger. That may calm you as well I wish you good luck

@kag101 Thank you for this reply, i thought in going to a psychiatrist but i was feeling better, but still the trauma and insecurity is in my daily life. I am pretty much determined to go now As you john, i also thought it might have done some damage to my brain lol

hey, how are you doing? I recently read "The Psychedelic Experience: A Manual Based on the Tibetan Book of the Dead" by Timothy Leary, and it is very helpful for me. I recommend you to read it if it is difficult for you to escape insanity during a trip or after

lol nice, i was shocked

during the trip i was convinced everything was a show., exactly like the Truman show lol. and i was traumatized. I'm still recovering this post is nice and has nice advice (from @electroBeam) some comments of the post that i really liked: from @Nahm "Even more practically (and obnoxiously to ‘get through’)...I would literally slap yourself across the face a few times. Literally. Also have someone else do this. Seriously, yet to slap the seriousness right out of you. Then, I would make a list of everything you can think of which contributes to relaxation no longer being a thought, or having anything to do with thought - and fully realizing relaxation is feeling, and or is more ‘actual’ relative to thinking about relaxation. I would do all those things you can come up with. For starters, go get a massage. Maybe order a neck massager device thingy. Do deep breath stretches early in the morning, hold extended stretches while breathing into them, feeling the literal deeper & deeper release of the muscles. Stretch like that multiple times a day. " "Now there is no not make this about ‘the path’, awakening, enlightenment, etc. If you notice you did / are, then you have or are conceptualizing it. That is the one thing we don’t want to transpire. Feeling can not be thought, in spite of pretty much everyone pretending it can. Make this tangible, about things in your life that feel good to you, and that are relieving & relaxing. Anything from choosing a perspective which resonates, to checking yourself into a spa / retreat center. Maybe this is possible for you where you’re at in life now, maybe not quite possible now, but I hope & think you get the bigger point I’m trying to make."