Princess Arabia

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  1. @DavinoYou're the one in the trap. Even though you're not really, since the Absolute is also the apparent trap. You're not getting it. There is nothing, absolutely nothing to escape from because there is no prison to begin with. Only what the mind puts you in. Which really never did since it's only an appearance. There's no escaping the Absolute. Advaita or Convaita is also the Absolute. It's when the mind believes in it, where the delusion comes in. I know nothing about Advaita, you apparently do, so please don't get trapped within the trap. 


  2. 3 minutes ago, Davino said:

    I've seen this very funny video. It's hilarious. This character right here isn't like that. You see, every time i interact with you it becomes more clear. You are assuming, interpreting and thinking things that aren't there. Your mind has become a delusion machine. Obviously, I'm still on a forum and interacting, and talking to someone. If the Absolute was about being robotic and stoic, it wouldn't be Absolute. You're denying things, I'm not. I'm just pointing things out. 


  3. 1 minute ago, Davino said:

    @Princess Arabia You are in a local maximum but not in an global maximum

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    Everywhere you see is less than where you are at, but that doesn't mean that's all there is

     

     

     

     

    Ok, what has changed? I don't know a lot of things. I can't know. Doesn't mean I'm not OK with that. I'm sitting on my couch right now and what I see around me is all that exists for me. Everything else is memory or imagination or thought. Even if I'm imagining sitting on my couch, even if I'm not really here sitting on my couch. I won't lose sleep over all that nonsense. 

    You're quoting some graph and some words that means nothing to me and will only be interpreted through the mind. The same so-called mind that's filled with delusion. 


  4. 1 hour ago, enchanted said:

    What the forum and spirituality can make you realize, to the deepest level, that every accusation is a confession in the most mindfuckery strangle loop kind of way.

    It's OK, we need to feel special. It's just that when the delusion of accusation sets in and the recognition of what you said is realized, it will sting worse than before when they come back to "earth". (as in home, it's all home, no exceptions).


  5. 3 hours ago, Davino said:

    My point is, you may be lacking the facet of satisfiction altough you surely have a gotten a very legit realization

    I only explained a portion of what I've realized, it's a whole video. But to address this right here, satisfaction is still for a seeker. It's hopeless. There's no such thing. How can one get satisfaction from wholeness and completion. That would mean there's one and something to be satisfied with. That's not Absolute. When I say hopeless, I don't mean it's hopeless and isn't worth pursuing because it's a waste of time. No, I mean hopeless as in its already done. No such thing in the Absolute sense, it will be temporary. There's nothing to be satisfied or unsatisfied with. Nothing to accept or surrender to. That's the delusion. I get called out sometimes for saying what I say but that's ok because it's what it is. If anything the satisfaction comes from realizing this, that it is what it is. Not in a hopeless or nihilistic way, but in a way of wow, this is also whats appearing and it's awesome. I don't jump for joy, I get upset, frustration may arise, stupidity may arise, but I'm ok with it, I'm OK with whatever is, trying to change this may also arise but I'm still OK with it, my being OK with it is what is. 

     

    4 hours ago, Davino said:

    This has happened to me plenty of times, where I had an extraordinay awakening but then I still didn't feel fulfilled.

    You never will. Fulfillment cannot be fulfilled because it is that already. This is why nobody will ever feel completely fulfilled. Only for a moment and it's on to the next thing. How can what is already, something whole and complete be more fulfilled. It is that already. This is fulfillment. It just doesn't feel like that because the "I" thought, the contracted energy of sorts, believe it's separate, so now it seeks for itself without realizing it is that already. It always wants more and more and more.

    4 hours ago, Davino said:

    I'm working a lot in the facet of satisfaction and contentment

    That's why I mean by hopeless, it will never be satisfied and will be chasing it's tail until it recognizes it is it's tail and now it can rest and really be at peace, even throughout the apparent turmoil and chasing and seeking because now it recognizes that that's also just appearing but without any substance or ground. It's just seeking seeking and satisfaction satisfactioning. Awakening is not to deny anything, it's to recognize appearances as just that, an appearance. Why be affected by an appearance, what appears must "disappear", while what is, will always remain.


  6. 4 hours ago, Dodo said:

    She read from reputable source that there is no one here, so she parrots it xD hey I've done that myself, no judgement. 

    That's the only reason why you think I'm just parroting. Youve done it yourself. The mind only relates to the knowable, so it accuses everyone of the same thing it knows. It's so limited, it can't fathom otherwise. It's OK though, mine do the same thing so no judgement.


  7. 2 hours ago, StarStruck said:

    I noticed that too. She just parrots stuff without truly understanding it.

     

    Well, whenever you've asked me questions on what I've said, I've always explained what I mean. Even if I understand it wrong and what i'm saying isn't so, I don't agree that I don't understand it. It's because I do understand it why I say what I say. You don't understand it may be what the case is. It's OK, though because things on their own doesn't make sense to the mind, it has to connect the dots backwards and backwards and backwards to find the connection. That's how it got formed to begin with. If there's something that threatens that construction, it will go against it because, now, that becomes a threat and doesn't fit into a certain constructed paradigm. 

    Did you understand that. Maybe you do, but you might think I have a file cabinet of parroted quotes and statements somewhere stacked and ready to fish out when needed. Actually, I do, my memory bank. Isn't that where everybody speaks from. Weren't you a baby at once. Where did you learn what you've learnt. Oh ok, you know from experience. Oh wait, you're experiencing me on a forum. I guess this part of the experience doesn't count and what I am saying is only from someone you haven't experienced. Oh well, welcome to this thing we call life.

     


  8. 1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    I've come to understand it's part of the process

    There's no actual process. Just appear that way. There's no actual space or time, how can there be an actual process, but only within the dream. The dream of separation. There's no separation within the Absolute, its already whole and complete.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    She'll come around to the meaning

    Yea, to the meaning that there's no meaning to what already is. It doesn't need a meaning to be what it is already.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    It maybe just a story, but the story exists because it has meaning.

    The story doesn't exist. To exist means to stand out. Where is the story that stands out from anything else.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    The existence itself is made of meaning

    Is made of nothing.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    Consciousness is able to self-recognize itself and inherent in that is meaning

    This implies separation. There is none. It's illusory to the dreamer. Nothing to be conscious of if it's whole and complete.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    Majority of Neo Advaita

    What's that? I've only heard the term through Spiritualists. Never knew what I've come to recognize had a name.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    Meaning and its contrast meaninglessness must both be embraced and accepted for true freedom.

    What is false freedom. Doesn't matter if the dreamer thinks it's free or not free. The Absolute is free to appear as "false freedom". There's nothing but the Absolute which is already free. A person who thinks it's free is in no better of a position than one who thinks it's not. It may only lead to a better experience, which is ultimately not even happening.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    and then annihilate the form.

    The form cannot be annihilated because it's just an appearance. It can only appear to be annihilated.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    Meaninglessness is death, meaning is life, existence is both and they interdefine each other.

    Both collapses into nothingness. Existence cannot be defined because the words used are also it.

     

    1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

    Balance is the key to this path, many humans get stuck on one or the other.

    There is no balance in wholeness. Completeness. It's already done. 

    You see, I'm not speaking from some non-dualistic teaching that you assuming I got from some Neo whatever. It has become pretty obvious what this is. All you're saying is what seems to appear within this wholeness and what you assume about what's happening with what's appearing, IS THE STORY.


  9. 55 minutes ago, Davino said:

    @Princess Arabia All I'm trying to say is that you seemed to have more zest for life before entering into, whatever you wanna call it. You seemed happier when posting, now you are more cold and robotic. 

    Maybe, it's only my impression and that's what you call heavenly. In that case, sorry for projecting and injecting my values into you

     

    There's no heaven here, I'm just saying it would seem that it would be more so rather than nihilism. Let me tell you what happened. I had a lot of questions about everything. A natural curiosity. Not really a need to know but a wanting to know. The kind of questions I would ask, no one seemed to have an answer for. It would always be , "who wants to know", or "it's a paradox", or it's oneness, it's relative, its this and its that. Then something else would come up that didn't fit into that answer. Then you see how someone would say, they're enlightened but there was nothing special about them or how they seemed. Then Someone would come on here and started pointing out things that sounded so intellectual, like it was just an understanding of something, but not a real knowing. Like they aced the grade. I mean one thing after another after another after another. Still is. Then I got confused (you remember, you even said confusion is good and can lead to something good, or something like that). 

    Well, here I am. I recognized with the help of something outside of me(thats an illusion but don't know how else to say it), I stopped chasing my tail and realized that nothing is special, no one is special and that I was just looking for the unknowable. Doesn't mean that whatever is happening, shouldn't happen or there's something wrong. No, it's that whatever is just is. 

    All the teachings and videos and gurus I've watched and listened to, this recognition I have sums it all up. All makes sense now, but a sense that doesn't make sense. It's an endless search of nothing that will never be enough and will never be satisfying. The only reason why OP made a post like this is to feel better about himself and to make others feel bad for staying here while he's exploring the world. What next, can't explore the world forever. Then what feeling worse than before because now he still feels unfulfilled.  It's a recognition of what is happening with the apparent human species. It's never enough. 

    I'm still going to be me and life will still go on, but now not in the sense of trying to know or not know, just recognizing it for what it is. Even what OP is trying to prove with his post. Even your questions and assumptions. Doesn't matter. Things may appear to you how they appear and that is ok too, because it's appearance appearing. I'm not doing anything differently, just not as delusional as before even though I still am. The good part about all this, though, is that there's no delusion happening because whatever I'm delusional about, is just my thinking so. It's just the Absolute appearing as delusion. Nothing changed only apparently so, meaning it appeared to be different and you noticed but it's only within the dream that it is so, what's really happening is a change was noticed and you think you noticed a change and now I'm responding to your inquiry. Life is unfolding as we speak, how can what you or I say or do make a difference, it won't. Now, that's beautiful, not nihilistic.


  10. Just now, Davino said:

    @Princess Arabia You are bit nihilistic lately

    It's OK. Call it what you want. That's just a word that we give meaning to. I never even knew there was such a word until a few years ago. I'm not trying to break your bubble, just saying things in response to what is being said. All I'm doing is responding. Sorry it doesn't feel right to you, but that's because of the meaning you gave it. It's freedom to me, not nihilism. 

    Your best defense to what i'm saying, which is completely misunderstood, is that I'm nihilistic. If I'm not bounded to try to escape some imaginary prison wall, I'm nihilistic, if I'm at peace with what is, I'm nihilistic, if I'm saying it doesn't matter, ilm nihilistic. It's only nihilistic to an individual who is still seeking to escape. To try and find something that is already. This is it. There's nothing to find, nothing to seek and that is total freedom, not to the individual but it's free to appear as nihilistic. Now that's "heavenly" in my book.

    Don't make me stop you from trying to get somewhere, give me a call when you do and give me directions.


  11. 1 minute ago, Davino said:

    I wanna give you what you really want and desire in life by pointing out what is blocking the way plus some magic tools for the journey

    The recognition that this is a dream and that there's no one here, inside or outside and that it's all an energetic form that is contracted and with that comes the appearance of separation and that I need to do something to make this experience a better one for a journey that is happening where there is no time nor space. I'm perfectly fine with whatever happens. 

    An individual is still here, but the recognition that it's all illusory is apparent. What you're saying is fine, too but it won't change what happens. No effort needed as what is just is. 


  12. 5 minutes ago, halfknots said:

    What does a significant change in consciousness mean? What does it look from the inside? From the outside? Does consciousness change, or is consciousness that within which change may manifest?

    Nothing. Even if it appears to, it's of no value. 


  13. 6 minutes ago, Davino said:

    I tried most religions on earth and a myriad of techniques for awakening so I tried psychedelics. And you know what?

    Psychedelics became their own answer to that question

    Ok, great. How's dinner going. How's mom and dad. How the neighbors. Getting married soon?


  14. 2 minutes ago, Davino said:

    Buy 5meo Malt, you will like it. I know you

    I bought an apple today and i loved it. I buy lots of things I love. I could do 5meo and do it too and have a "breakthrough experience" as you say, then what you still "die". You see God, then what, your body still appears to rot. You see eyes in your hands, then what, you still go to work, eat and shit out that pasta you ate, then "die".


  15. Just now, Davino said:

    If it doesn't matter what is the deal then? Equally good doing it as not doing it. So then it's just your bias, which you don't question under the assumption it does not matter.

    You see, I'm doing all this heavy lifting for you but a psychedelic can do it instantly.

    If what you say is true, what do you fear? The psychedelic will reveal you that in its full glory 

    Who says there's any fear. What I say is not true. There's no truth or falsehood. It's just what is. Show me where I said don't do it. Where is the bias....because I said "and then you die", so what, that's not a bias. Knock yourself out, why force someone to do it. Why do you care. Do you care about saving me...from what? 


  16. Just now, Davino said:

    @Princess Arabia you would certainly benefit from psychedelics. 

    All that rhetoric will fly out of the window in a Salvia Breakthrough. They call it the backdoor of death. You say there is noone, then do Salvia you will discover what that death actually feels like. 

    Or have a breakthrough 5meo trip and all this you say will be put into proper context.

    Whoever is reading this, you need to understand the following: It's very easy to bullshit yourself without psychedelics. They will force you to confront your shit. With psychedelics it's still possible but it's a better bet

    Doesn't matter. If I was to do as you say, that will be what happened. You doing what you're doing is what happening. What are we bullshitting ourselves about. You are already "dead" - so to speak. Nothing wrong or right in doing psychedelics, it's the same as taking a shit with different results.