Princess Arabia

That sense of self separation is so narcissistic, neurotic and arrogant and also self-centered. It believes it's more special than others. Thinks it's capable of seeing God while excluding the rest of society that doesn't do certain spiritual practices. Does the sun only shine for the special and privileged or the moon; and does the rain decides to only water some gardens. Nature doesn't discriminate, only people do. Why would God reserve it's presence for practices and processes. Why would it take to have to know about certain things or be fortunate enough to stumble upon certain teachings to be able to see God, have a realization or know that you are God. This is so ridiculous, it's past ridiculous. What about the normal average man on the street that doesn't know or even heard of such a thing. He would live his whole life ignorant to this. Why would God even allow for some and not others. God didn't reserve air and gravity for some and left out the rest, it pertains to all. The moon isn't hidden from some (unless you're in prison), and the sun doesn't need a process to be accessed. Why God. Why enlightenment and awakening. This is just utter delusion. What I'm saying here is, when it comes to such matters (not worldly things and achievements), everyone and everything is included. There is no God hidden somewhere to be realized and no person is more special than a frog - just different in appearance. Why is it that frogs, ants, roaches and squirrels weren't made to realize something of this magnitude. A squirrel recognizes a peanut and a walnut and a tree. It knows what to do with those things naturally without being taught or having to learn or practice. It's nature at it's finest. A roach recognizes water and food and knows how to eat and run from people to survive. That's all it does, pretty much. Why would a roach only know how to do all those things and then die but not have the capacity to get enlightened, or to realize God. God that's so great and mighty. That's not fair that only humans have this capacity. Poor animals and trees and mountains. Such a mundane existence to just be that and not able to experience the most wonderful thing imaginable - to recognize GOD. Such crap, such delusion and thinking we're so special. Why is a drug addict not rich and living it's best life. Why are the rich and wealthy still miserable and lonely and depressed. We think that there are people who are more fortunate than others. No, there are no people and there are no others. It's just the Absolute being everything and everyone. If that's the case, who is doing the recognizing of a God. Who will be getting enlightened and who is awakening. These are just experiences for the one that thinks it's separate and alive living in a world that is separate from it. It's energy. That sense arose in that body and it is what's living it's own reality and being delusional. Luckily, it's not really happening and all is well. All I just said is a projection from this energetic force that thinks it's also living in a world with others. Nothing of the sort is happening and, thank God, it's a dream. I'm not dreaming because there is no "I". This is the dream talking. It's quite obvious that it's all a play and noone is doing anything. I just can't be the only one seeing that there's no one here and that the eyes are seeing from separate bodies the same things and that there is a God to be realized from some drug. I reminisce on this everyday and I see that there's simply magic happening and stories being told in Playland and how I'm making all this up as I live in my own bubble of dreamland and how someday, which will never come because I won't be around to see it, it will all be over and I'll just disappear into the absence that THIS IS. SOB SOB!! There's no one here or out there. SOB SOB!! Tears are literally flowing from these eyes. I'm just in my own bubble making all this shit up, to feel alive. There's a sense here that senses that. No one is out there nor here. I've been avoiding this sense my whole damn life.

Just random stuff about anything.

"Belowed"? What is that?

The reason we feel feelings and call them our own is because there is no separation between the body and feelings nor an ice-cream truck or a hat. There is no sense that senses a hat to be visceral or have a visceral effect so we don't associate a hat with feelings only maybe an object that's owned or not. We don't feel a hat or that car because it's not a part of the separate sense's package but feelings are because it innately feels something is wrong already with what's appearing so feelings is a part of its illusory nature there to be felt. Feelings aren't ours but its interpreted that way because of that separate sense. It is literally felt in the body and is not illusory on its own, it's like a package. I feel sad. No sadness appears. No separation, so automatically, because of the sense of perception and the IAM sense, it automatically claims that sadness. Seeing a car isn't claimed as a feeling because first of all it's not actually seeing a car and secondly a car isn't a feeling. Feelings are just feelings but because of its nature it will be felt even though that feeling belongs to to one and us felt by no one the same as a car is seen by no one.

Leo says to look and stare at the hand for hrs to see that it's imaginary. No, looking and staring at the hand may reveal that the looker is imaginary, not the hand. There is no looker, it's just looking happening. I say reveal, but that's simply energy and revealing is happening but to no one. I'd say looking through the eyes but not for hrs it only takes a few minutes here for that revelation. It's still illusory but the effect is what I'm speaking of. Look through the eyes. It's quite obvious there's just seeing happening and no one is looking. This is also why I state that I'm looking at the same thing you're looking at but see the same thing with a different set of eyes. Seeing isn't separate from what appears, the seer is seeming to be, but isn't really because there is no actual seer, ony appears to be. That's why I said, the looker is imaginary not the hand.

Lmao. It was taken awhile back in my modeling days. Thought I'd go old school for a minute and reminisce. Hehe. Not that way back, though.

In most of my past relationships it was the men who were the emotional basket cases and I was the cool more stable one. I've never had a guy leave me because I was an emotional basket case. Infact, most of them wanted me back and were apologetic for their 'basket case' behaviors and these were masculine men. This isn't a gender issue it's an attractor factor issue and energy vampire relative issue. I would attract the basket cases because that's what empaths usually attract; the narcissists and the basket cases. It wasn't revealed at first, but later on it revealed itself and that energy was too much for me to endure.

Why is it that it's the female being possibly unstable if she goes home with a guy from the club and not the guy also being unstable to take home a woman from the club. I 'm only referring to your first statement. I understand why it would be viewed that way because women are more prized than men are in this domain. Men are usually praised for their sexual conquests while women 'depraised' because of worth issues. Women will be viewed as loose and maybe unstable while nothing but praise and a win for the men simply because women are the prize. Another insinuation there in your first comment and this is just an opinion of mine and not suggesting you feel the same.

I would take it all. I would go shopping and buy more stuff I don't need. I would put some away for later and more shopping for more stuff I don't need. Where do I stand now in your mind. Dishonest Arabia and full of shit. Wrong for doing that. Thief. Karma will hit me. Go ahead, let's hear it. Hehe. I can say any fucking thing. "If" is not a reality.

@Thought ArtI get the term was a bit harsh. It's just a matter of word semantics. It still uses the sperm to fertilize. Say all you want. Right now you're only concerned with what confirms your identity, your agenda, and how to survive. Nothing else. We talk about how other people this and other people that but fail to see our own then we judge ourselves and others. Then shame and guilt and remorse and whatever else. It's a cycle that breeds suffering and delusion.

Please, spirituality is corruption. Everything is corruption. Being a separate human breeds corruption. Don't be a fan boy and be your own thinker and dreamer. Stop hijacking other people's dreams. Leo wouldn't have anything to talk about if people weren't corrupt,.so he's banking on people's corruption. An indirect supporter of corruption. Don't be more delusional than you are already. Nothing wrong if you like Arnold. Now you're going to be a schizophrenic maniac, watching everything you do. Stay grounded see things for what they are.

Short story: The other day I was out and about. I was walking on a crowded tourist spot and I saw a man feeding pigeons. A couple of the pigeons were perching on his arm and eating out of his hand. It was a cool sight to see, so I stopped and chatted with him a bit. He said he did it often and was his therapy. I then put my hand out and not one pigeon landed on it. As soon as he put some bird food on my hand and I stretched my hand out, the pigeons were all over me. Three landed on my hand right away and started eating, then two more. I had like 5 pigeons perched on my hand eating in the space of 5 secs. I stretched my hand out again with no food and no pigeons landed. More food, and here they came again. True Story. Just happened like 4-5 days ago. These are birds and they wanted nothing to do with me without me giving them something. I walked the same spot again yesterday and saw some pigeons on the ground where a woman was throwing peanuts and feeding the squirrels. Not a single pigeon recognized me or acknowledged me and couldn't care less who I was after feeding them 4 days ago. I'm also sure if I never fed my cat again, EVER, she would run away and not come back. Get over it. A sperm leeches off of an egg to make an embryo. Ice needs water to form, rain depends on the clouds and you leech off of air to breathe. It's the personal relationship you have with yourself and thinking you're a someone that creates this dynamic in you. I write about this in my journal all the time but I bet you guys think it's just fluff fluff if you read it. It's the tragedy of the human race and I'm in the mix of it all too, but there's an opening here that sees through the human dilemma and can speak about it when it recognizes it in someone else and this is how we suffer and everyone here is going to confirm what you've said and cheer you on and agree people are assholes and worse than we think and probably give their side of the story and now the personal self seems to get it's confirmation biases through other and it continues this into other aspects of its no life and stays delusional. Welcome. Its a dis-ease of the human race. Animals couldn't care less about what you're saying here, it's just selfish humans who thinks the world revolves around them and sadly it does. That's the tragedy.

Please don't turn this forum into a cult. First it's trying to be like Leo, now afraid to acknowledge a celebrity's death because of a blog post. This is insane.

R.I.P.

Thought you were calling Ozzy, Hogan. Jesus, they're dying like flies lately. Didn't see that one. I'll check it out.

Congratulations guys. Nice picks. I'm shooting for Asst. Administrator. Look out for that in the coming dreams.

I'm so sick and tired of hearing about how women have it easy for sex and how men are having a hard time getting laid and how women don't know what men go through to get laid and how you have to be a Brad Pitt and blah blah blah. While it's true women can get laid in 5mins if she wanted to because all she has to do is offer and there's a guy waiting at Walmart to oblige or all she has to do is wear a short skirt or look pretty or high heels or long hair and if she's fat and ugly she has to be a bit more aggressive and flat out offer the pumpum for sale and go out just saying here it is, shit ive seen fat ugly hookers getting paid so nothing to give it up for free. The key words here is IF SHE WANTED TO. Problem is, most women aren't just looking to get laid like most men are and which is obvious by reading this section of the forum. Not much here about love and liking women and hanging around women because they're fun or just loving women's energy or nothing like that all about getting laid, laid, laid, laid, laid, laid, laid,. Shit it took 3pts of a video series to explain the process. Only the ones here in serious relationships really care about women for women's and that's why you never see them in this section, not much, and if they are is to talk about their lovely sexcapades. Of course I'm exaggerating and being a bit silly here but the point is all you have to do is check the stats. There are plenty of men getting laid and plenty of women who are not. Doesn't matter. This is not a general thing, this a personalized issue, it depends on the man and depends on the woman. All one has to do is take themselves out the picture for a day or two and just look around them and see the couples. Go to a movie theater and see them in droves, go to a restaurant and see them hanging out just look around you and the couples are there. Go to the mall, go anywhere and stop looking for pretty women that day and you'll see tons of obvious couples around. You won't notice if you're drooling over that hot bitch across the way. Not at night clubs, or a bar, but normal day-to-day life. They're everywhere both attractive and not but that's all relative. Too much talking and not enough action. I bet you most of those men aren't just looking to get laid either. They actually love women and love to be around them. That's the trick guys. Not just to get laid. Women can sense that. So up that game a bit to actually want to be around them for that sake and not just to get in their panties. I see more couples than I see singles all the time. Idk, maybe because I live in a tourist town and where lots of entertainment is but it doesn't matter.

Imagine that you lived forever. I don't mean like we never die and we weren't born type shit. I mean your life as you know it right now but without death. Not that death is a concept and the Absolute only appears as a dead body with no one inside, type shit. Not as there's no one, type shit but you actually lived forever and ever and ever and ever in this same world and with your same life FOREVER. What are you depressed and sad about. We should be rejoicing life that it gives us some type of relief. Imagine if this was forever and there was nothing you could do about it, not even the s word because it just couldn't happen. Happy yet.

Funny, this aligns with my comment.

Such bullshit crap. That's why men get surprised when the one using them for their dicks leave or using them for validation. Women do the same shit men do, it's just they hide it better because it's not expected of them. This is why some men think women are confused, no they have confused you. Players are getting laid left and right and it's not because they're considered long-term prospects. Women usually only find out they're just as much players as men can be by accident and when the guy falls for them and they want out; and since it's the guys that are usually bailing out first, they surprise themselves that they can sleep with a guy without caring for him personally; it was just a feeling they were after and he was the one to make them feel that but wasn't looking for long-term which is all done unconsciously. Imo, guys fall for women quicker than women do, women just fall quick because of unchecked emotions then regret it later because she was 'entered' and that's what she base her feelings off, not the guy.

This too.

This is the part that really got me. I love this. I think this is it right here. Enough said. Brilliant.

When a volcano erupts, it just erupts. No volcano management needed. Volcanos don't go around explaining away why it erupts, it just does. When a hurricane comes, it just comes. No hurricane management needed. Preparation by humans and some species, yes, but the hurricane doesn't say to itself I wonder why i'm going to hit, why do I hit these towns and cities, I need to fix that. No, it just rams itself into existence and leaves like nothing ever happened. Same with a tsunami and any other natural disaster. A fly doesn't go to therapy because it keeps buzzing in your ear, it doesn't think to fix the fact that it eats dog shit then pitches on your burger in a grilling fest. A roach doesn't care that it invests your home and ants doesn't care that they form a line around the front yard and creep inside to steal your bread. The wind doesn't give a shit whose wig it blows off and whose skirt pops up because it blows, it doesn't care who is in it's way and it doesn't seek therapy and wind management for its destruction. The sun burns your skin and doesn't give a shit. It doesn't wonder who will suntan today and get burnt, whoever is in its way will feel it's wrath and it doesn't apologize for it. Now, all of those scenarios I just mentioned when they happen, we deal with it, we don't ask the hurricane for an explanation as to why it's coming and we don't look for answers and question a roach as to why it creepy crawls on our bed and we don't inquire about why the earthquake hit and destroyed our town, we just simply move on and adapt to nature's wrath. We just simply say a hurricane is coming, let's prepare. We don't take it personally and say the hurricane is coming for me, or a hurricane happened to me; no it's a hurricane and that's it. Here's the thing. It's the same with feelings, emotions, seeming wrong doings, corruption, envy, fear, accidents, anger, whatever. They just come without any warning. I'm going to be angry now so please move out the way. Who says that. No, anger just arises. It comes and it goes just like an earthquake or hurricane. What us humans do with these emotions, however, is take them personally. We expect others to explain away why nature hits. It's my anger so I must explain why I was angry. I never have to apologize for a hurricane blowing your house away, but i'm expected to apologize for anger arising. Same with anything that offends a human, that we take personally. It's just anger, but we see it as my anger. I will get flux for saying this and it will be mistaken as shunning responsibility for actions taken and that's OK, I'm exposing truth. You want truth here it is. This is why I say humans can't handle truth. The truth is, there's nothing that belongs to you, not even suffering; it's just suffering. Not even anger, love, jealousy, rage, honesty, corruption, lies, peace, happiness, judgment, criticisms, you name it. None of it is yours. None of it is aimed at you. If someone tells you to your face that you're a piece of shit, you will not look at it the same way as if a tornado hit you in the face and tore your arm off. You will not tell that tornado to apologize and that it hurt you. It's the same thing only different object. Why then do we tell the person you rejected me, hurt me, traumatized me, embarrassed me and not go tell the earthquake while it's happening to apologize or that it's hurting me. No, we as humans are different. We have a sense that whatever looks like us is just like us or we relate to what looks like us personally. The hurricane doesn't have a heart, neither does a pen. So we don't blame the pen for stabbing us we blame the heartless criminal for using the pen to stab us. The hurricane that used the zinc to slit out throats in passing isn't blamed and ostracized, we just deal with it and say nature is a beast and we don't blame the zinc. To be human is horrible, it's the worst thing that could have ever happened in nature. That sense that has bestowed itself upon us is human's demise. We suffer because of it and personalize everything because of it. It is also in animals but the difference is, animals don't take it personally. They will fear you, but they don't look at it as you did me wrong, it's just fear but they've associated that fear with something - you; so now they run when they see you out of instinct. (Example there). They don't see it as 'my fear' or 'my trauma' it's just fear and trauma appearing. Us however, it's personal and if it wasn't personal, we wouldn't have to create stories about those fears or whatever happened. What happened just happened but because we have the capacity, we invent and create stories behind those fears and whatever else happens and now it's happening to me, by me and for me. It's a fucking demise and a sad situation - us humans. That sense is nothing but a bitch and we clap and congratulate a baby for being born and cry when we die. A baby cries at birth and a human is silent at death. I wonder why.

I hear ya.

It doesn't matter what a mod says, it's still, whatever this is, talking and speaking so it's this saying neo advaita is fake Spirituality. That mod doesn't exist outside it's own reality and doesn't know what's fake from what's real because it itself isn't real, nothing is only appears to be. So enjoy the ride....or not.