Princess Arabia

It was obvious that that husband and wife thing was fake. Which husband and wife don't know anything about each other. They would talk back and forth and say things on here like they don't live together. I was shocked at how distant they seemed, but I never said anything because I wasn't sure and had nothing substantial to back it up. Maybe you should do the same. That Bucky was more obvious than my consistencies and same facial pictures everywhere.

When one needs something to be something they'll make that something into what they want it to be. I'm learning from this experience, trust me. More to write about no me about and the dream and the no stupid self.

Always about fucking me, even if it hurts others in getting what you want. "THIS HAS RUINED THE FORUM QUITE A BIT FOR ME" you said. So harassing and accusing people you suspect especially with nothing substantial is the way to go. There's nothing about me other than I'm a female that warrants anyone to believe I'm her other than you were hurt by her ad now someone has to pay. Investigate me first other than how often I change my profile picture please. I can assure you our writing styles and posting content differ tremendously. These are beliefs that were searched for and found. Looking for something you will find it, only thing is it might not be the TRUTH.

The only reason I didn't hit the REPORT button on this comment, and would have been the only one I've ever done this with, is because I'm not sure it falls under the category. Such blast accusations and violation of one's rights to be here without feeling like an imposter. One thing to assume and hint on something they feel, but its another to be so detailed about giving false accusations about something you're obviously guessing on. It's very inappropriate for you to make these claims so balls, when all you're going on is a frequency of profile picture change. Chuck or whatever his name was would change theirs every day and i might do so twice or maybe three times a year, yet I'm accused of being someone else using that as a reason. It's very inappropriate to accuse someone for the reasons you have stated only going off of a feeling. I've had enough of you guys' attacking me for no reason and I know I'm well qualified to defend myself here from your attacks but quite frankly I'm getting quite tired of it and it's usually from males and also from people who don't contribute much here other than a comment here and a response there and that's why your ignorance shows on what you use to make your claims. Nothing substantial to back them up. The report would have been about HARASSMENT because that's how your stupid comment made me feel and also violated, violated as a reputable forum member who contributes shares quite often content of quality.

@Leo GuraI'm getting pretty sick and tired of being harassed by certain people here on the forum accusing me of being Pretty India. You yourself have tried to put an end to this issue in the past, but it keeps on coming. Can you please address this please. To the point where I kind of feel violated in the sense of insinuating I'm an imposter here and it really feels degrading especially since I never try to hide who I am so much so where I sometimes reveal too much about myself.

Actually the two people here accusing me of being pretty India have the same name in their names,......hmmmm What's up KID-DO, guilty of something yourself. I'm so used to being attacked for no reason, I'm always ready, bring it on. I'm trained in this department. Personality doesn't matter, that's why there's a thing called personality test. Having the same personality as someone else proves nothing. Dig deeper you ******. @Kid A @NewKidOnTheBlock Lots of similarities there.

You guys would make very poor detectives, actually. Why would I make a Jamaica thread being from India and why even post my pictures everywhere if they're fake. Why make a journal of my mom's death, why talk about my escort work, why why why why there are so many why's other than writing style and changing profile pics twice a year which is about how often I change them. Why the same fake picture. Who is this person's picture I'm posting all over the internet. FB and Instagram also has the same pics. Jesus you guys are the perfect example of fools who are easily scammed. I guess pretty India listened to gangsta rap and snoop dog and Dr Dre check out my journal. Idiots. Investigate before you flexigate. Why post so much shit that she wouldn't post just to prove I'm not her. Did you ever check out the healthy food mega thread and seen all that shit i posted and all the other mega threads I started. Did pretty do all that shit for the few tears she was here. Why start now. Just to prove my non-existence. Ludicrous and utterly nonsensical.

Ok I'm pretty India. I give up. You guys have solidified my belief in human self-deception and how real it is and how deep it runs. Sad really. Things staring you in the face and denial just imperative. I'm not going to argue on this anymore believe what you want. Silly really, but hey, do is all the other shit people believe. I should just change my name to pretty India since that's what I'm believed to be. Lol, pretty funny too.

Dear God, I'm so sorry for saying all the time I didn't choose to come here. You have shown me how you didn't either, and because of that I must be here, can't not be here because there is no choice in the matter. I have always contemplated that and it was the premise for a lot of my resisting, combative, defiant and rebellious arguments against life. Why should I have to so and so and so and so when I didn't ask to be here. I now truly get how I didn't ask to be here but must be here. I'm not even really here but i won't get into that now. I just wanted to say, thanks for always answering my genuine and curious inquiries into the nature of things and I truly believe that because I've not attached myself to any outcomes, don't really care about anything in the sense of what happens to me or trying to get anything from life other than for the survival of my being and body and that I am in love with life itself to the point where at times I hate it. I don't care what happens to me in the sense where there's not much attachment there anymore and I realize it's not permanent and live from that place, therefore there's a lot of love expressions coming out for others and can see the beauty that's in everything it most things. Not everything, gotta be real about this, but most. Beauty is in the cusp of life, the transitions, the impermanence, the changes. Most want permanency but that's not where beauty lies, it lies where there's nothing to point to permanently to say that's beautiful, it lies where no one can get attached to it, it lies where it can't be owned or claimed, it lies in the shape-shifting. This is why I don't mind suffering anymore and I don't chase happiness. It's all transient and beauty also can be found there. People don't realize how it's the happiness that they chase that's responsible for their sadness and suffering. Not pain, that's different, pain is inevitable, it's how life feels itself but suffering is not that's illusory and spawns from ignorance. Ignorance and attachment and neurosis. It's not a judgment but a revelation. Takes a while to get to understand and relate to this but I have. Not saying I never suffer but it's over so quickly even when the circumstances of the suffering remains the same. I've kind of taken me out the picture but it's not easy when it's so embedded and feels so real. I get it now, I must be, just as you must be as I'm not separate from nor united with nor connected to, it's simply a matter of ALL THERE IS and all there is, is simply just that, ALL THAT IS. There's nothing that must be, all that must be is all that is which is simultaneously nothing and everything, full and empty and neither. I am not one with you as there's no I and there's no you. I get it now and also don't.

Lol....thats a lot of work to try and fake some unimportant being who started a lot of mess and got banned. Like really. There's nothing about me that screams that woman other than I'm a female. Analyze my writing style, content and how much spirituality I talk about and there's nor even a minute similarity.,..other than that i'm female and something for you to pick at me about. Whomever pictures i'm using (which has been the same one and used quite a lot here between let's see, numerous profile pics, few times in a previous journal in the healthy foods thread random responses in the past and in my Dear Mom journal when my mom passed, whomever pic I'm using is getting a lot of show and hopefully dead so I don't get sued. Your claims aren't even substantial and are groundless.

This right here is at the core of my famous saying(to me anyway) "I didn't ask to come here". This explains to me why I am presumably here. It answers how I'm here, it made me rest that saying and will never say it again because I can see now that I didn't ask to come here, no one did, but everyone's presence MUST be because existence must be and is a necessary unfolding. Whether that's the case or not, it resonated and something here is saying 'did that show you how you're here and that you didn't ask to come here but YOU MUST BE. Forget about that "there's no one" stuff right now this here explains how I am. Even though there's no real "how" but that's the best way I can put it.

I was reading your post and was like, "damn", then I read some more and was like "wow", kept on reading and was like "I like that", more... and was like "great way to put it" read more... and at the end was like "damn, have to read that over" a lot to take in. Sounds perfect to me except for a few things, but that's just word semantics I won't taint this post with my views and expressions, it's fine all on it's own.

Who dream characters? Lol

Go through your profile, go through my profile, I wonder whose has the most negative comments and cursing people out. How did I know it was a negative comment when I saw your name mentioning me, because most of your comments are. Thank God for paper proof. Anybody? Go check. The proof is in the pudding. Plus, I'm not sure who I'm arguing with here. Another proof in the pudding. Read the thread, go through my two comments, doesn't look like arguing to me. Plus I didn't even respond to a comment that may have turned into one, I ignored it for the sake of not arguing. I've helped more people on here than you can ever imagine to. Youve never started a thread nor gave any potent or valuable advice to anyone but be sarcastic and talk shit. Go through my record; lots of info people can use to better their lives. Go sit down with that. I can recognize the people who just want to tear me down just for the sake of tearing me down and you're one of them. Never any basis for your remarks about me. As a woman, to you, just making a comment just talking, just responding, is an argument to you, up to you and women should just shut up and listen, without anything to say, that's the energy you've projected. I remember once you tried to tear Emerald down too for no reason other than her just talking and maybe opposing Leo on something your comment to her was very condescending and always is to the women on here and about women. Is this enough arguing over pointless BS for ya! Want some more. Cause I can give you some more. That comment you made seems more suitable for you.

Whatever it takes. Not taken personal anyway. Hope we helped.

If you were merging with God, you would have apologized to the women on the forum instead of thanking us for using us as rage bait.

Lol

Jamaica is an island of fruitful fruits.

Ok, gotcha.

Everything has become a math problem with an equation to solve. We've turned life into "everything, including taking a shit and brushing the teeth, into calculus".

So I copied the above video from Freetube but it plays on regular Youtube. How's that. Still getting a feel for this so I might be missing something. I downloaded it already. Will explore some more.

Testing.....

I could be wrong but seems like YT is finding a way to not allow for content creators to profit as much off their platform. Since they've grown over the years they've introduced so many new changes and the ads are getting more per episode and the amount of ads depends on the size of the channel. Is this app by the original Youtube itself. Will they charge for anything there in the future and will existing content creators on the original channel lose more than just ad revenues. I'll just go check it out. Maybe I'll find my answers there.

You eat and it's done, you smoke and it's done. So what now. What's the difference. Your relationship with sex is what you feel the need to transcend. Have you gotten sick of cigarettes and ice cream. You will when the relationship goes sour just like it has with sex. There's one denominator here. Haven't you gotten sick of yourself yet.

Stop already. The woman ain't finding it for herself. There's a man involved. So the sex found him either way. Takes two. Men that don't chase but attract will never know what it's like for sex to find them. I agree with what he's saying.