Princess Arabia

I didn't see it but are you suggesting that I take this one down.

Yes, I believe so. I'm very spontaneous and free spirited, which has it's positive and negative aspects, but overall I'm more attracted to guys who are more grounded and has a sense of masculinity, but not in a macho way who is very dominant or over-bearingly aggressive, somewhere in the middle to be able to handle my strong personality, while at the same time able to bring out my femininity where we balance each other out. I'm very flexible and open to different types of personalities but do have a baseline which I will not cross or veer from and that is a respect for me, women and people in general. Of course, we're not perfect and sometimes survival mechanisms get in the way of our judgements and how we respond to others and situations, and even myself can get disrespectful at times, but I'm speaking overall mannerisms and behavior, it should be your dominant characteristic. I highly value respect for others because it shows a sense of care and not just out for yourself without regard for the feelings of others. I guess being an Empath myself is where this comes from. All this came with more maturity.

When I was much younger, I used to be attracted to the player types, but I was just having fun and partying. As I got older, the player types are actually a turn-off for me, because I can see right through most of their bullshit. I'd rather a player be upfront with their intentions than to try to squirm and weasel his way with me because nothing he can say to me will make me sleep with him other than if I want to or not regardless if he's a player or not. The men that I find attractive now are the ones that can stimulate me mentally in an intellectual way and that I can hold interesting conversations with, but also have a sense of humor and are not too serious about themselves and have a deep respect for women. My type now is not the type most men think I would like. It has little to do with the physical and more with the mental aspects.

I ended up listening to this in its entirety. Very interesting insights.

Exactly. He's benefitting somehow, consciously or not. Plus he's getting feedback from us which is fueling that energy. If we stopped paying attention to all his nonsense. I bet you he'll stop. @Holykael, I'm talking to you too, but you and I know you'll just come back with another story.

Mom, let's lighten up the scene a bit. Here's your favorite group. I remember you used to play Abba all the time. I couldn't stand it. Now here I am dedicating their song to you. I still can't stand it. Lol. Love you mom. Funny how all the other videos I sent to you made me cry but this one. I cried enough last night, maybe that's why this is the one today. I'm doing OK, though...no im.not...just started again. Ok let me play this stupid song that doesn't make me cry...love you.

Are you the body or not is the question. I'm still identified with the body, but I was just saying what true freedom is. I'm not living from that space and probably never will, but being aware is also a step in the right direction as it helps to raise your consciousness. There are stages to this, and the more we let go of what we're not, the easier it becomes to live in the present and become whatever it is we choose to become since we're not attached to the body and it's conditioning.

Mom, it's hitting hard tonight. I just realized that you're actually gone. Damn.if I do damn if.i don't. I try not to wallow .but when I think of you I can't help it. There's a knot in my stomach tonight. It's hitting me.know like a fucking brick. See you tomorrow..

Here' to you Mom. I love you.

Lol. There are no losers only winers. Lol

Because he's God choosing not to. He knows what he's doing. It's the role he's playing. It fits in perfectly inside the big picture.

Pain is an illusion.

I would be the witness of the pain that's arising. I'm not saying things don't appear and disappear, but that's not who you are. Things are appearing from within Consciousness. Sensations occur but you are still witnessing that. You as @Someone herefeels pain, but awareness doesn't. You are aware of the pain. You do not exist, that's why you die. Only Consciousness exists. Who you truly are is immortal, infinite and limitless. I'm speaking from the Absolute sense not the relative domain or the projected 3d world. This is only an appearance.

You cannot be what you can observe. You are not the body. You are Consciousness observing the body. It just appears that way. Who is the "you" you're speaking of. You're speaking in duality. A 'you' and a 'body'. That's two things. Consciousness is one.

And Consciousness is loving every minute of it.

True freedom is recognizing you are not the body and you are only the witness of what's happening in your awareness. You are untouched and will always remain untouched by what's apparently happening. Just like the space in a room is untouched by what it occupies. You have identified yourself with the body/mind and now you're enslaved by it. Things arises, but true freedom is when we recognize who we truly are, work on that.

The casinos are also pimps. They take your money and leave you with nothing.

Neither are you, but you're still present.

I edited my post.

Going for facts and evidence is also a belief. There are no facts, only interpretations. There is no objective world.

How can I not dedicate a Whitney's song to you. She always reminded me of you. I also cried when she died. I look to you for strength, mom.

Hence the term "high value man". What is, just is.

Whisper in my ear. I won't tell. Let's compare. I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours. Wait Mrs. Smith is coming, lets hide under the desk. Hold on, did I just hear the school bell. Let' go play peek-a-boo. Stop...you so bad. I'm going to tell. Oops, time for Math class. We can count it there. I need a calculator to count mine, how 'bout you. Never mind, let's just do it and start from scratch. What's yours...1? Mine too. Let's go get married and live happily ever after.

Stop. You lying. You just tryna make me feel guilty. It worked?