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You're still growing up, so its not too late ?

Pretty much that nothing exists without someone observing it. It is a wave particle prior. So consciousness observes it, then it becomes visible until it stops observing it. I believe science has proven this.

Well, if the 'observer effect' is true, doesn't that make everything conscious? I'm assuming you're aware of what the "observer effect" is.

Figure out the WHY. Why do you want what you want. You will never be totally satisfied with anything finite because you are an Infinite Being. Nothing finite will ever bring lasting satisfaction to you. There will always be something more to strive for. Coming from a place of already knowing you are everything can make the experience more enjoyable and then, if you're not seeking a satisfactory state, the feeling will be more sustainable. You are coming from a place of unworthiness.

The tree is probably saying it would rather be human than a tree. The grass is always greener on the other side. ?

You're welcome. Everytime you're experiencing mental suffering, just keep asking yourself that question, "what am I doing now" not thinking. Keep doing it over and over and over. The mental chitter chatter will dissolve more and more and keep you more in the present moment. Life is forever changing, even your present condition. Terminal illnesses are not final. Anything can happen if you stay positive, but most importantly, if you're not in any immediate threat, (like a bear chasing you etc) you're fine. When the thoughts come change them to another thought that is more pleasing to you. It takes practice but it will change your state of being, but you have to be persistent. You are loved. Bye for now.

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Ask yourself, "what am I doing at this moment". Not 'what am I thinking'. You are on this forum reading or typing. There's no threat here and now. You are ok, now. Whatever pain you're feeling isn't happening now, unless its physical pain, which you can do something about.

You don't want to die, you want to live, but just don't know how. F Oh, because you mentioned that. Why do you want to die then?

Oh, because you mentioned that. Why do you want to die then?

You want to die because you ate some bread and your digestive system is not working properly. Is that the reason?

No, different things make different people happy, but happiness basically means the same for everyone, different levels of happiness, maybe, but happiness is happiness.

But isn't the reason you know what happiness, joy, ecstacy feels like is because you know what sadness, etc feels like. Aren't we able to differentiate the feelings because we've experienced the opposite. If I'm feeling sadness, I know I am because my memory recalls the feeling of happiness. I don't say this to myself when I'm having those respective feelings, it just happens. So aren't we using memory there, subconsciously. When something makes you angry you're extracting that from a past memory and comparing it to the current experience and that is why the emotion gets re-lived. For instance, if I'm in a relationship with someone and they do or say something to me that feels hurtful, isn't it because I've experienced a hurtful thing before that reminds me of what they said, so the memory of that caused the body to re-live that experience without realizing consciously that that's what happening. Different words mean different things to different people, how they interpret it, that is. Someone can say "I hate you" to someone and it doesn't affect them, while someone else may be affected by the same words. Isn't it because of a previous experience they had why it affected them negatively. When I say all this I mean subconsciously, not aware that this is happening. Explain.

Few drops Lavender essential oil on pillow helps to sleep sounder and longer. Also soaking feet in Epsom salt before bed. Put some sleep music on that best suits you. Plenty on YT. 432htz.

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@Someone hereYou are Consciousness. Yes, you were never born and will never die, but you as consciousness dreamt itself as the elements, then rocks, then trees, then animals, now you're dreaming yourself to be human, all different levels of consciousness. A rock now is still being dreamt by you. It is conscious but at a lower state. Creation is finished. You are the only thing in existence but right now you are only conscious of what you are presently being.

You were a rock before you became a human. Also Fire, Water, Air, a weed, a plant, a tree, an animal. Next you'll be an Alien...lol.

I will cherish our memories.

Thank you all for the condolences. They are greatly appreciated. Thank you @Lila9 I will look into that book and @Raze, that middle video with John Gray was very helpful and I love his work and am familiar with him. I understand it will take some time for me to accept this part of Reality, and I have come to the realization that the only process I need is what is naturally occurring for me and i've recognized that she never went anywhere but is still here with me. Early this morning, she whispered in my ear "I'm still here". I heard it very clearly as I was beginning to awaken from my sleep, and even though it was a whisper, I heard it very clearly. No doubt. The only regret I have, which is very hard but its diminishing slowly, is that I never got to hold and kiss her before she passed, but I will let that take it's course. The dream I had last night about her was a beautiful one and I saw the beautiful waves of the ocean and all I could see through my closed eyes were waves and things blowing in the wind softly with a white background as if she was revealing herself to me. I was awake but my eyes were closed and I knew I was seeing the unseen. It was beautiful and words can't explain. The words "I am here" was all I needed and now I know she's still here with me and I feel even closer to her now, which helps. Thanks again for all the wishes and I will be easy on myself through this time. I see the importance of having direct experiences because nothing compares to that, and all the talking and knowledge that you have acquired in this journey doesn't come close to having the experience yourself. Thank you all. Bye for now.

@Leo Gura could you briefly explain this part of your latest blog post. Quote "God is not some kind of special object. God is the SUM TOTAL of all final objects. The sum total of all finite objects is not the same kind of thing as any one of those final objects". The SUM TOTAL part is what got me confused. Isn't saying sum total the same as saying something is finite. If you put a bunch of birds in a box, isn't the box an object, which in turn be classified as a finite object? Saying that God is the sum total of all finite objects, to me, is saying that God is limited to a totality which is quantifiable and is limited to only what is held within it including it being what the objects are held within. Not sure if I'm saying this correctly, but what I'm asking is, for something to be a "sum total" doesn't that thing require for it to be measurable. Please explain.

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What does it really mean to be the non-doer. Is it equivalent to not having free will. Is that just a concept or Truth. Are we actually making decisions ourselves, or is it being made for us.

I can't.

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