Princess Arabia

Ok thanks. It's free on Tubi, which I have. I'll watch it tonight after I've turned off the lights and I hope it rains with lightning and thunder and someone knocks on the door and when I go to answer it no one is there and I hope a big ass spider crawls on my laptop screen and scares the shit outta me, and if I awaken in the morning still intact, I will know that I have nothing else to fear because I've faced my biggest fears and still I'm OK.

We're afraid of dying, we're afraid of living, we're afraid of the aliens, the robots, afraid of each other, afraid of suffering, afraid of losing control, afraid of not knowing, afraid of getting lost, staying lost, afraid of poverty, afraid of getting rich, afraid of the boogeyman, afraid of angels, afraid of our thoughts, afraid of our emotions, afraid of our shadow, afraid of heights, spiders, and snakes, afraid of failure, afraid of success, afraid of receiving love, afraid of giving love..it never ends. Humans are afraid of everything.

Well I failed. The party is still going on. Would you like a dirty martini laced with lsd or 5meo...I'm just having water with a touch of pity on the rocks.

I could be walking down the street while meditating, on the toilet, being around people, whenever. For me it's spontaneous. I am not that disciplined to say I will dedicate a certain time, place, day to meditate. My mind will just not allow it. But it does allow for spontaneity. So I take advantage of that. I meditated for 2 mins while on this thread already and it was beautiful. It just came to me. I devoted 2 mins of time to presence while here, especially discussing this topic. It's so intense. Meditation doesn't have to be hard. Sitting there with your hand on your heart and feeling the heart beat and focussing on that and your breath for 2-5mins can do wonders for your psyche, even though you're not doing it to accomplish anything, just to become familiar with your being and because it just feels good for its own sake.

Love this

I wish I knew, that's why I'm not suffering. I'll just stay home.

Keep on being a lost soul and you'll be ok

Every human still suffers on some level. Depends on how you deal with it and to what degree and for how long. I'm suffering now trying to figure out the director of this movie I'm not supposed to watch. I'm being tortured by the suspense.lol

Now I really wanna watch it. Is it the one 2008, directed by Pascal Laugier

Thanks. Is it the one 2008, directed by Pascal Laugier

What's the name of the movie. Don't feel like going through all that.

I understand what you're saying. I've accepted where I am and have surrendered to it. I don't have a happy face sticker on. Whatever state I'm in I'm in, then I deal with it until the next state comes, then I deal with that too. I don't anticipate them. They come and they go. I don't dwell there. How can I run away from something I can't find.

Please, I'm already in lala land. I don't need serious anything, nor do I need shadow work. I'm already perfectly made in the image of God. Anything otherwise is saying God isn't perfect. I just need to change my way of thinking. My thinking patterns will change when I change my frequency and I will start to vibrate higher towards the love frequency. I have already gotten beyond myself. There's nothing to do but just be. Whomever/whatever I chose. If I choose to do nothing, then so be it. If I chose to do whatever, then so be it. If I suffer, then so be it, if I'm happy, sad, miserable, joyful, angry, frustrated...whatever state, then so be it. Those are passing. The only thing remains is who I truly am, I welcome suffering because I know it's not who I am. It's a fucking state.

Well, you're still here. Life goes on. What is serious loss? Only if you think it's serious.

"Death" is certain, for the human. Why contemplate it to make changes for the future. Live your life now. Look at your signature....present moment..live in the present because that's all there is.

This is why I try to broaden my horizons and contemplate things for myself. Make it make sense to me. Compare my experiences to the teachings. Go within. Somethings i go on by faith, some intuition, some logic, some reason, some by comparison and some I just ignore. I try to only listen to high quality content and subscribe to channels I resonate with. I will also listen to people I don't agree with to not just look for things to just reiterate my own beliefs. Overall, I try to put the pieces together, even though I'm aware of self-deception, the mind games and traps, but you gotta start somewhere.

Teaching and embodying are two different things. He's still human. A lot of people teach business but yet never owned a business, doesn't mean their teachings aren't effective.

Yea, I understand that but there are ways to overcome that, through awareness and love. The LOA is not an idea. The Universe is not just random, there are rules and laws that governs it. Creation is finished even though it's still expanding. The sun doesnt shine only when it feels like it.

I believe Holykael knows what he's doing. He's made a name for himself and now he's living up to that identity. It's the confused ones that are more prone. Holykael can just switch at any time. I've seen him say somethings that were mind-blowing coming from him. Never knew he had it in him. We all do, it's just a matter of choice.

I was just trying to make a point, how suffering is relative. I'm not in a suffering pity party. We're just having a discussion here.

Your "argument", to me, is a little more relatable and resonates more with me. I just can't relate to the "what if's". It's like I'm trying to create that.

I know this is your question to Leo, but if I may say, I think people who consider killing themselves want to live they just don't know how.

You're not having sex from the heart, you're having sex from the you know what. It is robotic for you. You don't care about whom you're having sex with. For you its mechanical, only physical. No emotion. Leave sex alone for a while. Masturbate if you have to. Find somebody you truly care for and love, also find extremely attractive. Make love to them and see if this feeling remains. If it does, then go from there. Until then you will never truly know if it's you or the person you're with. I'm straight (even tho I've been with women). I don't enjoy giving head, neither do I enjoy having intercourse, UNLESS it's someone I'm extremely attracted to. I can have magical, erotic, and tantalizing sex and can be in an extremely arousal state but it will only happen with someone that is attractive to me both mentally and physically, the latter will come after the former. Then I will enjoy just about anything we do, except...i won't say..i have to leave something to the imagination.

I agree

That's all relative. You don't know the depth of what people have gone through. Someone in a mansion could suffer for downsizing. Someone in a gutter who knows nothing about living in a mansion could be happy living in the gutter. Noone is talking about invincibility. People know they're not invincible. What is hard life. That relative also. It depends on your resilience. Everyone isn't the same.