Princess Arabia

I know right. I used to say to myself while watching his videos how wide-ranged his vocabulary was and his usage of language. So versatile.

All of this is just speculation, generalization and limiting beliefs. Nothing is set in stone. It's how you view yourself and the world that matters. Your perceptions. Interpretations. Also from what State of Consciousness are you conducting these behaviours from. Damaged goods to you may not be damaged goods to someone else. There are lots of situations in life where people are selling themselves unaware of this and you can use anything as a tool to either better yourself or hurt yourself. Most of us don't see the bigger picture and are looking at the world from a limited perspective.

How can God not be God

Lonely people aren't looking to violate. Rapers are. Stop this nonsense. The only dot that has been joined is your toxic belief system. Lots of people are broke, they don't think to go rob a bank. A lonely enraged Incel, is an enraged human being who is angry about something other than the fact that he can't get laid, if he decides to rape. Lots of incels don't think about rape. Rape is not about the lack of sex. What about lonely women then. Do they decide to go rape. Stop this.

You have a British sense of humor. I like

I like this

Please don't encourage him to believe that lonely people go out and rape. Too many stereotypes, we don't need any more. Rape is not about loneliness. Everyone of us will feel lonely at some point in our lives. Doesn't mean rapists feel lonely. Most are women haters. Most crave power. There is no correlation.

Stop that. Loneliness doesn't lead to rape. You have to understand that people recognize the options available to them and they are always ready to exercise that. Lonely people go out looking for companionship, not to go rape. Rape is not about loneliness or sex its about power.

Everybody feels lonely at different times in their life. Doesn't mean you need an escort to fulfill that need. Some guys just enjoy that while some prefer video games

Same thing as pick up only thing you're not being used, for men's pleasure you're getting paid to provide a service

You sound angry. Listen. People are into different shit and i'm here to provide a service. You asked me about my job and I was transparent with you. Don't think anything you can say to me will offend me. Until you have been in my shoes, you will never understand, Some guys are not broken, they just enjoy having a good time and that is what I provide. Don't vent to me if you can't find a woman open enough to satisfy your craving. You know about fen dom more than I do and that's a whole different category. I am being open in discussing my field knowing I'm vulnerable to backlash like you're doing, but it doesn't phase me. I've come to grips with myself and understand who I am so no amount of shit you give me will make any difference to me so save it. I don't really care what people have to say about anything anymore because I've realized that so many of you are projecting your insecurities unto the world without going within to recognize this. I AM what I say I AM. I AM the operant power. I call the shots in my world. I'm not hard up for anything nor do I look to anyone to complete me. I know I'm Source and I live my life like that. Yes, I do forget sometimes, but it doesn't matter. Nothing you can say or do will ever stray me away from that knowing. So save the little boyish attitude and know that this is just an experience. Stop being selfish and learn to love your fucking self. All of it. This is fucking you. Who gives a shit about man made terms. Fen dom fen whatever, fuck all that shit. Learn to love and all this won't matter in the long run because you are Source energy. Learn to embody that shit. Why do you think I don't give a fuck what i reveal, it doesn't matter to me. It's a fucking role I'm playing. Its not who I am, Wake the fuck up an know who you fucking are. All this 3d shit doesnt matter. Its all just a fucking play. I am what I say I am. You're what I say you are. You just a fucking second fiddle in my fucking world. Nothing can hurt me. Nothing. I'm already dead. So you and your little selfish fucking little needs that you so crave can take that shit somewhere else. I need nothing. Only to feel my heart beat and know I AM what I say I AM. Fuck you and your little wimp ass scared fucking ego. I don't give a shit. Go play with your fucking cock and go jerk off some fucking place. Don't get me fucking started mutherfucker cause you're the wimp ass that needs some one to fullful your needs. I'm already whole and one with eternity and I couldn't care less what you think about me or other girls putting their life on the line to fulfill your fucking sexual needs. Go fuck your self

You can't help but be that. All other emotions are filters.

No, I'm not getting turned off. I just don't debate certain things I'm not that knowledgeable about even if I'm wrong about certain things. Even the experts don't agree with certain aspects of this topic. I can't get into everything.

Sometimes I like to do fun stuff here on the Forum. Today's fun topic is Guess My Middle Name. My middle name actually means WISDOM. Yes, that's right, WISDOM. Don't hate. Can you guess what it is. I will give one clue. It starts with an "S". ?9️⃣8️⃣7️⃣6️⃣5️⃣4️⃣3️⃣2️⃣1️⃣

Whatever you say.

Hush. You go to strip clubs. It's not normal to pick up guys off the street and have sex with them for no reason.

I wasn't really being that serious about the psychological damage from kicking men in the balls that love it. It's just I don't like hurting people, even though they enjoy it and you're really not hurting them, but sometimes the mind can interpret things differently if you're not wired a certain way, It's subconscious. Idk For all the other stuff you're saying, there are professional actors who act in movies their whole lives. This isn't any different. Some dominatrixes do enjoy what they do and are professionals at it. I'm not one, even though I've been paid to do mild stuff in the past like have them go on their knees and bark like a dog and say, yes mistress. Lol. I met my old lawyer like that. I advertised myself and he answered the ad and I used his services for a traffic violation but he was into that stuff. These men aren't weak simp men, they are professionals who are strong on their jobs they for some reason get off on this kind if stuff. I'm trying to show the typical misconceptions in this work that's why I'm so open. Yes, there are different scenarios but it doesn't have to be that way if you're careful and chose your clientel carefully and don't work the streets. Trauma is everywhere so don't think it's all about trauma. Some girls just do it because they can and the market is good. If anything its the men with the trauma and we provide the short-term relief, not interpreting that as good or bad, it just is. I can think of other worse ways people release their traumas. Please don't interpret these dominatrixes as being cruel and stuff, these men asks for these things. They are being sexually gratified. Some of these men don't want mean women, just dominant, and they consider them loving. It's kind of twisted but its mutual. Abd stop saying how we take their money, they search us out and give it willingly. Yes, you have corruption and girls who steal but I'm not talking about those circumstances. You have to understand it's a business and you don't have to personally enjoy it just be good at what you do. Guys have a very hard time with this because they don't understand this. Every situation is different, every girl and client. I'm only speaking for me and the other girls I know and my experiences. It can desensitize you a bit if you're not careful but that also comes with it's benefits. Stop saying sex workers fake everything because it's not about sexual enjoyment for them and most clients understand this. They just want you to show them a good time while you're with them and that's it. They don't care if you're faking or not.

Hi Mom, I don't know what I'm feeling sometimes when I see your picture on my wall. I Sit in my room and look up and there you are. The one that's really weird is the one with you on the YT flyer where your funeral was live streamed. It feels so weird looking at it as if it's just your picture then when I read the Title, Funeral Services for....I cringe. Your smile is so beautiful in that picture and you look so happy. I still haven't come to grips with you being gone and when I realize I'm never going see you alive again, whatever that means, it makes me sad. I miss you and hope you can just come back to visit me again and we sit and talk forever like old times and cook and go to the store and laugh and play games. All the stuff i know about Reality falls out the window, when I see your picture and it doesn't matter. All I know is I wish sometimes it were different and that it was designed some other way. Sob sob. Your little baby girl

Lol. Ok. Please hurry up and go so I don't have to see your name for a long, long time, nor see a stupid post from you ever again. Lmao. Don't test me

I will miss you.

I'm not going to get into this topic but I just want to say Dr Bruce Lipton, who studies Epigenetics, did say the environment does play a role in the development of genes and that they respond to something in the body as they rely on your emotions and whatnot to develop and communicate with other genes etc. Don't quote me exactly but he speaks about this a lot in his work., and I'm not saying he's right either because I don't know, all I know is I love listening to him.

I was thinking it was the opposite too, but I just tire of people defending their false belief systems and thinking they are true and then attacking you if you don't agree with them and are just sharing your perspectives on it. My belief systems are also false because all belief systems are, existentially. They are just relatively true for whomever holds them until they change their flaky minds and start believing something else when the Universe shatter their existing ones. I can give lots of examples why it's more the opposite, but why bother.

Yes I've heard of Findom. I'm not really into all that stuff but the ball busting thing, was some guy who I thought was just gonna be a regular client who told me afterwards he's into that stuff. He was from out of state and a retired army vet. He just wanted me to kick him in his balls, I mean I couldn't kick hard enough. It was painful for me to do, not physically but mentally but he kept saying harder and he liked it with my boots on. He had me for 3nights/$1,000 a night including dinner and drinks and I only interacted with him for about an hr each time doing the session. We walked and talked and drank and do what tourists did and just did regular folks stuff for the 3days and he let me do whatever I wanted till we met up in the evening each day. He's the one that told me to watch it on pornhub and try to do what those women did. Don't get me wrong, I didn't enjoy doing that but for that kinda doe why not, and they're not doing anything sexual to you, not even touch your breast. He would just jerk off at the end of the 3days on the morning before his flight back home and that's the only time he came. Thats the only person I ever did that with, so it's not a regular occurrence. I probably would have psychological damage from just doing that alone on a regular. I normally do other sexual stuff, just not intercourse and if they want that, i'll just quote some ridiculous price that they don't even bother trying. I once had a guy gave me $2,400 just to lick my butt. Another guy gave me $6,000 $500 at a time for how many hours that was to just act like his girlfriend while sitting in the room naked together and talked and laughed and when he was done we laid in the bed and he just jerked off while just touching me a little bit. He was from California and flew in for a convention. I'm just saying all this to show people it's not all pumping and humping, there are lots of other stuff in this field. I'm sure if I was the type to work the streets it would be a different story and I couldn't do it if that's all it entailed. I'm kinda showing how some women can do this without the psychological stuff that goes on with this. It's just harder to find regular guys who understands the work and that it's not personal who will date you while doing this stuff, so I don't even bother, unless I was going to get married. It does have it's problems at times and not all the time I get those extreme cases, or make that kind of money at one time and sometimes i go for weeks without working or days. but for the most part it's just out-of-town guys who come down to gamble and have a good time.

No, these men don't have my social media. I separate the two. They might have had my ph#, but no problems. I tell you, I have more problems out of reg guys than them, and also that is very rare. The most problems I've ever had out of a male was with my ex-husband and I wasn't even doing this stuff yet,.only stripping which I stopped before we got married. Go figure, but that was a long time ago.

No it's fine. Talking about my personal life with intimate lovers and personal relationships is different to me than just talking about work. Yes, most of their wives won't do certain things, so they come to us. Fetishes are big for that but not always. Some just like to explore or their wives are much older etc. I don't believe most of their relationships are fucked up, it's just some men's nature to fool around regardless. But you have to consider the vast amount of players on both sides, I can speak about myself personally, because the causes vary. My clientele is mostly business/corporate/blue collar men. Once in a blue moon, couples. And they are very respectful and cooperative. The main reason why I speak about this so openly is to denounce the typical stigma related to this kind of work and to show how it can vary from individual to individual, along with the fact that I'm not ashamed of what I do. I would be more ashamed if I was going around being with men for no reason and just sleeping around for the hell of it. And I don't care what anyone thinks when it comes to that aspect. They can say why don't I just get a bf, but that is not the issue here. Those are two different things.