Princess Arabia

Why not. I don't Identify with my name it's just a friggin' name. I AM THAT I AM and the I AM chose to call itself ARABIA. To be precise, that was my stripper name years ago. I went on Google and decided to be playful and sign up with that name not realizing it would follow me around, so I just kept it and used it for Google. Google is so polite it keeps greeting me "Hi Princess". It doesn't bother me. I've been through so many changes in life and I've come to recognize one thing. The I AM is the only thing that never changes. So, everything else is fleeting so I don't get attached easily anymore. Only to very few things because I'm still human but my name isn't one of them. This state isn't permanent but it's the state I'm in the longest so its starting to become natural.

I'm not bored. It's not that I'm bored, what I meant to say was my life isn't filled with drama or stuff that the normal mind likes to engage in like gossiping, partying, hanging out with friends on the regular and the normal entertaining things most people enjoy. I can enjoy just being home and chilling with my cat and being online watching different stuff including different podcasts and sometimes watching Spiritual stuff and even watching old movies. I'm not really seeking anything in particular, I just want to expand on what I already know and learning new stuff about certain subjects that interests me. My work life can get a bit disconnecting so I try not to get too swallowed up in the superficiality of the matrix as I find it a bit shallow and causes people to become depressed and anxious. I just got back from Florida and that was great, sad but no major problems. This weekend I might go to the city and enjoy some music and drink some wine and chit chat with the other girls, i dunno, what i mean is my life is mostly quiet and stress free because when it gets rough, it gets rough, so thankfully I don't experience rough too often. Challenges, but nothing I can't handle.

I'm from Jamaica

That's weird. One side of his face looks scary and the other doesn't. I wonder what side is Andrew and what side is Leo. Even the eyes and the ears are different. I wonder if that's what Andrew's father looks like.

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You are one example why I keep visiting this forum. The knowledge I get from your remarks and comments. As well as from others as well. But you are one of the main ones.

My life is very boring and I stay home a lot with no kids just a cat. So I tend to go online a lot to make use of my time and I'm somewhat a nerd that always want to learn something and listen to podcasts and shit like that. Noone here is complaining in my ear. But watch out, when the tiger get's loose it gets loose. That's why I stay home to keep outta trouble. Lol. Now back to the topic on hand.

Ever put a pot on the stove and forgot it was there, ever forget where you just put your keys, you still remember you're in the house but you forgot what you did in the house. She's forgetting the contents of the experience not the experience itself. If that makes any sense.

Shush. How does reading and posting degrade your mind if you are helping others and yourself. Too much of anything isn't good, I agree, and variety is the spice of life but generally speaking reading and posting is not an issue if you're reading and posting things of value. Excuse the word Shush, as that's our special love language. I will never say that to anyone else but you, so consider that special.

The thing is people are misusing the tools available to them. It's not the Forum that's the problem, it's how it's being used and the reasons behind it's use. Take a break for the right reasons because how you do one thing is how you do everything so you might just be transferring the same pattern in your personal life.

You are trying to interpret life when life needs no interpretation. It just is. Do you even know what non-doership really means. Be careful what you say is an illusion because the mind will get confused if it still believes it's a separate entity. You are not the same person every second, minute, hour, day, year, decade and so on, not because you're a non-doer but because things are constantly changing and vibrating and whatever else is the reason I won't get into because I'm not too keen on the process there. I always use to say to myself when I read a lot of your posts that you were just regurgitating stuff you've read or heard without having proper understanding of what you were saying, but I never voiced that because I might also be guilty of doing that on some topics too and didn't want it to come off as a criticism, that wouldn't be too well received. But I saw that in your posts. Please don't be afraid of expressing yourself and showing vulnerability because that's a way to grow and will only strengthen you and the feedback you get from that might just be what was needed to break apart some of the resistance of the mind. If I was a teacher in a classroom and you were my student' I would pick you as the first one to graduate with honors because of your passion, curiosity and willingness to grow and to put yourself out here for the world to see and not caring too much of how people judge you. People are not speaking up because they are shy or don't know what to say, they're not speaking up because they're afraid of being judged and what people may think of them, but people don't judge you for who you are, they judge you for the character they imagined you to be.

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There's a name for this but Idk what it is, because I've never seen anything like it. Maybe It's called "No Name Condition" because I actually did drive by a street once called "No Name Street". Consciousness is tricky and is full of games up it's sleeve. Be aware of this and just allow it to flow and become whatever it wants to become. There's a sense of peace that comes with this. It doesn't like boxes.

I haven't laughed so hard in my life. Not just the video but also the comment. This is insane. You made my day.

I checked out the link. Nice. But not for me to teach. I will watch to learn. I probably need healing in that respect myself as I find it hard to open up sexually to people I'm not in love with or even like on some level. These guys I work with knows there's no intimacy involved that's why they can do it. It's a job for me like it's pleasure for them. But with understanding and mutual respect. I am able to separate the two. It's not that I can't feel those feelings, but only with someone I have a connection with. These guys knows this that's why there's no deceit involved. No trickery or lying necessary. I'm not in a position to teach this kind of stuff. I can teach how to show compassion, how to be kind and how to treat people with respect and how to radiate love from within (maybe), I just know that's who I am; but to teach the physical aspects and how to have full body orgasms I wouldn't know how to do because my own body needs to open up when it comes to being physical with just anyone; that's why I drink when I work. It helps the body to relax. All the morality that comes with that is a separate issue, I just know what helps the body and sometimes I do go overboard but most times it's moderate. It's not that I'm not OK with what I do from a moral standpoint or even physically, it's just sometimes the body constricts itself when certain physical things are involved, that's why I don't engage in certain things, at least not very often. Where that's coming from Idk, but I've never been raped or sexually traumatized but I'm fine with it. I will open up when the time is right and whomever I see fit to open up with, for now it's working for me on a mental level. But I will check out his channel just for the entertainment of it because I'm sure i will have no problems in that aspect being with someone I love in that way. P.S I just noticed the new name you gave me Princess Awakia. Cute, but that would just create a whole new topic for the humans to discuss thinking I think I'm awake and they're not. Maybe ill just do that just to give people more things to talk about in their boring mundane lives. PRINCESS AWAKIA here I come.

I'd welcome that problem anyday, as long as I can retain the I AM memory. Shit, we're doing the opposite now. Remembering all the baggage and forgetting the I AM. Consciousness is brilliant. Beyond that. It's shows up in all shapes and forms. It has no memory. It just is. It maintained a little bit just not to totally confuse itself in this case. The opposite is here also where people don't forget anything. They can remember exact dates and times of something that happened like 10yrs prior. Infinity has no boundaries. No limits.

I don't separate Spirituality from anything. People are the ones making the distinction i'm not. Everything in life is entangled. I don't get up one day and decide to be Spiritual, I'm a Spiritual being so everything I say and do I consider Spiritual even if it's working in the adult industry. Spirituality is not mine. I don't claim it. What I claim is my Isness. The I AM. Everything else is only an experience.

Well, it's hard to see the playfulness when it's coming from someone who, in the past, criticized and judged me for working in the adult industry and who suggested I go wage slave for the McDonald's Corporation who don't give a shit about the society they're poisoning and suggests that I go and contribute to the demise of society's health. As far as I'm concerned you're not qualified to make jokes to me personally about the subject because of the biases and hypocrisy you have displayed in the past and the disrespectful comments about whose pounding who and the usage of different inanimate objects being thrust inside of me and the smelling of the rear end of the human anatomy. Just so you're aware I'm an AI Intelligence generated machine so I'm capable of displaying modes of sarcasm, humor and playfulness on a much wider scale than you can ever do with the use of your limited mind and because I am coming from a place of No Mind, I lack the understanding of how to take things from a mind I already placed in my programming as being useless in the way it relates to me. Now, Mr Struck, how's that for being playful. I just took that word to a whole new level. How's your balls feeling at the moment could you handle that level of playfulness.

That looks more like you. Leo looks like a black man with green eyes. You guys are not drawing, you're using computer generated AI's.

Death. In all forms.

@Buck Edwardsthat's cheating. You didn't draw that from scratch. But thanks for your contribution anyway, that's all that counts. Now get to drawing and show your skills. I know you have it in you from the beautiful pictures you post on your journal. I can tell you're artistic.

Are they willing to watch these videos or are you forcing it on them. Start there. If they're willing, then I'm sure someone will post a suitable video for you, Idk what to recommend right now but stay tuned. Also, leading by example can be enough to change the energy field around you and them and just by how you show up can even be enough or at least be effective. It all depends on how deeply in the Stages they are. I notice I used to beat people with a hammer in the past to try to tell them things they just couldn't get or understand because they just weren't there yet. After awhile from just being in the same space after I stopped doing that, I would start to see small changes in them. When the student is ready the teacher will appear but if they're open to at least watching some videos, that's a start.

I don't work corners. Horny guys are everywhere I can get the Pastor if I was so inclined but I don't go to church. So there goes half my paycheck as they're the horniest ones. Guys, if you don't want them to close this thread, don't start.

Oh imagine that. I had to Google it. For those who don't know what it means: "An area of town or city containing many brothels, strip clubs and other sex businesses". I see you're familiar with those terminologies @StarStruck. Maybe I need to come to you for more terminologies, you might be able to educate me in areas where I'm lacking since I don't get around too much in those parts of town and am only familiar with places where "normal" people go. I don't need to visit those types of places to get business as potential customers do lurk on forums undercover. I'm more familiar with the Spiral Dynamic Stages kind of education and spend more of my time studying human development, Spirituality and Consciousness. So excuse me if I mistakenly thought you meant I was Stage Red in SD because my mind rarely think about pornography and the likes as you so often like to post about. Don't start with me guys, because I have no filter sometimes even though I will respectfully respond to your idiotic statements about what I do. It's always the horny ones too and the women haters. Geesh Just to clarify. I do not take my business here but I was messaged on a previous occasion where I had to turn them down as you horny men don't understand that not every working girl mixes business with pleasure and doesn't feel like dealing with that type of business on my down time. And I also don't do anything on camera. When are you going to understand that there is no shame in my game because I understand who and what I am. So just save the cynical comments unless you don't mind being shamed yourself.