Princess Arabia

I wasn't really being that serious about the psychological damage from kicking men in the balls that love it. It's just I don't like hurting people, even though they enjoy it and you're really not hurting them, but sometimes the mind can interpret things differently if you're not wired a certain way, It's subconscious. Idk For all the other stuff you're saying, there are professional actors who act in movies their whole lives. This isn't any different. Some dominatrixes do enjoy what they do and are professionals at it. I'm not one, even though I've been paid to do mild stuff in the past like have them go on their knees and bark like a dog and say, yes mistress. Lol. I met my old lawyer like that. I advertised myself and he answered the ad and I used his services for a traffic violation but he was into that stuff. These men aren't weak simp men, they are professionals who are strong on their jobs they for some reason get off on this kind if stuff. I'm trying to show the typical misconceptions in this work that's why I'm so open. Yes, there are different scenarios but it doesn't have to be that way if you're careful and chose your clientel carefully and don't work the streets. Trauma is everywhere so don't think it's all about trauma. Some girls just do it because they can and the market is good. If anything its the men with the trauma and we provide the short-term relief, not interpreting that as good or bad, it just is. I can think of other worse ways people release their traumas. Please don't interpret these dominatrixes as being cruel and stuff, these men asks for these things. They are being sexually gratified. Some of these men don't want mean women, just dominant, and they consider them loving. It's kind of twisted but its mutual. Abd stop saying how we take their money, they search us out and give it willingly. Yes, you have corruption and girls who steal but I'm not talking about those circumstances. You have to understand it's a business and you don't have to personally enjoy it just be good at what you do. Guys have a very hard time with this because they don't understand this. Every situation is different, every girl and client. I'm only speaking for me and the other girls I know and my experiences. It can desensitize you a bit if you're not careful but that also comes with it's benefits. Stop saying sex workers fake everything because it's not about sexual enjoyment for them and most clients understand this. They just want you to show them a good time while you're with them and that's it. They don't care if you're faking or not.

Hi Mom, I don't know what I'm feeling sometimes when I see your picture on my wall. I Sit in my room and look up and there you are. The one that's really weird is the one with you on the YT flyer where your funeral was live streamed. It feels so weird looking at it as if it's just your picture then when I read the Title, Funeral Services for....I cringe. Your smile is so beautiful in that picture and you look so happy. I still haven't come to grips with you being gone and when I realize I'm never going see you alive again, whatever that means, it makes me sad. I miss you and hope you can just come back to visit me again and we sit and talk forever like old times and cook and go to the store and laugh and play games. All the stuff i know about Reality falls out the window, when I see your picture and it doesn't matter. All I know is I wish sometimes it were different and that it was designed some other way. Sob sob. Your little baby girl

Lol. Ok. Please hurry up and go so I don't have to see your name for a long, long time, nor see a stupid post from you ever again. Lmao. Don't test me

I will miss you.

I'm not going to get into this topic but I just want to say Dr Bruce Lipton, who studies Epigenetics, did say the environment does play a role in the development of genes and that they respond to something in the body as they rely on your emotions and whatnot to develop and communicate with other genes etc. Don't quote me exactly but he speaks about this a lot in his work., and I'm not saying he's right either because I don't know, all I know is I love listening to him.

I was thinking it was the opposite too, but I just tire of people defending their false belief systems and thinking they are true and then attacking you if you don't agree with them and are just sharing your perspectives on it. My belief systems are also false because all belief systems are, existentially. They are just relatively true for whomever holds them until they change their flaky minds and start believing something else when the Universe shatter their existing ones. I can give lots of examples why it's more the opposite, but why bother.

Yes I've heard of Findom. I'm not really into all that stuff but the ball busting thing, was some guy who I thought was just gonna be a regular client who told me afterwards he's into that stuff. He was from out of state and a retired army vet. He just wanted me to kick him in his balls, I mean I couldn't kick hard enough. It was painful for me to do, not physically but mentally but he kept saying harder and he liked it with my boots on. He had me for 3nights/$1,000 a night including dinner and drinks and I only interacted with him for about an hr each time doing the session. We walked and talked and drank and do what tourists did and just did regular folks stuff for the 3days and he let me do whatever I wanted till we met up in the evening each day. He's the one that told me to watch it on pornhub and try to do what those women did. Don't get me wrong, I didn't enjoy doing that but for that kinda doe why not, and they're not doing anything sexual to you, not even touch your breast. He would just jerk off at the end of the 3days on the morning before his flight back home and that's the only time he came. Thats the only person I ever did that with, so it's not a regular occurrence. I probably would have psychological damage from just doing that alone on a regular. I normally do other sexual stuff, just not intercourse and if they want that, i'll just quote some ridiculous price that they don't even bother trying. I once had a guy gave me $2,400 just to lick my butt. Another guy gave me $6,000 $500 at a time for how many hours that was to just act like his girlfriend while sitting in the room naked together and talked and laughed and when he was done we laid in the bed and he just jerked off while just touching me a little bit. He was from California and flew in for a convention. I'm just saying all this to show people it's not all pumping and humping, there are lots of other stuff in this field. I'm sure if I was the type to work the streets it would be a different story and I couldn't do it if that's all it entailed. I'm kinda showing how some women can do this without the psychological stuff that goes on with this. It's just harder to find regular guys who understands the work and that it's not personal who will date you while doing this stuff, so I don't even bother, unless I was going to get married. It does have it's problems at times and not all the time I get those extreme cases, or make that kind of money at one time and sometimes i go for weeks without working or days. but for the most part it's just out-of-town guys who come down to gamble and have a good time.

No, these men don't have my social media. I separate the two. They might have had my ph#, but no problems. I tell you, I have more problems out of reg guys than them, and also that is very rare. The most problems I've ever had out of a male was with my ex-husband and I wasn't even doing this stuff yet,.only stripping which I stopped before we got married. Go figure, but that was a long time ago.

No it's fine. Talking about my personal life with intimate lovers and personal relationships is different to me than just talking about work. Yes, most of their wives won't do certain things, so they come to us. Fetishes are big for that but not always. Some just like to explore or their wives are much older etc. I don't believe most of their relationships are fucked up, it's just some men's nature to fool around regardless. But you have to consider the vast amount of players on both sides, I can speak about myself personally, because the causes vary. My clientele is mostly business/corporate/blue collar men. Once in a blue moon, couples. And they are very respectful and cooperative. The main reason why I speak about this so openly is to denounce the typical stigma related to this kind of work and to show how it can vary from individual to individual, along with the fact that I'm not ashamed of what I do. I would be more ashamed if I was going around being with men for no reason and just sleeping around for the hell of it. And I don't care what anyone thinks when it comes to that aspect. They can say why don't I just get a bf, but that is not the issue here. Those are two different things.

Well, I was a stripper at the time I got married. Guys who go to strip clubs are usually of a different kind than those that sees girls one on one. Stripper guys are usually single or have Shaky unstable relationships, while most guys that see working girls are usually married or in long-term relationships I'm generalizing. There are a lot of misconceptions when it comes to the adult industry. It's not what you usually think. A lot of these guys are not lonely, old bald men. A lot are taken, I find that if a guy doesn't have neither a gf nor wife, he looks for that first, then go see strippers or hookers. Very few of these men are single.

I feel more objectified indirectly on this forum when I see you guys giving women numbers and calling women body counts and labelling women as catches and calling the transaction closed after you scored. That's objectify. Not saying anything wrong with it or you are personally objectifying me, but just understand for me, in this work I get more respect from men than I see how regular men talking about girls. Guys don't usually respect women who give it up for free on a regular basis and are an easy catch in their personal lives. Once in awhile I do get a jerk, but for the most part I'm treated respectfully. I've even been told that they respect us more than girls who just give it up easily. Not saying I'm not objectifying my own body and that I'm any special than girls who don't do this but, in answer to your question, women get objectified regardless of this work not because of it. It wasn't about game with him, he asked me out to dinner and I accepted and the rest is history. He was funny, tho.

I'm still a working girl. This work doesn't always entail sexual intercourse. I do this work without that and no I never got attached. When I was a stripper years ago I did, and we got married, but it never lasted, only for 4yrs and I did quit stripping for that period.

Yes

Pornography is a little but different. Personally, I wouldn't do porn. Nobody wants to watch sexless porn, unless it's fetishes like ball busting. Seriously, look it up on pornhub. There's such a thing. Guys getting their balls kicked and loving it. Pays well too. They are the ones psychologically damaged, IMO. Some people will say that's taking advantage of but I beg to differ.

Ok, so this is coming from first-hand experience. You have to understand that prostitution can be done in many different ways. All walks of life. All kinds. It is a very wide field. You can have someone who just practices domination who is a Mistress and deals only with submissive men and practice BDSM in a secluded location. Works in a controlled brothel where the men are screened and the girls protected. Work the streets or in hotels or casinos. Prostitutes can be in regular clothes and still be working undercover. They can be renegade (no pimps) or with pimps. They can be online on internet sites or work for escort services. Girls can even work in adult book stores and work inside a booth where they have mirrors and telephones and never have to have contact. I mean the list goes on. I'm not speaking about sex-trafficking but girls who choose this willingly. You have to understand a lot of these girls are not psychologically damaged. They treat it as a job to make money and move on with their lives. You have anywhere between high-priced to down right lowest of the low. Clients range from all walks of life. When asking these kinds of questions, you have to be specific because it varies. I say the street walkers have it the worst when it comes to safety for obvious reasons. A lot of people on this Forum are psychologically damaged and aren't prostitutes. If you go to the psyche ward in insane asylums most people there aren't or have never been prostitutes. A lot of women who have never been prostitutes have mental illnesses. I'm not negating the fact that a lot of prostitutes have mental issues but so do a lot of other people. There are millions of prostitutes. You'll only see stories about the ones with psychological problems from working in the field because the ones who don't, don't make for juicy stories. That being said, this is not to say it's not a dangerous job and there aren't any risks involved and the chances for developing psychological problems aren't there, but so are a lot of other unrelated jobs and different life circumstances. Legalizing it won't make them less or more psychologically damaged. Psychological damage can come from personal experience with the job that doesn't have anything to do with legalization because most aren't traumatized because it is illegal, but from direct personal experience. I have been doing this kind of work for a long time and I've come across more mentally unstable people outside of this field than within it. A lot of the men are the ones with the psychological problems. You'd be surprised how many businessmen and men of status who are alcoholics or drug users. They just know how to hide it from their peers and co-workers. A lot trusts us with their problems and feel safe to not be judged. When there are conventions, and business meetings I'm shocked at how these people can behave sometimes when they get loose. The corporate world is more screwed than you can ever imagine. Even police conventions, they all drink, a lot. I can give you so many stories. So don't put too much emphasis on psychologically damaged prostitutes, they exist, but not anymore than the regular members of society, they're just not being reported and showcased in documentaries and on tv or social media.

I'm not disagreeing nor agreeing because idk for a fact but are you basing this on scientific data, or personal observation or other reasons. Also, is it a coincidence that, from my observation, I see most people with chronic health conditions have poor eating habits and most people with healthier eating habits less prone to chronic ailments or degenerative diseases. I'm aware genetics plays a factor, but can also be altered by outside factors.

Thought you were going away for a detox. I see you on the Forum now. What's up with that.

The only reason you feel this way is because this is who you are. You have separated yourself from yourself and now you're looking for yourself. You wouldn't desire this if this wasn't who you are. If this wasn't you at your core. You are already loved unconditionally but you have rejected that love and now you search for it like a fish in water. It's right here, right now, you are just too blinded to see it.

I understand that. This is not about who has been hurt more. It's about healing the wound. You're only hurting yourself by holding on and reliving the past. Our defense mechanisms hurt us more than the thing were defending against. The thing we're defending against has past, but the defense mechanism lives on. See now you're spreading it to someone else. It's like a disease. You protect yourself by loving some more and love some more and keep loving some more. That's the best self defense mechanism you can have. Giving is receiving, and the more love you give the more you receive. Love wins all the time. There's no such thing as negativity protecting you. It only hurts you. Your true nature is love and when you go against that you're resisting. Yes, feel the pain, accept it as an experience, but don't hold on to it, it will manifest in other ways, even if you never love romantically again because it's energy and it MUST go somewhere. Energy is always in motion. It may and can manifest within your body as a disease. Some kind of chronic unexplainable disease. While she has moved on and found her love, you are suffering in ways unbeknownst to you the cause. This is how energy works.

OMG, this really hurt my heart reading this. Seriously, it made me cry. Please don't have these types of belief systems. They are not true. You've been hurt bad. Very bad, more than once, and now this is how you see the world. I'm not even saying the opposite is true, I'm not saying anything is true, because there is none, only what you perceive to be true. Relative truth. Nothing fair about life is right, but what is fair. Life must be unfair. If it wasn't unfair it wouldn't be fair. God has no favorites, so that's the bottom line why life seems unfair. What's fair for some is unfair to some. All can't be pleased because of our different survival mechanisms. So to be fair, it had to be unfair. Life is what we make it. If you think those things you are saying are Absolutes, then your lens need to be adjusted. They are not like that for everyone, only if you say it is.

Love you too??????????❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

The only thing that would hurt me coming from you is if you said something that was hurting you, and I mean that.

I'm a bad influence on you. Or maybe it's the other way around. Not too sure. It's kinda tricky lol

We'll override you guys any day. Don't test.

Lol.. @Sidra khanC'mon let's invent our own dictionary. We'll call it Rejection for Dummies.