Princess Arabia

Soul placed his finger on the quote button and quoted my remark, yes. Doesn't mean an actual person did that. Soul is not an actual person. Soul is life quoting life, whatever life wants to call itself. Soul or Princess Arabia, those are just names life gave itself. Life is doing life. Arrogance thinks it's doing anything. You're no one. You don't even know how you got here and who you are unless some other nobody told you.

The very fact that peeing exists, doesn't prove people have the free will to choose to have to pee or not. Let me see you choose to not pee for the rest of your life. Peeing happens. Beliefs happen, understandings happen and opinions happen. One is only different in your eyes from another because the observer made a distinction. No you and there's no free will to decide, decisions happen.

FEAR. Nothing to do. Has anything happened yet but you just endlessly fearing what's not there. All what if's and projections into the non-existent future. You need a comfy little home to live in to feel safe and secure. You've exhausted all lower feelings and that didn't work, now you seek for better feelings and this post is like a last resort. Won't help because the problem will still be there, YOU.

Yes, at the dream level. Not on the actual level of what actually is. You described words and concepts and ideas and memory appeared. Nothing actually is in relation to anything else. It's all fresh and new. Do you see any of those things you said. It's ll concepts appearing, ideas appearing and memory appearing. None of it actually exist. You said reality is made up of infinite dynamic relationships that unfold infinitely in eternal dynamism. How can anything be actually unfolding. That implies separation, time and space. There's none.

I'm not sure what neo advaita is or teaches. I've heard about it through internet and have been accused of being Ms. advaita myself. I hear and see it's similiar to the things I say but ilm not saying what I say from a teaching but from understanding, clarity and observation. All illusory from the personal sense meaning those are all things happening all on their own. The thing is, "nothing" cannot be understood, experienced or known. It's not a nothing that one can envision. It has no qualities, is boundless, timeless, spaceless and free. If it weren't, it would be limited, infinite and bounded. It is freedom itself. There is really no reality. It's nothing being.....Picture a reflection in the water/ocean, say the moon. If you see the moon in the water, is the moon actually in the water, no. It's the "real" moon being reflected. Can't go to the water and touch the moon. There's no moon actually there. It's an appearance. It doesn't really exist in the water. Consider the "real moon" to be that nothing. It is being everything and because its nothing, it can't be touched, tainted, experienced, and isn't limited to anything. The words being said is nothing being those words. Everything is empty. Just as the reflection of the moon in the water is empty. Nothing there, real and unreal, happening and not happening. Same thing here.

James will be back. This isn't the first or last time he's made a dramatic non-exit. He's done it before and will do it again. Wait for it......

The real trap is you thinking there's a James there that's in a trap and that needs help.

Of course suffering arises here. Why wouldn't it. There's no separation between anything. You think there's something I can do to keep suffering over there while I'm over here. It's simply energy. It's free flowing and can be felt and sensed at anytime. There's nothing that i can do or not do to stop that sense the same way there's no stopping or starting the smell sense or taste sense. The responses to circumstances might not be as intense or as contracted, so the suffering sense might not hit as hard or for very long or it might, nothing here can pre-determine how energy responds. The neurotic sense of self can see it as "my suffering" and I need to do something about it. That's what neurosis looks and feels like. I speak about that too. No one sees this much because it pervades throughout society and just about everyone is 'infected' so it seems to be the norm. Energy running around like some neurotic fool thinking and believing life is about it, everything is happening to it and it has power to turn on or off what happens. It's illusory, and has no power. It is the very 'thing' it tries to eradicate. It cannot stand outside of itself and do something to something else or stop something from happening. IT IS EVERY FUCKING THING. Energy has no power; it is power. It has no choice in the matter, it is choice. It has no say so even though it tries. This is what you see with people. It's energy. All sorts of dysfunctional energetic behaviors. It's like charging a car using the same charger you charge a phone with. It just fucking explodes and produce all sorts of erratic behavior and then tries to fix itself while all along there wasn't any car being charged with the wrong charger but energy at play, playing with itself. Nothing to fix and no one really being out of place and being neurotic only seems that way. Observer energy sees wrong and right and criticizes and judges. I say I'm always observing and am curious about life. Suffering energy loves that. It loves to play with that. Good news is something here recognizes it's all a fucking play and it doesn't get too serious about it so suffering doesn't linger around too long. You'll never see me posting looking for advice about anything suffering related. It's a dead-end battle. Suffering isn't happening, there's an observer present and observes suffering to be happening and claims it. The observer is illusory, so all suffering related problems are also illusory. Something here gets that, sees that, and would laugh at itself if it ever took that suffering seriously. This is me and don't expect to project that unto other and will be compassionate about others' suffering, but ut's quite obvious here no one is suffering and nothing is wrong. When I'm sleep....tadaah, when I'm awake.....tadaah.,observer effect.....illusion.

What happens with the seeking energy is it tends to think there's something of importance to attend to; not wasting time with a bunch of morons on a forum. This is useless gibber gash, we need to write books and do some shadow work and go to retreats and figure out life and all the seeming important stuff that it deems important. If that's not happening, then whatever is happening is unimportant and serves no purpose. Leo is also expected to live up to an idea we have of him and what importance looks and feel like. It doesn't look like an administrator who spends all day on a forum he designed and put a lot of hard work into to make this post even possible; and it doesn't feel like just sitting at home or wherever reading a bunch of posts from ordinary people. That's not a extravagant enough and seems like a waste of time taking away from doing extraordinary things. Things that can give the me it's expensive taste in feelings. You must be doing this or that or else it's a waste of time; meanwhile doing the very same thing it said was a waste of time. I'm referring to Alexop's post to Leo but don't feel like getting into an argument about it so I'm expressing my views and thoughts about it here. If he reads this, he's free to comment. When we look around us, the clues are everywhere, but only if you know what to look for. People who constantly bash this place and the people here but are always coming back for more is a sign of an unstable seeking energy looking for something it cannot find. They have put Leo up on a pedestal and without even realizing it; and when he doesn't live up to their standards of whatever idea they have in their heads about him, it's problematic and the projection begins. It's your fault, Leo, you spend too much time here at home where you built and take pride in, you should be out there writing books and teaching courses so I can invest in some high-stake feelings. You're not helping me by sitting around answering nonsensical questions all day and I'm left in the cold because I want to not feel lonely so I come here but I'm not happy with our relationship. I write about these kinds of things all the time, I'm just pointing out a real-life example of what I'm referring to. I spoke about high-end feelings before and how we yearn to feel them and many more things that plays out right in real time. I don't just make shit up, might interpret wrongly at times, but my observational skills are to the roof and curiousity sense ain't going nowhere. I'm very curious about life and I'm constantly observing myself and other. No such thing, but it certainly seems that way to the dream and dreamer. I'm back and forth, back and forth, dream, no dream, reality, no reality, existence, no existence, like the waves. It's fun and because attachment isn't the case it can appear sporadically and all over the place.

This is all just a story but from seeing the infinite nature of things and how everything is playing out and how there's just no end to anything. This isn't something personal that I have, in fact, it's a loss. It's a loss that was never owned to begin with. All the knowledge that I've acquired and all the unanswered questions. All the posts read, all the experiences, all the teachings and gurus and everything put it all together. Life is simply just happening with no one in the driver's seat. It's all concepts, ideas and stories, all of it. It's nothing there but raw unfiltered, unprocessed, timeless, energy being everything, including this body, feelings, emotions, etc. It's real and raw, yet, unreal at the same time. Like a reflection of a tree in the water, the tree is there but it's just a reflection. That's what this kinda is. Its not a mirror nor a reflection, it's just nothing being everything. I can tell because when I go to sleep, there's nothing there and when I wake up, it all comes back. That's the clue the only clue apart from everyone sharing the same senses. It's energetic.

Hehe, you're also 'not in character', as you put it. There's no one there as there's no one here. I'm not in or out of character. A sense of me still pervades, it's seen to not be real, but no one saw that. There's no one here trying to be a 'no me' or claiming to not be a "me". It's quite obvious there's just no one anywhere.

That is not my experience of reality and I don't own any suffering. You're giving me things when there's no one here to own anything. Experience seems to happen and suffering can arise, neither are owned.

Goodbye and see you soon. Nobody needs to do anything it's already done. The person cannot stop seeking. The person is seeking itself. There is no person that's a seeker. No one is dreaming a dream, the person is the dream. In the same post you say to let go of everything and what remains is what you were all along the absence of self; so if I'm already the absence of self, what am I letting go of and who is doing the letting go if the 'no self', is my true nature. Are you talking to my false nature. All these 'call to action posts makes no sense. 'Let go of the one that's letting go'. Sounds like an impossible feat. Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go. What remains is pure Being. You're telling pure Being to let go? This all sounds good to an energy that is seemingly lost and in woo woo land but it's all just poetry. There's nothing you can tell anyone to do because there's no one, first of all and secondly this is the Absolute talking to itself so even my words don't matter. Leo doesn't have a spirituality and he's not the dangerous kind. Only danger is danger itself. This is freedom and liberation already, it appears as you talking shit, it appears as me writing shit and it can appear as a post telling itself to let go and trying to convince others that letting go of their illusory self is the way to go and to be just pure being. Welcome all to the beauty of existence and it's shenanigans.

Everything in front of me right now is God. There is no God's will. God's and (will) are two different things which implies separation of which there isn't any. God did not create anything. God is everything. There is no illusion of a creation. The only illusion is the person inside the body thinking there's a person there that sees creation and that there is something in front of it. There's really nothing in front, behind, beside or away from me because space doesn't actually exist. That's the illusion and neither do I exist as an I. There is no I there is an appearance of a body, appearance of objects and appearance of time and space. Those are all illusory but only if viewed by a separate illusory person. No person, then it's all just appearing and no one there to make any distinctions.

Yes, because you depend on others for your existence. IOW, confirmation bias. It's very uncomfortable not having your beliefs confirmed or recognized. They came from others and must be upheld by others to sustain their illusory nature. Truth, needs no one and no defense or confirmation or company and doesn't feel lonely, why, because the truth is there's no truth. There is only truth when there's someone observing something to be true and there is no one apart from what it relates to and Absolute Truth is not relatable and that's why it isn't. That's why it feels lonely. There's no one there that knows anything. It needs others' confirmation and others to know. That's the knowing energy feeling all alone to not share itself with. Someone shared with you, knowledge, and now you want to share it back. That's how the knowing energy operates. That's humans in a nutshell. That's what I'm doing here with you so I'm not excluded. Just sharing some knowledge to keep my existence going too.

There is no creation. Creation implies time and space of which there is none. Love being responsible for everything implies there's something else that's not responsible for everything. Saying Love is responsible for everything is saying there is Love and then there is everything. Love is not responsible for anything. Unconditional love is all there is, meaning there are no conditions for anything being. It just is regardless of.....this or that isn't there or here because of love's responsibility. There are no real objects. I'm done. It's OK. Doesn't matter.

I'm done.🤣

Love then, according to your logic or whatever you call it, is the unwillingness of everything. 'Will' suggests there is a 'no will', which is a duality. Love is all there is. There is no such thing as 'no will' in this context; so therefore, Love, as were describing it here, cannot be the WILL of anything or everything. Will is a condition and unconditional love has no conditions. You have placed a limitation in Love by saying it is the will of everything and suggesting it is also the unwillingness of everything.

If grabbing happens or not, both are still reactions but it's the body that reacts not the person. Let me see you react or not react. Do you have the free will to react either way. No. If you grab the dick, that's a reaction, if you don't, that's still a reaction. Can you do otherwise. Is there free will on your part to grab or not to grab.

I'm assuming you mean unconditional love, which is all there is. "Conscious will", is a limitation. Unconditional love has no will. Conscious suggests unconscious. It is neither conscious nor unconscious. It has no labels. It IS all the labels.

There is no suggestion here that anything needs to change or anyone needs to start or stop doing anything. Nothing I say or write is suggesting that. It's all free flowing writing and energy expressing. Life is perfect and nothing needs to change. Thought I'd make a note of that.

No one has free will and choice to NOT have free will and choice. Where is the free will there. It doesn't matter what one says about what a guru says, that guru is operating off of no free will just the same. It's just words being interpreted. Interpreted by a brain. A brain that doesn't exist. No one has ever seen their brain. How else do you think you're interpreting those guru's words. Through the senses. Senses are projections and produces effects. Just like the sense of self. It's an effect.

The person is constantly working on themselves. Constantly trying to find peace and happiness. The tool kit is always out except when in sleep. Knock, knock knocking away at themselves. If I do this, then this WILL happen. Always in the next. Always hoping for something else other than what is. There is no next; there is no what if's there is no I will be; and there are no future endeavors. Please show me any of those things. Show me. Do you see any 'next' occurring but only as a projection and as a concept and idea. 'I will be' where is it. It's an idea projected unto reality. The person is a projection machine. No reality on it's own. It needs relationship to survive. It needs to be held up by something or the other. Typical construction site. Tapping away with the tool kit. Always more and never satisfied. It prides itself on it's achievements and it's yearning for excellence and high ambitions. It needs that to feel a certain way because how it feels now isn't good enough. It takes it's perceived feelings to be it's own but just as $5 isn't enough to buy a car, it needs more achievements and goals and whatever else to be able to purchase more expensive feelings. Sadness, unhappiness, guilt, shame, unworthiness, are all cheap feelings not worth much, it strives for happiness, fulfillment, joy, excitement, bliss, those are Armani suits and the Lamborghini's of feelings. Those are worth something. Only peasants and slaves and broke people should be feeling cheap feelings, I want to feel expensive feelings. This is pretty much the same thing as what's going on in materialism. It's just projected unto spirituality and self-improvement instead. Then we look down on the poor people who are the religious ones, the ones that aren't highly conscious and go to bars and drink beer all day or watch twerking videos. These people are cheap and are investing in cheap feelings, the spiritualist says. I'm investing in top-notch feelings and feelings of an elite nature. Most are sad and miserable, that's Walmart stuff, I want to feel like Nordstrom and Calvin Klein so I will be still and meditate and go to a silent retreat. Yeah, that'll do it. NEVER LASTS. Always will be more and more and when those things don't work it turns to psychedelics and then more and more dosages gradually increasing then that gets burnt out for something else and it never stops..,..,WHEW!!! All along THIS is what it searches for but it's not extravagant enough. Not enough lighting and effects. Not enough adrenaline. The wrong type of adrenaline. It wants to feel divine and holy and fulfilled. It wants the EMPIRE. HEAVEN. PARADISE. This is it and there's nothing else. All is happening are empty experiences with empty results that leads nowhere. Show me someone that has gotten anywhere - spiritually speaking. The construction site always gets knocked back down to WHAT IS HAPPENING and what is happening is all there is....NEVER WHAT WILL HAPPEN. The tool kit can never produce the future, it can only produce what is and what is is never enough. So it will never be satisfied, fulfilled or at peace permanently. Practice all you want. A practice can never supply fulfillment. A practice is just that a practice. It can only result in effects just as practicing lifting weights can result in bigger muscles. Stop practicing and the muscles go away. They never had a reality on their own. It's all a pipe dream and no one wakes up. The illusion is that there was never an illusion to begin with. Never a person doing these things to begin with. All energy. energy seeks to energize itself. To become something other than what it is. It can't. It deluded itself thinking it can. It is also the thinking and the delusion. That's why it never gets anywhere than where it is already. It's everything and what's everything is all there is. IT'S DONE.

There are no baby steps here in context with this kind of post. Either it is or it isn't. Can't have somewhat freewill, can't be somewhat of a person and can't have baby step responsibilities. Either there is or isn't. People want truth right; well the truth is, there are no people.

No free will means there's no one to have free will in the first place. It's not that there are people out there with no free will. It's that there is no one in the first place. So all you've said implies there's a person who doesn't have responsibilities. All the places where you've mentioned the word "their" suggests ownership of which there is none. You have to be total with all this stuff or else it'll be all over the place. Can't say "their" and also say no responsibility. Saying "no one's responsible for rejecting you or others" suggests that someone rejected you or others but isn't responsible for it; so, the responsibility still holds for the person doing the rejecting if that was the case. This goes for every itemized example you gave with the operant words being "you" and "their". That suggests a person, who would then have free will and other that has ownership. Neither is the case. No one rejected anyone. Rejection happened. No one abandoned anyone, abandoning happened, no one is being annoying, annoyance is happening - use this for every example you gave and it all ties in. Of course, these statements won't compute with most because the sense of personhood is still present, but it is the case. There's no responsibility because there's no one there to be anything. Not only responsible, but ANYTHING. This applies to everything.