Princess Arabia

Now you're explaining fear. Terror is different from normal fear that keeps us alive. Everyone goes through fear, but not everyone, terror. Then again, isn't that relative. What's terror for someone might not be terror for another. But I do get what you're saying, though.

Never looked at it this way but I see your point. How, though, do you justify a situation like a person bombing an abortion clinic with people in it because they oppose abortions. They are killing too.

A bit extreme don't ya think. Lol

I woulda said "love you less"...lol..

Don't forget the trannys.

Well, what was he doing when he said he came here all the way from Germany to see her. That was flattery. In the end he also said, "bye, love you". What was that about. Obviously staged.

Ok

No I'm maturely severely neurotic.

Show me somebody whose life is perfect. Doesn't mean I suffer from neurosis, If I was to tell somebody that knows me that I suffer from neurosis they would look at me like...where. Just saying.

Don't know what to tell whomever i'm going to seek help for, What should I say to them. Edit: I just noticed you commented on my jazz music statement. Guess you were being funny, Smooth Jazz, You should check it out. Pretty soothing.

He spent more time in the books and less time "banging" hot chicks.

Ok...thank you. I'm fine. I'm very calm and I eat fairly healthy and look at myself and the world in a relatively healthy manner. I get along with most people I meet and I don't engage in gossip nor do I have too many people around me to distract me. I almost always read, watch or listen to topics of importance and that I can learn something of substance from. I am not on any medication nor am I physically ill or sick and i don't consume the news, nor do i watch any movies that are too violent or disturbing. When I awake in the morning i put my hand on my heart, go within and I feel my presence, I listen to jazz music all day that is very soothing. My life is not very stressful and I live in the woods where there are not a lot of distractions and noise. Most days I feel fine and i may drink a bit of wine here and there when I go out. I can list some of the things that I think are wrong in my life and would like to change but I you get the drift. So if I have severe neurosis then I don't know but I feel pretty good mentally and I consider myself a little more mentally stable than a lot of people I see and even on this forum. Experiences happen and I'm not disputing what you're saying. If I see a repeat in episodes or if it happens again, I will certainly take what you're saying into consideration. For now, I'll just remain as I am along with trying to stay present and enjoying my Spiritual journey, whatever that entails. Thank you for your support, though and, like I said, if I notice any disturbances I will certainly take the necessary steps to try to correct it.

Sometimes it's best to not assume such broad statements that "you will never" as that's the life you will create for yourself. That statement is not true and also there are many people who are living with animals and who are communicating with them and are having strong bonded relationships with them. Even service animals. Maybe if you were to adapt a different mentality you might see life differently and maybe not be so limited with your beliefs and maybe enhance your experience for the better. People in hospitals are sometimes given pets to help with their recovery and these animals have true healing powers. I won't go on about animals and how they enhance our lives, but I will say it is obvious you lack awareness of how and what they can provide to us as humans and also to other animals.

This was very heartbreaking to read. After reading that post and then seeing this remark. It's like I got hit with two stones. Not judging you, though, as sometimes we tend to hold another responsible for the way we feel, but it was heartbreaking nonetheless.

Yeah. Ask, do you like this. Then stick it to her. There are no rules. You're the one putting meaning behind what it means to stick it up her ass. She might like it. Just ask her first. There ya go.

If it's one thing you got right and it's this. You know, it's in you. Polite is not the same as nice. You're starting to open up because the suffering is becoming unbearable.

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I understand what you're saying and I think you understand what it is I experienced. I was also identifying with those feelings. IT seems like I dropped all other identifications but held on to the feelings, which I was still and am identifying with or as, whatever the term is. I'm not going through a psychosis, as some may think, nor do I not see myself as separate, even though I know that's an illusion. It will take more than a little wine or a little weed to make that shift in consciousness. I know I felt something and when you said "open new doors in my perception that i may not have experienced before, I totally resonated with that. It's not like things aren't back to normal, but there's something I'm seeing, not with my regular eyes, that I can't compute nor explain. Not even how I see myself or the world, nor the situations around me. It's all the same, just something there, that I can only sense but not with my normal senses. I'm not feeling euphoric nor ecstatic bliss, far from it. The best I can say is it is like something keeps whispering to me in a non-verbal way. Saying something that I can't interpret, or I am trying to interpret but can't. So yes, I'm just sitting with it and letting it unfold without interrupting or trying to figure out what it is. It seems like it is it's own guidance. Thank you.

You didn't know you were going to meet this person, it just happened. Now you want to control what will happen next. Yes, plan for another date, anticipate how you want it to go by feeling good about it. Expect it to be an enjoyable experience but try not to get too much into your head with it. Ask her if she has a preference. Ask her what she would like to do. That's an example of you taking the lead. You're not waiting for her to ask you. If she says she doesn't care, then decide for the both of you. Whatever you decide, ask her if she's ok with it. That's showing that you care how she feels. If she really likes you, it wouldn't matter where you are as long as she feels comfortable there. You lead passively, not by force or by making all the decisions. Take control of the date by allowing her to feel comfortable. Don't push anything and try to relax and go with the flow.

You just did all that. In your mind. With your imagination. You just went there, from here.

Why do you keep laughing at yourself. You see. It's just a fucking play and you're doing the playing and having fun with it. Gave up already? That's no fun. I want you to care, please care.

There's nowhere to get. When you get "there", it becomes "here". There's just here. Can't you see it.

An experience is just that, an experience. It changes like everything else in life. You are already free. If you weren't you couldn't be in shackles.

Ok thanks for the warning. I will go educate myself with what I choose to educate myself on. So I think anyway. I will Google the word shit and something will pop up. I can't ask Google what am I feeling right now and it answers me. It may tell me what I'm thinking, don't know but it can't tell me what I'm feeling. I don't need to understand what happened, that's just mind trying to interpret things and trying to understand mind. I'm beyond the mind. What are you guys warning me about. Wake-up call for and from what. What's the worse that can happen. Let me know please.

Yeah, I get that. Language is a barrier. Everything and Nothing exists even your explanation is just an explanation, there for me to try to rationalize and believe in. I'm not literally dropping anything or getting rid of anything, nor am I putting anything there. What I'm saying is whatever is, just is.