Princess Arabia

I guess the intention for asking was innocent on my part, that I felt he thought there was something else behind my wanting him to show his face. I read into his remark too much. But we're over that now. About the weird people and showing face. I see your point. Not everyone, including myself sees it that way, and I must say you made me aware of why some people might not want to do that, and it wasn't appropriate for me to make that suggestion. Just because I dont mind, doesnt mean others will feel the same way. I should think about these things before making suggestions like that in the future.

You know me, huh. First thing I did after I made that comment was trying to understand why I made it. Lol

Ok...so I have to apologize for my crude remark but I won't. Lol

Not necessary. Another pumpkin lollipop for you. Don't worry the treats will be all different. It's halloween. Pumpkin Season. I need 5 gratitudes each day. 2 down 3 to go.

I understand that. You have a phone in your hand and the thread is not about the phone. You didn't have to get cocky with me. All I said was, would've love to see what you look like. Not to judge you, just to see. Think about how you felt when you saw my post. That's about you not me. It was just an innocent remark. Sorry I said anything..geesh Why you hide your face. Would've loved to see what you look like.

Leave this part out. Don't wish for anything. I just gave you a pumpkin lollipop for at least trying. Now try again. Think of something else.

Why you hide your face. Would've loved to see what you look like.

Interesting video. I watched the whole thing. This channel is good. I like it. Just got introduced to it today from somebody else's post in the dating section.

This is at a higher level of thinking which will be a little harder to grasp for people at lower levels. Interesting to see the different levels at play. I just watched a video someone just posted from the YT channel, "Hoe Math", that explains this. Check it out. I will go back there and leave a comment.

Yes, I'm aware of that now. Title is not appropriate, but I left it anyway. I'm starting to see how I have to be careful how I word things, even though I'm aware nothing is 100% true.

Lol

Epistemology is the study of knowledge. Maybe there's a system for the study of understanding.

I just said 95% because that's the figure he used. Doesn't matter. There are lots of good stuff out there too, but they are not very publicized, so it takes a bit more work to find them. It's also how you use the tools available that matters.

I use to see it this way, but ever since I've learnt that life is about me, it changed. Not about me in the sense of me, me, me, but my perspectives, the way I see things is about me. I would dig hard and found it. Every time i spoke badly of someone, or judged or criticized, I dug deep and found it. It's about you not them. Sometimes fear is a factor or something within you you don't like or haven't accepted or something you wish you had or something, but it's always about you. You have to learn how to see it. If I was to ask you a few questions about yourself, pertaining to the things you dislike about other people, it would reveal itself.

Ok

I don't want to start with you today but I have to ask, "why is every post from you so negative day in and day out". Can I give you a 30day challenge. For the next 30days every time you make a post (it could still be in this section, since you live here), make it something positive. If it's even to say thank you Universe for giving me fingers to type. Thank you Universe for the opportunity to engage with other people online, Thank you Universe for the ability to speak and articulate my words, thank you Universe that I'm able to eat sometimes so don't go hungry. Thank you Universe for the birds in the sky, I am not sick today and I'm feeling better than I did yesterday. I don't know what tomorrow brings but right now I'm not in any immediate danger. I mean I can go on and on. Try it and see how much of a difference it makes. Don't falsify anything. Make sure it really is so. If you need me to monitor it for you I will. If you need me to help you I will, just give me permission. Please try this before knocking it. There's more things I could suggest doing but, you have to start somewhere and be willing to do it. If you want me to do it with you I will. Edit: I just realized this thread was started on Oct 20th but the offer still stands. I thought it was today, but it doesn't matter @at_anchor.

It's called "Healthy Foods/Recipes/Products Mega-thread. It's on the last page I believe on that thread.

95% of the food supply in the world and especially in the USA is 95% more toxic than this forum. I have to eat, so that's a bigger challenge for me than coming on here and typing or engaging. 95% of the things shown on tv and the news media across the world is more toxic than this forum. 95% of the water supply available in plastic bottles is more toxic than this forum. 95% of what people are engaging in for entertainment is more toxic than this forum....,,need I go on, because I can.

I'm at that point where I'm through trying to understand. Unless, it's a project I'm working on or trying to accomplish something that needs for me to understand it. I'm through with trying to understand shit.

The ego is always looking at it like ''How can it benefit me".

Maybe that's the problem. Not saying it's a problem, but the energy you're giving off is kinda scaring them off...or not. Not saying you should go around just trying to get laid, because that would also give off a certain vibe, but it's very rare people set out at first to try finding a serious relationship, usually it just happens. Marriage is a different story, usually both would have to already seen that picture in the mind, Just go out to have fun at first and enjoy. If they respond later, they respond, if they don't they don't. No one says you have to get laid, There are special online dating sites that cater to people looking for marriage or serious dating. Maybe you could look into that. Just going out and meeting random people at bars and nightclub where people are drinking and the vibes are different ,won't really be the fastest way to get a serious relationship even though it can happen. Keep an eye out 24/7, not agressively, but leave yourself open. At the grocery store, malls, walking, just day-to-day activities, not just at nightclubs and bars, anywhere. She past you along already, you just weren't looking.

But you truly don't believe in all you're saying, because if you did, you wouldn't even be thinking about killing yourself; unless, of course, the thought "killing yourself" is just arising out of nowhere for no one.

Your whole post is the only thing that makes sense in the whole wide world. Don't worry guys, I'm not nihilistic. Life still goes on doing it's thing, apparently.

That's it.

Lol...try it and come let me know. Maybe that's false too. That's the trick. Kill yourself then you'll be like, "Oh shit, I just woke up to death".