Princess Arabia

You came at me, so obviously you saw something you liked. How is it my loss. I cannot lose something I never had. ( I know we're just being hypothetical). Damn at least have a conversation first. That qualifies for earning a number. If you think having a conversation to get to know someone even for a little bit is too much investment before a number, then that number wouldn't be worth much to you if you got it that easy and wouldn't be worth giving out.

Hush

If a guy said to me hi, I think you're cute can I get your number, I'd ask him what grade in high school was he in. Numbers are earnt. Show me why I should give you my number.

That's why she's an ex. Hehe.

These are very lame ways to start up a conversation with a female, especially the latter. Dogs are cute, cats are cute, teddy bears are cute, cute is how teenage girls describe other teenage guys. If a guy called me cute I would think he still lives with his parents. Beautiful or attractive is more flattering. Not even sexy. When a guy calls me sexy that I don't know, I think he just wants to get in my pants. If he says that's a sexy dress or something that I'm wearing looks sexy, that's a different story. Just go up and say, "hi, I'm God, what's your name". Then she'll say Mary, I'm with Jesus over there getting me a tequila. Want one?" Then you'll say, "Oh my bad, I thought you were alone". Then she'll say, "I am, Jesus is my imaginary friend I invent to get rid of guys I don't want to talk to, but I like you, so do you want one or not?" Then you say "sure." And now you have a gf for the night dancing away drinking lots of tequilas and you propose get married and have a baby name Joseph. How hard was that.

Contemplate why you should contemplate why you should contemplate why you should contemplate. This is what happens when the mind gets bored. I should go contemplate.

No you're not. You're just fooling yourself. You'll see, you don't have to deny it here with me; you'll see for yourself. Just promise to come back and tell me when you do. If not on here, it will be in your personal life somehow.

Why are you having sleepless nights. Figure that out. Problem solved. Don't shut the body up. Don't suppress it. It speaks to you. It's crying out to you and now you want to shut it up and suffocate it with pills.

Bon Appetit!

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Get off the pills

Get off the drugs.

This is why you crave sex so much. You turn to sex to make it feel right, to make it resonate. It's pure madness. So now I need something to comfort me. To make me feel better about this aloneness. I'm all alone but I crave companionship so I use sex to fill the void. The void of being all alone. It hurts so bad, but I refuse to acknowledge this so I turn to pussy to make me feel better. But it never works because that pussy is also you. Someone else craves something else, addicted to something else, but it's all the same cause......running away from your loneliness, so we grab on to something, we get addicted, almost every human is addicted to something. Why is that. Think about it. Your story is sex so now you construct a doctor to tell you you have high levels of testosterone, so now you believe that's why you're a horny fuck. You invented that doctor. It's so fucking obvious.

That's what i'm referring to, just this alone should make you wonder. If I told you I was a chicken and made a video about it, you would probably think it funny, laugh and move on. But no, I tell you you're all that is and there's nothing but you and everybody goes berserk. Why. If it's so absurd laugh and move on. We all want to talk about it because there's a mystery there. A curiosity factor. Hmmm, I wonder...We are all it, whatever that it is, the same it, so all these feelings doesn't just come outta nowhere. Solipsism didn't just come outta someone's ass. That's too wild to imagine out of nowhere. All these things should make you wonder.

You still didn't address why the topic of Solipsism gets so much attention. You're just saying why humans like to interact.

The pornography didn't do that to you. The pornography just showed you what was already there.

Exactly. People are always asking if you're happier with this and happier with that. It's not about being happy or sad, it's being CONTENT with what is. I'm not searching for happiness because that's a fleeting state. Are you ok with what arises, is the true question and answer in itself. That's true peace. That's what you are. That's suffering and all. Let the suffering come because you know it's not forever lasting, just like happiness.

I am speaking about material goals you set for yourself. You have to deal with people, right? You have to use the mind to make decisions, right? You have to interact with "other", right? When you recognize that it's the same mind interacting, it can influence how you deal with certain things. It's all intertwined. You have less resistance to certain things. You suffer less with undesired outcomes because you recognize it is you doing that. Maybe for a better unseen outcome in the future...idk, it all depends on the circumstances. I intertwine Spirituality and my regular life all the time and it just flows a lot better, not necessarily for financial gain but for my mental state...it's gotten more peaceful.

This is what I'm talking about, This is a form of detachment, you're not attached to the outcome. You let life take you and lead you by not resisting. You relax and you feel better. Do you know how many times I've seen people say the same thing but in a different way and the two disagreed with each other. So you are attached to spiritual mumbo jumbo and when you hear it you automatically become resistant and put up a defense. If you weren't attached you wouldn't need to not here it or care if you hear it or not, You see what I'm saying, sometimes we are so attached to something thinking we're not but it still has an influence over the way we perceive things. If you're not attached to it, it wouldn't matter to you when you hear it or not because you know it doesn't affect you. That's the irony.

I disagree with you here. I've saved myself a lot of extra misery, confusion and misunderstanding from recognizing that there are no other or that other is me or we are all one etcetc. It's hard to explain this here because it can get so nuanced, but when you stop looking at life for what if can do for you and start to give to life and just allow life to flow through, you start to see and experience things differently. Nothing is separate. It's all entangled, so no-thing has meaning and everything has meaning at the same time. Life is Spirituality itself so everything can be useful in your practical life because nothing is separate. You just have to be aware of how.

You're still projecting. "For you", yes. That's all you can talk about. Like you said, you don't truly know where everyone's at, but the way you speak, it sounds like you believe we're all parroting and saying what sounds good but when the shit hits the fan, reality sets in. Why do people assume one is just parroting. Maybe, just maybe there are some who do "practice what they say", or who doesn't have much fears or who doesn't care what happens to them or who is living a life of true surrender. I refuse to let people parrot their fears unto me and who keep insisting for me to live as they are. Call it non-dual wisdom all you want. You don't know the kind of life i'm living within, no matter what my outer circumstances may appear to be. When I say detach and don't be attached to anything, that to me doesn't equate to non-dual wisdom, for me it is from experience. It is how I live my life from within. Why? Because I've been there done that. Where is it all now that I was so attached to. Not here. So, I've learnt that through experience. There is a freedom that comes with that. I've learnt that. It is who I have become. So I'm not just parroting non-dual wisdom here. I never said to you every thing is perfect, no need to focus on the dark. You're the one saying that I said that. What you call dark, someone else might not see as dark. Someone else might just interpret your dark as what is. Misery loves company and we like to see the world a particular way as being hard and downright nasty and when someone comes around and say don't get attached, we call them out on non-dual bullshit and tell them to get real.

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Not necessarily. Not everyone is made up the same. Some can be locked up and still be content. Some can feel pain and still be content. Some will experience misfortune and still be content...the list goes on. IT'S NOT ABOUT DEALING WITH YOUR SHIT, because there's no shit to deal with when you know your true nature. All else is add-ons and secondary. Begin at the end and everything else falls into place. Detach and no-thing, person or circumstance can touch you or make you depressed or sad or anxious. That's all egoic dependency. Be attached to nothing.

You introduced me to this guy and I love him, love his authenticity and realness. I watch him a lot.