Princess Arabia

Yes, I get that. I don't know the man either, it's just i don't see it being any different in the hearts of those publicly condoning this brutal slaying any different. If a killer gets killed I'm not saying he doesn't deserve to die, but just kill the man without justifying your hate also. To me, it's like saying you kill, I kill, but my killing is justified because. His beliefs and your loving the fact that someone shot his brains out(not you), isn't any different. That's all I'm saying.

Did I say I felt bad for him dying. Where in my remarks did I say I felt bad for him dying. Just because I don't think congratulating other KILLERS for killing is the way to go, and that one doesn't make one any better doesn't mean I'm sad he's dead. This isn't about Kirk, it's about when will this stop. Thousands were at that nan's rally so obviously he wasn't alone in his beliefs. Shooting out his esophagus doesn't solve anything. Millions are left still with hatred in their hearts and killing and more killing isn't the answer.

So let's just keep shooting people's guts out because stupid people keep electing these fools into office and having them speak on public platforms, because they also represent their belief systems. Let's just go around bang banging up political fools because of what they stand for as if condoning shooting out his esophagus makes one more morally correct. Gftoh. Kirk believed? How about you posting this shit and voicing your opposition before this happened. No, it's not about what he believed for you, it's about thanking some random sharp shooter for doing a job that you were too coward to do yourself because it's obvious your mentality is no different from a killer's.

OK. Go killers, go. Keep 'em coming. Shoot 'em up. Take out their ribs and guts. What are we waiting for. Let's start with Kirk's babies for retaliation. Maybe go rape his wife while we're at it.

Ilm not sure what this remark means or has to do with anything. Who are brown people? I'm not sure.

Jesus Christ, I can't even read this thread in peace without wanting to puke at your comments. This is disgusting. The man doesn't need sympathy. You need it. To be so heartless and cold with your comments. A man just got shot in cold blood with blood gushing out his neck like a volcano and this is what you have to say.

No it doesn't. It can magnify an already existing worldview of this nature, it doesn't create it. The lack of money can also bring about this dis-ease. A lot of people understand that having money isn't always a positive. Thatls a wrong assumption on your part. We all see celebrities fall apart and the rich get depressed.

And this is a programming. One that you think is normal and should be everyone's experience because thatls life. Life is struggle, life is getting the fuck up and get a job to slave for others and pay your way through living. Then you wonder why so many are on drugs, suffer from anxiety and depression and are miserable wign their existence and just want to die or use others and objects as crutches and distractions.

There's nothing natural about life as we know it. It's all fake. All imbalanced. Not life itself, just the human part. Yes, just the personal part. The part that says I AM. The part that says there's a you to be. The part that says I am in control. The part that says I am here and everything else is out there. The part that seeks. The part that wants to know. The part that sees other. The part that says I am a person. The part that says I am.......whatever comes after that. Doesn't matter what comes after I am, even if it's I am God. There is no I am to be God. This is the mental illnesses, the troubles, the worries, the addictions the fears, the worries, the doubts, shame, anxiety, traumas, sufferings, all of it. That's the root of all these things. Something senses something off. Something senses something unnatural and the body pays the price.The root of all these things is the I AM. It doesn't exist. There is no I AM. The I AM is the dream. We try to work on this I AM. Shadow work, self-improvement, meditation, spiritual practices, silence, being still, retreats, whatever, it's all because of the fake I AM. It isn't there. Take away the I am and everything is naturally perfect. Everything just is. No worries, no problems, no interferences, all just is as it is. The I AM is the only unnatural thing about existence. Without it all is well. When the I AM "dies", it's back to no problems, no worries, no enemies, no sadness, sorrow, hate, challenges. The I AM emerges, and all problems emerged with it. Cannot separate them. Can't have one without the other. No I AM and it's back to peace and serenity. Even if there's a war going on. It's not being related to and emotions aren't being stirred. It doesn't see itself anywhere or in anything. A war becomes just like another event. A war going on would be the same as going shopping or eating dinner. Nothing personal about either. It's already the case. That's already the natural beauty of realty. There is already no I AM. This is the perfection, the wholeness that's timelessly present ALREADY. The I AM presence is the apparent pollution that seems to permeate all of existence but only to itself. Outside of itself, it doesn't exist. It is it's own reality. It's own institution. It's own existence. The I AM is it's own worst enemy, I AM, therefore you are. There's nothing more further from the truth.

Just random stuff about anything.

Broke people too. Doesn't matter; either way.

Play this song while making love to her. She'll float in ecstasy. I know I would. Fav song. It touches every cell and gives me goose bumps. I think about grinding on top of something hard while this song plays and I melt like chocolate ice-cream. Ok I know a bit cheesy. Choco-latte Frate, my love🥰🥳🥰

This is actually a dating and relationship journal. I threw the other one out because I didn't think I'd want to talk too much on this topic from a female perspective on a male dominated forum. I've decided to try again because I find myself wanting to say some things but without tainting my other journal which is mostly about reality and spirituality. Plus, I can. Some might even appreciate a female's perspective on this in this field and maybe learn a thing or two about how we think. I don't know, I'll just let it flow and see how it goes. I love the title I gave it. I think it's a but catchy. I'm feeling adventurous right now even though there's nothing adventurous in my dating life. Anyone can comment and jump in for some tea or coffee or some wine and cheese. Just don't overstay your welcome and leave after the date. Don't spend the night. I need a ring for that. Hehe.

Never treat all females the same. Get to know the one you're with and treat her accordingly. If you don't, you'll confuse her and yourself.

Never tell a female you love her while s screwing her. She won't believe you and you just lost her trust. Excluding husbands and bfs, of course - doesn't apply. Infact, that's when you've gained her trust as long as it's the case.

How to make a female want to have sex with you over and over. Make her cum before you do. Thank me later.

Yeah, it seems like what people have most abundantly, they flow more easily with. It's the energy that you give off sometimes that makes the difference.

How to seduce a woman. Don't. Just be you. Make her laugh.

Women might not care about truth, but they care if you like them truthfully.

How to make a female cum. Play with her clit. Thank me later.

An ant 'knows' how to build an ant nest, how to find your front door or window to crawl into your house and eat your bread and they stay busy doing whatever it is they do. We don't see ants getting lost and crawling all over the tv, the washing machine, at Walmart by the cashier, at the bank's window, on the bicycle seat....unless of course there's some sticky sugar, you get the drift of what i'm trying to say; they are at specific places. Ants are a problem where ants are a problem. Same for bees and spiders and caterpillars. All insects. There's intelligence at play there. Is there a person in an ant body. No. You'll say because an ant is not a person. You'll probably say there's an ant in an ant's body. There is a spider in that spider's body and there's a roach in that roach's body. No one says that. We just say that's an ant and that's a spider or a turtle. We see them do all sorts of things that matches what their respective species does. We don't see turtles trying to build a spider's web. They act like turtles. Is there a turtle in there being autonomous and having free will and making choices, no it's automatic and operating from instinct - well seemingly so. Same here and same with every other living species and machinery including humans. I mean it's so obvious.

Some people have no idea how to 'spot' the Absolute in every day life. I see it everyday. I notice the nothingness of existence. Shit just pops outta nowhere. The phone rings and an unexpected person is on the other end. That's nothing appearing as....everyone that calls is this appearing as but ilm saying I'll notice it more when there's a surprise call. A sudden thunderstorm pops up, out of nowhere that's the Absolute appearing as. It's all the Absolute appearing as but I'm saying when I notice or recognize as it's happening. The same kind of thing like the brain's RAS system where it only notices things that are relevant to the storyline and how tons of things are happening around us all the time but we only pay attention to what's being focused on or relevant to us and block out things that aren't. Something like that. That old post by Raazard about Solipsism from I believe last year or the year before that's taking front stage again and is hot again right now, just became hot again out of nowhere. These kinds of things I mean that we take for granted and give cause and effect meaning to. There was no real cause and effect for why that old thread suddenly got back on the radar. That's this appearing as... and without meaning and purpose for why that thread became hot again. It's actually a brand new thread but seems to be the old one. Everything is brand new. Your house isn't the same house it's timelessly appearing to the observer as a new house. When someone's habits just drastically changes, that's this appearing as.....Like I said, it's all this appearing as but i'm just pointing out a few for this post. When a plane goes by up above and disappears into nothing. A thread pops up out of nowhere. Somebody started a thread out of nothing. A thought pops up and disappears into nothing. You look into the distance till it starts getting blurry and you can't see pass a certain distance, there's nothing there. When my hand moves, that's energy, talking is vibrational. I mean, it's all around us but we wait to see flying saucers or take magic pills or sit in lotus positions before we can train ourselves to be in a certain desired state to see the Divine. It's everywhere. Psychedelic users will especially have it hard to see the Divine normally because it has seen extraordinary things through that scope and lens and, that high, there's no match for so everything seems dull and mundane without it. Its still sometimes dull and mundane to me too but I can see it in the dull and mundane, is what I'm saying. When you log into the forum and see user names, there's no one there, it's this appearing as user names.

Exactly. There can be so much to indirectly learn here. People are looking for direct teachings most of the time without realizing there's lots to learn passively. Shit, we can learn lots from a baby, an animal and the disabled. I'm learning everyday on here and these are profound learnings. I can teach myself a lot from observing life and behaviors. Only the genuinely curios and lover of life can utilize this gift and it is a gift to be able to learn when not directly being taught. Well, maybe not gift but a skill. I can learn from those who say there's nothing to learn here. Exactly what I just posted is what they taught me because I know I learn here all the time so it must be because they're looking for obvious direct teachings why they miss hidden lessons.

This thread is of low-quality. Locked. Hehehehehe....wait for it.

I'm not going to argue with anyone about if I exist or not or even if they exist or not. Short conversations about the matter may happen but back and forth, back and forth, no. I'll come over here and talk about it, but long arguments no. To exist means to stand out and i don't stand out. Ok, forget the word semantics, I can exist as something but I never really say I don't exist, I say there's no one and that's different than saying I don't exist. There is no I to exist. It only exists to itself. The I exists in it's own world of existence. It's own reality. It depends on other, it depends on outside objects, it depends on it's own feeding system to sustain itself. It has no reality of it's own. I don't need a video or some guru to explain this. Problem with forums like these, is people have their ideas of who they think you are and they are relating to you from their own dream existence. I could go on yt and start a channel with outstanding sounding videos without a face just a robotic voice and repeat things I've heard Rupert, Alan, Eckhart, Osho, Robert have said and sound like I know what's going on and say the exact same things I'm saying here and no one would question it. I know this because I.ve seen where Leo says somethings close to what I've said and no one challenges him. He'll say things like you're not human or if you think like a human you won't awaken or even in his old videos where he said we've never moved a day in our lives and that I'm no different than a coffee table or that existence is nothing. How can existence be nothing but there's someone in these bodies. I didn't understand these things then but I do now. I would get flack for saying those things and same words while that same person giving me flack would say to Leo, wow, that's wild it whatever else they'd say to agree or just blindly believe. A working girl on a forum, no chance, she doesn't know what she's saying. Sadhguru says it, it gets repeated and the video shared. I say it, it gets debunked or laughed at and I get called Ms Advaita. I notice these things. They add to the way I see things and what I observe and understand. It can't be you that realized these things, it must be some philosophy you've adapted. Then they'll say if there no one in that body how did you realize anything. Well, I didn't realization happened but there's o one to understand that understanding us what happens. But who talks like this all the time.