Marten

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  1. It is worth to get Netflix just to watch this documentary, it will change your life. I had a smilar experience when snorkling in Batangas, Phillippines. It was just one encounter but definitely that same vibe, we were playing together, being friends... a small flat fish, yellow and black, just like my fins...
  2. @DevOcean Yes friend, thanks for the recognition!! Lot of things that need to heal... letting go of fear, embracing Love, being One... it’s incredible... there are SO MANY levels to life... IT’S INFINITE... so blissful... Bless you! ?❤️??
  3. Thank you @Leo Gura for helping me get to this marvelous place of Joy, Creativity and Love. Feel so fortunate, could never have done it on my own. Your Life Purpose Course, wisdom and teachings have been absolutely crucial. Thank you @Nahm for teaching me to use a dream board (have a big double sided white board in my living room which both me and my wife dream on together)... it really works wonders! I've done a lot of psychedelic work in the last months and the awakenings are getting really deep. Everything is transforming. There's an incredible flow opening up. God and Love have taken over my life, and keeps pushing the boundaries, overcoming obstacles, resistance and fear. Surrendering to the miracles and bliss. Syncronisities overflow. I wish you all will experience this in your lives. Trust in Leo and you will see... test out what he teaches... there's no end to what can be acheived, we are limitless creators of Love and Beauty. We are divine. Heal yourself to free yourself to be Yourself. Leo will teach you how. It works, it really works! This improvisation came at the end of a very long trip. I was healing my stomach, getting help from all kinds of wonderful beneficial forces in the universe. I had stored all the pain from my past failed dreams in my belly. Finally I let it out, feeling it, being with it. This improvisation is the healing and if you listen to the whole thing you will hear me healing, as the music becomes more joyful and creative. I Love You. Bless You All. So very grateful to be here, in the Heart. Joy and Benevolence for All.
  4. @lostmedstudent There's an amazing thread on it here: It's actually very simple. What you really want you write on the board. Then you anticipate getting that with gratitude and joyous feeling. If there is any resistance/ negative thoughts/ low energy feelings you process those until gratitude and joy remains. Then when you get the thing/ experience/ whatever it is you wanted, you erase it from the board. It is an exploration of what you really want. I love how it's very fluid, you can erase, flesh things out, change it around, draw, use magnets and pictures etc. There's very little structure. I typically use one side (the front) for the things I (and my wife) want, and the flip side (back side) for processing things - could be emotions, plans, writing songs etc. Its a most powerful way of being an active joyous creator. You are God, embrace it!!
  5. Wow, I watched the documentary "the connected universe", amazing stuff! Here's another interview: Has anyone got experience with the ARK crystal? What kind of benefits are you getting from wearing/ using it?
  6. @Leo Gura @OR NOT Happy for you, keep shining and spread the light far and wide! @SirVladimir the heart is so so happy, thank you... @allislove I'm so glad you guys can hear it too!! Thanks! I have had so much fear to share it and as usual, Love is hiding behind a curtain of fear... lol... it is all just way too good to be true... and still it's happening ?❤️??
  7. This doesn't make sense to me. Masters of Love are all about killing us with their Love. Some even come to your house
  8. Morocco’s 500 year Festival: The Imilchil Wedding Festival
  9. The Persecution of Moroccan Berbers (1997)
  10. Really enjoyed this one, wow! Here's a glimpse of life in the Sahara, "Sahara Railway":
  11. Interesting, is it still worthwhile to work with cannabis when you have access to LSD and DMT?
  12. @Martin123 Feels more in alignment... beautiful way of looking at it... lately the universe is asking for patience and this message resonates very well. When Nothing is driving miracles happen frequently... unbelivable, marvelous, so very beautiful... brings tears of joy unspeakable... ?❤️
  13. Amazing, thanks for sharing! How has that vision of the eagle and the bull been realized in these three years, if at all?
  14. You got me curious! What were you looking for? What did you find? What kind of break through did you have?
  15. Holy crap friends... something amazing just happened... wow... I've been working with NN-DMT for the past weeks. It took a long time and a lot of trial and error to get the vaping technique down, using a simple standard glass oil pipe after Leo's recommendations. But holy shit it works so well. Just amazingly efficient now. What I learned on technique. Definitely start with a low dose 5-10 mg (using a mg scale). 20 mg can be very strong for me if I hit it perfectly. This egodeath was on only 40 mg. I usually melt the powder in the pipe slowly with a storm/ gas lighter at a good 4 inches/ 10 cm away from the blue flame. After it melts I move the lighter closer to where the flame is about 1-2 inches/ 3-5 cm from the glass. At this point the DMT vaporizes fast so put the pipe in the mouth and exhale deeply. Then it's just a matter of slowly sucking in the vape at a pace where you can handle without coughing. When you get started it helps to inhale a bit of fresh air through the nose to mix with the vape to make it gentler. I got better results when the vape was quite thick and white. It's been best to take it all in one big hit. I found taking multiple hits that the substance would burn and produce nasty smoke/ taste and irritate the lungs. I also tend to get much more effect out of the first hit, then as the lungs get tired there's diminishing returns. The trip. I took 40 mg of NN-DMT, all in one hit. Everything looked like it usually does for me on DMT - cartoonish, kind of like a 3d render, very colorful, bright, triangulated (see picture below) and shifting quite wildly. Pretty soon I lost the sense of self. It was very strange and amazing, like there was not much ground/ anchorage for my being, I could still sort of recognize where I was laying, but I forgot who I was, what I was. It was very weird not to breath, almost like being under water but then realizing that hey breathing is imaginary, no need to breath... like holy crap even breathing... so a bit of a struggle to let go of the attachment to breathing... I realized how grounding the breath it, a great sense of comfort. I forgot my name, then heard it and had no relation to it. It was quite a scary experience, like drowing, a bit of struggling to make sense of it, but I didn't freak out and I'm happy it was a quick dip into egodeath and not an hour long thing. It definitely takes some getting used to. It wasn't until after I started coming down that I could understand what happened and ground myself - BREATHE again. At that point I was laughing hard at even the breathe being IMAGINARY - like holy crap, even breathing?? WOW. ?❤️?
  16. @Corpus Thanks for clearifying for a beginner, appreciate it! I'll consider oral DMT in the future, the list of substances to work with is getting pretty long at this point. Look forward to go deeper into ego death and yes I am open to the no breathing part just being a side effect, and not really something to do with awakening.
  17. Thanks, cool, look forward to trying the GVG. What's your prefered way of oral administration and how has it been more deep and enduring for you? That is precisely what came as I was coming down... everything is imaginary, I, you, even fucking breathing... it is the ego that was drowning and what was learned was that it is all imaginary, nothing to hold on to. This is sort of irrelevant to the insights and experience. Ultimately everything is imaginary and every trip I've had (on different substances) has showed me this from different perspectives. Going ever more deeply into it. THAT is what is being shown in this trip. Surrender. I am curious, in your 100+ ego deaths, have you been in a state without EXPERIENCING breathing?
  18. @Nahm Amazed at how deep this goes... breathtaking
  19. @Corpus Haha... Wow nice, so what recommendations do you have about vaping technique?
  20. @Corpus Are you a bot? Sure sound like one... What is your own experience with NN-DMT?
  21. @meow_meow Hehe... no I mean there's a space where there is no breathing. It felt like drowning because the ego is used to breathing and in this space there was no I and no breathing happening, which felt like drowning because of the habit and attachment to breathing. But at higher levels aparently it is not necessary to breathe... that is what was experienced, if the body was breathing from an external point of view or not I cannot say. This led to the conclusion of "breathing is imaginary", which seems to be true at higher levels of consciousness. It was over pretty quick, will have to explore this space more... ego death is way different than "normal" existence...