Lyubov

Yeah I've felt this way before... I've felt before I had two choices where it came to choosing to express my emotional truths and be open vs maintaining a masculine posture of sorts out of fear of making my partner less attracted to me. It's honestly really hard which one to choose sometimes...

Public displays of nudity as a political movement is pretty interesting. It's a very green thing. I wonder why it's so powerful at making a statement.

It's so odd to me how Trump doesn't have any sort of ideology and yet he has the following of a group that touts as a large part of their identity "family values." it's so plainly obvious to anyone who can see outside of their own needs that he is just out for himself. He is cartoonishly a shady NYC mafia business man. It's ironic how a large ethnic group that identifies itself largely with its religion ended up making a "deal with the devil" to hold onto power. Literally cartoonishly something out of the bible.

I think this is well said. It is very difficult and won't be satisfying to most people if it is answered through logical thinking or from the basis of a standard human paradigm that most people hold.

been stuck in a loop before... honestly it's really nothing compared to how much worse trips can get. they don't bother me nearly as much anymore. just relax into it the best you can if you can.

https://www.amazon.com/Political-Order-Decay-Industrial-Globalization-ebook/dp/B00IQOFS7M Political Order and Political Decay: From the Industrial Revolution to the Present Day by Francis Fukuyama Probably one of the best books about understanding what has lead up to the current political situation around the world and why it is occurring. his other book: The Origins of Political Order is also supposed to be really good.

We always merge back into the boundless and limitless field of love so knowing this is the absolute root of everything your desire to exist and experience and learn from the phenomena of life is not ultimately scary no matter what happens.

these seem to be going viral regularly and are kinda... shocking I'm white (I identify as jewish but I pass as general white ethnicity from US perspective) and I have never experienced anything like this in my life before

yup, same with fast food. mcdonald's engineered it's food so it gives the biggest hit of pleasure instantly like a drug.

is this some dumb trump ploy to take attention away from his failed administration? he did after all sign-off on that corny "space force" ceremony and tout on and on about it on twitter.

well to be fair guys do this basically everywhere. guys are always looking at girls even here in the US.

How does Love heal?

people saying Mike didn't grow from his 5meo trip are deluded he most def did grow a ton from it and just because being a sportsman is his life purpose it doesn't mean he didn't "get the lesson" or "needs more" he went from being red to blue to orange to green over the decades. not many people do that...

this was the country before foreign influences. in order for the country to defend itself it had to coalesce around authoritarian and fundamentalist values.

Y'all I'm honestly feeling really depressed, sad and hopeless this month. I'm grateful my thinking is mostly clear however because I have been in much worse mental places before. Emotionally I just feel really down and I don't understand it. It's like I kind of know where and what it's coming from but I don't fully understand it and it's hard to link everything together. Covid is starting to take its toll on my life plans. I'm out of work and although I'm good financially it's making me worry about money. I'm also feeling abandoned some by my family. I'm surrendering to it however and just going with the flow. I'm tired of looking for conflict and problems to solve. I have good health and am for the most part in a really good financial situation so I am going to focus on gratitude and love. I'm finding old traumas surfacing during this covid stuff which makes me feel really emotional and sort of gross. I don't always like feeling all this past stuff and I don't like all the strange dreams I get from them... they make me feel sort of scared and ungrounded sometimes. I'm hoping the covid situation will normalize some so I can get some more grounding through work but as of now I just have to surrender to the current situation. I'll look for something part time in the area I'm moving to. Hopefully there is something I can do to keep me busy. I don't think distraction is healthy but at the same time I think over focusing on emotional stuff coming up can sometimes consume and bring down myself making it really hard to process, resolve and let go. I'm thinking of talking to my therapist again who I haven't seen in a while. I find this to be quite helpful when I go through stormy times. Even if I'm in a situation that isn't so dire I've found at least talking to someone every other week can really be supportive. I'm glad Skype is a thing I'm really hoping the covid situation is solved soon. It's taking it's toll on my life emotionally and I think surrendering to this is really the best I can do. I've found surrendering and looking for solutions aren't mutually exclusive. You can focus on surrender some part of the day and then the other focus on searching for solutions. Both are helpful!

Y'all he said in the video he prefers if you don't suggest stuff to him

I hope it doesn't end up being the boxing equivalent of this mess

- ho'oponopono - love focused visualizations / meditations - all sorts of guided stuff on youtube - write love letters to yourself and others - writing 3 affirmations a day based around loving yourself and others - mdma (do it like a ceremony or for yourself to love yourself deeper where you focus on this during the trip) - foregiveness - breathe work (this breath I breathe in is love, this breathe I breath out is love)

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So basically Republicans in Texas... the same party that went crazy over the affordable care act putting in place "supposed death panels" are now having to do just this because they are so underdeveloped and selfish and unwilling to respond to a health crisis with compassion and reason. I feel real bad for the medical staff that have to do this because I know it was not under their leadership why this is occurring...

do you have a fashion sense? men are really turned on by looks. if you nail down a style you feel sexy in and comfortable and also shows enough to get men staring you will feel like a sex goddess. my female friends love to look a certain way at the club for this reason. they told me

I'm always thrown off by the proud boys. it's usually farm boys and incelish guys without any sort of style that I usually associate with redpill but the proudboys are like hipster redpillers.

I'm just waiting for the election. I'm not going to predict who will win. I will pray to god that Trump does not will.

of course they're gonna run with hillary ads. hell, they would probably do a better job against Biden if they say he is secretly a puppet of hillary and framed it as her being the actual one running.